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I really don't feel like I'm doing good here. At all. Meets expectations.

I fucking hate feeling like I'm constantly missing the fucking mark.

The way drunk me is disappointed in sober me for not getting a new vape 😭

Presenting in this meeting makes me want to fucking throw up.

No it still bothers me that your friends said "your kids should really be taking care of you" you don't bring children into the world to take care of your needs that's backwards. Your children don't owe you anything.

Also this house is not big enough to house your mother and a kid if we end up having one.

I just feel set up to fail.

eternalfermata

I wish I could block you from my dreams like I can on facebook.

Leave me alone like you did 10-15 years ago.

eternalfermata

I am begging you to leave me alone

It must be nice to be a man and want a kid but just be a sperm donor because your body doesn't go through all the changes or have any of the impacts or issues. This shit stresses me out so fucking much. Maybe because I don't have good role models that genuinely seemed to enjoy motherhood. Idk why this is so upsetting for me.

Gaining weight is actually making me spiral.

I wish I could block you from my dreams like I can on facebook.

Leave me alone like you did 10-15 years ago.

I don't think what I said justified all that. Why when I explain you get upset

WHY DOES EVERYTHING GET HEATED AND WHY DO I FEEL IN THE WRONG FOR HAVING OPINIONS

Crazy 30 minutes yesterday messed me up today. I should be in concert hangover but I'm in survival sleep mode.

If I'm such a piece of shit why do you stay with me. I never say the right thing.

I feel so broken. I reconnected with something I love and feel like it just got ripped from me.

LOL I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR WEIRD ASS DREAMS

Sobriety is so fucking difficult. I am not interested in anything. Nothing feels fun. I am beyond unmotivated. I am on autopilot making it through the day.

Supporting a subscription model isn't anywhere near the same thing as using AI for menial tasks but sure.

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