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[ intro || decree || guide ] [ seneca ] [ indie private oc ] enlightened by Jeni sideblog to @sapphyreknight

[sapphyreknight]

NOTICE

Unfollowing EVERYONE on all of my archived accounts, so please follow @lxchtkasteel if you still want to interact with the muses from @sapphyreknight, @esprxssoyoursclf, @seasidesoliloquy, and @mxnacedemort!

[lxchtkasteel-blog]

Hello, friends! Jeni here, coming back with a new blog that is a collection of all of my miscellaneous muses! If you’re still interested in interacting with muses from @sapphyreknight, @esprxssoyoursclf, @mxnacedemort, and @seasidesoliloquy ( among others, with more to come! ), please give this a like or preferably a reblog!

intro || decree || cast

[sapphyreknight]

|| hiatus tentatively until ~May 11

Hey hey! Jeni here, and depression’s been hitting me repeatedly like a bus, so you can catch me lurking on my personal art blog ( @sophistopuntia ) until I feel up to coming back to my RP blogs.

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | ooc :: icon dump

Yo, peeps, can you help me out in deciding which icon style to use? The examples are sorted by column, and I want to keep a consistent style for all three sets, so it’d be great if you could tell me which column looks best!

I’m also debating if Yijun’s icons look better unedited or with high contrast, so it’d be cool if you could give me input on that, too!

Note: If you're viewing this on my blog, please note that you have to hover over the icons for the colors to show!

Seneca

Alaster

Yijun ( OG )

Yijun ( High Contrast )

[rppanda]

Neglected Starter Pack

“Do you hate me?..”

“Is there a reason i haven’t seen you for a while?”

“Why are you running away from me?”

“Fine. You wanna be away from me so bad, go.”

“I didn’t do anything to you!..”

“I miss you..”

“Please answer me..”

“Don’t leave again!”

“Whatever i did, I’m sorry!”

“Stop avoiding me!”

“I just want you back..”

“I was there for you, why aren’t you there for me?!..”

“It’s been so long since I’ve seen you..”

“I don’t need you anymore.”

“If you want me gone, just say so.”

“You blocked me, deleted my number, erased me from the picture, what’s happening?!..”

“Don’t you love me anymore?..”

“Am i just nothing to you?

“You don’t care, then?”

“Did you ever care about me?!”

“I needed you! And you weren’t there!”

“I hate you.”

“I love you so much…”

“I loved you once. I can’t ever again.”

[susierpt]

3 LITTLE WORDS... || starter pack

Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Some are fluffy, some are angsty, some are smutty, some are something else entirely…

Some of these may be triggering or NSFW!

“I love you.”

“I hate you.”

“Go fuck yourself.”

“I guess so…”

“I guess not.”

“Love me, please.”

“Don’t say that.”

“Don’t do that.”

“Don’t touch me.”

“Please, hold me.”

“Pain changes people.”

“You haven’t changed.”

“Please don’t go.”

“Look behind you.”

“Go kill yourself.”

“I can change.”

“Don’t ever change.”

“Want a hit?”

“Do you smoke?”

“Fuck me now.”

“Take my hand.”

“Lead the way.”

“Duck and cover!”

“Just go home.”

“Take me home.”

“Walk me there?”

“Everyone, shut up!”

“Just shut up.”

“Please stop it.”

“Please don’t die.”

“I need you.”

“I want you.”

“Want a hug?”

“Want a kiss?”

“Are you sure?”

“Are you lying?”

“That’s the truth.”

“I’m not lying.”

“Oh my God.”

“For fuck’s sake!”

“I got it.”

“I found it.”

“Call me later.”

“Text me later.”

“Don’t call me.”

“Are you crying?”

“I wasn’t crying.”

“Please don’t laugh.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“That’s a lie.”

“What’d they say?”

“What’ll it be?”

“It’s last call.”

“It’s almost midnight.”

“Do you promise?”

“That’s a promise.”

“Are you serious?”

“Don’t bullshit me.”

“I punched him.”

“I killed him.”

“I kissed him.”

“I love him.”

“I hate him.”

“I lied before.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“I’m not sorry.”

“I’ll come over.”

“Can you come?”

“Want to cuddle?”

“Maybe we should.”

“Maybe we shouldn’t.”

“You don’t say.”

“Make me come.”

“Did you come?”

“I stole it.”

“I broke it.”

“Any bones broken?”

“Are you okay?”

“Are you hurt?”

“That must’ve hurt.”

“He was lying.”

“It’s our song.”

“Can I help?”

“Help me out.”

“Please, for me?”

“Anything for you.”

“I doubt it.”

“I believe you.”

[rpmemesandmusings]

3 am sentence starters

“ why are you awake? “

“ i can’t sleep. “

“ go to bed already. “

“ i’m a being of pure power, i don’t need sleep. “

“ i’ve been running on 5 hour energy all day, there’s no stopping now. “

“ i’m. so. tired. “

“ i had a nightmare. “

“ it’s nothing, go back to bed. “

“ when’s the last time you slept? “

“ you’re clearly exhausted. why are you doing this to yourself? “ 

“ wake up. wake up. wake uuuuup. “

“ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “

“ yawning doesn’t mean i’m tired! maybe i’m just bored by you telling me to go to sleep so much. “

“ is something wrong? “

“ i just need to finish what i’m doing, then i’ll sleep. “

“ you said you were about to go to bed two hours ago. c’mon, time’s up. “

“ is it okay if i sleep in your bed tonight? i’m kinda freaked out. “

“ stop bossing me around, you’re not my mom. i’ll go to sleep when i want to. “

“ you’re pouring coffee all over the counter. “ 

“ why are you making hot pockets at 3 am? “

“ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “

[vaememes]

kissy sentence starters.

“ is it bad i really want to kiss you right now? ” “ do me a favor, kiss my ass. ” “ they can all just kiss my ass. ” “ i kissed someone today. ” “ i kissed a girl/boy and i liked it. ” “ kissing burns calories you know. ” “ my lips really want to meet yours. ” “ so are we going to kiss or not? ” “ i sent you a bunch of kiss emojis. ” “ don’t talk, just kiss me. ” “ i really enjoyed our kiss last night. ” “ you make me want to kiss you. ” “ you owe me a kiss. ” “ pucker up. ” “ read my lips, no. ” “ your eyes say no but your lips say yes. ” “ i just want to kiss you. ” “ i miss your lips. ” “ give me a kiss. ” “ blow a kiss my way for good luck. ” “ ever kiss in the rain? ” “ ever kiss under water? ” “ it was just a kiss, that’s all. ” “ a kiss doesn’t mean anything. ” “ i love when our lips meet. ” “ where do you want me to kiss you? ” “ i want to either kiss you or kill you right now. ” “ did you really just kiss him/her? ” “ friends aren’t allowed to kiss one another. ” “ kiss me one more time. ” “ want to make out? ” “ you’re a terrible kisser. ” “ teach me how to kiss? ” “ i remember our first kiss. ” “ your lips are calling my name. ” “ let’s just kiss already. ”

[musingmemes]

cuddly / platonic-ish memes

“your feet are cold.”

“movies are made for watching, not for asking questions.”

“you’re hogging the blankets!”

“we should cuddle… for warmth.”

“is that your hand on my leg?”

“scoot over.”

“can we watch something else? this is scary.” 

“are you shivering?” 

“if you start snoring, i won’t be responsible for what happens to you.”

“did you eat all the popcorn?”

“your hair keeps getting in my face.”

“are you even wearing pants??”

“stop kicking me!”

“you’re a good pillow.”

“do i look like a foot-rest to you?”

“do i look like a pillow to you?”

“i’m cold.”

“why can’t you ever just lay still?”

[lxsprit]

In light of the fact that I feel more inspired to write when I’m lying around in bed away from my laptop most of the time, please like this post if you’re okay with me mobile-blogging our threads and potentially having them be iconless!

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | things got real serious real fast:

      “Well that’s good to know. Isana only deserves the best. Sorry I flipped out on you. I had to make sure you aren’t the type that’s quick to violence. It’s one thing for me to get hit, but I don’t want Isana getting hurt.” At the next question, he laughed a little bit, “Sapph is one of the only people who actually understands me and can comfort me. While it’s none of your business I’d say I’m a rare case. I know a lot of people my age who freak out at commitment. I’m just pointing out the facts. Most people aren’t prepared for the commitment of a child their whole life. I just have to make sure you are.” 

          With what he’d heard about Isana’s ex, he supposed it was understandable for the boy to be wary of him. Thankfully, Seneca had too much of an anxious heart to be able to hit anyone without a good enough reason. “You’re not... wrong...” He had to admit it. Becoming a dad was certainly not something he had planned to commit to when he’d agreed with Isana’s friends to meet her on a blind date, but he wasn’t opposed to it either. “It does take quite a bit to get to the point where you’re fit to raise a family. I may not be perfect, but I understand that enough to be able to stay by their side through thick and thin, because I don’t want Isana to go about everything on her own, and Minette deserves a father figure who’s willing to actually stick around.”

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | ... what:

        Niven instantly calmed down at that, “Ghosts are so cool. I mean I have so many EVPs I caught in this warehouse last night. It was amazing. Even my finacé thought so! I mean there some really clear screams and all. I should send them to Isana.” Back to the thought of Isana he patted Seneca’s back, “You ain’t too bad. I mean you handled me yelling at you well enough. Although I still do wonder why you like Isana. I mean if you like marry her you’ll have to be a dad. You seem a bit young to want that level of commitment.”

          A sort of unease overtook Seneca as he watched how quickly he boy was distracted. It was too easy, so much so that he felt as if it were all a ruse... and when he felt the pat on his back, he only felt it more strongly. “... Right. I’d tell you all about it, but there aren’t enough hours in the day.” He inhaled and held his breath for a moment to calm himself, allowing the anxiety to trickle out of him as his posture, which has grown stiff without him realizing, relaxed once again. “I’m fully prepared for that, but it’s really up to Minette whether she accepts me or not... Besides, I’m 28, and you’re engaged to be married, so what’s all this about me being too young for commitment?” Hypocrite.

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | THIS ISN’T EVEN FAIR:

      “Don’t bro me fuckwad. How could you date my sister and not even ask for me, Aaron, or Dakota’s blessing! Plus you butt in on people talking to themselves. It ain’t looking good for you buddy.” His face a perfect frown. It was practically a snarl at this point, “I can’t wait to complain about you to Isana. Why do you even deserve to date my sister anyways? If it’s only cause she’s pretty I’ll literally break your nose.”

          His disbelief was unreal as he took the bombardment without much of a response. He could barely form fragments of words, and his hands were shaking as he continued to type and message Isana for advice. “N-No! You’ve g-got it all wrong! I just overheard and you were looking this w-way and—” Another message from Isana brought both curiosity and relief to him as he stuttered out his next sentence. “I’m sorry, but ghosts are r-really cool, okay!?” Isana had better be right about this method, or he was seriously in trouble. He was terrified of ghosts.

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | WHAT THE FUCK:

      “I’m telling my sister that some weirdo budded into a conversation when I wasn’t talking to him.” His eyes widened as he wiped out the phone to look at a picture Isana had sent him of her new boyfriend, “Oh my god you’re the new guy my sister is dating. Wow now I have something even better to tell her. Say cheese.” He quickly snapped a picture as proof and went on his way to texting Isana.

          The flash of the camera caused Seneca to flinch, gasping slightly as he processed the situation for a moment. “W-Wait a second!” This guy? Was Isana’s brother? No, that was impossible, right? There was no way that he was—fuck. He felt his phone buzz and pulled it out to see a message from Isana waiting for him. Just his luck, right? “Bro! Not cool! How can you do that over something so random!?” He texted back frantically, making typos along the way as he tried to mend the situation.

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | wait what the fuck:

      Niven pouted slightly. His good mood ruined, “Wasn’t talking to you. I was thinking out loud. Great now I have something to call Isana about and say some rude person on the street came and said mean stuff.” He pulled out his phone in a huff to call his sister.

          “And I’m gonna tell my girlfriend that some weirdo was spouting nonsense about wanting to cuddle in public.” He patted his pocket where he felt the bulge of his phone, but paused. Isana? He felt a wave of anxiety wash over him as he stared in disbelief. “What the heck? How do you know my girlfriend’s name?”

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | ♥ universe ♥:

      Isana hadn’t even noticed the wall she bumped into. She was so utterly exhausted, but she still had to make dinner, bathe Minette, put her to bed, and then clean up the apartment. Gosh having some help around her occasionally would be nice. 

       Rubbing at her forehead she leaned against the wall and honestly wanted to bang her head into it again, “Ugh when can I sleep?” She managed to whine out a bit too loudly.

          “After dinner,” the crystal-eyed boy responded. He’d seen it all, and he couldn’t deny that he was worried for Isana’s health—he always was, but this time it was more so than usual. He meandered closer, brushing her hair out of her face to take a look at the redness on her forehead.

A smile formed on his lips as he tilted his head at her. “You know, I don’t think that’s the most effective way to move a wall, but I’ll handle making dinner, okay?”

[esprxssoyoursclf]

☻ | whoa there:

      Niven’s face lit up in a smile, “I’m really happy right now so someone should come cuddle with me!”

          “Sorry, man, I have a girlfriend and that would be weird.” Who the heck goes around saying that to random people anyway?