E. Silveira

[evesilveira]

natnunez​:

[F2F]

My sponsor would say that alcohol isn’t supposed to fix things. But I think she’s full of shit sometimes if I’m being honest. I take it you don’t agree with the Baleman decision?

[F2F]

I’d let you know if it works, but seems best if I don’t. I wish simply not agreeing was all I felt about this whole mess. Smug asshole knew he was going to get off from the day he was arrested. Repeating the party line all day doesn’t help either. Hate feeling like I’m the one full of shit.

[evesilveira]

natnunez​:

[F2F]

Is this the part where I lean over, smoulder, offer you a smoke and ask tough day? Don’t worry, I’ll spare us both. But only because I know the day sucked. Gin and Tonic, coming up. 

[F2F]

Thank you for sparing me the seedy bar cliches. Only have so much left in me after having to the exact opposite that I’m supposed to do. But alcohol? That seemed like it could be a temporary fix. 

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joeyfields​:

You’re right. I shouldn’t let a few assholes ruin the whole job. I’m sure being a hot shot police officer and having those wild hours makes for a fun home life. Although, it’s way better than a 9-5, I suppose. 

I try to remind myself of that plenty. I’d hardly say hot shot. If I was I’d be behind Chief’s Brody’s desk instead of trying to futilely explain why we can’t charge a man who’s dangerous. And it makes for no home life in my case. Or I ended up losing what home life I once had because of it. 

[evesilveira]

[F2F] @natnunez​

Word is you run a tight ship here at the Crystal Lizard. Thought I would see for myself. Gin and tonic please. 

[evesilveira]

naomireznick​:

So we’re basically just waiting to see another woman get hurt. Nice to know the PHPD thinks so highly of the people they’re supposed to be protecting.

I wish there was more we can do. And I do think highly of them. What happens when you have someone come in and you can tell it’s a DV case but they’re unwilling to give an account. They tripped. They’re clumsy. You see them again and again. You try and they don’t want to hear it. Is that on you? Is that on us when we get called in to talk to her and try to get a statement? You can’t stop all of it. Shit that should be easy isn’t. It happens all the time. All we can do is be better with our next go. 

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joeyfields​:

Yeah - I’ve made that mistake. Sort of thinking because of the position your own way is the right way. Does your job make you think of people any worse? I’m getting a bit jaded on my end and I don’t feel like we see half of the gritty things you do. Less violence, more fires and accidents. 

It happens to plenty of us. My job has not made me an optimist I will say that. There are enough people who try that there’s still hope for things, but there are days where it feels like we might be spinning our wheels. I’m more suspicious by nature than I used to be. Makes for interesting relationships. 

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aromero​: 

How’s that supposed to work? My face would be the victim, Eve. That’s a crime in itself.

And if you decide to throw a punch too? Or what if he actually hurts you? So much about this plan can go wrong. I’ve done enough undercover ops to know that nothing goes the way you think it will when you’re setting someone up. I get it though. I’m mad too.

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aromero​:

This is bullshit, Eve. Do I gotta let the guy suckerpunch me in public for something to actually get done? You and I both know it wouldn’t take much.

Ana, please. I appreciate the intent but he’s already painting himself the victim we do not need to have something that ends up fueling that more. 

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naomireznick​:

What happens if he does it again? 

When If he does? Then we make a better case and stop him. Hope for a break with better evidence. And hope that evidence isn’t someone seriously hurt. It’s not a great answer, but it’s how it works. 

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natnunez​:

I’ll bet they’ve slowed down lately haven’t they? It’s me, see. I run a tight ship. This face? No one can resist. 

A slight downtick. I don’t want to get my hopes up that it’s a trend. Surprised your face is what you think is the deciding factor.

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naomireznick​:

Yeah, but wasn’t it, like, super cut and dry? Who the fuck am I kidding? I see this shit all the time. Still doesn’t make it fair or right. 

I can’t really get into the details but trust that had we had the evidence to charge him, we would have. I see plenty of the same, Dr, Reznick. You’re not being asked to like how it is. 

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naomireznick​:

Well, this bit you in the ass, didn’t it? 

There are constraints of the law we’re obligated to work within. No matter our personal feelings. 

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natnunez​:

Offensive. The Chrissy Liz is a prestige establishment. 

Yes. So the police reports from there tell me. Don’t kid yourself. You might have a decent gin and tonic and that’s all I can say.

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sawyer-cross​:

[ sms ] Lt. Silveira → Yeah, yeah i know the run down.  [ sms ] Lt. Silveira → Now if you excuse me I have to go find Whitney before he even thinks about coming after her. 

[ sms: Cross ] ↦ Why do you think I gave you the heads up before we released him? [ sms: Cross ] ↦ If you could let me know when she’s aware of the situation. I assume she’d rather hear from you but I’m not going to let the station leave her uninformed either. 

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sawyer-cross​:

[ sms ] Lt. Silveira → Its not about me liking a girl, Eve. Its about how every single time a guy like this slips through the hands of the system, which is often, and not just in this city, everywhere, WE are the ones who have to pick up the pieces of all the traumatized girls he’s going to leave behind in a heap. Not just Whitney and whoever else he plans on hurting next.  [ sms ] Lt. Silveira → And he’ll do it. He got away with it once, he knows he’ll get away with it again. And he’ll do it again, and again, and again, and again.  [ sms ] Lt. Silveira → And next time, its not going to be an attempted assault, or a girl he gets drunk so she can’t remember enough to testify or press charges. He’ll get bolder and cocky and dangerous.  [ sms ] Lt. Silveira → So sorry if I’m a little testy and pissed at the police department.  [ sms ] Lt. Silveira → If you ever wondered why i left, you’re staring at it right in the face.

[ sms: Cross ] ↦ You think I don’t know why you left? You think I haven’t lost shit in my life over sticking here and trying to fight every time something like this goes downs. Biding my time and moving up so I can stop things like this from happening? [ sms: Cross ] ↦ Baleman should be locked up. I’m sure that he’s done plenty in the past and will do worse in the future. I took his statement and he made even my skin crawl. There is not a doubt in my mind that he’s a huge danger to any woman he comes into contact with. [ sms: Cross ] ↦ I wish my hands were not completely tied. I can’t even go off about this because heaven forbid my subordinates hear me and next thing I know Torres or Weber is taking the law into their own hands.  [ sms: Cross ] ↦ Which, as much as I understand why and wish I could have done the same myself, I’m going to remind you that beating him into a pulp did not help matters for us. If he planned on pushing you over the edge like that he got what he wanted out of it. 

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natnunez​:

The PHPD’s best? I certainly won’t hold my breath for that. 

Forgive me if I don’t loose sleep over a bartender’s take on how we do the job. Especially for one who works for a place as disreputable as the Lizard. 

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sawyer-cross​:

[ sms ] Lt. Silveira → I don’t need the charges. I’ll get her that restraining order. One way or another. [ sms ] Lt. Silveira → The next girl he assaults, its on the PHPD. I hope you know that.

[ sms: Cross ] ↦ I don’t need to hear that guilt trip from you. I understand. You think I didn’t try and fight for us to charge him with literally anything? [ sms: Cross ] ↦ Some of us aren’t as lucky to have a federal badge to flash and do whatever we want.  [ sms: Cross ] ↦ I get it you like this girl. I know how that is for you. But you dare imply I haven’t been in your or her corner during this.