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my pfp is red because its evil and wants to kill you /ref /j

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

Blog Intro ~

name : ribs / cc / the cacophony

or any of my s/is names

۶۟ৎ prns : they / it

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blog description:

blog where i post and reblog about my f/os. i am sharing (unless stated otherwise in the post!) just don't be weird. i am asexual.

۶۟ৎ f/os:

natural gropius harmonia (pokemon bw1/bw2)

two time (forsaken)

kaito (vocaloid)

andy (love craft / doki doki crafting club)

sundrop / moondrop (fnaf sb)

winter (wof)

johny (baldi's basics +)

evan (world's world comic)

riven (adwd2)

billy and stu (scream 1)

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dni:

radqueer ,pro/darkshippers ,endo/endo-adjacent/endo supporting systems ,anti-recovery ,pro-harmful para ,ao3 supporters ,nsfw blogs ,and just basic dni criteria.

(though i do block freely)

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extra info:

i am a system. i have horrible memory due to that so don't expect me to stay on one f/o for even like 1 day.

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[sugarmage]

me with zaid

[fauna-loves-spinel]

I've decided that since my one year anniversary with Spinel is tomorrow, I should probably explain how it all came to be.

So right around April-May 2026 is when I started to watch Horizons, it was the new pokemon series, after all. I remember first seeing Spinel's silhouette and getting extremely excited thinking that he was N from BW, since N was, and remains one of my favorites. After they first showed Spinel's face, I was certainly he couldn't be N, so my focus from him ultimately faded a bit. I did, however, decide to keep an eye on him. It was the Alley scene in episode 14 that ultimately that really got me invested into his character, my reaction was along the lines of "Wowzers! This guy is kinda cool!". I even started to rewatch the scenes with him for most of the day, I was fascinated with him. Not long afterwards, my mental health went very downhill, and I had some very bad thoughts about hurting myself that I am going to choose not to get into. I begun to rely on Spinel for comfort since I didn't have any friends at the time, nor any family whom I could trust with such. After I started to get better, I began to develop romantic feelings for him. It's also worth noting that I am demiaroace. He was, and still is one of the only people I've ever felt in love with. Fauna's first design came June 13th, and June 9th was the date I know I was shipping myself with him (even if I didn't have the sona yet on that exact date). Around September 25th was the first time I found out what yumeshipping was, and I finally knew I wasn't alone in this. I started really getting into drawing us and improving in my art for it around October 5th, and begun to use the term "Riako" to describe my feelings better not long afterwards. And even more recently, I started to use the term "soulbound" since I know in my heart that meeting him was simply destined. My love for him has only gotten stronger and stronger, and throughout my various ups and downs, I know he's still here for me. I love him more than anything, and I really hope he knows that. <3

[coochiekrab]

Happy pride everyone in wwc is gay for the next 29 days

[coochiekrab]

was catching up on your art before I fell asleep and subsequently had a dream there was an album released called World's Worst Album, which was a collaborative effort of many musicians so you had a guitar-heavy song, a a synthy song etc. I dont remember any of the titles unfortunately, but the cover art was a closeup of a drawing of Kuri with a brown-beige-orange? colour pallete. all of the songs were supposed to be from the perspective of some of the characters, about their life and struggles and feelings etc

Current state of life: I’m doing cooler things in other people’s dreams

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

it might be controversial but i think if ashfur had a twink to match his obsessive nature then he wouldn't have ended up the way that he did.

[honeystuckandcake]

Casting doubt

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

a really cool website idea is a yume/selfshipper hub that allows you to list all your f/os in categories of sharing or nonsharing as well as romantic,familial ,or other. then be able to instantly compare lists with another user then a pop up to see if you want block them or friend while giving what matches up and what's on their list vs yours then it gives out a public list of their accounts. as well maybe a pro/antishipper status and other sorts of dni? i think that could be big.

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

god i just finished love craft and now im probably going to get andy withdrawls.. thinking about him an his stupid chipped nail polish makes me blush so hard. god i wish he could just hold my head and kiss my face.

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

i just finished the demo from adwd2 and i'm already getting riven withdrawls. i need more... OH BUT I GOT LOVE CRAFT SO I'VE BEEN PLAYING THAT. yes i've been a love craft larper but i was poor okay? seeing the andy has been filling the void.

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

oh im going to add it to my intro but also i am asexual and all my selfships are purely asexual too!! this is for comfort reasons. so im completely non-sharing if you are going to insinuate anything in that realm about my f/os to me. i do not care if they are like that in their source media.

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

okay im tired of waiting for somebody to say something so i can leap in.

i love him. why couldn't he have been a love interest. if they included a path for that in the dlc i would immediately buy it. i don't carrrr if he said we weren't his type (i honestly think that #0213's option suck ass for what im going for. texted my bf multiple times "I WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT". not against the creators at all. i think that the text options are representative of how people in the vn community would respond. i just no longer talk like that.) and he's interested in elyon. nopee he would love my s/i more if i could actually play as the pluto.

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven. why has nobody posted about riven? why has nobody posted about riven??? why has nobody posted about riven??????

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

if you want a reason to hate sylvan then his bad end version kicks over freak thang's sandcastles when evan isn't looking.

[dimi-yume]

Imagine your f/o performing a ritual to get you into their universe!

One minute, you’re doing whatever you’re doing

The next minute, you’re standing inside a pentagram, surrounded by candles, and your f/o staring at you with the biggest smile on their face

They hug you and go on and on and on about how much they love you, and how long they’ve been waiting for this exact moment!

“What the hell is happening..?!?!?”

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

i love andy too. i know i don't post about him much but there's not much to say as i am a larper and don't own the full game + there's no fandom. i love endermen and always have and when i first saw him. my face was fucking red. it was so fucking stupid but i wanted that ender man the moment i saw him. i wish it was funded enough so i could have a plushie of him in my bed. but eh ig maybe soon i'll have to make him and evan into a plush so i can cuddle them everynight and kiss their plushie faces. ahh the dream. maybe some of my other f/os such as my own ocs too!!

[evil-and-plotting-selfshipper]

i can't overstate how much two time and evan helped me through some of the worst times in my life. like i went through 2 friend breakups and selfshipping with them helped me through that time of utter worthlessness. when i felt like nobody cared for me at least i had one guy bouncing around constantly in my mind to remind that there was still hope in the world. two time literally saved me from killing myself because i just couldn't stop playing forsaken for them. also introduced me to the idea of spawn which gives me hope but sjdkgshwa. sylevan was my vent for all the horrible thoughts about myself. (you can see this in the fact in the bad ending for him he literally dies on the street with no love which is how i felt at the time.) but i learned to love myself more and realize not everybody (even fictional characters) had a bad opinion of me. which is how it felt at the time. anyways. in summary. i love selfshipping. i love my yumes. and they helped me escape from bad situations and helped me to gain confidence to leave people who were hurting me before they could hurt me even worse.

oh and i love my irl partner. there was several factors for me not killing myself early 2025. just that this is my selfship blog and i was thinking about how my selfships have impacted me and so i wrote about how my selfships impacted me. i do kind of realize that i wrote it like two time was the only thing but i had other factors. though the fact a lot of their stuff hadn't come out was a big factor in a lot of my thoughts.