Idek

Personal blog of silvestriss idk

[beverleyedwards]

[escobariababe]

I feel so empty today and I can't quite comprehend what's all happening/the past 24 hours it all seems surreal. But I'm seeing most of my family today and then going to g's concert tonight which I am incredibly excited for. Everything's changed, my life already feels so different.

[0bject-permanence]

I look so much like maren here like wtf

[escobariababe]

I am so emotionally exhausted rn between my best friend leaving in five days for Australia for seven months, figuring out roommate/financial stuff, tension w my parents over me being immature and awful w them sometimes also I need to be less passive in my relationship and speak my mind more and b serious abt an issue that’s been bugging me today and I can’t sleep and I have an exam and a paper happening this week and I just feel like crying a lot all the time there is too much happening life needs 2 chill reading week can’t come soon enough also I haven’t been home in 5 weeks and I miss my cats

[weloveshortvideos]

me this halloween 

[library-mermaid-blog]

I’m literally crying what does she even throw are those turnips??????

[ja-ll]

imagine being her and editing this??? like??? I wouldn’t be able to get through this holy shit

[escobariababe]

🙃🙃🙃

[escobariababe]

hOLY fuCk

[twentyflowerpilots]

🌼🌷🌸🌹💐🌿🌾🌱 pressed flowers from many states 😊

[escobariababe]

Something I struggle a lot with is that saying or whatever that's like "do I like you or do I like the idea of you" idk if I like this guy yet or the idea of him and I haven't talked to anyone about him barely and that's rare for me so maybe I do like him? Idk

[evilterf]

Women: I’d like to enjoy my day outside without being treated like my body is up for public scrutiny and having men scream disgusting things at me. Men: YOU WANT IT TO BE ILLEGAL FOR MEN TALK? WHAT THE FUCK? YOU WANT TO ELIMINATE FREEDOM OF SPEECH! YOU WANT TO DUCT TAPE ALL MEN’S MOUTHS SHUT SO THEY CAN NEVER TALK AGAIN!

[zodiacmind]

The Signs In Love

1. Aries: Appetite Loss. All you think about is him or her. Producing more dopamine, you feel little need for food or other basic necessities while floating through each day on a cloud of hope.  

2.Taurus: Abandon Regular Routines. You may abandon your work or your responsibilities.  Your thoughts and actions become devoted to your love interest. 

3. Gemini: Fresh Complexion: You feel different and it shows. Others might catch you smiling or blushing for no apparent reasons. 

4. Cancer: You Think of that Person as Perfect: You project your idea of the perfect one onto them and you overlook their weaknesses or flaws. 

5. Leo: You Upgrade Your Looks: You care more about how you dress or look. You may start thinking of the small things that you can do to make yourself look better for them. 

6. Virgo: You Daydream: You begin thinking about the future with this person. Your imagination creates vivid scenarios of romantic getaways, cozy chats, exciting adventures, and feel-good moments. 

7.Libra: You Build an Addiction: You always want to communicate with them and when they don’t communicate back, you start to worry. You spend most of your time analyzing every word and punctuation mark in each conversation to make sure that they’re interested and committed. 

8. Scorpio: You Feel Better about Life: You begin to wonder where this person has been all your life, and why the two of you never found each other sooner. All of life’s disappointments, frustrations and losses will not compare anymore. 

9. Sagittarius: You Get Jealous Easily: You hate it when other people talk to them and you hate it when other people spend time with them. You miss them when they are not around and become irritated. 

10. Capricorn: You Find Their Quirks Cute, not Annoying: You don’t really mind their bad habits, but in fact find them attractive. 

11. Aquarius: You Talk About Them: You secretly tell your friends about them and become excited for your friends or family to meet them. 

12. Pisces: You Support Them: You find yourself standing up for them when others are against them. You try to become useful to them and help them where ever possible.

Source: Unknown

[escobariababe]

Shitpost//long//annoying

All my life ever since kindergarten I’ve been an excellent student with really good grades and I was always kind and teachers loved me and I had lots of friends etc and in grade six I was sure I was getting the citizenship award but they gave it to these two rude boys and I was so mad and all my friends were too. All throughout jr high and highschool in my old town I sat through award ceremonies with my good grades and kind nature without receiving any sort of award or acknowledgements for being the sort of person I am even though teachers told me that on the daily and coming from a small school with less than 100 kids I thought I would at least be recognized once but nope. I sat through so many ceremonies watching my peers go up and get attitude and science awards and would go home feeling so shitty about myself so I stopped going to the award ceremonies in grade 10. this year I aimed for a certain scholarship and got the lowest one because of my math mark which is screwing me over. I sound like a whiny baby right now because I’ve never been recognized but I’ve been a high achiever and done lots of things for my old school and been a kind person and it just makes me feel like shit sometimes. I’m sorry I sound so whiny because there are people worse off than me but I just feel so shitty about it at this point in time.

[escobariababe]

i feel so guilty when i think about this one friend and I’ve made no effort to talk to them all summer but they were really awful to me in the spring and I’m so scared to see them next week at this party I know we’ll both be at and it’s so stupid to feel guilty because I don’t owe them anything at all but that’s just the type of person I am and I always feel like I should be nice to everybody it’s impossible for me to be consciously mean to someone and get mad because I know I would just break down and not be able to argue my side and part of the problem is that we never had closure about this huge issue mostly because I was cripplingly terrified to confront them about it and now I feel like it’s just this huge elephant/gap/void. Part of me is happy we are not friends anymore but we have so many mutual friends and I get so jealous when I see posts of my friends hanging out with them and it makes me so angry because of how shitty this person is and I wish everyone knew how awful they were to me but that sounds terrible of me to say and there’s just so much guilt wrapped up into it all I’m a nervous wreck for next weekend

[escobariababe]

I haven't been home all summer basically and now I have to move back to the city in two weeks and it's scary and I'm gonna miss my parents cause I've been with them all summer and I feel really unprepared for university atm and scared to see people I need to cut ties with and nervous for things and it's kind of taking over the excitement I used to have

[escobariababe]

I had a dream last night about this guy I really liked in the spring and in the dream we were dating and really liked each other a lot and I woke up feeling really awful bc I felt so happy in the dream ugh which is stupid bc I'm already happy and I know I don't need someone to make me happy but it would be nice lol

[escobariababe]

//ignore// I feel so inadequate sometimes especially with my style and I haven't found my "true" style I rarely feel good in anything I wear anymore and it's not because I don't like the way my body looks in it its because I don't feel fashionable or good in what I'm wearing. So many of my friends look effortlessly flawless and fashionable every day and I feel like I try so hard sometimes and it makes me feel so shitty UGH. Part of it I think is summer because I don't have the versatility I have in fall/winter. This sounds so awful and not deep at all and just a surface issue and I hate myself for even analyzing it and thriving about it

[likelyhealthy]

Avalon Sexual Health Centre “I Don’t Owe You” Campaign

[mangajohncena]

Super appreciate how this isn’t all ‘consent is sexy’ because sometimes us aces don’t want to frame everything in SEXY SEX times.