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8teen, super awesome and cool (lie), and loves movies!!! and consuming media!! ( i will eat all of the cds and books and pamphlets and etc....)

[evenwilderatheart]

i'm not really active on this account anymore... sorry!

[evenwilderatheart]

i've been told a lot that i'll love college, that i'll find my group of people there. but i haven't gotten accepted into the one college i would want to go to (yet... i did early action... but the school/branch of study i want to go into is the smallest of the bunch...) so i'm just going to take another semester of community college classes. community college is basically a worse version of highschool. i wish i could be famous, or maybe meet someone famous. i did "meet" jimmy carter when i was a kid. and, uhm... the dad of the family my mom babysat for in highschool was an actor on a sort of popular sitcom. his daughter (or niece...?) is a nepo baby and that's how she got onto "love on the spectrum".

i wish i could have the opportunity to interview some people. i really liked interviewing my teacher. i tried interviewing some of my classmates, but when i listened back to the recordings they were a bit dull. i like thinking about questions i would ask people (whether people i could actually talk to, or people i would never meet). i do this thing where i'll say to someone "i have # question(s) and # statement(s) i'd like to say", or something along those lines.

multiple people have said that they though i would major in some sort of art field. i would like to, maybe, but my family is not rich enough to do that sort of thing.

that's all for now

[evenwilderatheart]

i am going to suck this broad bone dry and then crush him into dust which i will snort pure.

[evenwilderatheart]

sorry was in a trance writing this

[evenwilderatheart]

i am going to suck this broad bone dry and then crush him into dust which i will snort pure.

[evenwilderatheart]

GGGGGGGAAAHAHHGGGHHHHGG AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

p ylhssf kv mlls sprl h 47 flhy vsk thu ayhwwlk pu h allu npys'z ivkf. p tlhu... pa zvbukz zpssf? ypnoa? iba. pkr. p mlls clyf bujvtmvyahisl dpao dov p ht. huk tvza vm aol aptl p ayf av jvuclyzl dpao tlu aoha hnl aolf'yl jyllwf. kvu'a lclu nla tl zahyalk vu tf vsk mypluk'z zalwkhk. bnno. iba aolyl hyl zvtl nlubpulsf jvvs wlvwsl! ha slhza! zv fhf. bot. iba flho p ohcl ulcly mlsa ypnoa dpao tfzlsm. tf whyluaz dlyl lewljapun h ivf buaps aol tvtlua p wvwwlk vba. uvivkf dpss lcly zll tf hz h nbf zv p dpss qbza rllw vu aybjrpun pu tf jbyylua zahal! flho. vrhf aoha'z hss. svcl fh.

[evenwilderatheart]

don't let yrself fall into disinterest with life!! keep... uhm.. shit keep the flame going

come on man

come on! please ! you can't let it die!

oh fuckk.

come on fan it a little

shit!

we're screwed... try making something. come on

spark it again

light me up

come on!!!!

[evenwilderatheart]

ohgggghhhh yeah brah! we r mixing it upppp

what it's the mix up!

hmmm yea so have gotten 0 sleep

gonna have to clean like crazy tomorrow

polling now... what movie should i watch tomorrow:

vampire's kiss

american psycho

i saw the tv glow

unbearable weight of massive talent

another option

woooohoooooo!!! yeaaahhh baby!!! ooo! hotter than the sun! yyyeeeeouch!!! you hurt me with your amazing skills!!! owwwweee!

[evenwilderatheart]

i'm gonna ace this test

[evenwilderatheart]

it felt very good. i knew it all 🙌🙌 yayyyy

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— william wordsworth (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[evenwilderatheart]

i ❤️ wordsworth

[evenwilderatheart]

i'm gonna ace this test

[evenwilderatheart]

21 minute mark of bad lieutenant port of call new orleans save me

52 minute mark of s2e4 of succession save me

save! me!

help !

[evenwilderatheart]

what if i got nasty funky like halitosis with it

what if i got doris the FUNKasaurus with it

[evenwilderatheart]

YYYYEEEEOOUUUCH!

caught between two worlds (like tha movie?!? no, his golden cock is not here, no siree) and i realize a lot of my feelings could be due to a certain issue. but i don't want to adress that because... well nobody would believe it and it would never feel real anyways.

[evenwilderatheart]

moot i see you

moot i see you and that is an actual question

like.. is this too freaky

hm... yep yep yep

that freaky little bug is LICKING my SCREEN

[evenwilderatheart]

how freaky is too freaky

look at this vampire

is that too freaky.. creepy?

j.k. i'm thinking about spookier... freakier things than that

[evenwilderatheart]

WHERE ARE ALL THE IRISH PEOPLE?

sorry dont know why i had to start with that but my brain told me i would start imploding

the air conditioning next door just kicked on, such beautiful humming it has

i do not function like a human should in that scenario: is it my fault? or the other's? or nobody's.... sometimes things just appear so!

anywho... anyways... i love you all... one or many qualities in each of you... if i know you, its many... but to those strangers it is at least one...

man told me to become catholic because i knew a lot about st catherine of alexandria

like broooo everyone searches up what feast day a birthday falls onto...

sorry that sounded mean

but,,, yeah! so ive never had a partner (not in the romantic OR cowboy [howdy pardner 🌾]way...) . so i am not sure if ive never been attracted to someone, or if i just cannot label attraction properly. i feel like i say that all the time #sorry repeat offender... raising arizona!

"you are a ropeat ooohffender"

i would crawl into your brain to find out the answers to all of my curiosities, its very nice in there. interesting, as all people are! god even if someone is seemingly "boring" i can peel them all back and find beautiful things... this is about *again people i know! i can't do this for famous people.

i love you guys #yes!

HEY!! yea so!! yay :) :) i like to be positive as much as i can because it's so stressful being upset. sounds like ive been lobotomized... i mean i still feel the same, but my output is different!

this is how im feeling

#mood

#love

#bf

[evenwilderatheart]

i'm literally him (i'm not, maybe just a little bit in some qualities, but not the whole i am not super similar. unless y'all want to have a full discussion with me on about theories on his character... god i love reading into things...)