growing up in the public eye, without having any partners and not being hypermasculine, i imagine a lot of people would speculate about golden's identity. from homophobic people to fans themselves, everyone seems to notice something queer about golden. he struggles A LOT with that. he's 16, he's trying to figure himself out, so having so many different voices claiming so surely that he is one thing or another, psychoanalyzing his every movement and clothing choice, would be a fucking nightmare. he doesn't want people doing this, he doesn't even know who he is, so why would STRANGERS know. but he can't honestly say he's sure he's straight, which makes people speculate more. and with the family he has, he REALLY doesn't want his grandpa hearing about this, as he doesn't know how he would react if true.
but yeah i did laugh while making the stupid little comments
everytime joy is around golden, she gets terrible intrusive thoughts triggered by her repressed envy and resentment, and all the bullshit her family put on her head. it's very scary and disheartening for her. she loves golden and wouldn't want anything bad happening to him. she tries her best to hide them and fight them under her smile, and to pretend everything is fine, because she really hates having these thoughts and belittles herself for it. she's supposed to be the joyous perfect girl— these thoughts simply won't do. but of course, repressing it only makes it worse
Fhs Week Day 5: Night Terrors - Magical Girl - Regret/Guilt
«Our symbol of hope»
My redesign of Ann's and Enny's fusion! In my au, fusions tend to look more like the shadow or host depending on who's the more active/has more control of the body, so Anny looks a lot more like Ann than Enny cause Enny doesn't appear until, like, half way into the story lmao
Also, the weapons a fusion can "invoke" are based on what hobby/passion the host knows more about and not so much as music itself, tho music is necessary to fight wild shadows, so Anny's scissors can turn into a bass when needed, since it's the instrument she knows how to play the most- even if she's not a pro yet. She also has a lot of sewing elements hidden in her design, like smaller scissors, spool of threads, a measuring tape(? in her wrist a button in her necklace
Anyways, I loved doing this, but I'm not free yet since I'm still a day behind and I wanna give today date's drawing more detail 😔 this consistency shit is killing me lmao
«The Nightmares are officialy invited to Toddy's Halloween party!»
They're all sapphic btw. Oxy is a beautiful trans butch and Onnie is. Onnie lmao, I haven't really thought of an specific gender for them but yeah. Just a bunch of sapphics in a polyamorous relationship having fun and dressing up <3 I don't know if it's noticeable but Toddy is an angel, Oxy Is a vampire and Onnie is a werewolf.
post breakup goldami. golden learns of everything cami has done and they break up. he does not forgive her, and now they act like strangers. a timeskip has happened, they are still not in speaking terms. everytime they cross paths in school, cami feels so guilty for what happened that she wishes she had never joined owynn, because it cost her their relationship. she really misses and longes for golden. golden tries his best to pretend cami doesn't exist.
this would be a scene of them crossing paths. cami stares at golden guiltily and longingly, golden pretends he didn't see her and tries to focus on his friends' chat. the silhouettes of the animatronics can be seen.
they don't have their earrings anymore, beacuse they've broken up 💔 but rest assured they both keep their respective earring secure in a special little box.
«The Nightmares are officialy invited to Toddy's Halloween party!»
They're all sapphic btw. Oxy is a beautiful trans butch and Onnie is. Onnie lmao, I haven't really thought of an specific gender for them but yeah. Just a bunch of sapphics in a polyamorous relationship having fun and dressing up <3 I don't know if it's noticeable but Toddy is an angel, Oxy Is a vampire and Onnie is a werewolf.
Homestuck! God teirs! me trying to explain this hyper-flexible system below, feel free to not read it! it can be confusing
first of all im matching with pia so go check out her drawing too
secondly.
To understand this you have to know that in homestuck the charactera play this game called Sburb, that ends the world and their goal is to make a new universe. Within this game, they can reach “God Teir” which is a special next level form where they gain powers and become mostly immortal.
Homestuck is also very aware that its a story, so a lot of things tie to narrative structure, characters roles and arcs within a story. This is also why they are *mostly* immortal, if a character dies in a “heroic” or “just” way, that brings aome form of narrative satisfaction to amth, they can die permanently
Anyways every god tier has a classpect (class and aspect) which describes the character and their arc/purpose in some way, and the the system to get these titles is really flexible. Basically if you can use the words given to you and justify it, any bending is pretty valid especially since unti YESTERDAY half the systems wat of working was up to speculation.
Andrews timing is made to piss me off specifically. I will be revisiting their GTS under the new canon information,, fml lol
anyway. chop chop getting to the poiny
Their god tier classpects
Golden - page of heart
A page is defines by their initial lack of their own aspect and grand potential of they ever self actualize. Pages verb is to serve and they are passive so they do it for others
Heart is associated with love and romance of course but is also associated with ones self, soul, their passions, and persona
A page of heart would start of with a lack of their aspect. A lack of heart (passion, soul, persona, love, romance,) and serve it or serve though it for others others.
Goldens as a character serves a persona to their family and the public with the Golden Boy, and they serve their passion to the Animatronicos, seeing as they are novices to being a band and to music in general (save for Bonnie) with a romantic drive behind their interest with them. Having run into Chica before hand, and seeking to see her again.
They start the story with a lack of self, inna way, finding themself and what they want from their life through the Animatronicos
Bonnie - theif of blood
Blood is associated with bonds, relationships, commitment, society, and attachment.
a theifs verb is stealing and they are active so they do it for themselves
a theif of blood would steal blood or steal theough blood (bonds, relationships, commitment, society, attachment) for themself
Friendship and bonds are and important theme in fnafhs, and theyre important for every character, but i feel like its is especially important to and for Bonnie. His characyer development revolves around his friends and how their friendship gave him the strength and motivation to defend and care about himself!
During camp, we also see that the animatronicos may have made him a better friend aswell. We see theough a dialogue with Bon, where he relates himself woth Bon, saying they are similar, and that he doesnt ahve to understand him but to love and accept him just as he is, with all his weirdness.
Bonnie says thats people perceive hims as weird, that he doesnt fit in, hes ok with this of course but the fact that its mentioned and is a characteristic of his, how weird and odd he is, also relates to blood, since society is tied to blood.
Anyway Bonnie is a theif of blood to me because he takes the animatonicos friendship and finds the motivation to care for himself, he relates himself to others especially if they are socially odd.
what else he also compares himself to Bon with his guitar abilities, thats also a bond that shapes and humbles him (since he saw himself as the best before the guitar duel)
I think his character represents “the power of friendship” and how your bonds can change you the most
Freddy - witch of void
Void is associated with nothingness, irrelevance, misfortune, lack secrets, obscurity, and mystery
A witchs verb is manipulation, and they are an active class so they manipulate their aspect or manipulate through their aspect for themself.
Much like the page class, witches have a potential arc for self realization attached.
Where a page lacks their aspect and can unlock great power and understanding of their aspect once they self realize, a witch has a “familiar” figure in which they are given great power by, but are also are controlled/ limited by.
I think freddy familiar would be void itself, not only would it make sense for a void player to literally lack a typical physical familiar, but freddy struggles with what void represents quite a bit.
He has great power in nothiness, he sucessfully hides himself, his desires, he keeps a huge secret (Fred), refuses to take the spotlight and plays secondary roles such as second guitar, or outright refusing to sing which is his main despite. making him less relevant in comparison. he is not happy like this, as much as he may say it is better this way, he is not happy going unnoticed.
The void is limiting him hard, and it is mostly due to his own choice of inaction but that can and will change. Becauae his verb is manipulation, aka changing the void.
He can change what he limits, by revealing said secrets, expressing his true desires, exc exc, he can manipulate the void to be of his own service instead of oppressing him.
also the void is not entirely negative for him, he likes strange things, he likes ghosts (and i headcanon he lokes other cryptids aswell) which are DEFINED buy their mystery, being stories of ambiguous truth or falseness. He is naturally quieter, that isn’t a fake personality it is how he is him
Fred - heir of light
Light is associated with information, fortune, importance, motivation, illumination, and relevance! also electricity cause⚡️
Heirs verb is manipulation, and they are passive so they do it for others. And ans their title says, they are heirs to their aspect, their inherit it!
Now i couldn't nail down whether Fred should be active or passive, since he does so much for his own gain, but as a character he reveals a lot of information to others aka us the viewers but the heir is on the lower scale of the active passive intensity, so his one is particularly flexible!
anyway an heir of light. they manipulate light or through light for others.
Fred as a character in a narrative, is a tool that exposes and sheds light on other things, namely freddy and his true self. His character added a whole magic system to the world begging the narrative to question and define his existence, he adds context, information, and things to dig into from a storytelling standpoint. he is a knowledgeable character who informs us.
Outside of his role in the narrative, he wants to be known. He wants to be known and acknowledged as real! He also steals the spotlight and steals the show a lot forcing himself and changing the story into one where he has relevance and importance. Hes quite lucky, never having to directly deal with many of the repercussions of his actions, getting on stage for the first time in los muelles and being dubbed the king. So as an heir of light he could manipulate and change knowlage, what is known, what is relevent, and motivations. He could manipulate someones motivation putting them down or building them up, which he does. desparately trying to change freddy and accidentally demoralizing Golden once lol. (it was a joke but whatever i take what i cna getttt
Chica - maid of hope
Hope is asociated with hope of course, dreams, want and desire, positive motions, imagination, belief, and possibility,
Maids are a passive class, but when i decided this, their active or passiveness was under debate and hussie hates e personally. But reguarless canonically it is the least passive of all the passive classes, so Chica would be flexible in her abilites to act either for herself or for others!
Maids, like pages and witches have an arc associated with their classpect. They are initially bound to servitude, so much so that it crushes their true sense of self, usually the opressor is tied to their aspect aswell. I not 100% sure of wht her opressive force sould be, but i do think hope itself and setting super high expectations for herself that she cannot realistically reach yet and consistently dissapointing herself due to having big dreams but no way to plan and measure getting there. Also that disappointment fueling her to 180 and think shes no good for any of her talents
hope is also asociated with black and white thinking/ beliefs
A maid of hope would make/create hope, for themself. Theyd be full of hope, drive, and motivation, theyd have a positive mental attitude about most everything, always hopeing that things will turn out favorably, that theyll suceed, that they can and will power through it and wont give up. With such an attidude for themself, they would indirectly motivate and make hope for those around them, becoming a beacon to look up to, in creating hope for themself they would become a source of hope for others! (literally becoming MADE of hope) its infectious.
also her line abt wanting to be a star to guide them all. hello, how much more hopecore could she get
AND FINALLY. FOx
Fox - prince of breath
I mooooostly took Pias word for this thats why hes at the end, this is in order of how confident i felt on my choices even tho now with the canon new information we have im gonna tear my hair out lol
A prince is a destroyer class, they destroy or destroy through their aspect, for themself
and breath is associated with freedom, detachment, motion, direction, and individuality. and within a narrative breath represents plot development
from a meta standpoint fox being a prince of breath, would make him destroyer of plot or destroying through plot, where he forces a new plot-point/conflict buy bringing back explicit to things (destroying detachment and therefore drawing attention to things)
He does this in the fight the animatronicos have, pointing out Goldens lack of attendance, blaming them of not caring for the band, and compares golden in contrast to himself who has "always been there"
From a plot view, the direction and motion the plot had (practicing together and beoing better as a band) has stopped, and due to this fight, gets destroyed.
This forces a "new" plot to take up the main focus, which is the animatronics and their friendship and the band falling apart
He dismisses Goldens individuality when golden says they have their life, their business to tend to, and Fox destroyed their individuality by bringing up how "you" have no time for "us" or the "group", kind of implying in this moment that los animatronicos are meant to be a group, a unit, and not really individuals who are coming together.
later he also destroys THROUGH the plot, by becoming a plot-point himself with his "rage crisis", introduction and conflict with his shadow, and by the end of if, due his conflict and needing to get out of his shadow world, Fred explodes and everyone gets their memory wiped and the all the progress went through is destroyed and set back to 0
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
this game is fucked and they cannot win it as is because they dont have a time or space player and those aspects are essential
if you read all this im sorry
uh. details. bonnie has hair ties the color of his friends (amiatronicos and bon), golden has an earring shaped like a lamp, and freddy and fred have matching yin and yang gold/silver earrings
Fhs week Day 2: Family/ Parents - Childhood - Videogames
«Before everything went wrong».
It haunts me everyday how young Fox and Meg must have been when the fire happened, but also how it changed them so much. They seemed to be really close when they were kids, and I don't know- as someone with younger siblings it makes me so sad how difficult it must have been for Aiden to not only loose his parents and house, but also his little sister bit by bit :(
So, yeah. I wanted to imagine them before that, being happy and enjoying the other's company. In my head, Meg used to follow Aiden everywhere, so in this they're going to play outside and are happy and good and enjoying life :) yei
