brick by boring brick

My tendencies are very INFP!!

[vollzeitherz-deactivated2026012]

I’m not okay but I’m funny so it balances out

[etalterum]

Some portraits and proof of life.

[etalterum]

[etalterum]

I’m okay in the adult sense. I get up, I function, I grow. But if I’m being honest, it feels like I’m walking through life holding the hand of my inner child—and she’s still weeping.

She had finally found her playground. A place, a person, where she felt safe enough to just be. That friend... she became that place for us. I was building my vision of emotional safety around her. I worked hard at it—not to impress, but because I wanted to protect that space with everything I had. Maybe I seemed rigid or intense, but it was never fake. It was the most real I’ve ever been.

When that friendship ended, it didn’t just feel like a loss. It felt like someone dragged my inner child out of the one place she didn’t want to leave. And now, I carry her grief with me. I’m not broken—but I am still grieving that safety, that connection.

So yeah—I’m moving forward. I’m strong. But I’m also tending to a softer part of me who still looks back at the gates of a playground she wasn’t ready to leave.”**

[shhhitsfine]

[anxietyproblem]

[msvhs-deactivated20251231]

My Dinner with Andre, dir. by Louis Malle (1981)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— sylvia plath (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— via @free-my-mindd

[inkpressedpetals]

[msangelvoice]

[creepish]

baby girl i have avoided situations that don’t even exist yet

[etalterum]

[neckkiss]

golden.

[etalterum]

nakapag visayas last weekend

[etalterum]

nakapag visayas last weekend

[theambitiouswoman]

If you hang out with a…

Disciplined person, you’ll start respecting structure

Insecure person, you’ll start second-guessing yourself

Adventurous person, you’ll crave new experiences

Victim minded person, you’ll start blaming instead of growing

Abundant person, you’ll stop thinking in limits

Jealous person, you’ll start resenting your blessings

High value woman, you’ll raise your standards without apologo

Chaotic person, you’ll feel like peace is boring

Healed person, you’ll see how emotionally mature life can be

Procrastinator, you’ll normalize delay over progress

Ambitious person, you’ll start dreaming bigger

Judgmental person, you’ll fear being fully yourself

Playful person, you’ll learn to soften and enjoy the moment

Energy is contagious

Habits are contagious

Mindsets are contagious

Doesn’t matter how x you think you are because if you were, you wouldn’t make decisions or choose people that don’t align

You become who you’re around even when you don’t notice it