the truth is hard to swallow.

... so sample lies instead. [ Movie verse. ] Independent Loki role play blog. Tracking the tag evasivehonesty. Multi verse. Multi ship. AUs abound. ON TEMPORARY HIATUS.

[evasivehonesty]

Amazing and wonderful OC ya'll should follow.

She's been having trouble getting people to interact with her--whether from people's shyness or because she's an oc I have no idea. Regardless, she's a very lovely and thought out OC with an equally as awesome mun. Give her some love. <3 Gogogo~.

[evasivehonesty]

I’ve moved here.

[evasivehonesty]

I’ve moved here.

[evasivehonesty]

I've moved here.

[evasivehonesty]

i may or may not be trying to emerge from this hiatus

i'm probably going to make a new account for loki though js this one feels cluttered don't judge me

[theheartofjotunheim-deactivated]

Sigrid jolted on recogising the spark of magic in his fingers and a smile curved across her cheeks as her child approached.

"Child," she sighed happily. "I am." She paused. She needed a name; something to be called in this form. For now she settled on her title. "I am the heart of Jotunheim, and your mother."

Some energy flowed between them, their magics joining, her own faintly tinged by his.

[evasivehonesty]

Her sudden smile shocked him enough that he came to a stop several feet away from her. She seemed... joyful to see him, and it was not an expression he was accustomed to seeing in response to his presence. Not anymore.

Loki's confusion towards her words and smiles died away quickly enough, however. Her magic was familiar--dare he even think it? Some of his own was present, but among it... It was like that of...

"The casket of ancient winters?" Loki breathed.

[evasivehonesty]

The Baby Blues.

[thorofjotunheim]

"They have to learn somehow," Thor retorted, holding Noel carefully and tickling his stomach now. He was larger than As children but he was a full sized child. He made faces at Noel and poked his nose.

"Hardly odd," Thor said. "He must have parents somewhere, and even if he is unwanted by them I would like to know who they are." He looked up at Loki.

"Perhaps in Asgard’s library," he said.

[evasivehonesty]

"It would not be farfetched," Loki ventured. He observed the way his brother interacted with the Jotun child. There was the usual disgust, but the sight was, in a way... heartfelt. He knew little about Thor's desires, but from the looks of things he quite enjoyed the presence of the child.

Noel seemed to share the sentiment. He gave another laugh, hands reaching forward and now, much to Loki's surprise and amusement, took hold of Thor's precious locks. Noel tugged them firmly, a little bit of drool at the corner of his lips as he gurgled and giggled.

"They need to learn somehow," Loki echoed mockingly, barely resisting a smirk.

[theheartofjotunheim-deactivated]

The woman was blonde, naked and exhausted. Magic swirled around her and she had a faintly blue tinge to her skin, which faded as the magic did. She looked up as she heard footsteps and climbed to her feet, almost falling again. Her eyes were an icy blue.

"Where am I?" she croaked.

[evasivehonesty]

The sight of a naked woman had not been on Loki's list of expectations when he had come to investigate. He had sensed a change in the atmosphere--a spark of magic, if you would, and had decided it would be wise to locate the source. Loki observed as she stumbled to her feet, and when she spoke, he finally deigned to reveal himself.

His smile was polite, but his tone was clipped.

"A fine question. However, an even better question would be... who are you?"

[evasivehonesty]

Read More

[magicinhishands-deactivated2014]

ROTF. Yes, yes, I could totally see that.

Annie will be like oh dear come here and let me do your makeup and fix your hair for you, poor thing. SHE IS ALWAYS DOTING ON HIM OMG. She can’t help it lol.

[evasivehonesty]

"Ansatte, these cosmetics feel unusual."

"Ansatte, that appliance is burning my hair!" "ANSATTE, WHY IS BLOOD POURING OUT OF ME LIKE AN UNHOLY FOUNTAIN FROM THE UNDERWORLD?!"

LOKI'S GOING TO HAVE IT ROUGH BEING A WOMAN. Luckily, Ansatte will be there. He'd be miserable without her oh god. fgdgg

[evasivehonesty]

The Baby Blues.

[thorofjotunheim]

Thor grinned down at Noel as he grabbed two of his fingers and made cooing noises at him.

"Babies do that," he said with a smile. "Do not be so grumpy, brother. He is beautiful. Do you want me to hold him?" He had always liked children and wanted his own; Noel had chosen Loki but having a child laughing in the room made his heart warm.

"I wonder who his family is," he murmured, tickling Noel’s tiny palms and gazing at his markings. "I wish I knew Jotun markings."

[evasivehonesty]

"I would rather they did not." Loki retorted. He wasn't even going to comment on the child being beautiful. He had his own views, and Thor had his. The subject was... a work in progress between them, for a lack of better terms.

"I assure you, I'm far from being grumpy. As for holding him... feel free," Loki said, guiding Noel into Thor's arms in an--admittedly--more careful manner than he had at the start. Noel was already bursting into cheerful giggles at the tickling, wiggling about in elation. Loki was glad to have him out of his arms, though his arms now felt suspiciously empty.

"You wonder odd things," The younger replied, though it wasn't necessarily true. Questioning the child's parentage wasn't such an unusual thing in these circumstances. Nevertheless, Thor's words caused Loki to frown in thought. His next words were said very carefully. "Perhaps... there is a book on the subject somewhere you could read up on them about. I acknowledge their rarity, but it is a thought, is it not? If it means that much to you."

Loki wouldn't know. He had torn up all the pages of his books involving Jotunheim once he'd learned the truth of himself.

Such a waste of paper.

[evasivehonesty]

Read More

[magicinhishands-deactivated2014]

Thank ya babeh! I love learning new things about her. ^.^

Omg that will be interesting indeed. SOMEHOW I FEEL LIKE SHE’LL BE EVEN MORE OF A DIVA.

[evasivehonesty]

If Loki was born a woman...

I can imagine her blaming the fact she wasn't first in line for the throne on the fact she's a woman.

"PATRIARCHY! Injustice! Male swines!"

And it's not that at all. Ffff.

But Loki turned woman... he's going to feel so awkward.

[magicinhishands-deactivated2014]

evasivehonesty replied to your post: // 6, 16, 20~!

// MANSATTE GOT AN OFFICIAL NAME OMG and wow that is suiting all of my approval

HE DID. And a permanent FC (Ian Somerhalder) because I was reading about the Chitauri and learned that they were shapeshifters (among other things) and adapted Ansatte a little so that, as a human, she would also have the Chitauri powers. I’m glad you approve bby. :D

[evasivehonesty]

hnnnnnnnngh. I love how much thought you put into things dfgdfg.

I have a genderbender M!A in my inbox I've been saving for later. WHICH WILL PROVE TO BE INTERESTING.

[writerswritecompany]

(all) things bad about my muse

[evasivehonesty]

Absent-minded - Preoccupied to the extent of being unaware of one’s immediate surroundings. Abstracted, daydreaming, inattentive, oblivious, forgetful.

Abusive - Characterized by improper infliction of physical or psychological maltreatment towards another.

Addict - One who is addicted to a compulsive activity. 

Aimless - Devoid of direction or purpose.

Alcoholic - A person who drinks alcoholic substances habitually and to excess.

Anxious - Full of mental distress or uneasiness because of fear of danger or misfortune; greatly worried; solicitous.

Arrogant - Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance.Inclined to social exclusiveness and who rebuff the advances of people considered inferior. Snobbish.

Audacious - Recklessly bold in defiance of convention, propriety, law, or the like; insolent; braze, disobedient.

Bad Habit - A revolting personal habit. Examples: picks nose, spits tobacco, drools, bad body odour.

Bigmouth - A loud-mouthed or gossipy person.

Bigot - One who is strongly partial to one’s own group, religion, race, or politics and is intolerant of those who differ.

Blunt - Characterized by directness in manner or speech; without subtlety or evasion. Frank, callous, insensitive, brusque.

Bold - In a bad sense, too forward; taking undue liberties; over assuming or confident; lacking proper modesty or restraint; rude; impudent. Abrupt, brazen, cheeky, brassy, audacious.

Callous - They are hardened to emotions, rarely showing any form of it in expression. Unfeeling. Cold.

Childish - Marked by or indicating a lack of maturity; puerile.

Complex - An exaggerated or obsessive concern or fear.

Cruel - Mean to anyone or anything, without care or regard to consequences and feelings.

Cursed - A person who has befallen a prayer for evil or misfortune, placed under a spell, or borne into an evil circumstance, and suffers for it. Damned.

Dependent - Unable to exist, sustain oneself, or act appropriately or normally without the assistance or direction of another. (see: eating proper meals, getting enough sleep)

Deranged - Mentally decayed. Insane. Crazy. Mad. Psychotic. 

Dishonest – Given to or using fraud, cheating; deceitful, deceptive, crooked, underhanded.

Disloyal - Lacking loyalty. Unfaithful, perfidious, traitorous, treasonable

Disorder - An ailment that affects the function of mind or body. 

Disturbed - Showing some or a few signs or symptoms of mental or emotional illness. Confused, disordered, neurotic, troubled.

Dubious - Fraught with uncertainty or doubt. Undecided, doubtful, unsure.

Dyslexic - Affected by dyslexia, a learning disorder marked by impairment of the ability to recognize and comprehend written words.

Egotistical - Characteristic of those having an inflated idea of their own importance. Boastful, pompous.

Envious - Showing extreme cupidity; painfully desirous of another’s advantages; covetous, jealous.

Erratic - Deviating from the customary course in conduct or opinion; eccentric: erratic behaviour. Eccentric, bizarre, outlandish, strange.

Fanatical - Fanatic outlook or behaviour especially as exhibited by excessive enthusiasm, unreasoning zeal, or wild and extravagant notions on some subject.

Fickle – Erratic, changeable, unstable - especially with regard to affections or attachments; capricious.

Fierce - Marked by extreme intensity of emotions or convictions; inclined to react violently; fervid. 

Finicky - Excessively particular or fastidious; difficult to please; fussy. Too much concerned with detail. Meticulous, fastidious, choosy, critical, picky, prissy, persnickety. 

Fixated - In psychoanalytic theory, a strong attachment to a person or thing, especially such an attachment formed in childhood or infancy and manifested in immature or neurotic behaviour that persists throughout life. Fetish, quirk, obsession, infatuation. 

Flirt -To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures; behaviour intended to arouse sexual interest. Minx. Tease.

Gluttonous - Given to excess in consumption of especially food or drink. Voracious, ravenous, wolfish, piggish, insatiable.

Gruff - Brusque or stern in manner or appearance. Crusty, rough, surly.

Gullible - Will believe any information given, regardless of how valid or truthful it is, easily deceived or duped.

Hard - A person who is difficult to deal with, manage, control, overcome, or understand. Hard emotions, hard hearted.

Hedonistic - Pursuit of or devotion to pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses.

Hoity-toity- Given to flights of fancy; capricious; frivolous. Prone to giddy behaviour, flighty.

Humourless - The inability to find humour in things, and most certainly in themselves.

Hypocritical - One who is always contradicting their own beliefs, actions or sayings. A person who professes beliefs and opinions for others that he does not hold. Being a hypocrite.

Idealist - One whose conduct is influenced by ideals that often conflict with practical considerations. One who is unrealistic and impractical, guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.

Idiotic - Marked by a lack of intelligence or care; foolish or careless.

Ignorant - Lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact. Showing or arising from a lack of education or knowledge.

Illiterate - Unable to read and write.

Immature - Emotionally undeveloped; juvenile; childish.

Impatient - Unable to wait patiently or tolerate delay; restless. Unable to endure irritation or opposition; intolerant.

Impious - Lacking piety and reverence for a god/gods and their followers.

Impish - Naughtily or annoyingly playful. 

Incompetent - Unable to execute tasks, no matter how the size or difficulty.

Indecisive - Characterized by lack of decision and firmness, especially under pressure.

Indifferent - The trait of lacking enthusiasm for or interest in things generally, remaining calm and seeming not to care; a casual lack of concern. Having or showing little or no interest in anything; languid; spiritless.

Infamy - Having an extremely bad reputation, public reproach, or strong condemnation as the result of a shameful, criminal, or outrageous act that affects how others view them.

Intolerant - Unwilling to tolerate difference of opinion and narrow-minded about cherished opinions.

Judgmental - Inclined to make and form judgments, especially moral or personal ones, based on one’s own opinions or impressions towards others/practices/groups/religions based on appearance, reputation, occupation, etc. 

Klutz - Clumsy. Blunderer.

Lazy - Resistant to work or exertion; disposed to idleness.

Lewd - Inclined to, characterized by, or inciting to lust or lechery; lascivious. Obscene or indecent, as language or songs; salacious.

Liar - Compulsively and purposefully tells false truths more often than not. A person who has lied or who lies repeatedly.

Lustful - Driven by lust; preoccupied with or exhibiting lustful desires.

Masochist - The deriving of sexual gratification, or the tendency to derive sexual gratification, from being physically or emotionally abused. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences.

Meddlesome - Intrusive in a meddling or offensive manner, given to meddling; interfering.

Meek - Evidencing little spirit or courage; overly submissive or compliant; humble in spirit or manner; suggesting retiring mildness or even cowed submissiveness.

Megalomaniac - A psycho pathological condition characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, or omnipotence.

Naïve - Lacking worldly experience and understanding, simple and guileless; showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgement.

Nervous - Easily agitated or distressed; high-strung or jumpy.

Non-violent - Abstaining from the use of violence. 

Nosy - Given to prying into the affairs of others; snoopy. Offensively curious or inquisitive.

Obsessive - An unhealthy and compulsive preoccupation with something or someone.

Oppressor - A person of authority who subjects others to undue pressures, to keep down by severe and unjust use of force or authority.

Overambitious - Having a strong excessive desire for success or achievement.

Overconfident - Excessively confident; presumptuous.

Overemotional - Excessively or abnormally emotional. Sensitive about themselves and others, more so than the average person.

Overprotective - To protect too much; coddle. 

Overzealous - Marked by excessive enthusiasm for and intense devotion to a cause or idea.

Pacifist - Opposition to war or violence as a means of resolving disputes. 

Paranoid - Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others.

Peevish - Expressing fretfulness and discontent, or unjustifiable dissatisfaction. Cantankerous, cross, ill-tempered, testy, captious, discontented, crotchety, cranky, ornery.

Perfectionist - A propensity for being displeased with anything that is not perfect or does not meet extremely high standards.

Pessimist - A tendency to stress the negative or unfavourable or to take the gloomiest possible view.

Pest - One that pesters or annoys, with or without realizing it. Nuisance. Annoying. Nag.

Phobic – They have a severe form of fear when it comes to this one thing. Examples: Dark, Spiders, Cats

Practical - Level-headed, efficient, and unspeculative. No-nonsense. 

Predictable - Easily seen through and assessable, where almost anyone can predict reactions and actions of said person by having met or known them even for a short time.

Proud - Filled with or showing excessive self-esteem and will often shirk help from others for the sake of pride.

Rebellious - Defying or resisting some established authority, government, or tradition; insubordinate; inclined to rebel.

Reckless - Heedless. Headstrong. Foolhardy. Unthinking boldness, wild carelessness and disregard for consequences.

Remorseless - Without remorse; merciless; pitiless; relentless.

Rigorous - Rigidly accurate; allowing no deviation from a standard; demanding strict attention to rules and procedures.

Sadist - The deriving of sexual gratification or the tendency to derive sexual gratification from inflicting pain or emotional abuse on others. Deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.

Sadomasochist - Both sadist and masochist combined

Sarcastic - A subtle form of mockery in which an intended meaning is conveyed obliquely.

Skeptic - One who instinctively or habitually doubts, questions, or disagrees with assertions or generally accepted conclusions.

Seducer - To lead others astray, as from duty, rectitude, or the like; corrupt. To attempt to lead or draw someone away, as from principles, faith, or allegiance.

Selfish - Concerned chiefly or only with oneself.

Self-Martyr - One who purposely makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy from others, as a form of manipulation, and always for a selfish cause or reason.

Self-righteous - Piously sure of one’s own righteousness; moralistic. Exhibiting pious self-assurance. Holier-than-thou, sanctimonious.

Senile - Showing a decline or deterioration of physical strength or mental functioning, esp. short-term memory and alertness, as a result of old age or disease.

Shallow - Lacking depth of intellect or knowledge; concerned only with what is obvious.

Smart Ass - Thinks they know it all, and in some ways they may, but they can be greatly annoying and difficult to deal with at times, especially in arguments.

Soft-hearted - Having softness or tenderness of heart that can lead them into trouble; susceptible of pity or other kindly affection. They cannot resist helping someone they see in trouble, suffering or in need, and often don’t think of the repercussions or situation before doing so.

Solemn - Deeply earnest, serious, and sober.

Spineless - Lacking courage. Cowardly, wimp, lily-livered, gutless.

Spiteful - Showing malicious ill will and a desire to hurt; motivated by spite; vindictive person who will look for occasions for resentment. Vengeful. 

Spoiled - Treated with excessive indulgence and pampering from earliest childhood, and has no notion of hard work, self-care or money management; coddled, pampered. Having the character or disposition harmed by pampering or over-solicitous attention.

Squeamish - Excessively fastidious and easily disgusted.

Stubborn - Unreasonably, often perversely unyielding; bull-headed. Firmly resolved or determined; resolute.

Superstitious - An irrational belief arising from ignorance or fear from an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome.

Tactless - Lacking or showing a lack of what is fitting and considerate in dealing with others.

Temperamental - Moody, irritable, or sensitive. Excitable, volatile, emotional.

Theatrical - Having a flair for over dramatizing situations, doing things in a ‘big way’ and love to be ‘centre stage’.

Timid -Tends to be shy and/or quiet, shrinking away from offering opinions or from strangers and newcomers, fearing confrontations and violence.

Tongue-tied - Speechless or confused in expression, as from shyness, embarrassment, or astonishment.

Troublemaker - Someone who deliberately stirs up trouble, intentionally or unintentionally.

Unlucky - Marked by or causing misfortune; ill-fated. Destined for misfortune; doomed.

Unpredictable - Difficult to foretell or foresee, their actions are so chaotic it’s impossible to know what they are going to do next.

Untrustworthy - Not worthy of trust or belief. Backstabber.

Vain - Holding or characterized by an unduly high opinion of their physical appearance. Lovers of themselves. Conceited, egotistic, narcissistic.

Weak-willed - Lacking willpower, strength of will to carry out one’s decisions, wishes, or plans. Easily swayed.

Withdrawn - Not friendly or Sociable. Aloof. 

Zealous - A fanatic.

[melodypxnd-deactivated20141119]

It’s not bad, please don’t be nervous.

[Though she could hardly be called the picture of confidence herself. River takes a deep breath, following him down the halls and to his quarters. When they get there, she takes her time to look around — it’s the first time she’s seen them - and she’s a little bit impressed….Okay, she’s really  impressed, but certainly isn’t going to admit to that.]

I ah— [It’s not like her to stutter. She’s sure he’s learned that already.] —We’ve been spending a lot of time together as of late and— I’ve enjoyed it.  [She starts with an honest statement.] I’ve found myself— [And she shouldn’t ] becoming more and more attached.

[evasivehonesty]

[Of course she would notice his nerves. He conjures an awkward smile for her benefit, trying--quite genuinely--to tone down his unease. It isn't as simple as he would like for it to be, however. Not when she doesn't look like the epitome of sunshine herself. He doesn't think too much about how his finer items and lavish chambers could impress her; usually he would preen and search for reactions such as that. Usually. But not now, when she had something serious to discuss.]

—We have. [He agrees midway through her words, not selfless enough to resist the need to hear his own voice, as if his own noise were a comfort to him amongst the tension that suddenly seemed palpable. Of all the words he expects her to speak, however, attachment hadn't been one of them.]

Of course—that is... [Loki clears his throat then. So quick his silver tongue was to abandon him when he had need of it.] The feeling is mutual, River—of course. [Repetition. Was he sweating? Surely not.]

[evasivehonesty]

8, 10

8: If you knew your muse in RL would you be friends or enemies?

Honestly? He and I have very clashing moral standpoints. There are… things in common, of course. But these things aren’t the whole of a person, and I like to firmly believe it’s not our issues that define us, but how we choose to respond to them. I also believe that how we view and treat others is a greater reflection of who we are inside than how we view and treat ourselves.

And Loki… doesn’t treat other people well.

We’d get into too many arguments. That’s if he’d even deign to speak to me, hah! More than likely I’d be a casualty on his warpath. Not even a thought. So technically? No. We wouldn’t get along at all.

10: Have you picked up any of your muses habits?

I slip into a very dry, sarcastic tone when I’m arguing with people. And I tend to use bigger words. It wouldn’t be, “You piss me off!”, it would be, “You infuriate me!”

It’s kind of pretentious so I’m trying to tone it down. Loki isn’t someone who’s habits I want to pick up, if you know what I mean… LOL.

[stillarobyn]

Remember that 3-sentence fic meme? Shoot me a pairing and a prompt and I'll write one!

I’ve tapped into some creative energy tonight!

[security-chief-harkness]

Munday Ooc Questions

[evasivehonesty]

1: Why did you start role playing? 2: What made you choose your muse? 3: Is there anything challenging about writing your muse? 4: Is there anything enjoyable about writing your muse? 5: What has been your favourite thread? 6: Do you have any roleplaying pet peeves? 7: What is your preferred roleplaying style and why? (semi para/para/mirror etc) 8: If you knew your muse in RL would you be friends or enemies? 9: Is there a certain writing style or colloquialisms you have to use for you muse that changes from your own? 10: Have you picked up any of your muses habits 11: [Canon] Is your character major/minor and did this have any influence in your decision to play them? 12: [Canon] Do you feel you stick to canon characteristics of your muse? 13: [Canon] Did you make any changes to your muses timeline/background? 14: [Canon] Was there anything that made this muse difficult to work with ,i.e canon death/canon location? 15: [Canon] Do you play/interact with the canon character differently now that you roleplay them? 16: [OC] What gave you the inspiration for your muse? 17: [OC] What made you choose their faceclaim/appearance? 18: [OC] Was their background decided from the start or developed over time? 19: [OC] Does your character have any canon routes or is their background self created? 20: [OC] How did you choose their name?