horrors in broad daylight.

If you get triggered don't read

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

I guess I was wrong. I'm sorry. I love you.

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

I wanna kill myself.

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

Give back even if it goes against your nature

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

Today we went outside together. You've been throwing up a lot last night it got worse. Now you're just shaking. For some odd feeling I have this calm sickening feeling. I'm trying not to use text to speech when talking about you because I feel like you can understand everything I'm saying. It was so pretty outside with you. It reminded me of all the times we set outside before. I've been trying my hardest to keep us both the float. But also not to make you scared. I'm scared. I know you are too. I know the only comfort I can give you is reassurance. That's why I went outside today. I smiled looked at the sky and then looked at you.

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

Love is a bottomless pit. But For you not anyone else. I will throw myself in. I love you. Please be kind. Im trying

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

To love is to die

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

Even have the really strength to blog today Christmas is always hard for me mom makes it especially hard. The sickest I've ever been in my whole life too. Don't really have the strength to do much. Can't really do anything fun either. But I have been trying to listen to Christmas music just to you know cheer up the holiday spirit. Cold wet hungry. Mom doesn't really want to go to the store. I'm thinking once I go in the store I'm going to have an epileptic seizure. But of course I'm always just faking It. So I'm just kind of chilling in the car with a blanket. Trying to keep warm. And keep less stressed as possible. Which is honestly really hard with her around. But I'm sure Christmas next year will be better. Things are looking up. I'm going to get enrolled into a program so I can have diapers. That's funny to me I guess kind of ironic. But not doing too bad despite everything. Trooping on. That's all I had to blog about today. Brownie been extra sweet too. Just taking it day by day

[spellinwaiting]

if you want to support autistic people you really do need to shut up about picky eaters. sorry

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

So mom is going crack addict crazy. She fucked up the electric. She also smashed her computer. To be honest none of that is new. The thing I hate the most is the inability to do laundry and no heater. The laundry is kinda important to me. One of the most important rules is staying clean. The no heater part is the least concerning. Mostly because for most of my life I have been freezing my ass off. Hah! Yesterday my ride never came. I spent 3 hours in the cold. The thing about cold is your fine if you don't get wet. Well there is limit to how cold you can get. One time when I was 14/15? I think. I had huge fight with my mom. I left for about ten hours. The thing it was raining so I was soaking wet. I remember it was winter. I just layed in the wood. Hoping the cold would kill me. I remember walking back home which was kinda far thinking I can even make it before I pass out. I did. I was really fucking punch drunk after that. the adrenaline. Couldn't feel my hands or feet. There's this finger on my right hand that really can't get that cold. I don't know why.

[shithowdy]

my advice to kids on the internet is don't get too attached to your username and absolutely do not blend your offline life with your online presence. you do not want your future self to have any connection to the stuff you are saying and doing right now

you don't have the privilege of every embarrassing thing you said being lost to a defunct bbcode forum like my generation did. please, please leave yourself the opportunity for a clean slate. you'll thank yourself later.

[shithowdy]

btw this post is just as much about online safety and protecting yourself from stalkers/employers as it is being able to distance yourself from kin drama and ship wars when you realize the absurdity of it all

[weirdfishes]

[deadbeatmaker]

when people are like “oh so you’re just gonna judge someone for their political beliefs?” yes actually. I think someone’s values and opinions is a pretty reasonable thing to judge them for.

[seravph]

being so fr when I say that transmisogyny has put feminism back like 50 years

[seravph]

what i thought we had distanced ourselves from was the reduction of women to vaginas and wombs and the ability to bear children. i thought we had progressed past ‘dresses are for women and pants are for men.’ i thought we progressed past the idea that someone is less of a woman if she does not adhere strictly to beauty standards. i thought we progressed past the idea that naturally being comfortable adhering to highly feminine standards is vulgar. but i (sarcastically) guess no one could have predicted that trans-exclusive feminism would be the downfall of all the progress we’ve made

[autoenucleate]

“We’re in danger of losing what the entire second wave of feminism, what the entire second wave of women’s liberation was built on, and that was ‘Biology is not destiny’. ‘One is not born a woman,’ Simone de Beauvoir said, ‘one becomes one’. Now there’s some place where transsexual women and other women intersect. Biological determinism has been used for centuries as a weapon against women, in order to justify a second-class and oppressed status. How on Earth, then, are you going to pick up the weapon of biological determinism and use it to liberate yourself? It’s a reactionary tool.”

— Quote by Leslie Feinberg, from TransSisters: The Journal of Transsexual Feminism, issue 7, volume 1. 1995.

[thelupuslady]

True.

[tinyeggpeople]

[ponyboi-69]

[ID: tweet by user Trev that’s reads: “chronic pain be like: “meh i’m used to it meh i’m used to it meh i’m used to it meh i’m used to it I’M SO TIRED OF BEING IN PAIN ALL THE TIME I HATE MY BODY I HATE BEING LIKE THIS EVERYTHING IS AGONY PLEASE MAKE IT STOP I’M EXHAUSTED PLEASE meh i’m used to it meh i’m used to it”” end ID]

[wonderful-anarchy]

Reason why platonic relationships are better than romantic relationships

Told by me, an asexual demiromantic

~~~

Romantic relationships: worried if you’re moving too fast, don’t want to scare them away, etc.

Platonic relationships: I trust you with my LIFE now let’s make sex jokes

[likeadevils]

so i have a mildly popular “reblog and put in in the tags” post going around and its. very clear how many people don’t know how to interact with a tumblr post

so, first of all, tumblr’s culture has changed a lot in the past couple years. there’s a genuine community effort to not start any drama, and ironically a lot of the current hostility is an effort to keep things calm. there’s also a change in how people interact with posts, so if you haven’t been here in a while please skip down to the tags/replies/reblog with text section.

for newcomers: you should be reblogging posts about as liberally as you would like something on twitter. if you only like stuff, people will think you are rude/a bot. you’ve probably heard people talk about “cultivating your dash,” and thats because this platform is 100% centered around your dashboard. trending matters less, unfollowing and blocking in order to shape your dash into it’s best form is widely accepted, the majority of the content you’ll find and interact with will be because of your dash, and the only way to put things on your dash is to reblog them. tumblr users are deeply distrustful of algorithms and have largely turned off the “see posts your friends have liked” function (i recommend you also turn of the various algorithms in settings → general settings → dashboard preferences).

so, once you’ve reblogged a post, there’s three ways to add content to it. the tags, replies, and reblogging with text. all of them have different connotations

the tags: an inside voice. originally they were meant for organizing your blog (and they’re still used for this), but they’ve also morphed into a way to share thoughts that aren’t funny/insightful enough for non-followers to be interested in. when in doubt, put your comment in the tags

replies: basically talking to your friends in class. your followers have no way of finding your replies (they don’t pop up on the dash, nobody gets notified except for the original poster) so chances are, only the person who made the post is gonna see your comment. it’s for quick one-offs that you’re okay with other people overhearing, but really is only made for one person. they’re like a public dm

reblog with text: an outside voice. you’re getting up on a stage in town square and entertaining people. make sure it’s funny or insightful— bottom line, add something new to the conversation. you should use this the least

general rules of thumb: 

when in doubt, reblog. people will judge you if your blog is only personal posts and you only interact with other content by liking it.  

the only things people will judge you for reblogging are personal vent posts. leave a like to give a little virtual hug

if a post is asking about your personality/opinions (i.e: tell me what’s the last tv show you watched, that kind of thing) put it in the tags 

also if you see a nice edit, gifset, or art, reblog and say something nice in the tags! it’s that nice sweet spot of common enough that no one will notice but uncommon enough to make the artist’s day

[dovewithscales]

Finally real advice for new users. This is a solid guide for how to make the transition from Twitter to Tumblr.

In particular, artists need you to reblog. A reblog helps them get seen. A like doesn’t help them at all.

[everythingyoueverdreamed]

I waa always a dog. Malnourished dog. A dog that is loyal to the end. When the pack was beaten I was too