sweet disposition.

i don't know where i'm going. but i sure know where i've been. hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday. and i've made up my mind, i ain't wasting no more time. here i go again. dallas / twenty / gmt+1.

[everlonqs]

i’ve officially moved blogs .

this account was 100% stressing me out, but then again i want to preserve all the goddamn years i have used it, so i’ve created a new one. i do want a fresh start  &  that’s why i made a new one. i’ve followed most of my friends but if you haven’t received some random ass new follow, um, lmk and i’ll give you my account name  ?

[everlonqs]

i’ve officially moved blogs .

this account was 100% stressing me out, but then again i want to preserve all the goddamn years i have used it, so i’ve created a new one. i do want a fresh start  &  that’s why i made a new one. i’ve followed most of my friends but if you haven’t received some random ass new follow, um, lmk and i’ll give you my account name  ?

[everlonqs]

i’ve officially moved blogs .

this account was 100% stressing me out, but then again i want to preserve all the goddamn years i have used it, so i’ve created a new one. i do want a fresh start  &  that’s why i made a new one. i’ve followed most of my friends but if you haven’t received some random ass new follow, um, lmk and i’ll give you my account name  ?

[tylerposey]

[everlonqs]

𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 :  gcldcnhour‌ .

@everlonqs || based

anders wasn’t really one to hook up with fans, he thought it was weird for two people to use each other in such ways, but he couldn’t deny the electricity he’d felt with luca when they’d met. it was so palpable he’d ask the other to stay around, the one thing had led to another. and if anders was honest, it was one of the best encounters he’d ever had. he couldn’t shake luca from his mind, and had actually invited him over to his house the next day - not just for sex, but anders felt something with him, and wanted to see him again. “hey! glad you could come by.” he smiled as he answered the door to let luca in, taking a moment to check him out again. “uh, i can’t stop thinking about the other day. and i’m glad you agreed to see me again.”

          the feeling of hesitation was one that luca was particularly foreign to. he always praised himself for being decisive, for making strong and quick decisions in any scenario, for always knowing what he wanted. and he did now, too. or at least he thought so until his path crossed with anders. luca thought he found someone that spiked his interest, who he stayed around with for longer than a one time thing. just   —   anders made his heart beat out of his chest, in ways that he had never experienced before. although the experience was somewhat frightening, it was equally addictive. he could still feel the jolts of electricity running down his spine at the thought of their time together, could imagine the other’s lips ghosting over his. he knew it might have been wrong to pursue that further, being in the most committed relationship he has been in since he started dating, but he simply couldn’t ignore the pull he felt towards him. he guessed that is why he found himself on the front step of the address anders had sent him. he’s driven to think he’s made a good decision as soon as he catches sight of him.   “ you’re lucky i had some free time, ”   he teased immediately, an eyebrow cocked as he looked at the other. luca had to bite his lower lip harshly to stifle a smile.   “ oh, really ?  tell me more. ”   a breathy chuckle followed his words. he took a step closer, limiting the distance between the two of them to the bare minimum. what was left unspoken is that he felt entirely the same way.  @gcldcnhour​ .

[everlonqs]

𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 :   pouringdays‌ .

open starter to: anyone. muse: matthias eldredge, 22, born in nashville, tennessee. son of famous country star, hates it. works on the family farm and drives a beaten up red silverado. plot: i moved away out of the blue and surprise now i’m back.

MATT: how i feel about being back in this ghost town. MATT: i knew coming back was a mistake but you even convinced what’s her name - that old lady from the corner shop - to hate my guts? MATT:  that’s a low blow man.

JUDE :   eh, that wasn’t me. JUDE :   i think she said that had something to do with the radio stations not shutting up with that mediocre new release of your dad’s. it’s playing everywhere all goddamn day. JUDE :   if you ask me that might as well be causing her to lose customers.

[thewritershandbook]

[herssian]

Mught be an old ask I came across but having most of your OCs be bisexual is incredibly unrealistic

yeah it’s an old ask sorry!! they’re all bi now

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

“okay?“ jesus christ, men were truly more difficult than women were. usually anyway. but normally, most of them would just speak whatever’s on their minds. oliver smiled when alvaro readjusted his grip on their hands and he swallowed, mindlessly gazing at the other when he got closer. he was pretty sure alvaro could almost hear his heart beat in his chest, he was that nervous. “i mean, i could do that-“ oliver spoke. even now, knowing that alvaro was into this too, didn’t take any of his nerves away. it just ended up making him even more nervous. a chuckle escaped his lips before pulling one hand away and let it rest against alvaro’s jaw before leaning in closer and pressing their lips together, eyes falling shut. 

          alvaro’s smile only widened when oliver almost questioningly repeated the one word response he had given. much to oliver’s dismay probably, alvaro enjoyed the effect it had. and so, the somewhat nervous agreement to his proposition was enough for alvaro’s hues to flicker towards his lips.   “ you definitely could, ”   he murmured in encouragement, words barely louder than a whisper. the hand landing on his law was enough to quiet the spaniard, though, already letting him close his eyes before his own lips brushed against oliver’s. and, just   —   it just took a second for alvaro to be done for. his heart began to race, an odd ordeal for him. his kisses were rarely affecting him as much as this one particularly did. alvaro did not manage for too long to stifle the urges to have more of oliver. their gentle kiss deepened, turning slightly more messy with alvaro’s fingertips grasping onto the fabric of oliver’s shirt to pull him closer.

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

“i mean, you are my favorite- also the only spaniard i know, so i don’t necessarily know what i’m talking about.. but i mean, this-“ he said with a sigh, sounding a little more serious this time around. oliver hesitated for a moment, but then at least reached for alvaro’s hand, taking it between his both hands to toy with his fingers. “do you wanna know something completely wild?” he asked the other, eyes just focused on the both of their hands. “you’re the first-“ he said with a nod, looking up at him then. “i mean, guy. the firs guy, that i’ve like-” he shook his head. “ever since you showed up at work with mars- all i’ve done is think about you and when i was going to see you next. so. there’s that.“

          he listened, closely and carefully, to the rambles that fall from oliver’s lips without any further thought. perhaps he was able to decipher them, get a clear hint of oliver really knowing what he’s after. and he did. much to alvaro’s surprise. still, jolts of electricity shot through his hand as oliver took it in his own. it only took once glance at their fingers laced together to bring a faint smile to the brunet’s features.   “ okay. ”   it was the only response he gave to oliver’s confession. there were simply no other words to express the pure satisfaction he felt at hearing what he’d been wanting to. what he did do, was allowing his own fingers to intertwine properly with oliver’s.   “ i have one question though. ”   he stated those words as a matter of fact. he leaned slightly closer though, eyes meeting oliver’s. he remained silent for a moment too long, letting out a sigh he didn’t know he was holding.   “ does this mean you are finally going to kiss me ?  because i don’t know if i can be any more clear with you than this. ”

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

“sorry, i don’t do this usually-“ he said with a small shake of his head. alvaro saw right through him. he was nervous in that moment, but more so because he didn’t know what this entire situation meant. oliver looked back at alvaro, humming slowly with a dumb chuckle. the male shrugged, pulling one of his legs under his butt to get a little more comfortable on the couch. “tall, dark and handsome? you about sound like every possible disney princess in the universe.“ a chuckle fell from his lips then. “but requirements, i don’t know.. i don’t know.“

          “ do what usually   —   just having some casual coffee with your favourite spaniard ?  just assuming that i am, of course.  ”   he really was the worst, he really could not resist pushing the situation in the hopes that oliver would break. perhaps it was selfish, but he was running out of patience, but did not want to take matters into his own hands fully. not when he was still treading dangerous waters.   “ those disney princesses just know what they’re talking about, ”   he then defended himself, shooting oliver a feigned glare.   “ i’ll try to be more specific, then. let’s see. i like a man who is great with animals. who tells some terrible jokes, sometimes. very sweet. has a sweet tooth for donuts. ”

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

“my taste in me- oh, i- i don’t know about all that.“ he spoke, chuckling as his eyes wandered off to the carpet, nodding his head with a sigh. “but yeah, it adds character. i like it.“ a breath left oliver’s lips and he gazed over at alvaro again, humming as he went to place his coffee mug down and he leaned back into the couch, sighing. “so besides him-” oliver nodded towards the somewhat beat up poster. “what is your taste in men like? or, people in general?“

          “ don’t get all nervous on me now, ”   alvaro immediately teased him, finding that the soft chuckles that fall from oliver’s lips are far too addicting to ignore. he allowed his gaze to rest on oliver, and met his gaze immediately as the other looked at him again.   “ oh, god. my taste in men ?  ”   he repeated the question to buy himself some time, humming out loud as he considered his response.   “ tall, dark and extremely handsome. know anyone who meets the requirements ?  ”

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

“thanks.“ oliver reached for the mug of coffee with a smile, wrapping his hands around the ceramic and he smiled at the warmth radiating through onto his palms. “no, it’s nice though. i feel like a little bit of clutter makes it cozy.“ he spoke, looking around at the walls. “you had a poster of a shirtless chad michael murray on your wall when you were fifteen?” he said with a chuckle, looking over at alvaro with a chuckle, nipping from the steaming hot coffee and he let his gaze wander off to mars who had taken a couple of steps outside the carrier and sniffed her way around the carpet. his eyes locked with alvaro’s again, shrugging with a half, lopsided grin. “i mean, he’s not bad lookin’ so i kinda get it.“

          his mug rested by his lips as oliver made the relevant observation that there indeed was a chad michael murray poster on his wall, and the sip that he took at that moment turned into a gulp that burnt the roof of his mouth. the element of surprise kicked in.   “ i wish, it’s the only exception   —   that may or may not have been on my sister’s wall originally, but i think i appreciated it more than she did, ”   he murmurs, as his features are graced with a wide grin and a breathy laugh,   “ so i figured out it’s mine now. gives this place a bit of character, don’t you think ?  ”   he averts his gaze to let it rest by his feet for a mere second, though he does not attempt to hide or stifle his smile.   “ oh, yeah ?  i commend your taste in men, oliver. ”

[everlonqs]

hi everyone .  it’s been a while since i have posted and i just wanted to give a quick update. i’ll still be online on this account sporadically, and i hope to continue some threads but i’ll be very selective. i’ll probably limit this to rp partners i’ve been rping with for a long time, because my muse for indie rp is acting up a bit. replies will be slow and pop up without warning, probably.

i’ve been far more active on discord recently, both ooc and ic. if you’d like to talk more, that’s the place you can add me. as your resident headcanon heaux, i’ll gladly headcanon all day every day there. or just talk about your day, too. the same goes for if you’d like to rp, especially with new(er) threads, i’d be down to continue things over there or start something new. if you’d like to add me, just feel free to shoot me a message or reply to this post and i’ll give you my info  :]

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

oliver opened his mouth to say something and then closed it again, curling up a slight grin. ”stud? i mean, t-thanks.” he raised his brows, placing the carrier on the floor and he knelt down to open the little door and then got back up to let mars explore by herself. oliver blew out some air and wiped his sweaty hands off on his jeans, nodding then. “coffee sounds good, though. i need some. ‘t was a long day.” as alvaro slipped away to make the coffee, oliver took some time to one, catch his breath, and two, look around the apartment a little. his hands slipped into the pockets of his jeans, walking over to the window. “the view of the city you got here is actually insane, holy shit.” he said with a smile, looking over his shoulder for a second. be cool, oli. for once, be cool. “i like your place. ‘t feels home-y. i don’t know. cozy.” he nodded, then slowly going to sit down at the couch and watching how mars took her first brave steps onto the carpet, sniffing at every possible thing she could.

          alvaro catches a mere glimpse of the grin that is plastered on oliver’s features after his compliment. the spaniard dug his teeth into his lower lip to hide his own.   “ you’re very welcome. ”   at the other’s agreement to a cup of coffee, he wandered towards his kitchen counter where he began rustling through the cabinets for two mugs and the ground coffee.   “ it is, right ?  you should see the view at night, it’s even more breathtaking. ”    once he poured each of them a coffee, he stepped back into the living area where he’s greeted by oliver taking a seat on the couch. he extended one of the steaming cups towards him, before taking his own seat.   “ oh, thanks   —   i guess it’s a bit of a clutter sometimes, but i tried to make it feel like home. countless of these posters were up in my bedroom when i was fifteen, you know. but m’glad you like it. ”   he lifted the mug to his lips, taking a careful sigh of his coffee. even despite his joy at the red ball of fur finally coming home, it was impossible to focus his gaze on her. he took a peek at the figure by his side, catching a glimpse of oliver every few moments. he could not care less about the possiblity of the other catching his glimpses.

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

“yeah well, maybe not. maybe it doesn’t work like that. but you’re pretty fuckin’ incredible and i’m pretty sure it’ll happen at some point. maybe in a while. like, fuck that whole rushing thing. what does she want of you anyway? she want you to start makin’ babies already because that’s fucked up.“ sami sighed, pushing himself off his seat and started to turn off every possible light in the place and he reached a bottle out to kit. “here. pity alcohol.“ he teased, then snatching the keys off the counter. “well, at least you can come and crash tonight. let’s go. i got chinese leftovers in the fridge and a couple of murder documentaries recorded on my tv. let me distract you for a bit.“

          “ thanks for the pep talk, ”   was his sole response to the words sami spoke, ones that were a lot more impactful that his words led on to be. he never mastered the art of wearing his heart on his sleeve.   “ if only we knew what she wanted of me, right. let’s hope it isn’t a baby, or i might have to flee the country. ”   perhaps he was overreacting, overstating, jumping to to conclusions that were not yet necessary   —   he simply could not help but wonder what would come next. after he found someone he could see himself love, what was next. kit was disturbed from his train of thought by the bottle placed in front of him, and questioningly he peeked at the other. he smiled, then.   “ fine, you’ve convinced me. that does sound a whole lot better than going home tonight. ”   and so he closed his hand around the neck of the bottle, taking it with him as he followed sami upstairs to his place.

[everlonqs]

>   with rcdwinedrip‌ .

he was pretty glad alvaro hadn’t heard his stupid joke, or was at least pretending he didn’t hear it. it was a relief. his heart jumped the moment he saw alvaro and this time he knew for certain. he liked him. or was attracted to him. or a little bit of both. he hadn’t decided on that part yet. oliver slowly made his way inside and he smiled while shrugging off his jacket and looked around the place. “yeah? you’ve been busy, i see.” his eyes fell on the stack of papers on his desk. “so do you ever fuck your students or is that a myth?” he raised his brows and went to kneel down in front of the carrier and he opened the little door. “just give her time and space. don’t drag her all over the place, just let her come to you. it’ll take time but she will. but in the meantime you can also bribe her with treats. that helps.” he spoke, pulling a little bag of fish-shaped kitty snacks from the bag he brought. he then pulled a paper bag out and he smiled. “and this is no bribing, but i brought you some donuts from my favorite store. they’re the best.”

          he followed in oliver’s tracks, step by step allowing him to take in his surroundings and settle in. alvaro simply watched, his arms folding across his chest as he was unable to pull his eyes away from the brunet.   “ it unfortunately comes with the job, ”   he stated, pursing his lips into a faint smile that he followed up with a shrug. he cocked a brow at the question that followed, and could not stifle his laughter for long.   “ isn’t that a bit of a private question, oliver ?  ”   his signature grin tugged at the corners of his lips as he teased the other.   “ but, if you’re that curious about my sex life   —   that’s never happened. and considering i would like to have a job, i don’t think it ever will. work and fun has to be kept entirely separate. ”   he then watched, as oliver opened the door to the small carrier and saw a speck of mars’ paw peeking out, almost tentatively. he wished he could lower himself to his knees and give her a cuddle, but he resisted the temptation.   “ fine. i’ll be patient, ”   he gave in, although not willingly and with a sigh slipping past his lips. and he would have moped, if it were not for the quick distraction that oliver offered.   “ are you really sure this isn’t a bribe ?  because, i mean, i don’t get total studs bringing me kittens and donuts just every day. ”   he feigned his suspicion, by raising one of his brows. he could not keep up the act for long and found himself sporting a bright smile on his features.   “ how about i give mars some space, and in the meantime get us some coffee to go with those donuts ?  ”