The Depressed Wonders Here🥀

Depressed mother raising 26,700+ depressed kids.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

Hi guys, it’s been a while. I’m sorry I disappeared for a really long time, I hope some of you are still here. I think I’m going to end up going through a mutual but really really hard break up and I cry even thinking about not having this guy for the rest of my life. It’s only been 7 months but when you look at it in days it’s 212 days and fuck that’s a long time for me. But he’s not really giving me an option to work on our relationship. He doesn’t trust me because of his past, he can’t open up to me because he doesn’t trust me, he’s busy all day and when we finally talk he’s tired and had a horrible day. I’m sorry to dump this on all of you guys but I do need someone to talk to :) looooooooooool

[whitepeopletwitter]

[through-void]

[cartomaniac]

Confession #2

[i-wished--for-death]

[lovely-depression]

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

Hello all that still look back at this account, I’m sorry i disappeared. I lost my motivation to post, and honestly I tried so hard to stay on top of it but I’m sorry. Though I’ve tried to help all you guys to the best of my abilities a couple years ago I’m asking for your help this time. I hope that this reaches someone. I am not okay, I’m not happy with myself, I feel unwanted, I feel like a nuisance. I’ve thought about taking my life multiple times but I want to take a painless way out. There’s not much I can do and I don’t feel like I can hold on any longer. I’m not asking for pity or someone to tell me it’s gonna get easier/better. I just want someone to listen to me. I hope this reaches someone. I’m sorry I left you all. I’m back.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

I’m back children, I’m so sorry I left in the first place.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

You’d be surprised what someone with a broken heart could do.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

I know I may be extremely late with this, but it's better now then never. Kids, adults, teenagers, older and more feel the need to kill themselves because of who the people around them have come to be. Or maybe just they don't have anyone. 1-800-273-8255 is a suicide prevention hotline. This song was written and composed by Logic and Alesia Cara this song hits home for me, and will hit home for many others; the fact that he took the time to write this and actually thought about the young and the old wanting to end their lives. The gift of life is precious and we are all here for a reason. Whether it's to love someone, to be the most hated, to do something but this song does mean a lot. The first verse relates to the person calling. The second relates to the hotline responder. In this society today you will be judged the most whether your eyebrows are "on fleek", whether your nails are too long or too short, whether you like to show a little more skin or you like to keep it covered. Whether your skin is black, yellow, purple, white, blue, tan, pale, pink; whether your hair is black, blond, or brunette. You will be judged on the people you decide to love. Whether male or female. Whether you decide you were born the wrong gender or whether you decide you don't want a gender at all. It's what has arrived to the surface. And it cannot be buried again. Listen to the song.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

I just hope I make a friend soon.

[fearlessknightsandfairytales]

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

I just don't want to get people's expectations up and then disappoint them later.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

Missing you comes in waves and tonight I am drowning.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

Why is depression so hard to understand It is invisible It isn not ‘feeling a bit sad’

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

Nobody really likes you, they all just pretend.

[escapetodisneyworldwithme]

You wake up and your first thought is: "I can't do this anymore."