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[everyonelived]

i just have to accept the fact that i’m going to be struck by minor heartbreak after heartbreak despite how much distance i try to put between myself and my ex because i’m not strong enough to not check up on his social media

and that each time it will hurt less and less until it’s dull enough that i stop seeking out that hurt

i’m just not ready to accept that he doesn’t want me back yet and that’s really holding me back lol

[everyonelived]

Rebounding after breaking up with a guy you used to rebound from another guy with the guy you needed to rebound with in the first place is a mood and a half

[everyonelived]

I was kind of reckless and forgot to mention that I was leaving the country for three months to the guy I was dating until a few weeks before I left so now I don't know if him being really standoffish before I left and then not initiating any conversation now is a result of him begrudging me for that or if he just got bored of me but I'm too proud to ask lol!

[everyonelived]

just submitted an application to the master’s programme of m’dreams

pray

[everyonelived]

This guy I just went on a date with started watching the good wife tonight because he loves christine baranski and I’m like sobbing soulmates exist?

[everyonelived]

Not to dwell but electing to get a blood test and then following through with it today was a radically huge step in my life and I don't think it's made my anxiety any easier to deal with but I'm just really proud of myself because I've never been more scared of anything in my life, bar none, no exaggeration, but I did it! And I didn't have a panic attack during it or faint or anything which was nice!

[everyonelived]

Just #confirmed that some guy I was OBSESSED w while I was in Sweden jerks off live on cam for money Look at God

[everyonelived]

I just posted this on my main but my cousin who was born three years after 9/11 posted this on Instagram I'm screaming

[everyonelived]

my uncle was so insistent on wearing a three piece suit to the hospital where his first grandchild was being born that he almost missed the actual birth i am s c r e a m i n g

[everyonelived]

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[everyonelived]

I gotta break up w him before Valentine's Day I can't be doing all that

[everyonelived]

i just got back it went really well actually and we made plans to go out again later this week and now i'm terrified for how mercury is going to knock me on my ass for this one

[everyonelived]

"aren't you used to getting compliments?" nevermind i'll marry him

[everyonelived]

of course i agreed to go on a date with someone while i was pissed drunk of course i did i can't believe i'm about to ruin this amazing streak of 0 romantic communication i had going

[everyonelived]

uguhhghghhghggh some creep who i had to block like a month ago just tried to friend request me on fb so i blocked him there too

i feel so gross im gonna feel gross for the rest of the night

[everyonelived]

I had to just drag a former teacher nearly to death on fb for posting some liberal bs about “not all cops are bad not all blacks are criminals not all white people are racist” she has so many old racist dirtbag friends too I can’t wait to give them all a lashing

[everyonelived]

the bottoming I just did