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#ESKELWOLF... ── the Wicked Wolf of Kaer Morhen.

. literate, independent roleplay blog for Eskel. adults only, very selective & mutuals only. activity fluctuates. ship & nsfw & AU & OC friendly.

. exploring : guilt . forgiveness . fate . courage . love . found family . fix his story . beware of the kind one . good is not dumb . “ the heart ” . good scars, bad scars . “ I am a monster. ”

loved by fae (37, she/they). i'm in the UTC/GMT+1 timezone, in Europe!

find fae’s army here: @forbiddcnfruits & @ipsidedown & @witcherkissed

most of my muses are queer.

affiliated with @witchered (Geralt). please check my and Julian's posts about Eskel's and Geralt's relationship.

I don't do exclusives really, but @forwardlion's Elayne is the only Elayne I'll write with.

directions & important links:

⚔ rules carrd (update coming in) . (outdated eskel carrd) . interest tracker . tags . memes . calls . verses ⚔. Eskel's kinks . TABOOS . ⚔

𝐈 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐀𝐈. 𝐀𝐈 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐅𝐓. 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐀 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐅𝐓.

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rpmemes-galore

enemies to…. friends? allies?? … sentence starters

“Don’t touch me. You still make me sick.”

“Fine. Come with. Just stay out of my way.”

“I didn’t even need your help. You can go, now.”

“I didn’t want to admit it, but you were good in a fight.”

“Yeah, you’re funny. You’re also still a pain in my ass.”

“I think they lied to us. We aren’t that different, after all.”

“I hated you. I think I still hate you. But, I need your help.”

“If I have to rely on you for this, will I be able to trust you?”

“This doesn’t mean I like you. I still think you’re insufferable.”

“Is this what your friends always have to deal with? I pity them.”

“No, no, don’t you die, now, I just started being able to tolerate you!”

“You have a point. And that might be the scariest thing I’ve ever said.”

“Don’t get the wrong idea. You still disgust me. But you can be useful.”

“Seriously? You’re gonna finally win me over, then go get hurt like that?”

“Maybe… okay, hear me out, maybe we do have something in common.”

“You think this puts us on good terms? You’re still the enemy. You were just convenient.”

“You’re a lot different than I thought you would be. Still not sure if that’s good or bad, yet.”

“I didn’t think you’d be able to change my mind, but now I’m thinking things I never would’ve.”

“Don’t look at me, don’t talk to me, don’t touch me. Let’s get this mission over with, then never acknowledge my existence, again, got it?”

eskelwolf

“Thank you, Annie. It means the world to me.”

Coming back has been the best thing he could've done. Now that he was reunited with Anne he saw very clearly what he wanted all along. Keeping these secrets hasn't been good for him. He had to come clean with his past and tell her what happened.

If he wanted to finally have a home, a real home, he had to be brave, just once.

Eskel kissed Annie's hair, then her temple. He was so close to taking her face in his hands, his giant gentle hands, and just kissing her. He wasn't ready to be this brave, yet.

“I suck at being romantic,” he said as his hands indeed started cupping her fair and delicate face; looking in Annie's beautiful eyes.

frombehindpaleeyes

Anne leaned into Eskel, her eyes drifting closed as she felt his lips against her temple. She missed the feeling of being close to him. The warmth and familiarity. Not just that but she had missed the sound of his voice. She'd missed his laughter.

He took her face in his hands and she looked up at him. She touched his cheek gently as she smiled at him.

"I think you're doing just fine," she replied, meeting his eyes.

eskelwolf

That was the moment. The moment Eskel had dreamed of for months, but a moment that he never thought would actually come to be.

Eskel was drowning in Anne's eyes. And he did so, blissfully.

He pulled her closer, having to bend a little since he was way taller. There was a scene flashing in his mind of him pulling her close and just like in the movies, lifting her up and swirling around, Annie laughing. Eskel laughing. Him and Annie, becoming a real couple after all. Just like in the movies.

And then he kissed Annie. Finally. The feeling made his chest feel full and he uttered a soft and shaky sigh.

#frombehindpaleeyes

rpmemedumpster

Mutuals that I haven't interacted with yet this is your invitation to come talk to me! Throw your muse in my inbox, tag me in a starter, or contact me to plot something!

Often times I follow back blogs and we never rp! Let’s change that!

I'm tempted to rewrite all of Eskel's verses and delete the old "baggage."

eskelwolf

“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”

Eskel lied on his stomach, only wearing boxer briefs and pushing his face in the pillow. The panic attack had come out of nowhere, or so it seemed. He had noticed that his mood shifted, his pulse quickened and he had troubles forming thoughts that...made sense.

He had tried to hide it until he got up, started pacing and then just dropped on the bed, sobbing softly in the pillow, almost hyperventilating. Gladly he had medication and asked Annie for a glass of water. A short moment where he could feel the terror alone in the sleeping room until Annie came back with the glass of water and Eskel took his medication. Now he needed to wait. He would calm down. Eventually.

“I'm sorry, Annie. I know we had other plans and now I'm...” he sniffled. “...I don't know. My mom called it weak.”

He dared to look over his shoulder and meet Annie's gaze. “Please rub my back until I fall asleep. Ger—my ex, uh, did that sometimes. It made me feel very safe.”

eskelwolf

Eskel felt the rubs like Annie was touching him all over. warmth spilled over his back and his eyelids started fluttering a little. It was special to him that Annie didn't pull away or judged him for what happened.

“I'll make it up to you, I promise. I was really looking forward to spending this evening with you.” He was mumbling a little, maybe slurring his words but he tried his best. “I have fresh blankets and pillows in the bathroom, washed all of it in case you, umm, stay the night....”

#frombehindpaleeyes

eskelwolf

Vesemir had given Brandon a key and asked him to check in on Eskel while he was gone for work.

The boy had kept to himself since his sister had moved out but the two of them got along well so he didn't mind doing this favor. He even grabbed food on his way over. When he got there he let himself in and headed for the living room since he could hear that there was something playing on the large television.

Eskel finally had some free time for himself. It felt weird at first, being all alone in this big house. Nothing has been the same since Alys left and now even dad wasn't home. For five days. The first night Eskel had been restless, the silence was creepy. Now on day two though he realised he could ...just do anything he wanted.

He was 18, he could do so many things now and his dad wouldn't ever know...

When Eskel connected his phone to the giant new TV that dad had bought just a few weeks ago, he became very excited. On the big screen, compared to Eskel's smartphone, the video played in full HD. The sound was crispy.

He got settled and then pulled his pants down to his ankles. Damn, he was rock hard. Who knew how long he'd last?

Fast forward to his favourite scene of a young man giving a very sloppy blowjob to an older man. Who looked much like Brandon. Dad's best friend.

“Oh God,” he moaned quietly as he rubbed his hard cock through his boxer briefs.

He imagined giving Brandon this blowjob, even though he'd never done it before.

eskelwolf

Eskel was still tense, but the food had helped him to get rid of that hollow feeling in his belly. It felt surreal to have Brandon over without Vesemir present. That had been his forbidden fantasy for a couple of years now.

He stood up and his movements felt stiff but at least he felt less ashamed now. Brandon didn't look that bothered? Or was Eskel reading the room wrong?

“Ye-yes I should take a shower. I'm quite tired...but umm, thanks for the food. I totally forgot to get myself dinner. I'm sure you can sleep in Alys' room. She, umm, didn't come over for a while now.”

#wildwolfxstrangledwolf #cw nsfw

aeskel

...𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖍—𝖋𝖔𝖗 ＯＮＥ 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙!

#AESKEL

previously known as: #ESKELWOLF

indie, selective, mutuals preferred roleplay account for Eskel (“The Witcher”)—canon divergent and many verses available. established Jan 22nd 2022. written by Faye (38, she/they).

18+, nsfw, shipping, OC friendly.

I'm scared of tags. I really am. I always mess them up and never stay with the aesthetics... I should go plain and simple for my own inner peace lol

“I just want to go home,” Eskel said in a broken and thin voice.

He was hugging himself tightly, and in the oversized parker he looked like merely a child, not a grown man of almost two metres in height.

“Please just take me home...”