To Him

here we go.

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God knows who you are, will you choose to believe it?

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rewind

I want to start writing again. No more of these one sentence posts; it’s no where near satisfying nor has it really given me a successful outlet. 

After re reading some of my past blog posts, I was actually pretty blown away by the seasons of victory and pain that the Lord has faithfully brought me through. 

key word: faithfully

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Right here.

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Lord, you live to make intercession for me!

so, I come boldly before your throne!

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Wholehearted

Marked by unconditional commitment, unstinting devotion, or unreserved enthusiasm

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In order to lead,

you must lead out of love rather than of fear.

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v31

“‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours."   

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and this is what you care about Oh Lord.

that we are with you. 

that we are near you, in all the peaks, in the troughs.

You care that we return, and this is your heart.

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I wait for you, O Lord.

patiently, I seek after your heart.

with hope, I wait for your hand to move.

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Forsaking it all.

As we respond to the call of the gospel,

Lord, we thank you that you are a patient God.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kWIbo19t5Q

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And as I sat with a friend today after work, listening to her testimony..

*shake head here*

Oh Lord, you are mighty.

you are relentless.

you fight for us in every season and your victory is absolutely glorious.

I praise you for your strength.

I exalt you for your wonderful works, Oh God.

I thank you for the grace of redemption.

I thank you for the privilege of being a witness.

So, God. Open the eyes of my heart so that I may continue to see your love at work. Open the eyes of my heart to see your hand upon us all. I long to see you more, oh God.

You are my only satisfaction

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Psalm 62:5-8

Yes, my soul, find rest in God;     my hope comes from him. 6 Truly he is my rock and my salvation;     he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. 7 My salvation and my honor depend on God[c];     he is my mighty rock, my refuge. 8 Trust in him at all times, you people;     pour out your hearts to him,     for God is our refuge.

mmm. Lord, your love is better than life.

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Thinking verbally

"Im not there to offer my experience with sin, but im there to share my life with Christ"

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I long to long for you, and desire to desire you endlessly.

forever, I hunger to hunger for you.

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This kind of lover

"God wants lovers. Oh, how tepid is the love of so many who themselves by His name. How tepid is our own - my own - in comparison with the lava fires of his eternal love. I pray that you may be an ardent lover, the kind of lover who sets others on fire"

-- Amy Carmichael