Xuebing Du
KIROKAZE
taylor price
Janaina Medeiros
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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NASA
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Kiana Khansmith
titsay
Jules of Nature
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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cherry valley forever
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
occasionally subtle
#extradirty
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@escapedhorror
WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME ? ... ❛ because you didn’t know who i was . ❜ maybe it’s not his best answer to their question , but in his defense this was exactly why he kept them sheltered from his truth . the other person keeps stepping back as he comes close , and he cant differentiate if the look on their face is from betrayal , or fear . ❛ i figured … why ruin it ? you weren’t afraid of me , and i didn’t want you to be . ❜
bellamy blake + grinning in season 5
* first blood starters
first blood is a novel by david morrell. tw: guns and blood.
‘ you shouldn’t be walking around. ’
‘ i don’t like being stared at. ’
‘ you’ve got to rest. take it easy. ’
‘ how did i get here? ’
‘ now i want you to stop talking and save your strength. ’
‘ leave me alone! i mean it! ’
‘ we have to stop the bleeding. ’
‘ keep your fucking hands off me. ’
‘ all right, play it tough if you want. ’
‘ let me be. ’
‘ i don’t feel a thing. ’
‘ but it’s the little things that make a town what it is, that you can watch to make it safe. ’
‘ you’re not tired. you’re afraid. ’
‘ i’m just not happy unless i get miserable every once in a while. ’
‘ that’s the last thing you have to worry about. ’
‘ i just was sorry. ’
‘ who does? ’
‘ try and remember. ’
‘ that’s very funny. ’
‘ hold still. ’
‘ what the hell’s going on? ’
‘ i have bandages under my clothes too. ’
‘ where’s my shoes and socks? ’
‘ you have to promise me. ’
‘ i didn’t want you to think i don’t care what happens to you. ’
‘ stand the hell up and identify yourself. ’
‘ you didn’t pull out the pockets in your jacket. ’
‘ is that plain enough for you to understand? ’
‘ get your dumbass away from the entrance. ’
‘ the gun’s not loaded. ’
‘ look at that sun. ’
‘ been waiting long? ’
‘ stay out of it. ’
‘ what the hell was that? ’
‘ sit down here on the floor. ’
‘ that isn’t necessary. ’
‘ i’m alone. i need help. ’
‘ no, but you promised yourself, and that does count. ’
‘ christ, what’s the matter with you? ’
‘ i don’t sleep much anymore. ’
‘ wasn’t even a chance to go home and grab my rifle. ’
‘ you can’t leave me. don’t leave me. ’
‘ i’m fine. it’s a cramp. ’
‘ well, you sure put one over on me, didn’t you? ’
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me???? the jealous type ???? absolutely, yes
your writing is like so good i'm jealous wtf
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psa on posting speed;
i am a slow roleplayer. not only do i get distracted easily, i get overwhelmed easily. sometimes i can’t talk and do drafts at the same time so i am sorry if i ignore your message. i am deliberate and methodical with every word choice. i like to spend my time on my writing and getting to that emotional level within myself to evoke a proper response with each reply. i’m not good at whipping out thread after thread. i never have been. i’m sorry if that’s the way you roleplay and i don’t match up, but i like to think the quality of the writing makes up for my lack of speed. thank you so much!
𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 / 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.
𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.
❛ What happened? ❜
❛ How are your injuries? ❜
❛ Just promise me you’ll stay here. ❜
❛ You can’t blame yourself. ❜
❛ You know I’m here for you, right? ❜
❛ I’ve never seen you like this before. ❜
❛ When I wake up, you won’t be there. ❜
❛ Okay. You get to leave now. ❜
❛ No. I don’t believe you. ❜
❛ Just.. put down the very sharp knife… ❜
❛ It wasn’t your fault. It hurts. ❜
❛ This isn’t you. ❜
❛ Stop it. ❜
❛ You should be resting. ❜
❛ Are you okay? Did they hurt you? ❜
❛ How can you act like that? ❜
❛ Then why are you still here? ❜
❛ Are you okay? ❜
❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜
❛ And when were you planning on telling me? ❜
❛ What are you, trying to give me a heart attack? ❜
❛ What’s wrong? What happened? ❜
❛ I thought we agreed that secrets are bad! ❜
❛ Sorry. Didn’t want to push any sore spots. ❜
❛ Everything okay? ❜
❛ Do you even know where you’re headed? ❜
❛ I can’t help you unless you talk to me. ❜
❛ Promise me you’re not gonna over-react. ❜
❛ It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay. ❜
❛ Whoa, what are you doing? ❜
❛ Why do you run from me? ❜
❛ You’re changing the subject. ❜
❛ It’s four o'clock in the morning, what are you doing? ❜
❛ You’re bleeding. ❜
❛ You gotta be more careful. ❜
❛ I meant… How are you holding up? ❜
❛ You’re avoiding my question. ❜
❛ I think the worst of it’s over now. ❜
❛ Don’t let fear keep you quiet. You have a voice so use it. ❜
// rupi kaur
Bellamy Blake in 5.12: Damocles pt.1
via weheartit
SELENA !
everything she’s ever done now was for the two of them. everything she ever felt for binx was heightened every day they spent together. it’s like he was a thunderstorm, and she was dying to take a drive. the thing was, the person binx was today – was the person she knew he was capable of being one day. she could see the light inside him others had tried to burn out, to wash away with blue lips and cold hearts. she hated them for it – and selena had never been capable of hating anybody in her life. and now, she looks into his eyes, the very same color of the boy she had once known – that first time sitting in front of him. she remembered the shackles, and how they had scarred his wrist with bruises,. she remembered how the twinkle that was behind those long lashes, was dimmed with dark circles. she remembered how he said they would kill him – that he would die in that place. and now the very thought of death and binx in the same sentence made her stomach twist. how could she ever live without him? how couldn’t she fall victim to the love that blossomed from his chest like a field of wild dandelions – those were always her favorite flower.. even when her father had tried explain it was a weed. if that were true – why did people wish on them? long dark locks are cascading midway down her back, and she glances up at him with round dark irises. the street lights are beginning to shine in through their curtains, and the sky is a perfect shade of purple twilight — her favorite color. she can see the curiosity behind his grin, and how compelling it would be to just fall into his embrace anytime he asked. her heart is weakened by the way he looks at her, and she adores everything that he is, everything that he is capable of – every bad thing he’s ever done, she adores him through it all. he calls her beautiful, and her heart does flips like a childish school girl. every ounce of intellect is flooded with warmth and heart-eyes. she is dumbfounded by just how much she is capable to care for this man before her. how he can always tell when there’s something on her mind, she would never know. and there were times, she swore he knew her better than herself. her lips twist upward, soft and delicate like red velvet. “i love you.” she responds with when he asks her what’s wrong. fingertips pull him closer by interlocking their fingertips. she barely reaches his broad shoulders, and if anything – they were living proof that opposites attract really truly did exist. leaning on the tips of her toes, she kisses his cheek. when selena pulls back, she scrunches her nose bashfully, shrugging her shoulders very lightly. “i just – my birthdays have never been something i looked forward to.” because of her sister, because of her family – because of many factors that would take all day for her to explain. but there was one fear on her mind that weighed far heavier than all the rest. she could reside with her inner conflict that involved her parents – she could ignore her sister, sure. but this – it was silly, it was proof that insecurity found it’s home in everyone, even her. “um.. it’s – just.. i’m twenty-eight today.” saying it out loud left an ugly taste in her mouth. two years away from it. she glances down for a moment, before peeking back up at binx. “will you still want me, even when i’m thirty? you know – it’ll be different.. i’ll get grey hair before you do.” she laughed, though she was entirely serious – no matter how silly it may have sounded out loud.
he never imagined being able to have the luxury of spending his life with someone and he wouldn't have that luxury if not for the same exact person he wants to spend the rest of his life with . it just seemed like ever since the first day of their session , fate knew these two were where they needed to be , near who they needed to be with , and now look at them . after everything they've been through not only when he was locked away but even now he couldn't imagine spending his life by anyone elses side . when they first met he was terrified of putting his trust in selena . he was completely against even the idea of it , and now he couldn't imagine not being able to trust her and he was comforted knowing that day would never come . he'd always think about how the guards teased him about having a crush on his new doctor , as much as he hates to give them any credit , they were actually right . he didn't even know what a crush was at the time they said it , so he brushed it off and ignored it , only to realize they were right once he learned the meaning . after he and selena had gotten close , it was like she struck a match to his skin and ignited a fire inside of him that gave him the strength to survive . all he could do now was be grateful to her , not just for saving his life , but for being good to him and not breaking the heart that seemed to start beating only after he met her . he may know her better than she knows herself but he's only repaying her for the same exact thing she does to him . she knows when he's lying and he knows when somethings bothering her . she knows the pain he's endured , and he cherishes her for helping him through it ... saving him from it . she believed him when nobody else did , trusted him when nobody else did , and defended him when nobody else did and he wasn't able to himself . their love is BEAUTIFUL , and binx knows that even though he has nothing to compare it to . he's collected poetry books over the years and all of the poems about love ( the good ones of course ) all seem to work for them when he thinks about it . that's how he knows they're doing something right , and that this is something to hold on to . even though , it didn't take a simple poem reading ‘ she was the moon , and he the tide , rising and falling to her will ‘ to know they had something beautiful . he knew that when they waited for each other even after all the years he had to spend hiding ... their love for eachother still remained , just waiting for them to claim it . he intertwines his fingers with hers , meeting her eyes again with a bright smile after the kiss she plants on his cheeks send chills through his body . he nods his head understandingly as she speaks , eyes remaining on hers so she knows he's listening intently . he wanted to continue this conversation about why she doesn't like her birthday but he doesn't want to cut her off so he makes a quick mental note to come back to it at some point . his thumb drags gently along hers in an attempt at being comforting while he waits for her to finish speaking . his brow raises again slightly as she says her age , looking at her in slight confusion as if he was asking if he's missing what the problem is . once she's finished speaking , he laughs along with her a little before shaking his head and releasing her hand after he pulls her close enough to wrap his arm around her waist . ❛ you're twenty-eight and still the most beautiful woman i've ever seen . i think you're ALWAYS gonna be the most beautiful woman i've ever seen ... no matter how old you get . ❜ he's doing his best to comfort her , hoping it works as he leans down to leave a gentle , loving kiss on her forehead . his finger is on her chin , holding her head up to look at him as he smiles . ❛ i didn't fall in love with you because you were twenty-one when we met , or even because of your looks . i fell in love with everything you are beneath the surface . ❜ he makes sure his eyes remain on hers as he speaks , needing her to know he means his words . ❛ above the surface is an extremely , undoubtedly beautiful woman , don't get me wrong . but that's just another thing i love about you , it's not why i love you ... besides , you don’t look A DAY over twenty . ❜
SELENA !
there were nights where she could feel his presence, and had sworn it was her subconscious missing the person who left her behind. it wasn’t his fault, she encouraged him to go – he needed to get away, he needed to live and fulfill a life, even if it was without her. over the years she had wondered what he’d look like now. he was older, it was captivating, and it took her breath away in ways it never had before. his chest was broad, his shoulders were wide - but his eyes were the same, filled with a sadness she had only recently known. if he had been with her all this time, if he had known her since he left – he would know she wasn’t happy, that she would never find happiness with the man her parents had arranged her to marry. but that’s the thing about selena, she would bleed and die for those whom she loved - even if they were toxic for her, even if it meant their happiness over her own – and they knew that.. they took advantage of that kindness like catnip. but this? this was something out a dream. it felt like her whole head was under water, and she had barely heard the compliment over the way her heart was beating frantically out of her chest. it’s as if the moment she saw him, she had fallen in love with him — and it ate her alive. her hands were abnormally calm, though she could see his trembling. it’s like he washed this blanket of safety around her, warming her from the inside out. around binx, she had never felt fear, she had never been afraid of who he was or what he wad capable of doing. and furthermore, all the stories – all the reporters saying he spared her because of some sick obsession made her knees weak with anger. it twisted her stomach, and she wasn’t afraid to snap order to defend his honor when he no longer couldn’t – some things didn’t change, she would always protect him, no matter what. without respond, her feet carry her forward, and she has to pick her dress up from trailing along the floor in order to move swiftly enough towards him. within in an instant, she colliding into his chest and tears brim her features, falling down her cheeks like soft thunderstorms. she could read the lie, but she didn’t respond, she was too infused with emotions to control herself at the moment with words and accusations ——- binx was here. it was real, not another dream she had made up for her sanity’s sake - not another nightmare to fear when she laid her head against her pillow at night. so many times, she had sworn she saw a glimpse of him — it was real, it was all real. burying her face in his chest, she wraps her arms around his midsection. she reaches the top of his shoulders with heels, but she can’t bother to care about the make-up she’s staining his shirt. pulling back, she sniffles, trying to wipe it off the fabric, before cascading her hands in front of her mouth to muffle an uncontrollable mix between a sob and a laugh. her gaze is peering up at him now, and no words have been spoken. instead, she’s close - dangerously so, and she looks death in the eyes with an admirable gaze of beauty. the warmth of her breath lingers between them, and her heart is beating so fast she swore he could have made a playlist from the sound of it. manicured digits cascade down his features, taking in every inch, every change in his age – and she adored him, every freckle, every curve – and the glistening tears in his eyes. “you’re lying to me, binx.” she muttered under her breath, her thumb cascading down his lower lip, and it causes a rift in her stomach. dark midnight irises look up to his gaze again, and she can’t stop looking at him, she can’t stop thinking this was a dream, a haze, she would wake up from any moment. “don’t be sorry..” she then reassures, the same words she had spoken to him over and over again. “you have nothing to be sorry for.” her voice is barely a hum, and it lingers between them, but her gaze is entranced on his mouth, and the way it curves – and this newfound sensation. she’s never wanted to kiss anybody as bad as she did him. but she controls herself with a shaken intake of breath, and catches his gaze again. her brows furrow - was he really happy? had he found someone in all their time apart, to do the same? she hoped so – if she couldn’t own her happiness, she hoped he had. but couldn’t he tell? couldn’t he see it in her eyes? this wasn’t what she wanted? “tell me the truth..”
his mind is racing with jealous thoughts faster than he can process them . he's never felt this sensation before , never having anything to be jealous of in the life he was given . the thought of her with someone else just rips him apart . he feels guilty for feeling this way , but he can't help it . selena not only worked her way into his world , but she saved him from his horrible one , and gave him an escape into a better , safer one . she was the sole person he confided in . he told her things that other people wouldn't have cared enough to listen to , and she believed him when he told her what was really going on behind those closed doors in the facility . she cared enough to keep coming back , and she trusted him regardless of what he's done . she didn't see him as a monster when he got painted as one countless times . given all that , how could he not have fallen in love ? his only problem was that he was convinced that no woman as amazing as selena was would ever love someone like him . she's fierce , elegant , breathtaking , and so much more he can't even form into words . standing in front of her , he's not even able to take his eyes off of how beautiful she looks at this very moment . simply looking at her makes him feel a sense of safety and purpose , even after all these years . he thinks about how badly he wants to give her the world , but he doesn't know how he could when he has nothing . as much love as he has in his heart for her , he can't help but feel like she deserves more . as much as he wants to be the one she's marrying , he pushes his selfish thoughts aside . he hopes he gives her more . he BETTER give her more , because he wouldn't survive if binx found out he was giving her anything less . he's tugged away from his thoughts as she silently moves closer to him . he wasn't sure what was coming but he assumed , and hoped . his arms ( much more shaped and bulk than when they'd last seen each other ) wrap around her frame and he has to mentally remind himself not to squeeze her too hard . he rests his head on hers , having to resist the urge to add a loving kiss to her head was damn near impossible but he managed . he wraps his arms around her just a little tighter , wanting to keep her as close to him as possible to make up for all the years they spent apart . arms tightly wrapped around her waist remain there even as she pulls back . his gaze on her softens as he sees that she was crying against his chest and he can only thank god that she's happy to see him . that was his biggest worry when he was planning to show up here . he was thinking : what if she doesn't wanna see me ? he even worried she'd moved on and forgotten about him at one point , but he knew in his heart that she didn't , just like he could never forget about her . she saved his life , nothing he could ever do to repay her would be enough . he knows he needs to just let her be happy , but he can't help thinking about how he would make her happier . he keeps her frame pressed up against his , almost like he's scared to let her go again . usually having someone this close , his insecurities about his scars and his freckles would be overpowering . instead , his insecurities are non existent at the moment , knowing he doesn't need to feel insecure around her . what a beautiful thing that is to have with someone , isn't it ? he feels her nails gently on his face and all he can do is offer a warm smile , gentle gaze still on her until she speaks again . he drops his head , laughing softly with a shake of his head before looking up at her . ❛ you've always been able to tell when i'm lying . ❜ it was something he both loved and hated . he licks chapped lips before pressing them together , smile remaining on his face as he interlocks his fingers behind her back to keep her close to him . he knows her gaze is on his lips , now he feels less guilty for all the times he's done that same exact thing including now . he's never kissed anyone , he's never even thought about it until she came along . now he can't imagine kissing anyone else . he sighs softly once he realizes he has to fess up . maybe it's a good time to let her go , step back in case she gets upset with the words he has for her . instead he takes his chances , arms remaining wrapped around her as he bows his head before hesitantly looking back up into her eyes . ❛ you shouldn't be marrying him . ❜ it's a bold statement , he knows . especially considering she's getting married in just a few hours . that's why he needs to say this now . ❛ i don't WANT you to marry him ... i don't think he can love you the way i can . ❜ maybe he's taking a risk assuming that , but he trusts the love he has in his heart for her and he's sure that nobody else can compete . ❛ i want to be happy , selena ... but i only wanna be happy with you , and i want you happy with me . ❜
SELENA !
@escapedhorror
staring at herself in the mirror, she doesn’t recognize the girl looking back at her. there is this foreign feeling in her chest, as if she’s made for another universe – another life. that was a funny thing about fate, it had a tenancy to correct mistakes made by people, one way or another the stars would find a way to bring you where you were meant to be. and that’s something selena had always believed in. was this her place? was this who she was meant to be? the housewife to a doctor, who had been hand-selected by her parents. he shared their heritage, their values – but he didn’t love her. and she hadn’t met him, only once prior at her family’s dinner when they arranged the engagement. since then they were promised to be kept from each other – and that’s how their beliefs would work. you would meet your husband truly on the day of your wedding, and not a minute sooner. they didn’t know what she had been thinking, who’s face she had been dreaming about during late nights when she couldn’t sleep. it had been years, plenty of them. she should have forgot of the promise another made her on a late summer night – a promise to find her. truth be told, she would spend her nights looking at the sky, the stars, wondering if he had watched the same sunset. she had hoped he was okay – she hoped that he had a wonderful life, full of wonder and mischief and beautiful moments. she hoped he would fall in love, even if it wasn’t with her. she hoped he would find someone that cherished him, that was brave enough to see the good as she did. long dark lashes are fluttered shut for a moment, black irises tearing the rims of waterproof mascara. it was a big wedding – expensive. and the dress was wearing had a train worth more than what some people made in a year. she didn’t need these belles and whistles. she didn’t need the luxury, she wanted to love – and be loved in return. it’s all she ever wanted, all she could have ever wished for. but sometimes, wishes aren’t meant to come true. sometimes – life isn’t that grateful. it’s not until she blinks, and there’s a figure rounding the corner of the church corridor. he’s a massive shadow at first, and her gaze is watching him from the mirror. she doesn’t move, she doesn’t jump – there’s an unexpected sense of calm that washes through her. it overwhelms her veins, drowning her in a sense of comfort she had barely touched only once before. dark curls hide his features – and this should have been a stranger, but instead? she knew his eyes - how could she have forgot the freckles that scattered his features like constellations? her fingertips rise to cover her mouth, it was mostly to keep herself from crying. she’s standing there, in a wedding dress, soon to be married to another man – and binx —– he found her. her voice is caught in her throat, as she slowly turns to face him. “binx?” the name sounded like gloss, a sweet melody she hadn’t spoken out-loud in ages. stepping forward, ever so slightly, she takes in his entirety. “you came back?”
once binx was free , once he had nothing else to fear but being caught again , it was still incredibly difficult for him to sleep most nights . sure , abuse does that to a person . how was he supposed to sleep at night when he couldn't relieve his mind of all the trauma he's endured ? oddly enough though most of his frequent nightmares aren't of what he endured , it's terrible nightmares of the only person he's ever cared for being hurt , and him not being able to do anything about it . he only missed one thing about the facility when he left , and that was having scheduled visits of when he's see selena again , and even knowing that some days , she'd just randomly show up gave him something to look forward to . now he's alone , but he's alive and that's all thanks to her helping him pave the path to his escape . he wasn't sure how to survive on his own at first . he was a kid , what was he supposed to know ? it took him roughly seven months to adjust . he ended up finding an abandoned home that still provides him shelter after all these years , but all he's been able to think about since he left is how much he wishes he didn't leave her behind . don't be mistaken . just because he was busy adjusting to his new life , staying hidden in a small town with low population , he still managed to keep tabs on selena to the best of his ability . he's saved newspapers with her name and pictures on it . he's even cut-out the good things she's said about him as she got questioned over the years and keeps them around his home . she was giving him hope to keep going and to keep looking for her without even knowing it . once he was comfortable in his small town , he began to take advantage of the 24 hour library . it was almost every night that the person who signed people in and out fell asleep behind the desk and he took advantage of their computers . he'd look up her name weekly just to see if anything new came out about her . once he started to figure out more through online searches , some facebook stalking through some people she appeared to know , it was only a matter of time until he found her again . in fact , one day he was successful in his search . he managed to find her address through a hacker he paid and binx confirmed she lived their by driving to the address himself . it sounds creepy to him looking back on it now , but he waited outside of that damn house for god knows how long , just to make sure he had the right place . he was in the right place , and from there up until this point he kept close tabs on her . he knows how creepy it would sound to anyone with common sense , but he made a promise to find her and he did . he just had to make sure he didn't lose her again . it took longer than he liked , or even planned , but once the news came out that she was getting married soon ... as broken as his heart was , he knew that he couldn't wait any longer to see her , even if it was just to tell her goodbye ( again ) and that he hopes she has a happy life . he just wants her to be able to see that she saved him , and he strongly resembles the person she knew he could've been all along . he hears her voice , he sees her turn towards him , and at the same time his heart is as full as it's ever been but yet ... his hands were trembling . you'd think he'd be shaking because he's scared of getting caught , but instead , knowing she's getting MARRIED to a man that's not him today is breaking his heart . hence , not only the shaking hands , but the shaky voice . he nods his head , his eyes even fill with tears as he observes her fully . she looks beautiful . it takes his breath way for a minute and he almost forgets she was speaking to him . she steps closer to him and now that he's sure she wants to be near him at least somewhat , he does the same . ❛ of course i did . ❜ it's followed by a gentle laugh , something she's probably never heard from him . ❛ i told you i would ... ❜ his voice cracks , almost like it's getting harder for him to ignore what today might mean to her . ❛ i'm sorry it took me so long though ... i had to wait for the right time . ❜ he knows she gets it , so he doesn't explain it any further . he swallows harshly , blinking a few times to rid the tears that were beginning to form . ❛ you look beautiful . ❜ he's never used a word like that , he's never needed to until he met her . ❛ you really do . i'm happy for you . ❜ it’s an obvious lie , but he hides it to the best of his ability . all he wants is for her to be happy , she deserves that much after what she’s done for him .
SELENA !
@escapedhorror
the years went by like summer rain – and the stories of the lanky boy who escaped and murdered his way through an mental facility were campfire stories. they spoke of a girl, with hair as dark as midnight, that was the subject of a monster’s affection. a modern tale of beauty and her beast - while only in real life happy endings hadn’t existed. her life before binx was nonexistent now, she had no contact with her family – who she had left on the day of her arranged marriage in a long white ballgown ; never to return. they were older now, and the years had been graceful to her. she was twenty-one when they first met.. when he was a kid - and she was a savior. oh how things had drastically changed from that day on. now, she was twenty-eight, a psychiatrist well-known for dealing in the art of the wicked. she saw the light in beings who were sworn only darkness existed. but she was hard to come by - and would only work for those in the most extreme cases. now she found herself, living among binx – who no longer resembled the boy she had met all those years ago. with a new identity, he could walk among those without them blinking an eye - the kid they tortured died years ago. it was her birthday today — she always hated it, considering most of her life she shared it with a twin who had an act for stealing the spotlight. they might as well have lived together by now, and she’s finally learned how to close her eyes and dream again. though her normally star-fueled persona had been drained with the idea of today. twenty-eight years old – what a number. selena slips her heels off, she’s been gone most of the evening, and standing bare-foot she’s hardly a solid five feet tall. “hey.” her smile brightens when she rounds the corner, her nose scrunching ever so slightly. though, most would have been startled by his sudden appearance, she was never afraid of binx. glancing down, she anxiously plays with the bracelet he made her several years prior. “i missed you.”
wanting to live a peaceful , pain-free life seemed like something that just wasn't in the cards for binx ever since he was a child . he'd already endured so much by the age of eleven , he was sure that he was never going to be able to see a life for him without some sort of pain and suffering involved . then , one day selena came into his life answered his prayers he was sending to a god he's never even believe in . she came in as his psychiatrist , someone he was sure he was going to hate just like he hated the others , but it was only a matter of months that she started to mean so much more to him . she was the only one who was never afraid of him . she was the only one willing to be around him without him needed to be in shackles for their sessions . he often thinks of the night of their last session , she'd shown up to the asylum unannounced while he was in the middle of a ' punishment ' and she fired all of the people responsible . she saved his life that night , and without even knowing exactly what love was , he fell in love with her . so much so , they planned to run away together , and that's where they are now . he's twenty two now , which still shocks him considering he even told selena himself years ago that he didn't think he would live past tweny . he's bulked up an impressive amount considering to how thin he was when he was in the asylum . probably because he knows the bigger he is , the less likely people are to fuck with him , and , it probably fairly contributes to people not being able to recognize him . it was a quiet life for binx and selena , living off the grid like this , but it was the only way they were sure binx would be able to stay hidden . of course he still feels the guilt , feeling selfish for bringing selena down this road with him , but he's not sure how he would've done any of this without her . having her there with him , always , just seemed like the only way to live . it was the only way he wanted to live . he has a warm smile on is face as he waits for her after hearing the door close . he realizes he probably should've been out in the open more so selena could know he was there as soon as she got home , but he didn't think about it until now . sometimes he forgets how big he is and that he can actually frighten people these days with his height and build . as she turns the corner , he expected a jump , maybe a little gasp , and he got nothing but a smile and it's like he falls in love with her all over again . ❛ hey birthday girl . ❜ he mutters softly as he steps a little closer to her . he smiles brighter as she says she missed him . separation anxiety when it came to selena was extreme sometimes . he always worries if he's too clingy , or he fears that she's gonna get sick of him ... he's not sure of his psychological reasoning behind this anxiety he could probably ask her and she's have an answer but he feels too ashamed of it to bring it up . ❛ i missed you too , beautiful . ❜ that she was , and he always made sure to remind her of it . his ability to notice everything directs his eyes to her hands , watching as she toys with the bracelet and he raises his brow slightly . he got her a gift ( it's hiding in his back pocket , terrible wrapped with probably way too much paper and tape ) he was going to give it to her as soon as she got home , but now that he thinks something might be bothering her , he wants to wait and focus on that first . ❛ are you okay , sel ? ❜
