♡ ANA ♡

i dont know why i have this app... hello, internet! ( they/them )

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introoooo

you may be asking "ana didja rlly just spend 15 minutes tryna find the create a post option" and i'd say YES!!! :P

kay sooooo im ana obviously lol

i use they them pronouns, also a kid sooo dont be weird ya weirdoes!!!!! im english and really like taking photoes (though they're weird for some reason,,) and i have dogs :P

i may not be on much, my parents aint too keen on me having social media cause they are OLD and WEIRD XDD

kay kay byeeee~

signed ana

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it's been a year?

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PART 2 omg the 1st part sent im so happy, disregard everything else that i just said!!!

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looking through my old messages and it has been 2 months since all of this. i couldnt even spell photos right back then... 😭

i wonder how much longer this'll go on for? even phys ed was better than this. nobody has talked to me in so long and i dont think any child deserves that. maybe i did something wrong? my dad wasnt ever happy and my mom was always off doing something, maybe it was my fault? i dont know, probably not. before all this, i talked to my school counselor about that stuff and, in summary, she said that it was them being bad parents, not me being a bad kid?

i always liked ms. cersei, she was cool and her house was basically like a second home cause apparently she and my parents agreed that i can stay with her whenever? i wish i could go there now, but i dont remember where it is anymore :T

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vid 1,,,

i hope this sends this time! waited a few days haha

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my head hurts so bad... >:T

people wearing my parents' faces keep coming to my house

like... how will i study french in these conditions?? UGHHH i think i may whack them with my telescope..! >:(((

also, i coulda sworn that my last post was 3 days ago? they always say "time flies when you're having fun" but i am BORED!!!! picked up dutch as my new thing to learn, as a hobby, lalalala

speaking of my telescope, where are the stars? usually clear skies here, now it's just dark. am i alone? 😨

i dont think i am, there were people here mooonths??? ago, if it was months? when was the last time i've seen izzy or pat? they are my best friends btw i dont think they'd just leave or desert me?

tumblr was bugging earlier, or something. just an internet thing—my internet has been doing that recently and i dont know why

maybe i should take photos of important frames from the videos that i cant send..? good thing that i dont have school at least 😭😭

UGHHH BUT I MISS MATH AND FRENCH... well i can do those online, just not for my classes, hmm!!! >:]

does anyone here like any school subjects??? i hated phys ed,,, always fell when running to & from those weird mats(?) or just in general and hurt my knees.

it was always the knees... i do not recall a single instance where any other body part was injured in gym 😭

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im backkk... 🥲

my internet was out for a while, i tried to post a video of me studying hours ago. didnt work, maybe cause it's over 5 mins or just my internet?

it was gimkit! i played during my own time; the website was buggy and it let me join on my own without any other players. i think i know why now...? i hope i can post that video, but it also looks so fake with all the cuts and the weirdness and such so i dont know 😨

my parents still arent back and 999 wont pick up, nobody that i know irl will either??? :T

i remember wishing that i was in some kind of odd situation growing up. i always watched minecraft horror or args and thought "wow, that seems so cool—what if i was in it?!"

maybe that was weird, maybe i finally got that wish. but, i dont think i want it anymore :(

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??????

hey???? no idea what happened a few days ago! i must've been really tired to type that weird stuff, or maybe hacked! :T

idk.... weird alrighty!!!

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you take the spot of god and

you show the world what you can do

yet, in the end, do you stop and wonder

if the choice was even up to you?

you sit alone in your throne and

you tell the world what they can do

still, in the dark, do you ever ponder

if the choice was ever up to you?

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and i can finally see the truth.

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the skies are finally clear

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me vs my internet grrrr >:T

MY INTERNET KEEPS GOING OUT,, and my parents havent even came back!!!!

i started taking videos of things but i dont remember being so obsessed with the moon enough to make a whole video about it + dont remember taking the vid at all? here's the moon a few nights ago tho xD

must've been on the 4th of july... do i hear fireworks?

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hii!!

i decided to walk around and found a place to sit away from home! still no parents >:P

maybe they're on a business trip??

idk >_< just wanted some air!

(do you like my pants,,,)

also i hate mosquitos 💔

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my internet JUST came back omg

okay i dont know if it'll happen again so

i was watching yt right n then it started loading. usual stuff, i dont mind!!! but then the internet went out completely, so i left yt. i noticed my calender app said 1 instead of 30 (it is june 30 here) because it doesnt display months on top right? so i scrolled up to look at the time

it displays the time and day + month so its useful!! then, after deciding that yeah it isnt july 1 because it was june 30 like 3 mins ago, i looked at my calender app

2036???

i messed with my time a lot before, like the date and time option on my phone. i went to go adjust it, assuming i zoned out and for some reason fiddled with it...? and umm

i didnt... so i decided my phone is being wacky (its old, i would ask my parents for a new one but they havent been home for days n dont answer their phone) and turned it off then back on

the internet was still out but it fixed the issue

time itself has been weird lately actualy... i mean, feels weird at least???? maybe i should hmm look into it my phone is just weird and so is my brain

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june 29

moon? idk smth red in the sky, i dont think theres supposed to be a blood moon, also it looks weirdddd...

ummm but it's 12am rn >_< probably sleeping soon xD

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yooooouch

hi guys my back hurts?? like... bad?????

it feels like something is wrong? >:T

maybe i should've eaten my veggies,, oh well! i get to lay in bed all day anyways, may take some ibuprofen xD

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SRRY MY 2 FANS FOR THE WAIT 😢😢

had to delete the pic i took of my back...... internet safety!! my memory had been worsening i dont know why?

hmmmm well!! i cut whatever it was out of my back, it hurt a bit but yk im great like that and did it by myself, no infections!!!

my parents havent noticed because they havent came home?????? maybe they're so slow cause they're old lol :P

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yooooouch

hi guys my back hurts?? like... bad?????

it feels like something is wrong? >:T

maybe i should've eaten my veggies,, oh well! i get to lay in bed all day anyways, may take some ibuprofen xD