[89words]

“I like the silence that’s transparent so that another person can see behind it.”

— Susan Sontag, from an interview conducted c. October 1979

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[creatinghelen]

thinking about how life really is just about connections. how connections are what make life worth living. connections to people, to places, to things, to music, to films. how these connections can make you feel so much, and how beautiful that is.

[esdmn]

weddings and engagements left and right damn 26 is lowkey shitty 🥴 to think we would have been engaged by now too if things worked out

where’s my new boo I want a ring too 😤

[esdmn]

Never, ever come back into my life. Really lol I can’t believe I waited SO long for change and gave you the benefit of the doubt when almost everyone was telling me something was off from the start. And then shit happened so it all flipped on me lol

Ungrateful and always so full of bitterness. You’ve always had terrible luck and I never understood why but I guess Karma was doing her job. I really hope Karma will continue to work her magic on you big time. Don’t have a nice life 👋🏻

[esdmn]

Today feels super weird like I’m not grounded and I’m so irrationally angry at everything

[teenagerposts]

“A beautiful feeling, when someone tells you “I wish I knew you earlier”.”

— (via nizariat)

[esdmn]

I’ve always yearned for someone who’d notice the little things in me and when someone like that came along, I really traded them for someone else who didn’t love me the way I needed to be lol fuck

[gyllenhaals]

2046 (2004) dir. Wong Kar Wai

[perrfectly]

[esdmn]

I want to be in love

Lol

[lovingloudly-archived]

it feels weird that a lot of us subscribe to this idea that there is actually an ultimate definite goal for who we want to be?? the concept that once we get to that point, we’ll stay that way forever and never change again!!? but the truth is??? we’re always changing, whether we realise it/are consciously doing it or not. you meet new people, go to new places, learn new information, listen to new bands, make new memories that you don’t even realise are the ones you’ll love the most - all of these things will inevitably shape and change you throughout your entire life. there isn’t any true ‘destination’, you’re constantly evolving. but that doesn’t mean you can’t be who you want, you’ll just realise along the way that there’s new things you want to be too!!

[esdmn]

i’m (trying to be) too busy with my career and self-improvement to be dwelling on our memories together

[mykgthco444]

there’s love in long messages. in late night phone calls. love when laughs echo around us. when we dance. there’s love woven into your “i saw this and thought of you” or “i can give you the space you need” or “i am here”. there’s love in your eyes when you understand. and in your smile when you don’t but still try to. it’s in the food we share. flowing through the tips of our fingers when we touch. and intertwining when our thoughts flow together. there’s love captured in our photographs and even better, in our memories. days pass and there is love. always love, still.

[carazelaya]

[esdmn]

It’s not you being with someone else so fast that bothers me but your hypocrisy. It makes me hate you but I know I shouldn’t waste my mental space on you like that. Why did you waste my time dude?? Lol that just made us both waste each other’s time 🙄

[esdmn]

I need new memories with a new boo cuz I keep getting random waves of memories with her lmaoooo but ik it’s not healthy to look for rebounds so I’m just suffering 🙄