Eternal Melancholy

Melancholy, noun, a gloomy state of mind

[eternalmelancholy]

How can you tell somebody you care about them, you wanna be with them, and be there for them and listen to them, take care of them, make them feel wanted, make them fall in love with you

And then just disappear? Without any reason, no words.

Just. Fucking. Gone.

[eternalmelancholy]

Depression-my experience

I haven't brushed my teeth in a week I haven't brushed my hair since I showered 4 days ago I sleep all day and I can't sleep at night I can never take my meds on time no matter how I try I have no motivation to do anything I go to school work, and power through each week, weak, just wishing to lie down and make everything around me stop The world moves so fast, I can't keep up I'm sorry dad, I tell you not to worry, you've got enough on your hands But this just really sucks I either eat far too much or not at all I either sleep for 12 hours or I lie awake The anxiety really gets to me too. Am I getting cavities? Do I smell? are they watching me? What's going to happen tomorrow? What if I don't shower in the morning? Maybe I should now But I can't bring myself to get out of bed, my only safe place I try, I really do It's so hard