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If I get chance, this is what I shall try today on violin, but the full(-er) quote. “A veil will now forever separate our union. But it is a thin veil… and I am always on the other side, my face pressed up against your longing.”

Think of someone you have loved (absolutely NOT necessarily romantically!) & lost & imagine them conveying these words to you. Wow. Imagine how it would feel. Even without Louis’ additional guilt & complicated emotions.

I know this pain, and as I feel the in between of Louis & Lestat’s eternal love, so my own pain resonates within me.

fangsandthangs

Maybe u should have thought that one through, babes.

lousolversons

I've been calling to you for some time. And now here I am, and you can rest. I am the quiet you've been longing for. After all the garishness of life,the jostling, the clawing, the dull thrum of desperation in you. Will I get the fixes I need to be somebody? But, Daniel, you already know who you'll be. An ugly duplex back in Modesto. A job in an office with drab carpets and flickering lights. A woman in the mold of your mother, vacuuming on valium. A genteel drinking problem, like your father. Your wife counting down your thrusts. Your children shying away from you. All the confidence and hope of your youth replaced by a seething, boiling regret. Until one day, you're at a traffic light. The light turns green, horns honking. You don't move. Horns honking. You don't move. A comfortable chair in a room that slants to the north. An easeful death. Rest. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It'll feel like a bath. Rest. Like honey on your tongue. It is the comfort we all long for. The end. Rest. Come. Come. I'll hold you, you rest now. INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE AMC Episode 12 - Don't Be Afraid, Just Start The Tape

lousolversons

I've been calling to you for some time. And now here I am, and you can rest. I am the quiet you've been longing for. After all the garishness of life,the jostling, the clawing, the dull thrum of desperation in you. Will I get the fixes I need to be somebody? But, Daniel, you already know who you'll be. An ugly duplex back in Modesto. A job in an office with drab carpets and flickering lights. A woman in the mold of your mother, vacuuming on valium. A genteel drinking problem, like your father. Your wife counting down your thrusts. Your children shying away from you. All the confidence and hope of your youth replaced by a seething, boiling regret. Until one day, you're at a traffic light. The light turns green, horns honking. You don't move. Horns honking. You don't move. A comfortable chair in a room that slants to the north. An easeful death. Rest. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It'll feel like a bath. Rest. Like honey on your tongue. It is the comfort we all long for. The end. Rest. Come. Come. I'll hold you, you rest now. INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE AMC Episode 12 - Don't Be Afraid, Just Start The Tape

quotefeeling

“It is awful to want to go away and to want to go nowhere.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

astrolocherry

Cancer

Observant ~ She sees what others overlook, reading people like well-worn books Survivor ~ Life hasn't been easy, but she's adapted to its unpredictability like second nature Magnetic Presence ~ People are drawn to her without knowing why Intuitive Navigator ~ She believes in signs, follows intuition over logic, and has a habit of finding beauty in overlooked places"

astrolocherry

When the Cancer permits you to be close enough to actually know her,

it’s like being let in on a marvellous secret. She exudes liquid lunar essence in a substance. There is depth and the dark side of the Moon, and there is a luminary that lights up your little world.

She is the personification of healing baths, transporting art, matriarchal legacies, and unattainable Feminine ideals. Hardened by what she has so far seen, yet tough in ability to maintain the love in her heart. There’s honour in being born that isn’t centred on pride or personal purpose, but rather about living in private honour. There is a strong vulnerability and a willingness to surrender that is surprisingly unapologetic about who she really is. Ultimately accepting of all that you are because self-acceptance was a major challenge and lesson for the Cancer.

She has moods like weather patterns with clear days and stormy nights, queen tides and tears to cry. And she is at her best when she is at her worst. Take it all or leave it, because absence can mark this presence once she’s part of your life.

Just as you have never known a sky without a moon - she forms a void when she leaves that can’t be filled in.

Cherry

daxwormzz

Hellsing girlies

owlcryptid

Ive been losing my mind over Hellsing for the last few days

sidsinning

Alucard is great bc he can be an absolute sadistic monster to literally any op he comes across but will treat his ladies with respect and even worship, like he cherishes them so much and is considerate of their feelings and cares for them in such a transparently human way but also has a twisted kind of love for both of them, the closest thing to love and affection a creature like him can have ("They are mine now, and mine alone. They are lost to you forever.")

The fact that the most important people in his life are these two women he said I don't give a shit about men's problems dhsjsjdk

MONSTER LOVE IS SO HNG LIKE IT DOESN'T NEED TO BE ROMANTIC TO BE SUCH A HIGH QUALITY FEAST

casullcasket

I know Butch Day was yesterday but not a single person mentioned Sir Integra. The woman who only dresses in suits, smokes a pack of cigars a day, and has people call her sir.

I’m disappointed in all of y’all

fiollaigean

i cannot emphasize how necessary it is to have a buddy to participate in fandom with. completely elevated experience. don't have a buddy? find someone you like and message them and be their friend. gush over every sketch and drabble and insane headcanon they have. live life to the fullest.