As I experience the ages you were when we still spoke, I become increasingly disgusted at the normalcy you had while speaking to a vulnerable child.
It took 5 years for me to realise that your actions were always selfish. That you kept me at bay and entertained me just enough so I wouldn’t prove your greatest fear. That you never wanted to save yourself, and that you never wanted to recover.
How dare you continue sending cryptic anonymous messages?
I will never allow you the privilege of having access to me, ever again.
I am no longer the vulnerable 15 year old.
Leave me alone.






