Don't you cry no more...

I guess that's what I do, I let down the people I love. I let dad down. And now, I guess I'm supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do, Sammy?

[ewlucifer-blog]

I need help.

My life is such a mess. My relationship is spiraling out of control. It’s gotten to the point that I’ve turned to drinking and taking benadryl to help me sleep at night. To help me dull the emotional break down I feel I’m having at this point in time. My boyfriend goes from amazing to a total butthole. The whole relationship has turned from perfect to a disaster. And I love him I do its just my life. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’m supposed to be an adult. I’m 23 years old. I pictured my life being married or having a baby by now. At least engaged! Ugh! Stay tuned as I try to get my life and my blog together.

[cactuseeds]

U can really tell who’s been on tumblr more than four years because we all give up on networks and promos and our blogs become bizarre collections of obscure art and documentation of bad life choices

[ewlucifer-blog]

Well shit...

Right as I was going to make my comeback to my blog I had some relationship stuff happen and I'm just a puddle of mushy depression mess. I hope that sometime soon I'll have the motivation to give you all the comeback you deserve. Just might need a little more time to wrap my head around everything happening.

[ewlucifer-blog]

Official post about what's going on...

I’m not really a part of the supernatural Fandom anymore. Which makes coming back to this blog rather strange to me. I’m wondering if you guys would like me to stay here and just change things up a bit or completely change my URL and everything? That being said the new posts will mostly be personal posts about my life, body positive stuff, pretty pictures and any shows I’m currently enjoying. So yea, reply to this and let me know what you want/think I should do. I’ll check back and get started on things tomorrow when I wake up. Thanks. -Dawn aka EwLucifer

[ewlucifer-blog]

*blows dust off blog*

Well hello there old friend...

[ewlucifer-blog]

To whom it may concern

By the end of January I will more than likely delete this account.

That being said I’d still like to keep in touch with you guys so you can find me here. Thank you for everything. It’s been real.

Facebook: Dawn Willoughby (gruminhal)

Instagram: Gruminhal

[ewlucifer-blog]

To whom it may concern

By the end of January I will more than likely delete this account.

That being said I’d still like to keep in touch with you guys so you can find me here. Thank you for everything. It’s been real.

Facebook: Dawn Willoughby (gruminhal)

Instagram: Gruminhal

[ewlucifer-blog]

Where have I been?

Well firstly let me start by saying thank you to those of you who remain. I needed to take some time away, not only from tumblr, but from Supernatural, the fandom and really the world. I took a vacation to visit an old friend ended up staying there a few months. I also have a boyfriend now whom is currently over seas. I finished school, started working, lost my job and now I’m considering moving back to my home town if I can find a job while I’m there visiting. Thank you for all of your support over the past years I’ve been on this site. I will never forget any of you for you have shaped my life in many ways.

I’ll be trying to pick up where I left off and I’d ideally like to return to the site but I can’t promise it’ll be the same as it was before. If you choose to stay, awesome, great, thank you. If not, well, it’s been fun. xx

[monet-stcroix-deactivated201912]

[fluffywings]

[spnhunters]

-you're an angel. poor example of one.

[capturingdeanwinchester]

[erost-ratus]

The gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment may be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.

Homer, The Iliad (via katara)

[neutroncream-deactivated2013110]

[sunlitcas]

So, what now? Move to Vermont, open up a charming B&B?

[jaredandjensen]

[idjit-archive]

Charlie. Her name was Charlie.