archived.

archived. find me @warmthpdf

[lovingloudly-archived]

heya!!! still here, just not /here/ on this blog anymore :') there's... a lot of reasons why? but the main ones are that this blog holds a lot of bittersweet memories for me & a lot of stuff from earlier in my "healing" journey that i feel like i've outgrown being associated with? i don't know if that's the right phrasing but what i mean is that anyone can stumble across a post on this blog from me venting and think i still think that way when i don't!! because personally i think,, whew i feel like i've changed a lot!! you may think differently, but my point is: i feel like i'm onto a new chapter, with turning seventeen and everything and just don't want to have to upkeep this blog when it holds a lot of hurt for me :')

i hope you guys can accept that, i truly /truly/ am just going to post for myself at this point. i think the downfall of this blog was me feeling like i had a huge responsibility to be positive and reblog tons of posts a day? and that's a pressure i put on myself, and that isn't maintainable and i don't want to be dependent on tumblr!! idk, i just feel like i've grown a lot in the last six months, and i guess i just outgrew this blog in specific too. see u soon <3

[lovingloudly-archived]

i log into this blog again like twice a year at *most* and im always so surprised.. like this blog almost has 7.7k followers. - besties im not here anymore !! but im so glad tht the posts written by the immortalised version of my 16 yr old self can still bring some hope of recovery n healing to people :’) this blog holds a lot of baggage n hurt for me, but im glad theres something good that came out of it

[lovingloudly-archived]

it feels weird that a lot of us subscribe to this idea that there is an ultimate, definite, set in stone goal for who we want to be? the whole… concept that once we get to that point, we’ll stay that way forever and never change again? it’s so odd! because the truth is we’re always changing, whether we realise it/are consciously doing it or not. you meet new people who change your life, go to new places, learn new information, listen to new bands, are thrown into situations that force you to adapt, make new memories that you don’t even realise are the ones you’ll love the most. all of these things… they will inevitably shape and change you throughout your entire life. there isn’t any true ‘destination’, you’re constantly evolving. but that doesn’t mean you can’t be who you want, you’ll just realise along the way that there’s new things you want to be too! please don’t tie yourself down to fitting into an archetype or singular aesthetic or an expectation for who you should be. being as you are is enough, you will never stagnate <3

[lovingloudly-archived]

i know this blog is dead & archived now, but i periodically log in again on this acc and i see a spike in people resonating with this and it really means a lot to me? i usually have such a low opinion of my own advice and comfort that i give people, so knowing how helpful something like this can be for other people when i was making it for myself in a time where i felt so hollow and wondered if trying to be anything was even worth it means so much! i didn’t think i had a personality, i thought i didn’t know how to be myself anymore because i had been adapting myself based on what would make people like me...

but i’ve now realised that it’s enough to just be!!!! just be!! just to be me as i am because i have a personality! whether i think so or not, and i’m completely different to who i was a year ago! you’re always changing, without even knowing it. you never truly lose yourself, and you can always come home to yourself to become someone you like. i promise that :) you may feel disconnected from yourself right now, and that’s okay, but you can always come back from that. you’ve come back from everything that’s happened to you so far, and you will do it again. learn about yourself, learn what you like and want to indulge in, learn, fall in love with yourself dammit!! i love you!!

[lovingloudly-archived]

Thank you for having run this blog, whatever path you choose to take now. It helped me and many others a lot more than you think. I'm glad you feel better now, good luck for anything you want to do. Go get that growth!! -☀️

thank you all too aaah oh my gosh :'') i can't remember how long i've actually ran this blog? i think maybe coming up to two years though in november-ish :0 but it's been through! a lot! a lot of relationships and personal growth and blog changes (rememeber when this was a love blog?????) and it really just feels like the right time to move on! even if i am losing 98% of my followers, but i think that takes a lot of pressure off of me as well so i'm fine with it. thank you all for everything 🕊🧚‍♀️✨!!!!!

[lovingloudly-archived]

Happy birthday Babyyy. I hope you have a great day and a great year aheadddd💕💕💕💕💕💕💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 ~Blue

thank you so much blue awee omg !! 🥺🧚‍♀️✨

[femmefreddie]

i’m now the dancing queen!! young & sweet only seventeen!!? :^) ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

[lovingloudly-archived]

sorry for being inactive for so long guys :( i was feeling really unmotivated with this blog and i felt like i was reblogging stuff for the sake of reblogging it rather than it being for myself more than anyone and i regret that. i don’t know what the future of this blog will be? but i’m turning seventeen today and i love you all <3

[lovingloudly-archived]

STOP BEING SO CUTE + CHARMING this is violating the law

arrest me !! use your dinky little hands and put some handcuffs on me ! >:(

[lovingloudly-archived]

PREETTYYYY BABYYYYYYYY ~Blue 💙

shakes u by the shoulders ILU THANK U SO MUCH

[lovingloudly-archived]

you’re really pretty!!

waaaaaah omg thank u thank u !!! :^0 💫🧸

[daisylongmile]

“I’m 24 years old and play this game with myself: buy myself something delicious for the weekend, blueberry muffins or flaky croissants, and forget it by Friday. Saturday morning comes and I am lucky to know me. I wasn’t born knowing how to love me, but I’m learning now; catching up for lost time between us. I keep the windows open. I play oldies throughout every corner of my apartment. I tell the dog how good it feels, at least for today, at least for right now, to be alive.”

— Schuyler Peck, Can’t Get Enough Of My Love (via schuylerpeck)

[positiveaffirmation-s]

if you aren't comfortable with yourself yet, that's okay. It takes time and your journey isn't incorrect if it takes longer than others.

[dimpledthings]

you have something to add to the conversation, no matter how long or short a time you’ve been a part of it. your opinion matters

[minyoongislaysme]

idk who needs to hear it but i noticed how we’re bombarded with how it’s important to use this time and work on yourself. wrong. you’re not obligated to work on self-improvement during this period. the whole world went from 100 to 0 in less than a week. let yourself be and breathe. let the whole situation sink in. you don’t have to do shit. do what you want. no pressure and take care.

[lightheartedsuggestion]

Be extra. Enjoy things and show it. Stop apologizing for it.

[alittleheartandruh]

One of the nicest things you can do for someone is listen to them when they speak to you, with no other intention than to just listen.

[anthropologyofwater-deactivated]

when libba bray wrote “there was such fear in the world. but love was everywhere if you looked. it was the best thing about humans. that they could stare into the abyss and still open up their hearts. a spit in the eye to fear.”