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[leonardospoetry]

What day is today beyond its invented name?

This poem was inspired by some hazy memories from when I was just a kid. I would wake up by the sound of people talking and stay in bed listening without having any idea of what was being said. Somehow I felt safe and there was also a tender curiosity in the air, which is kind of a hallmark of my childhood.

Anyway, it might be too specific but I tried to capture the whole mood with this poem. I hope you liked it!

[evermoresummer]

the biggest crisis i’m facing in my life right now is whether to add that one song to my very specific playlist or not

[lionfloss]

via

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hate mosquitoes with all the might in me

[remnantglow]

im sorry i just found out that all steel made post-ww2 has like subtly higher levels of radioactivity….. bc the nuclear bombs increased the background radiation in the air slightly all across the world and so atmospheric air used in the production of steel contaminates it….. and it’s completely negligible in everyday life and not at all dangerous (really, truly do not worry about it) but apparently it also means that whenever we need Special No Radiation Steel (like for scientific/medical equipment, ex. geiger counters or xray machines) we have to use scavenged steel made before ww2. and apparently shipwrecks are a great source of such steel. so a lot of such equipment is made from recycled shipwreck metal. what the fuck. what the fuck

edit: ok for the record this is less of a problem than it sounds!!! ever since nuclear testing was moved underground the levels of radiation in the atmosphere have been falling and are getting close to normal levels again, so usually we can use new steel for most radiation-sensitive equipment. we’re Not gonna run out of steel. google “low background steel” if u wanna read more abt it!

[evermoresummer]

crazy

[evermoresummer]

i love swinging my head in the air like yes i am a sweet child and there’s nothing you can do about it

[evermoresummer]

my 4 yr old cousin just flung open the bathroom door, peed on me and went away minding his own business

[whitepeopletwitter]

Same here

[evermoresummer]

lmao

[evermoresummer]

just watched Grave of Fireflies. It broke me.

[evermoresummer]

ONE REASON I WANT TO LIVE IN USA IS ALL MY FAV BANDS/SINGERS ONLY TOUR THERE :(((((

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i love you internet i dont know what i would do without you since i dont have a real life

[evermoresummer]

i just broke a tea cup, why can’t i do ONE thing properly. God please ghelp me god, really, please help me, i need you, i am spilling god, help me, let me have one good thing please

[evermoresummer]

I have a few good friends but then i have no one to whom i can tell what i am feeling without feeling embarrased or judged or known

[evermoresummer]

if anyone would tell me just one thing i am good at, i would feel a lot better. Why do i feel so stupid and non-existent????????? I feel so small:((((((( 

[evermoresummer]

i am a very small little creature who is scared of a lot of things: i am not good at daily chores, i am physically not strong, i have no control over my emotions, i just broke a teacup, i can’t get into college, my family loves me but does not like me, i feel like i don’t belong, i feel weak, i feel like i have no friends, no one validates me ever, everyone just tells me to become better, i have so many insecurities, i just broke a teacup

I am spilling, Lana Del Rey hug me please

[evermoresummer]

I just misread Taylor’s Death by a thousand cuts as - Death by a thousand cAts and i was like- this is very Taylor

[evermoresummer]

this gave me goosebumps, a beauty of a song