PUT ON THOSE GAS MASKS AND GRAB YOUR GOGGLES BECAUSE WE'VE GOT AN EXPERIMENT TO PERFORM !!!
Note that this alter does not have to identify with everything listed in this template, we just like to give as many options as possible for you to use.
‧₊⋆⊱ Faceclaims ⥅ [1 - 2 - 3] (1 being the favorite, 2 being closest hair-claim wise)
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‧₊⋆⊱ Likes ⥅ Nature and animal conservation, forest walks, oc creation and character design, art, painting (especially with oils), hair styling, quiet mornings, cool mornings, swimming, tree climbing, gardening
‧₊⋆⊱ Dislikes ⥅ Heatwaves and droughts, having her hair down in public (prefers it braided), having short hair (tickles the back of her neck and feels weird. fixed by having extra long hair), people who kill bugs needlessly, heavy makeup, military propaganda
‧₊⋆⊱ Front triggers ⥅ Source content, gardening, thunderstorms, being around friends and especially styling friends’ hair, reading
‧₊⋆⊱ Personality ⥅ (Using “ ‘Ovia ” for ease) ‘Ovia has a very gentlehearted soul. They enjoy taking life slowly, passing time with family and friends over anything else. Has so so much love to give and share with others. She enjoys taking care of people :]
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‧₊⋆⊱ Typing quirk ⥅ Tends to throw a lot of Na’vi words and phrases into common speech (this(link) is a very good place to start if you do not know Na’vi :D). Tends to type slowly.
Despite having a spinterest in the series I realize now I’m actually really bad at doing most of the Na’vi stuff because I know basically nothing about them. All of the Na’vi names come from the Na’vi Fantasy Name Generator, my goat. A basic method for pronouncing most of the vowel segments in these names is in the generator but past that your guess is as good as mine folks, good luck 😭 Also, I didn’t have the spoons for a typing example. It’s 7:30am and I haven’t slept help.
Also ALSO I rewatched Avatar for this and it was very fucking stressful. I hate it when movies get worse before they get better. I forgot how stressful this movie was. Jesus fuck.
hi, Evernight !! this is uhm. not really Achlys or the host/body of them. i wanted to come say hi and check in on you. me and Achlys are both very concerned…
Thank you so much! Right now I'm in the hospital and doctors&nurses take care about me
I'll come back around a week, when weakness will gone (I'm physically disabled)
1. Be nice with everyone (but only if they didn't harm you, because you can & would response), because they are your's siblings in some sense
2. Be respectful and interested in other's culture. Did you know, that big part self-teachbook in small language of Russia was made when there was USSR & communist?
3. Be interested in troubles of your closers and help if you can. Communism is when you can relate to each other
4. Teach yourself with science you interested. Communism is scientific theme and knowledge is a valuable part of it.
5. Read base about communism (Works of Lenin, Engels etc). It mustn't be your Bible, but it can help you understand and fully transite
I'm great, right now lern german as our new-old interested language (As a cis-autistic person i have special interests, but they always are linguistic, so si goes into interesting language). We have been learn German for 3 years but have a lot forgot
I appreciate your appearing and hope that it is start of a lot of deep and meaningful conversations ^^
That is great to hear. The languages of you all have always interested me, but I’m more inclined to learn about ones that aren’t too well known. I would prefer to learn Hawaiian, or even a dialect of Inuktitut.
It is nice to hear that you are relearning a language. I wonder how it must feel to remember everything as you go along.
Thank you. I appreciate hearing from you. Hopefully we end up getting to know each other better.
I have a lot of books, and one of them is "A Boy, who wants became a human" about inuits, their household and life
It was my beloved book when my body was a child, and I have learned a lot from this book so if you want we can talk more about it
I know also some small language (they're popular only in a forests of Syberia or something like that) and if you wish to learn or to discuss, my requests are always open for you /plat
For example moksha language (23K natives in 2020). This is a big language, but soft in spelling and very beautiful (I had learned it, transliteration example: Šumbrat! Mon lémoze Evernight ili Temen' (Темень). Kóda tefne? Mon' is cebjarsta. Ulcht šumbra!!!, translation: Hi! My name is Evernight or Darkness/Unsure. Hor are you? (How you do you do your things?). If about me—great. Bless you/Have a nice day)
This is like finnish, but with more š/n'/j
Next is vepsä (5.9K natives). Is also soft language (Example: Tervhen teile! Minä olen Evernight/Temen'. Kut sinä void? Minä olen terveh. Toivotan ozad!!/Trans: Hello! My name is Evernight/Temen. How do you feel yourself? I'm fine. Have a nice day!)
Last and third is enec language (only 43 natives...). This is central-syberian language, that is good described, but anyway slow dying. This is also gentle language as a moksha, but they are different in nation and story of being. (Exp: Dorova ngai! Mod' nim' " Evernight/Temen". Shizza" modyck ædybys! Lokichu! Tr: Heyo! My name is .... Hope you're good, have a nice day. Im really weak in this language, sorry...)
In fact, there is around 50 small languages, these 3 is only which I hard heard/lerned.
It was a little hard to me to describe them, but hope you're was interested & glad to hear about
Most if them in original is cyrillic (vepsä isn't)
If you have something you like in language, I would be glad to recommend more choices, because even if I don't learn this, I learned about ^^
(F/e >you liked how enec strings letter and I can to it recommend hanty language (ex: Vusha uļa! /Pycha uļa! Ma næmen Evernight. Shi lovat yam veraty :) Pa yama ulaty. Transl: Heyo! My name is... You are welcome to ask. I'm await/see you soon)
This two languages are near to each other in map, but have different genealogy
I know a lot of phrasebook for small and different languages so can give you examples even if I hadn't learn language itself.
For me, knowing is true power and data is new value, so I'm trying collect all, which is collectable XD And I'm really excited when somebody is interested and interacts to learn more!
So you're always welcome to ask questions and interact /pos
I'm great, right now lern german as our new-old interested language (As a cis-autistic person i have special interests, but they always are linguistic, so si goes into interesting language). We have been learn German for 3 years but have a lot forgot
I appreciate your appearing and hope that it is start of a lot of deep and meaningful conversations ^^
That is great to hear. The languages of you all have always interested me, but I’m more inclined to learn about ones that aren’t too well known. I would prefer to learn Hawaiian, or even a dialect of Inuktitut.
It is nice to hear that you are relearning a language. I wonder how it must feel to remember everything as you go along.
Thank you. I appreciate hearing from you. Hopefully we end up getting to know each other better.
I have a lot of books, and one of them is "A Boy, who wants became a human" about inuits, their household and life
It was my beloved book when my body was a child, and I have learned a lot from this book so if you want we can talk more about it
I know also some small language (they're popular only in a forests of Syberia or something like that) and if you wish to learn or to discuss, my requests are always open for you /plat
For example moksha language (23K natives in 2020). This is a big language, but soft in spelling and very beautiful (I had learned it, transliteration example: Šumbrat! Mon lémoze Evernight ili Temen' (Темень). Kóda tefne? Mon' is cebjarsta. Ulcht šumbra!!!, translation: Hi! My name is Evernight or Darkness/Unsure. Hor are you? (How you do you do your things?). If about me—great. Bless you/Have a nice day)
This is like finnish, but with more š/n'/j
Next is vepsä (5.9K natives). Is also soft language (Example: Tervhen teile! Minä olen Evernight/Temen'. Kut sinä void? Minä olen terveh. Toivotan ozad!!/Trans: Hello! My name is Evernight/Temen. How do you feel yourself? I'm fine. Have a nice day!)
Last and third is enec language (only 43 natives...). This is central-syberian language, that is good described, but anyway slow dying. This is also gentle language as a moksha, but they are different in nation and story of being. (Exp: Dorova ngai! Mod' nim' " Evernight/Temen". Shizza" modyck ædybys! Lokichu! Tr: Heyo! My name is .... Hope you're good, have a nice day. Im really weak in this language, sorry...)
In fact, there is around 50 small languages, these 3 is only which I hard heard/lerned.
It was a little hard to me to describe them, but hope you're was interested & glad to hear about
I'm great, right now lern german as our new-old interested language (As a cis-autistic person i have special interests, but they always are linguistic, so si goes into interesting language). We have been learn German for 3 years but have a lot forgot
I appreciate your appearing and hope that it is start of a lot of deep and meaningful conversations ^^
That is great to hear. The languages of you all have always interested me, but I’m more inclined to learn about ones that aren’t too well known. I would prefer to learn Hawaiian, or even a dialect of Inuktitut.
It is nice to hear that you are relearning a language. I wonder how it must feel to remember everything as you go along.
Thank you. I appreciate hearing from you. Hopefully we end up getting to know each other better.
I have a lot of books, and one of them is "A Boy, who wants became a human" about inuits, their household and life
It was my beloved book when my body was a child, and I have learned a lot from this book so if you want we can talk more about it
I know also some small language (they're popular only in a forests of Syberia or something like that) and if you wish to learn or to discuss, my requests are always open for you /plat
Achlys, you seem (and as I think are) so gentle creature, that I'm a little jealous to yours followers, because not all of gods about what i heard info is so kind and attentive!
Good night to you and yours path, hope that stars will be bright (Translate: With my sincere wishes for successful)
And hope you're okay
Thank you, Evernight ((is that your name, sweetpie?)). I appreciate your honesty, and you genuinely feel as kind as you’re making me seem to be. I’m glad I can appear kind and attentive. Thank you.
With my own sincere wishes for success on your end.
I am. Are you okay, sweetie?
((I have been planning to reach out to you since you started following me, but thank you for reaching out to me first.))
I'm great, right now lern german as our new-old interested language (As a cis-autistic person i have special interests, but they always are linguistic, so si goes into interesting language). We have been learn German for 3 years but have a lot forgot
I appreciate your appearing and hope that it is start of a lot of deep and meaningful conversations ^^
No matter your identities, interests, who you interact with, the disorders you have, boundaries, preferences, whatever. You're valid because you exist.
(the transdid doc is still a wip and will be made, I just wanted to get something out for everyone to use until then)
INDEX
1 — what is DID
2 — terminology
3 — how to form alters
4 — how to become polyconscious
5 — how to dissosicate
6 — how to create amnesia barriers
7 — tools that may help
8 — how to create a headspace
What is DID?
Dissociative Identity Disorder, also known as DID, is a dissossive disorder that is typically caused by constant trauma. In DID, there is more than one individual in the body along with amnesia barriers blocking alters from remembering what another alter did. However, there are multiple types of amnesia associated with DID.
DID is caused typically due to constant childhood trauma. At a young age, all children have separate self-states. Over time, they collide together which forms an individual's personality. However, in DID, the brain sets up amnesia barriers between self-states to allow an individual to function fine during childhood.
There are multiple types and forms of dissociative amnesia. Retrograde is where dissociative amnesia affects finding old memories. Anterograde amnesia is where dissociative amnesia prevents the formation or storage of new memories.
The five forms of dissociative amnesia are localized, selective, generalized, continuous, and systematized. Localized amnesia is memory loss that affects everything within a short and specific time frame. Selective amnesia is memory loss that affects an event or all events of a certain type within a certain time period.
Generalized amnesia is memory loss regarding everything in a long period of time (typically months or years). Continuous amnesia is the type of anterograde amnesia. Systematized amnesia is memory loss affecting everything under a certain topic or category. Localized, selective, and generalized amnesia are all typically associated with DID.
The amnesia types that DID presents are called grayout amnesia and blackout amnesia. Grayout amnesia is referred to as remembering some details, but not all and may feel like you're watching someone else control your body when looking back at the memories. This is typically also referred to as selective amnesia. Blackout amnesia presents in either generalized amnesia or localized amnesia. It is when an individual cannot remember anything within a certain timeframe.
Some symptoms of DID are the presence of more than one alter, amnesia, memory gaps, dissociation, derealization, depersonalization, identity confusion, behavior changes, and multiple internal voices.
The DSM-5 TR for DID is the following:
A. Disruption of identity characterized by two or more distinct personality states, which may be described in some cultures as an experience of possession. The disruption in identity involves marked discontinuity in sense of self and sense of agency, accompanied by related alterations in affect, behavior, consciousness, memory, perception, cognition, and/or sensory-motor functioning. These signs and symptoms may be observed by others or reported by the individual.
B. Recurrent gaps in the recall of everyday events, important personal information, and/or traumatic events that are inconsistent with ordinary forgetting.
C. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.
D. The disturbance is not a normal part of a broadly accepted cultural or religious practice. Note: In children, the symptoms are not better explained by imaginary playmates or other fantasy play.
Terminology
While many individuals create their own terms, these are the most common
Plural — anyone who is more than one in any way. This can be by having multiple separate identities, personalities, entities, etc in one body or otherwise.
System — a system is someone who identifies as plural and calls themselves a system as well.
Alter — a specific entity in a plural. Normally, alters have their own personality, name, pronouns, genders, and more. They also normally have autonomy and their own conscience. They are sometimes referred to as something else. This can also be having a different ‘state’ rather than consciousness or such.
Fragment — an alter who either doesn't have a full identity or doesn't have a full consciousness. This can also be both. It describes any alter not fully formed.
Sissasystem — the overall term for groups, subsystems, nestedsystems, sidesystems, etc.
Group — a group of alters who often hang out and/or are around each other.
Subsystem — a subsystem is either a system in a system, alters who have split from one and are considered a subsystem, or a group that's inheritently functions alike a system. There is more definitions which depend on the individual.
Sidesystem — a sidesystem is a system that is separate from another system.
Headcount — the collective amount of how many alters there are.
How to Form Alters
How Dissociative Identity Disorder creates alters is creating dissociative states which form conscious (or states) individuals to function normally due to trauma.
However, there are dissociative barriers between alters (such as a cisendogenic who is also cisdid may have formed due to other causes and trauma created the barriers) which is typically grey amnesia (not remembering it but being able to recall typically) and black amnesia (not remembering it at all)
When you're creating the alters, you have to remember what you're aiming for. In DID, you want to create dissociative barriers between you and the other alters. Furthermore, you might also aim for polyconsciousness and being multiple. However, that depends on the plural.
Traumagenic alters often have a reason why they're there. For example, to protect the plural, care for the plural, etc. They may have roles and it is recommended to try to form alters with roles if you are aiming for traumagenic alters.
Firstly, you need to create the alter. I recommend going in depth with their description. You can create an sp or pk, or even use a notes app to create their layout to build off of.
Think about their name, pronouns, genders, (x)ids, age, species, boundaries, preferences, personality, typing quirks, etc. All of this is important, especially in DID, since alters are typically different from one another.
You're creating another person, so also think about likes, dislikes, hobbies, stances, etc too. This will help them and you to your transition to DID.
Secondly, you have to start actually forming them. You can do this in many ways. The most common way is to talk to them throughout your day as if they are already formed.
Typically in this tactic, you form them by causing them to become a separate consciousness and sentience. You typically want to talk to them for about two or more hours a day. It adds up easily if you're interacting them all day.
However, you can also ingrave them into your thinking and sense of self until they become separate. To do this, you can match your thought process to them. What would they say? What would they do? What would they eat? What would they think? What would their personality be like?
You continue that tactic until they form. If they aren't separate, you can go over to #4 and #6 to help out.
Another tactic is using a headspace. For this tactic, head over to #8 to create a headspace beforehand. If you can see images, imagine you and the other alter in any place in the headspace. What are they doing? What about their expression and how they're standing. Take in every single detail before talking to them. You can introduce yourself too and introduce who they are.
Talk to them for I'd recommend about an hour every day. You don't have to parrot, although you can if that helps. I'd recommend asking questions and giving them the opportunity to respond.
There's many more tactics and if you'd like, create one yourself. These are the tactics I know are quite popular. The whole goal is to create an alter which can be done in many other ways. I'm also able to create new methods if you'd like to send an ask in our inbox, we're welcome to do such.
How to Become Polyconscious
Before we get into how, let's discuss what polyconscious is firstly. Polyconscious is where every alter has their own consciousness. A conscious is being aware of your existence and being aware of your surroundings.
So, how to become polyconscious? One tactic is to pretend. Go throughout your day acting like you and the other alter(s) are polyconscious. This method is going into tricking yourself into believing you're polyconscious.
However, there are many other methods. Another one is manifestation. While you have to look into manifestation, here's my personal favorite method for manifestation from what we've seen.
Take a deep breath. Tell yourself your the creator, you choose what happens. I'd recommend out loud but you can say it in your thoughts as well. Close your eyes, for a minute, focus on your breathing. Once you've done that, continue that while thinking about what you want. Think about how it will be once you get what you want. Then exhale. Tell yourself it will happen because you decided so.
I'd recommend to think about any doubts you have and overcome them. Why wouldn't manifestation be possible? Prove those doubts wrong then do this process. Be free to do this everyday but it's not required.
Another method, one of my personal favorites (yet most frustrating) is a game we call "behind the door". One alter leaves the room (one that's co-con, not front) and they enter the room once again with either a item or another alter and has to tell the fronter what they grabbed or who they grabbed.
The goal of this is to separate consciousness by the other alters now wavering because they know and you inherently don't.
How to Dissosicate
Dissociating is quite simple. There's multiple forms of dissossation. Depersonalization and derealization.
Depersonalization is feeling detached to oneself. Some symptoms are feeling like an observator to your thoughts, body, feelings, and/or actions, emotional or physical numbness, feeling alike a robot, not trusting your memories, and your reality may feel distorted or unreal.
Derealization is another form of dissossication. Some symptoms are feeling alike the surrounding world is unreal (may look/seem foggy/flat/colourless or anything else that makes it seem distorted), sensory distortations (such as certain things sounding louder or quieter than normal or something feeling softer/harder than typical), distorted sense of time (may feel like slow motion or fast forward and/or memories may seem like they happened a while back or only a moment ago), and emotional disattachment (emotional numbness or distance from one's surroundings).
I'm going to be real here, causing dissossication is one of the most easiest things ever. At least from my experiences.
For depersonalization, I recommend getting yourself out of the world first. Look around and recognize your surroundings before focusing on yourself. Fade the surroundings (or in other words, make it feel similarly to a faded background even if it doesn't look like it). Now, for a moment think and feel. Then let ago. Distance yourself from your body, thoughts, and emotions. They aren't yours currently, it's someone else's, the body's. It's quite similar to zoning out (as its a form of dissossication), however knocking it another notch. Then stay in that until you come back to the world.
For derealization, I'd recommend focusing only on your thoughts. The world isn't real, compare it to alike a simulation or game. It's just another fragmentation of what you know and what's going on. It's not real. Even if it doesn't inheritently look different yet, say it is and step into that feeling. Believe it. Your subconscious will eventually listen because it believes whatever you say.
How to Create Amnesia Barriers
There's multiple methods to do this. The most common is to trick your subconscious into believing it. To do this, you just pretend you already have amnesia barriers. Whenever a different alter fronts, act as if you don't remember anything. Don't let any thoughts through if they're trying to break that reality. Eventually, your subconscious will listen after it goes "well, since you say so and feel it, it must be true".
However, that doesn't work for everyone. What I recommend it dissosicate before switching with another alter. If you/they remember anything, remember that that's another alter's business, not yours and go on with your day. It must not be important to you because it's their memories.
Although, that's just another form of pretending. While it's not inherently, it might also not work out for some individuals. So, my last method for this is, once again, manifestation. Use the method that I stated for polyconscious or another method and simply manifest it.
However, these methods won't work for everyone, for that, be free to request a new method for this in my inbox if none of these work out.
Tools that May Help
Some tools I recommend that could help are pluralkit and simply plural for endo-safe (even if you're not endogenic) proxy and tracking tools. Lighthouse is a good website as well. It also has tools for DID information as well.
Subliminals might also help out, although, not always. To use subliminals, I'd recommend to lay down (or sit down) and listen to it. That's all you have to do. Say affirmations if they don't have any in the audio, or if they do, just let it happen. Please be careful as there are subliminals that have bad intentions and will put harmful ideas into your subconscious while you don't know.
Another tool that could possibly help out is creating multiple blogs or creating a DID blog where you present as cisDID (out as radqueer or not) which can be helpful in transitioning. Creating a blog for separate alters can be helpful as well to form them.
How to Create a Headspace
There are two versions I'm writing here. For those who can see images and for those who cannot.
Firstly, I recommend creating a Pinterest board or any visualization outside if you can so you know what you're creating.
If you can see images, firstly, look around the headspace that you want. Feel as if you're already there. Look around and grab all the details. Then feel. What's the floor feel like? When you're ready, go over to a door and open it, feel everything. Look inside and enter. Explore and get used to the feeling then allow other alters to come into the headspace.
If you cannot see images, focus on only the feelings. What does the floor feel like? The walls? The door handle? The rug? The couch? Then continue walking around, explore them allow other alters to come into headspace.
Or, our personal method for creating a headspace, just feel your bed and imagine how your room looks like (or limited) and figure out the rest later.
note: if your transosdd-1, do this process except do not either include amnesia barriers or make alters less defined. moreover, the reason why the transdid doc is taking a while is because 1) procrastination and 2) this is only a bit of what's planned in the doc, there's planned to be many more methods for the following along with many more topics which is taking quite a while to fully write out.
I saw a lot of rq blogs and often they are said-blogs because "my friends/system/class/family will be mad, if i say that i am radqueer forwardsto them"
Antis is more hurtful than anyone transharmful folks, because trans harmfuls do them stuff with concent, when antis are simply bullying because you have different opinion. I don't think, that it is rightfully (And think that everyone else will agree with last thesis, because it's yikes when it is inconsequential mass bullying)
"Yeah, Temen"—you can ask me—"And what about transnazi and paraphilias?"
I'll answer—do they touch you? Have they bullied you intentionally? No? And me too. Anybody uses them as "Radqueers is SO bad because of THEM" But all person like them was just a chill guy with they identity.
