Hello, you.

'ED,BPS, and just sad; this is my place for my deep thoughts. Just let me Keep my Place. Thanks.

[esther-ed]

so deep again.

[esther-ed]

{𝙸𝚌𝚑 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚎𝚋𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚔𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗. 𝙰𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚃𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚗, 𝚍𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚔𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚖𝚊𝚕.

[esther-ed]

Today I’m okay.

Staysafe

[phattoskinnny]

me: *doesn’t touch food all day and isn’t hungry*

*takes a little bite from literally anything*

my brain: let’s eat this whole tv

[esther-ed]

𝙵𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢.

[woodmossbones]

The terrifying thing about my ED is the way it makes me feel like my mental health is actually improving the more weight I lose. I’m starving myself but every pound off feels like freedom. The thinner I get the more I feel comfortable enough to get dressed in the morning, to be able to go out with friends and feel a little less disgusted with myself.

But then I eat more than I had planned and I’m crying, screaming, punching my walls and feeling nothing but hate for myself. Then I remember that I’m still sick.

[ananervi0sa]

[sometimedarling]

Reblog if

- You’re not the perfect ana/mia/ed sufferer

- You’re a healthy weight

- You’re overweight

- You’re underweight and still not satisfied

- You don’t have flawless skin

- You procrastinate relentlessly

- You fast all day only to fuck up and eat dinner and lunch in ten minutes flat

- You probably don’t drink enough water

- You don’t like tea

- You don’t get enough sleep

- You know deep down that even when you reach your GW you’re still going to want to stop existing

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Everyone on this site is so perfect

I’m sick of feeling alone

And I bet I’m not the only one

[celestial-pig]

[tinybow-deactivated20230111]

growing up and developing a bad relationship with food and your body really fucks you up a lot !! wow

[rot-from-view-99]

Wings

[lightest-dream]

[doreishounen]

who was i before sadness and stress

[cyperek]

[styleiwishicouldpulloff]

[ilovelisabetch]

[demodepismanlik-deactivated2020]