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Gyomei Himejima X Chubby Reader!

Warning: Fingering, Cunnilingue, Friends to Strangers to Lovers, FLUFF, Doggystyle Position, Unprotected sex, Nipple play...?, Missionary Position, Size Kink...?, Confession, Touch Starve Reader! (You just miss your Giant man), Voyeur (people be nosy), SoftDom! Gyomei, Basically, NSFW. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Also, be mindful that I didn't really mention much of the reader's appearance (Besides, she's a female) since I wanted to keep it vague for everyone to relate as much as possible, though it is definitely for the more voluptuous side of ladies. 😊

Please be mindful that the photos are not mine, but the making of the collage is.

MINORS DNI!!!! 🔞🙅🏻‍♀️ If you're not comfortable with this, please ignore!

P.S. All characters are 18 and up.

In the tranquil surroundings of a secluded temple, Gyomei lived a simpler life before he became the renowned demon slayer he was destined to be. The temple always smelled of damp stone, sandalwood incense, and warm rice.

It was humble—just weathered wooden floors and thin walls—but it was full of life. Laughter filled its halls from sunrise to starlight. Nine little voices could be heard, sometimes yelling, crying, or singing off-key, but they were always present.

At the center of it all stood Gyomei. A teenager, barely a man, he was broad and gentle and often went barefoot. He found purpose and joy in caring for the nine orphaned children, creating a family out of the remnants of their shattered pasts. The temple, with its serene atmosphere and lush grounds, provided a sanctuary for them all.

A young girl, close to his age, would often visit the temple. She wasn't from that world.

Not really.

Her robes were finer, and her shoes never touched mud. Coming from a home far across town with doors that shut more than they opened.

She returned nearly every day, drawn by something she couldn’t quite articulate. She arrived with gifts of rice, her delicate hands mending the tattered robes of the little ones, her laughter mingling with theirs, creating a symphony of joy that filled the air.

“You don’t have to help,” Gyomei had said once, voice soft as always.

“I want to,” she said, passing him a fresh rag. “Besides… I really like it here.”

Although she didn’t voice her feelings, he sensed the affection she had for him. In return, his heart swelled with warmth whenever she graced him with her presence.

As the evening descended upon the temple, it wrapped the building in a serene stillness. One by one, the children succumbed to sleep, tucking themselves into their futons like little foxes finding safety and warmth. Their gentle sighs filled the air, a soothing reminder of innocence and peace.

The paper walls creaked softly, responding to the whispers of the evening breeze, while crickets outside chirped their soft lullabies, creating a tranquil symphony that wrapped around the temple like a tender hug. She lay quietly, her eyes half-lidded, drawn to the moonlight filtering through the thin wooden slats, casting delicate patterns across the ground. Earlier, one of the younger children had nestled into her blanket, seeking her warmth, and now their small form pressed gently against her, anchoring her in a comforting reality.

Across the room, just a few feet away, Gyomei sat quietly in prayer, his presence grounding and calming. With his head bowed and hands clasped together, he moved his lips in silent rhythm, creating an intimate and sacred atmosphere. She longed to reach out to him, to bridge the space that separated them, but refrained from interrupting the stillness that surrounded him.

Still, a tender hope blossomed within her, yearning for him to come and join her, to share in that comfort. She watched with a mix of admiration and warmth as Gyomei finally exhaled a long, soft breath, signaling the conclusion of his prayers. He murmured the last syllables with a peaceful reverence, reaching out gently to extinguish the flickering flame.

The room fell into a gentle darkness, filled with an unmistakable sense of connection and shared warmth, as if the very air around them was wrapped in an embrace of understanding and compassion.

The room was bathed in moonlight.

With purpose, Gyomei rose from his kneeling position and moved across the floor barefoot, relying solely on his memory. She noted the powerful slope of his back highlighted in the pale blue shadows, the way his muscles flexed beneath the thin fabric of his robe.

He reached the mat beside hers, the floor creaking softly as he knelt down and settled onto his futon with barely a whisper. He adjusted the blanket over the little girl between them, then lay back slowly, mindful not to disrupt the stillness.

She felt his presence. So close.

Turning onto her side to face him, she noticed how his head shifted at the sound, as if he could sense her attention like sunlight penetrating closed eyes.

“Gyomei,” she said softly, careful not to wake the others.

He turned slightly, his motion deliberate and responsive to her voice. “Yes?"

His voice was different—lower, more intimate. It penetrated the dark and settled warmly in her chest.

“You pray every night. Do you ever pray for yourself?” she asked, her tone assertive.

There was a moment of silence, enough for her to catch the gentle rhythm of the children’s breaths.

“No,” he admitted. “Only for them.”

She shifted onto her back, her voice steady. “You should.”

He hesitated, the air around them thickening as he contemplated her words.

The little girl stirred slightly, sighing in her sleep with her small hands tucked near her chin.

“They feel safest when you’re near,” she stated, firm in her belief.

“I don’t know if I deserve that kind of trust,” Gyomei murmured, his voice tinged with doubt.

She shook her head, confident. “You do.”

A pause hung in the air, a moment of understanding. The moonlight illuminated his face, catching the strong angles of his jaw and the gentle slope of his cheek. She wanted to reach out, but instead, she declared, “I never feel lonely when I’m here.”

“Neither do I,” he replied, his voice catching slightly at the end, revealing the weight of their shared connection.

Words fell away, but an electric hum filled the space between them.

Without fully realizing it, her hand moved beneath the edge of the covers. It wasn’t intentional—she simply wanted to be closer. Her fingers glided towards where his hand rested at the center of the futon.

Then there was skin.

The brush of her fingertips met his rough skin, and he did not flinch—his hand opened slowly, a quiet invitation.

She inhaled, paused, then slid her fingers into his palm, tentative yet resolute, asking a question without uttering a word.

He responded by closing his hand around hers.

His grip was large and calloused, yet incredibly gentle, as if the precious girl between them was fragile.

Her thumb pressed into his skin with assurance, and his thumb mirrored the gesture, gliding along the back of her hand in a soothing rhythm.

Silence reigned, but they didn’t need words.

The way they held one another across that child’s sleeping body conveyed everything: ‘I’m here. I feel it too. I just don’t know how to say it yet.’

Their eyes closed, hearts racing, their joined hands resting between their bodies like a cherished secret.

With the sound of wind brushing through the temple eaves, they drifted off to sleep, facing each other in the dark, holding on tightly. They didn’t realize how precious this moment was, nor that it would be the last before everything changed.

Yet that night, in the stillness, she was his, and he was unequivocally hers.

The morning after that night felt like waking from a dream—the warmth of Gyomei’s hand still echoing in hers. In the still hush of dawn, something inside her had shifted. She couldn’t name it, but it had changed her, as if a quiet truth had settled inside her chest—one tied entirely to him.

Sunlight filtered softly through the paper screens, painting golden shapes across the wooden floor. Outside, birds sang gently from the trees. Inside, the temple began to stir. The children woke with sleepy yawns and tangled hair, their laughter spilling through the hallways as they chased each other barefoot across the polished wood.

She had only meant to slip away for a short while. Just long enough to grab a clean robe, a comb, and maybe a shawl for the cooler nights ahead. There was no need to tell Gyomei—he was likely still sweeping the garden when she stepped off the grounds.

She would be back before he noticed.

Or so she thought.

But the moment she stepped through her family’s ornate front gate, an unsettling stillness enveloped her, wrapping around her like a heavy fog. The quiet felt wrong—too quiet. The air crackled with unspoken tension, and the house hummed with frenetic movement, but not the usual kind. There was no cheerful chatter from the servants, no warm aroma of freshly brewed tea wafting through the air.

Instead, urgency pulsed through the atmosphere, a disquieting rush that prickled at her skin.

Then—her mother’s voice, cutting through the silence like a knife: “You’re just in time. We’re leaving.”

She froze on the threshold, her heart racing. “Leaving?”

In the grand front hall, her father stood like a conductor at the center of a chaotic symphony, directing servants as they hurriedly packed crates and sealed trunks. The entire house buzzed with activity—drawers were yanked open and emptied, treasured heirlooms were wrapped in linen and boxed, and furniture was hastily rearranged. Even the delicate porcelain vases that had sat sacred and untouched for years had vanished, leaving only empty spaces—gaps that echoed with unfulfilled memories.

Her bag slipped from her shoulder and hit the polished wooden floor with a soft thud, an unceremonious sound that felt like a tolling bell. “You didn’t say anything about leaving.”

Her mother turned to her, eyes like storm clouds—unreadable and heavy with unspoken fears. “We didn’t need to. It’s already decided.”

“How long?” she asked, dread pooling in her stomach like a stone.

“Permanently,” her mother replied, the finality of the word crashing over her like a tidal wave.

The word hit her like a physical blow. Her heart pounded against her ribcage, frantic and wild.

“No—wait, no. I’m not going. I need to return—my things are still at the temple.”

“You won’t need them where we’re going,” her mother interrupted, her tone sharp as glass.

“I live there now,” she insisted, desperation clawing at her throat. “I help with the children. I—”

“You don’t belong there,” her mother cut in again, the steel in her voice unmistakable. “That was never meant to be permanent.”

“I don’t belong here either!” she snapped, her voice trembling as the weight of her words hung between them like a bitter accusation.

Her father, resolute and unyielding, didn’t even cast a glance in her direction. A servant stepped forward to ease her bag from her grasp, but she snatched it back defensively, clutching it to her chest as if it were a lifeline.

“You can’t make me leave.”

Yet in the background, the ominous sound of the carriage being loaded rumbled like distant thunder. Her mother let out a deep sigh, pulling on her gloves with deliberate calm, as if trying to maintain her composure against an impending storm.

“You’re still a child,” she stated, her words cold and final. “You’ll come because we say so.”

“I’m not a child!” she cried, feeling the heat of defiance rise within her, fueled by desperation.

“Then stop acting like one,” her mother retorted, the edge in her voice cutting deeper than any knife.

Her breath caught in her throat. “Please… At least let me just say goodbye.”

“You’ll thank us later,” her mother replied, voice unwavering and merciless. “We leave now.”

The anguish burned in her chest as she turned away, tears threatening to spill over and betray her. Panic surged within her, a wild beast clawing for freedom. Every fiber of her being screamed to run—to escape back to where she truly belonged. To the temple. To him.

But then—

A hand, gentle yet firm, wrapped around her wrist. It wasn’t rough or cruel; it wasn’t a grasp of authority. A maid stood beside her, eyes shimmering with sympathy, her voice low and kind: “I’m so sorry.”

In that instant, her resolve crumbled, her strength faltering like a flickering candle in a gale.

And just like that, she was led away.

Through the heavy door, out into the world that was suddenly foreign, she was ushered toward the carriage, a dark vessel of her unwelcome fate.

No goodbye.

No last look.

Not even the comforting sound of Gyomei’s gentle voice to anchor her in this tumultuous storm.

Only silence.

And the haunting memory of his hand holding hers, warm and reassuring.

It felt like the beginning of a lifetime of regret, an unwritten chapter that would forever leave her longing.

But deep within, amidst the rising tide of despair, she made herself a promise, resolute and unyielding:

‘When I can… I’ll come back. I’ll find him. And I’ll finish what we never got to start.’

Years later, the temple was gone.

She stood alone before the old temple gates, the sky overcast, cicadas humming faintly in the heat of summer.

It wasn’t how she remembered it.

The garden had become overgrown. The wooden beams faded to gray. The once vibrant laughter of children was now silent, echoes swallowed by time.

She stood there now, a grown woman draped in simple, flowing robes, her heart heavy as she stepped inside the sacred grove, her sandals crunching softly over the brittle, fallen leaves. This place was hallowed, a sanctuary not only for her precious memories but for the essence of who she had once been—and who she had almost become.

Kneeling on the cool, damp grass, her fingers trembled with a mixture of sorrow and resolve as she lit a stick of incense for each child lost to the darkness. The sweet, smoky aroma curled into the air, mingling with her tears, which blurred her vision and streaked her cheeks.

She had asked around and heard the rumors: a demon attack, children mercilessly murdered. Among the dead, a lone boy had survived—labeled a killer, they said, with hands stained a dark crimson, a haunting contrast to the innocence of childhood.

But that was not the Gyomei she remembered. That wasn't the boy who held children with a delicate tenderness, as if cradling fragile porcelain. No, he was a guardian, a light in their lives, and the thought of him now painted with such a grim shade was unbearable.

“I came back,” she whispered. “Like I promised.”

Her eyes welling up, her heart aching. “I’m so sorry… I should’ve been here. I should’ve never left—”

And then she felt it—the air shifted, a subtle change that rustled the leaves and filled her with an unshakeable sense of presence. Quiet footsteps stirred the ground, and the weight of anticipation hung thick in the air. She turned sharply, her heart racing as it skipped a beat.

He was standing just beyond the frame of the gate. Taller than she remembered. Broader. His robes were darker now, worn and familiar. His hair was longer, his face more weathered… and his forehead now marked by a deep scar.

But it was him.

Her breath caught in her throat. “Gyomei...?”

His head tilted slightly, the weight of his unreadable expression layered with an unmistakable depth of emotion. The breath rushed from his chest, as if hearing her voice cracked open a dam within him, releasing a flood of pent-up feelings.

“...It’s you,” he replied softly, the words escaping like a quiet prayer into the twilight air.

“You’re alive… I thought—I was so scared…” she wept, the tears spilling down her cheeks, each one a fragment of the fear that had consumed her during the years apart.

“I thought you left,” his voice thickened, raw with the weight of truth. “Without a word. One day, you were gone. I waited. I prayed…”

“They made me go… my parents. I begged to stay. I screamed. But they took me far away.” The confession tumbled from her lips, filled with the anguish of helplessness. “I couldn’t escape.”

He stood in silence, a storm brewing behind clenched jaws, grappling with the tumult of emotions that swirled in the air between them.

“But the moment I could…” Her gaze locked onto his, eyes shimmering with determination and tears. “When I was old enough to leave on my own, I came back.”

Before she could think, she dashed toward him, throwing her arms around his solid frame. She melted into his chest, every sob tinged with the desperation of their lost years.

“You’re alive… you’re really alive…” His arms wrapped around her slowly at first, tentatively—as if afraid that she might disappear again. But as her warmth melded against him, he froze, paralysis overtaking him for just a heartbeat.

She felt it—the difference.

She was no longer the girl who had left. Gone were the innocent dreams and untested hopes. And he… was no longer the boy she knew, the playful friend; he had become a man forged by hardship and time.

His hands flexed around her back, breath catching in his throat as her curves pressed into him—her softness juxtaposed against the solid wall of his chest, her hips fitting against his form like a meticulously woven puzzle piece. He held her tighter, whispering low and shaken, “You’ve changed…”

Pulling back just enough to gaze into his eyes, her hand reached up, fingers tracing the thick curve of his bicep, gliding over the breadth of his shoulder.

“So have you…” she murmured, her voice thick with newfound intimacy. “You’re bigger. Stronger. And this scar…” She brushed her fingertips gently across the ridge on his forehead, her touch imbued with both reverence and longing.

He flushed under her caress, but she didn’t withdraw. Biting her lip, her palm continued its journey down his arm, feeling the warmth and strength that radiated from him now, broad, real, an anchor in the storm of their emotions.

The space between them crackled with tension, electric and palpable, as her eyes held a gaze that spoke of all the things left unspoken. And then, before doubt could take root, before shame or sorrow could pull them back into their past, she kissed him.

It wasn’t gentle; it wasn’t shy. It was a kiss born of desperation and longing, mouths colliding with an urgency that unraveled years of silence. Her hands framed his face, trembling with the weight of love long hidden, and in that moment, Gyomei shuddered, as if her lips had breathed life back into his soul.

He kissed her back, pouring into that embrace all the love he had carried in his heart through every prayer, every swing of his axe, every moment of stillness between battles.

When they finally pulled apart, her hand slipping into his, she whispered, “Let me show you,” a fire blooming behind her eyes, igniting a fierce hope.

“Let me show you just how much I’ve changed.”

He didn’t stop her when she pulled him away, his only response a nod—an unspoken promise that together, they would navigate the uncharted territory of their rekindled connection.

The walk to the inn was quiet, but it thrummed with something unspoken.

Her hand stayed tucked securely in Gyomei’s, her smaller fingers enveloped in his warmth. She walked close, her soft form pressed into his side as if her body was remembering the space it had always belonged in.

He didn’t rush.

Each of his steps was steady, measured, as if even now, he still carried the memory of small feet trailing behind him through temple halls.

The village fell away behind them, the sky dimming into a cool blue dusk.

Just past the last homes and rice paddies, nestled at the base of a gently sloping hill, sat the inn. Tucked in the quiet of the outskirts, it was a place for solitude, meant for travelers who needed silence more than company.

Soft lanterns glowed beneath its awning, the scent of cedar smoke and warm tatami curling in the air.

The front door slid open before they reached it.

An older woman stood in the frame—her yukata faded but well-kept, her eyes sharp despite the softness in her features. Her gaze landed on Gyomei first, and for a heartbeat, she said nothing.

Then, quietly, as if disbelieving her own eyes:

“Himejima Gyomei… You’ve been gone longer than usual.”

She stepped forward, bowing slowly, the motion full of quiet familiarity and unspoken concern.

“I was starting to worry. You never miss more than a day or two without a word.”

Gyomei returned her bow with gentle reverence, the wooden beads at his neck swaying softly with the motion.

“I apologize for the delay,” he said in a low, steady voice. “I… took a different path this time.”

As he spoke, his fingers tightened around the smaller hand in his—soft and warm, curled trustingly into his palm.

“Thank you for receiving us.”

It was only then that the innkeeper’s eyes shifted.

They landed on the woman at his side—curvy, grown, beautiful. Her robes were modest, but they clung slightly from the humidity of the evening, emphasizing the plush curve of her hips and the softness in her frame as she leaned into the Pillar's side.

The innkeeper blinked once. Then again.

Her breath caught.

She took in the girl's face—the gentle expression, the warmth in her eyes, the closeness of her body tucked into Gyomei’s side. The way his much larger hand enveloped hers without hesitation. The ease. The intimacy.

The unmistakable sense of something long-separated… now whole again.

“Oh…” she breathed, a note of realization softening her voice. “You’re her.”

She blinked, startled. “Me?”

“The summer girl,” the woman said, voice laced with fond surprise. “From the estate on the hill. You used to come with your family every year, didn’t you?”

She nodded slowly, surprised she remembered.

“Quiet thing, always sneaking off,” she went on with a chuckle. “We all knew where you were going. She’d wander right down to the temple and follow that tall, gentle boy around like a little ghost who’d found its home.”

Her cheeks flushed, the memories rising like heat.

“I remember,” she murmured. “I never wanted to leave.”

Her eyes softened. They drifted back to their joined hands—his thumb brushing over her knuckles, her arm curled around his.

“Well,” The innkeeper said, a smile tugging at her lips. “Looks like you found your way back after all.”

She didn’t ask any questions. She didn’t need to.

“Room at the end of the hall is empty,” she added, stepping aside. “I’ll see that the other guests keep to themselves tonight.”

Then, under her breath, just loud enough for her to hear:

“About time the mountain held onto his moon.”

Gyomei tilted his head, and she could tell he’d heard it too, but said nothing.

He simply squeezed her hand and stepped forward, leading her inside with the quiet steadiness that had always defined him.

As the door whispered shut behind them, the rest of the world fell away.

At last, it was just the two of them—and the night waiting to unfold.

Inside, the room was still. A single paper lantern bathed the woven tatami floor in golden light. A futon had already been laid out. The soft scent of hinoki wood and steeped tea leaves lingered in the air, grounding everything in stillness.

She said nothing at first.

She stood just beyond the threshold, her hand still held in Gyomei’s—his large, warm fingers wrapping around hers like a vow. Her whole body hummed with the weight of what had passed between them, and everything that hadn’t been spoken.

Gyomei listened with his entire being. The a gentle tension in his shoulders. The way his head tilted subtly toward her breath. The way he never let go of her hand, as though it anchored him.

“Gyomei,” she said softly, tugging him forward, “do you remember that night at the temple?”

He paused mid-step. “The night we held hands,” he answered, voice low and quiet, as if the memory lived just beneath his skin.

She nodded, her heart aching.

“I remember thinking,” she murmured, “if we were ever alone... truly alone…”

Her voice broke off, trembling with the enormity of what was about to become real.

He turned to her, slowly, reverently, and lifted both hands to cradle her face. His thumbs brushed her cheekbones as though committing her shape to memory—careful, unhurried, sacred.

“We are now,” he whispered.

She rose to her toes and kissed him.

This time, it was slower. Not frantic, not rushed—but sure. A reunion not of desperation, but devotion. A kiss that ached with years lost, love stored, and need neither had dared name. His lips moved with quiet reverence, fingers threading into her hair, one hand sliding down to press gently against her spine, drawing her close.

When they parted, her breath shook in her chest. The only sound between them was the faint rustle of silk as she slowly let her robe slip from her shoulders. It fell around her feet in a soft puddle of fabric, leaving her bare beneath the warm flicker of lantern light—and before him.

She saw it then. The way his head shifted at the sound. The sharp catch in his breath. Though he couldn’t see her, he could feel her—her heat, her nervous energy, the scent of her bare skin blooming between them.

She stepped closer and whispered, “I want you to touch me.”

Then, reaching for his hand—so much larger, rougher, warmer—she guided it down her side. His calloused fingers trembled as they skimmed over the softness of her hip. When she brought his hand higher, guiding him over the gentle swell of her breast, she gasped before she could stop herself.

He froze. Breath caught. Voice tight with restraint. “Did I hurt you—?”

“No.” She pressed his hand firmer to her chest. “Please… don’t stop touching me.”

She took his hand again and guided it lower—across her stomach, over the curve of her hip, and finally between her thighs.

He hesitated.

She did not.

She guided his hand directly to the place where she was already wet for him. When his fingers brushed her slick folds, a soft groan rumbled deep in his chest, and something inside him snapped.

He gathered her into his arms like she weighed nothing. Her legs instinctively wrapped around his waist. Her arms encircled his neck as he carried her to the futon and laid her down, not rough, but heavy with urgency.

He knelt between her legs, hands never leaving her skin.

She felt his breath graze her inner thighs, felt his hands slide from her hips to her knees, gently spreading her open for him. The reverence in the way he touched her—it undid her more than anything.

His mouth began lower, near her knee. His tongue flicked out.

He started slowly—licking, sucking, tasting the inside of her thigh. His saliva glistened on her skin, his tongue dragging in slow, deliberate strokes that made her hips twitch with anticipation.

He avoided her folds at first, teasing her.

Tracing the crease where thigh meets hip, kissing, sucking, tormenting the sensitive skin. She cried out, hips lifting, but he only moved to the other side, dragging his tongue along her skin, close, but never quite enough.

"Gyomei," she gasped, trembling. “Please… more. I need—”

He answered her with a low hum and pressed a thick finger inside her.

Her hips bucked.

Slowly, carefully, he began to stretch her, his finger curling with intention. Then another joined it, working her open, preparing her. Still, his mouth avoided her core—he kissed and worshipped every inch of the skin around it, making her writhe.

Her folds were puffy, slick, aching. His fingers scissored her open while her juices slipped down her thighs, glistening in the lantern light.

One of his hands slid up her body, found her breast, and began to knead. He pinched her nipple gently, rolled it between his fingers, feeding pleasure into her while his tongue finally slid between her folds.

She sobbed.

He devoured her slowly. Thoroughly. His tongue moved with soft, deliberate strokes. Wide, flat licks that made her whole body tremble.

She could feel her climax building—tension tightening in her belly, her muscles clenching around his fingers.

"Gyomei!" she cried out, her back arching as his mouth locked onto her clit, his tongue flicking, his fingers pressing deep inside and curling just right.

"Yes!" she gasped.

Then, he slowed. Pulled back.

She sobbed in frustration.

“Gyomei… please… I wanna feel so good…”

He lowered his mouth again, lapping at her slowly. His cock ached, throbbing beneath him with the need to be inside her—but this wasn’t about him.

This was for her.

Feeling bold, he added a third finger.

“A-ah! I—I’m—” she babbled, incoherent. Her entire body clenched, her thighs trembling around his head.

And then she came.

Her orgasm shattered her. Her cries filled the room as her walls gripped his fingers, her slick coating his hand and mouth as he drank her down greedily. The taste of her sweet, intoxicating left him dazed.

Her thighs clenched around his head from the overstimulation, her voice barely managing to call his name between broken breaths.

When she finally softened, boneless and shaking, he lifted his head. His face glistened with her release. He smiled.

Then he rose.

He loomed above her now, massive, trembling with restraint. The futon creaked beneath his weight as he settled between her thighs once more.

He held her gaze.

She reached up, brushing the scar across his forehead with reverent fingers. “I want to feel all of you,” she whispered.

“Then I’ll give you everything,” he promised.

And he meant it.

Then he stood.

Slow. Towering. Intentional.

He loomed above her, seven feet of silent reverence, his presence casting a warm shadow over her trembling form. The futon creaked beneath his weight as he climbed over her, the air thickening with anticipation.

His robe hung loosely at his hips, revealing the sculpted curve of his chest, his breath fanning hot against her face. One of his large hands cradled her cheek, rough thumb brushing gently across her lower lip.

“Let me remember you like this,” he murmured, voice soft with awe.

Then he kissed her.

And she melted.

It wasn’t urgent. It was deeper than that—full of quiet ache, heavy with meaning. His lips moved with certainty, reverent and slow, and her body instinctively followed.

Without speaking, her hands found the tie of his robe.

She tugged—gentle, deliberate—fingers curling around the knot like muscle memory from a dream.

He stood above her.

Breath catching.

Not resisting.

She tilted her head back slightly, meeting his face with a shy, yearning smile, the tie still held between her fingers. It said everything:

‘I want to see you. All of you.’

His jaw flexed, his throat worked around a breath—but he didn’t stop her.

She undressed him slowly, the robe parting in layers until nothing separated them. Until he was fully bare before her.

And it made her breath hitch.

He was immense. Vast. His body was carved from devotion and discipline, a cathedral of muscle and scars. Strength coiled beneath his skin like a silent hymn. His chest rose and fell with restrained breath, and though his eyes could not see her, he tilted his head, sensing her silence. Feeling her awe.

His hands, curled at his sides, trembled—whether from nerves or restraint, she didn’t know.

Didn’t care.

She licked her lips without thinking, hunger and wonder glowing in her eyes.

“You’re breathtaking,” she whispered, voice sacred.

He swallowed hard. His body loomed over hers like a mountain of heat and yearning, carefully not pressing into her. Yet she could feel every bit of him—his power, his need, his restraint.

With careful, reverent motions, he nudged her thighs open, his hand trailing the length of her side. She arched into his touch when his fingers brushed the tender dip of her hip.

Gyomei lowered himself, guiding his body between her legs like a man offering worship. He kissed her jaw, then lower, lips trailing down to the curve of her breast.

He paused, listening—feeling—her breath stutter beneath him.

“Gyomei…” she panted, her hands reaching for him, fingers curling around his forearm.

“Are you ready, my sweet?” he asked, stroking himself with slow, practiced motion.

She nodded, dazed with need—but her voice didn’t follow.

And he waited, gently coaxing, “Use your words, sweet one.”

“Yes!” she gasped. “Please… let us become one, Gyomei.”

His heart ached at the way she said it—with such innocence, such desperation.

He kissed her crown tenderly, chest shuddering. Then shifted, lining himself up. She felt the thick, hot pressure of him begin to press into her. Her body, slick and open from her earlier climax, welcomed him. But he was… massive.

Her breath caught.

The stretch stung, his size pushing her limits in a way nothing ever had. Her hands clung to the sheets, her body straining to take all of him. Yet she didn’t pull back.

She took him.

Burning. Shaking. Whimpering with every inch.

Every second pulled the years closer, collapsing all time and distance between them.

He groaned low, his arms wrapping around her—like he needed to feel her, to hold her, to anchor himself in her reality. In the soft heat of her. The curve of her body. The sacred place she’d allowed him to enter.

Their breaths tangled. The futon groaned. His movements are slow, like waves kissing the shore.

Her lips trembled as she whispered his name over and over, each time more broken, more reverent.

“You feel… incredible…” he groaned, forehead resting against hers.

“Gyomei…” she gasped, body rising with every thrust, “I—I can’t—”

He leaned down, pressing his chest against her breasts, one hand gliding along her waist until their fingers laced.

He didn’t answer with words. He kissed her—her shoulder, her throat, the swell of her breast—each touch a vow he couldn’t say aloud.

Their bodies moved in a rhythm of memory and rediscovery, wet sounds and desperate moans filling the air.

It wasn’t rough.

It wasn’t rushed.

It was worship.

“You feel…” he rasped, brushing his lips along her jaw, “…like heaven.”

Golden light from the lantern flickered across the room, painting the shadows of their reunion on the walls.

“I missed you,” she whispered against his neck, voice tight with tears.

“I dreamed of you,” he breathed, trembling.

Later, when her body was pliant and drenched with heat, he gently guided her forward. Without resistance, she followed, allowing him to maneuver her onto her hands and knees. Her breasts and arms cushioned by the pillow, hips tilted back in invitation.

He knelt behind her, and she could hear the ragged edge of his breath.

“You’re perfect…” he murmured, awestruck, one hand ghosting down the curve of her back. “...Every part of you.”

When he slid back inside, she cried out—air stolen from her lungs.

This angle was brutal and deep, the stretch sharp and unrelenting. She trembled, mouth parted around a broken moan. He groaned, one hand bracing her hip, the other reaching down to find her fingers again. Even now, he held her hand.

She grasped blindly, lacing her fingers with his.

Then—

He moved.

Slow at first. Then steady. Then—

Hard.

His hips snapped forward, wet slaps echoing with each thrust. Her moans turned breathless, forehead pressed to the pillow, body trembling with ecstasy.

“Gyomei—” she gasped.

“I’ve got you,” he panted, lips brushing her neck. “You’re mine—let go.”

And she did.

Everything blurred. Only his voice kept her grounded. His weight behind her, his hand holding hers against the mattress, his cock claiming her deeper with each powerful thrust.

Gyomei worshiped her like scripture, touching every inch of her, memorizing the shape of her, from the plushness of her thighs to the curves of her breasts, the softness of her belly, the sacred heat of where their bodies met.

Even in pleasure, he hovered—his massive body braced carefully above hers, his movements mindful.

But she didn’t want that now.

Not anymore.

“Gyomei…” she whispered. “You won’t break me… please… don’t hold back.”

He froze.

Then something inside him gave way.

His grip on her hip tightened, and the rhythm shifted—slower, no longer. Her body rocked beneath him, thighs trembling from the force, slick dripping down her legs.

“You feel…” he groaned, voice ragged, “so perfect… made for me.”

She sobbed beneath him, overwhelmed, shaking, clinging.

One of her legs faltered. He caught her, pulling her upright into his arms. Her back pressed to his sweat-slick chest, her head tilted against his shoulder.

“You said you wouldn’t break,” he growled in her ear, voice cracked.

“Then prove it.”

He moved again.

Thrust after thrust, body against body, soul against soul. The room filled with the sound of their union, moans, and wet slaps rising like prayer.

She felt everything.

His strength. His depth. His need.

“You feel… so good. So soft…” he gasped, each movement stealing breath from his lungs.

Her moans turned wild when he hit that spot—over and over—until her thoughts fractured.

“It’s always been you,” she sobbed. “Only you. I’ve wanted this for so long—”

Tears streamed freely down her cheeks.

Her mouth opened, tongue lolling slightly, a string of drool falling as her body lost control.

“I know,” he whispered, forehead pressed to hers. “I know.”

His rhythm grew desperate, sloppy, her slick coating his cock, dripping onto the futon. He kissed her again, hungry and trembling.

She wasn't kissing a boy she once knew.

She was being loved by the man he had become.

Her climax shattered her.

“I love you,” she sobbed, trembling.

“I love you, too,” Gyomei choked out, tears flowing.

He cried from the fullness of it—from how she felt, from how deeply he had missed her. From the prayer answered.

She called his name, body writhing, arching, pulsing around him. The pleasure was so powerful that it blanked her mind.

He followed.

Her orgasm pulled his from him. He groaned, low and primal, thrusting deep, stilling as his cock pulsed and emptied inside her.

Even then—

Their hands remained entwined.

Slowly, gently, he withdrew. She whimpered at the loss, shivering as his warmth spilled down her thighs—a tangible memory of their love.

He collapsed beside her, breath ragged, silent.

And for the first time since childhood…

They slept in each other’s arms.

No distance.

No years apart.

No child between them.

Just her.

Just him.

Flesh to flesh.

Soul to soul.

Still holding hands.

Bonus:

Inside the room, the air was thick with heat and longing, the futon creaking beneath the weight of bodies rediscovering each other. His deep groans mingled with her soft, desperate moans, echoing faintly through the wood-paneled hallways like a quiet storm behind closed doors.

Gyomei moved with reverent care, his massive frame arching protectively over her soft, curvy form like a temple ceiling sheltering sacred ground.

She was on her knees now, plush hips lifted, thighs parted, her upper body sinking into a nest of pillows. Each thrust sent a ripple through her generous figure, her skin flushed and trembling beneath his hands. He held her as if every part of her was a blessing—his rough palms worshiping the curve of her waist, the softness of her belly, the way her full backside met his hips with every slow, rolling movement.

"You’re… incredible," he rasped, his voice thick with awe as he leaned forward, lips brushing the curve of her shoulder. "All of you—every inch."

She whimpered, a breathy sound that melted into a moan as he laced their fingers together again, anchoring them both in the center of the storm.

Outside the half-ajar door, two maids stood frozen, eyes wide, mouths parted in silent shock, caught between awe and scandal.

"Merciful heavens," one whispered, clutching her broom handle like a lifeline. "He's... he's massive."

"He’s swallowing her whole," the other breathed, stunned. "Look at the size of him—he’s built like a damn mountain—and she’s so… soft."

"Curvy," the first corrected reverently. "And he’s touching her like she’s the most beautiful thing he’s ever held."

"He’s behind her—see how he’s holding her hips? Like they were sculpted just for him."

They watched with their hearts pounding, breath shallow, as Gyomei leaned over the woman’s back, whispering something only she could hear—his lips brushing her ear, his hand gliding down the dip of her waist, his body pressed to hers, slow and sure.

"The way she moves with him... like she trusts him with her whole soul."

"You think she feels small next to him?"

"With arms like those? She probably feels safe. Worshipped. I’d give up my next five paychecks for one night in that man’s arms."

Their breath caught as a new sound rose—a moan cresting into a breathless cry, the air now thick with years of want unraveling all at once.

"Do you think it’s their first time?"

"If it is, she’ll never recover."

"I wouldn’t want to. I'd build a shrine around that man and never leave."

They inched closer, swaying with morbid curiosity as the creaking futon shifted into rhythmic thuds and a sharp cry followed:

"Gyomei, please—yes, like that—don’t stop!"

The maids froze.

"Gyomei?" the younger whispered, blinking. "Wait... Gyomei Himejima?"

The other gasped, a hand flying to her mouth. "The Stone Hashira? That’s him?"

The name rolled over them like thunder, all the pieces clicking into place—the sheer size, the gentle strength, the scars, the reverence in every movement.

"I thought he vanished after the war," the first murmured, heart thudding. "But that's him. That’s Himejima."

"A Demon Slayer," the other breathed. "And he’s... he’s making love like it’s a sacred vow."

The younger maid gripped the doorframe tighter. "Sweet mercy, he’s doing something to her. She’s been calling his name like a prayer."

"He’s worshiping her with everything he’s got," the other murmured, entranced. "I didn’t know monks could even—"

"He’s not a monk anymore," the first muttered. "He’s a man. A very big, very devoted man."

Their cheeks were flushed, hands trembling, hearts caught in the haze of the passion they were witnessing. They didn’t know if they wanted to flee or stay rooted to the spot forever.

"That’s... that’s not just sex," the younger whispered, voice barely more than breath. "That’s someone being chosen. Cherished. Like she’s the answer to a prayer he never dared speak."

"And he’s finally tasting what he’s waited his whole life for," the other added softly, her eyes glossy with unspoken yearning. "If it were me... I’d never let him go."

Just as one of them dared to lean forward, eyes glazed with heat, a sharp voice cracked through the charged air behind them.

"You two."

They whipped around like guilty children, their faces blotched with red, hearts hammering in their chests. One clutched an empty tray like a shield, the other froze mid-peek, terror and embarrassment twisting on her face.

The innkeeper stood firm, arms crossed, gaze narrowed with authority honed over years of managing wandering hands and whispered desires.

"Have you forgotten yourselves? What part of 'privacy' did that creaking door not spell out?"

"We weren’t going to interrupt—" one stammered.

"So is half the inn," the older woman replied dryly. "But curiosity doesn’t give you the right to spy on something sacred."

"We were just curious!" the younger squeaked, still pink with arousal and guilt.

She moved past them, her robes brushing the walls, footsteps silent but sure. When another breathless moan met her ears—followed by a whisper of devotion—her expression softened.

Then she saw them.

Through the crack in the door: Gyomei’s massive body curled protectively over the woman beneath him. She wasn’t clinging to him, but to the pillow beneath her, her fingers buried deep in the fabric, knuckles white. Her expression—visible in profile—was one of open surrender, lips parted, brows drawn together in aching pleasure. Her whole body trembled beneath him, held not just by his hands but by the years of yearning finally coming undone.

Her throat tightened.

Years ago, she remembered that girl—spirited, cloaked in silks, but wandering like someone still searching. Always trailing after the tall, silent temple boy with soot-dark hands and a tenderness that never fit his size. Summer after summer, they returned like a promise unfulfilled. Always together. Almost always.

She reached out, laid her palm gently against the doorframe, and pushed it closed with care. The latch clicked softly, like sealing a secret.

She turned back to the maids, who stood overwhelmed, chastened but still dazzled, flushed with secondhand heat.

"That’s not a show for you to gawk at," the innkeeper said softly now, almost reverent. "That’s years of aching silence… finally answered."

Neither girl dared to speak.

The innkeeper exhaled, giving them each one last glance—part warning, part wistful.

"Let them have this. After everything... they’ve earned it."

And with a final sweep of her sleeves, she disappeared down the corridor, leaving behind only the faint creak of wood and the sacred rhythm of a love that had at last been reclaimed.

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