ʟɪʙᴇʀᴀ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇ ɪɢɴᴇᴍ —– ;

you are so brave . . . && QUIET ; i forget you are suffering

[exaltears]

❛ children.... please... you are all wonderful && smart in your own ways. ❜

[phantomemes]

starters  /  prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work ,  between you and these bones .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

‘  the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes  ’

‘  how i soften when you pull me against you  ’

‘  you are teaching me to love  ’

‘  i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes  ’

‘  you perhaps will become my swan song  ’

‘  it is a very human thing to love  ’

‘  you are my good days  ’

‘  i have been loved dearly  ’

‘  i promise you will not always be this war  ’

‘  thank god for the stubbornness of organs  ’

‘  it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you  ’

‘  there will always be another day  ’

‘  there will always be another mercy  ’

‘  perhaps i will take up dancing again  ’

‘  what a pretty little disaster you will be  ’

‘  i am terrified for you  ’

‘  i will fold inside of myself  ’

‘  today i am thankful  ’

‘  i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake  ’

‘  come and get me  ’

‘  i tell myself i do not need you  ’

‘  i think i broke again last night  ’

‘  i’m just trying to connect with you  ’

‘  you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing  ’

‘  burn the house down in search of yourself  ’

‘  don’t you dare ever stop looking  ’

‘  i struggle not to feel guilty  ’

‘  you are a wild  ,  unkempt thing  ’

‘  sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing  ’

‘  find that you are made of russian nesting dolls  ’

‘  the trees are always kindest with spring comes  ’

‘  teach yourself the hymns again  ’

‘  he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips  ’

‘  this life is an altar  ’

‘  i am sorry i do not have more time  ’

‘  there is a mountain in me  ’

‘  by the morning i am a triumph  ’

‘  there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat  ’

‘  today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across  ’

‘  there are many things that will fit beneath your skin  ’

‘  forgiveness does not take up much room  ’

‘  some days you will breathe and it will be enough  ’

‘  you do not have to hold it quite so tightly  ’

‘  there is a prayer in me  ,  still  ’

‘  you scare me a little  ’

‘  you can be a good thing and not a whole thing  ’

‘  there are flowers in my chest again  ’

‘  the rain comes and sounds like you  ’

‘  i cannot tell you why i still trust god  ’

‘  find peace and build a home out of it  ’

‘  there is never an end  ’

[exaltears]

honestly me & @ofostia​ when we get on our respective blogs to do shit.

[exaltears]

guys... emmeryn’s downfall is the fact that she accepts EVERYBODY. like legit everybody. you a good guy? accepted. neutral? accepted. ENEMY? ACCEPTED. it’s not at all healthy in the slightest. like yea, she wants to protect her people. but.... all people are her people. 

this leaves for so much abuse & its sad cause. i look at all the enemies of fe & i cannot help but to think about how many probably would.... keep her like a caged bird for their selfish desires. like if they... kept her from killing herself and just... made sure she was save, cause she’s a pretty bird and they wanna display her and have her sing for them and im just ldhfsb cause you know she would... cause she inherently just loves everybody...... & im crying so hard....

[exaltears]

mother’s day is upon us, but it’s almost over and this poor lady got nothing. it’s okay though. forgive me emmeryn, let me love you so much.

[exaltears]

made one for chrom, but have one for emmeryn too. how about we....  hit that ♡ for a sweet, gentle lady in your inbox. yes? sent either on anon or from exaltborne.

[crys-sketchblog]

[exaltears]

.ASKED ♖ — @ofostia​​​​ │ unpromted — ♖ ALWAYS ACCEPTING.

"if it is a boy, i want to name him uther, after my late brother---", arms wrapped around his marchioness, hector keeps his chin over her shoulder, the glint of joy clear upon his eyes as he gives thought to baby names; both of them dearly desired a child, after all, and the news one may be on the way made the man ecstatic! there's a moment of sadness as he remembers his dead brother---how he wishes emmeryn could've met him! "if it's a girl, well... i suppose we must think on it."

♕ —– ᴅ ɪ ᴠ ɪ ɴ ᴇ  —– ;     THE LADY’S HEAD leaned back against dearly beloved as own lips pressed ever so lightly against the Ostian’s jaw. Endearing, was the Ylissean, in showing the utmost SOFTEST affection toward husband. Never had been more happy than now -- even throughout the nervousness this term ( even with a slightly heavy heart ), was still happy; incredibly so! Even excited! To have a child of her own with the man she loved? An Angel’s heart SKIPPED beats. Could not shake of such fluttering emotions.WANTED this more than anything! Only had the desire to give the Marquess the one true JOY that a partner could have. More than anything else, to have a child was the purest form of love a mortal Goddess could GIVE to him.

you would make such a wonderful father,   my dearest hector . . .

—– ;     DELICATE laughter escaped the woman’s lips ( the softest of giggles ). Lithe hands reached to touch, to hold! , the other’s. Even THROUGH the exhaustion of pregnancy, && the harsh conditions that new land had been on her, a Queen was still CAPABLE of radiating the healing warmth from her. A gentle hum escaped SWEET lips quietly. Heard what the man had to say. ( uther . .   what a wonderful idea . . . ) Knew exactly why he would have a desire to name their child after his brother -- heard SOME stories about him. There had been nothing but LOVE for the brother, she knew. Oh, by the gods the Sovereign KNEW. Agreed with her beloved wholeheartedly. Would not DENY him the solace of naming their child after the warrior’s late brother if they were a son. 

oh ,   but my lady emmeryn .   what of a girl ?

—– ;     HEARD what Ostian had to say. ( so he didn’t know yet ! ) Husband had not yet thought of a name for a daughter -- though it did not surprise her. Really, though, despite seeming like she hadn’t considered any names, she already HAD one in mind ( she knew what she wanted ). At least she CONSIDERED it often enough. Though when angelic voice gave way, the Seraph KNEW it was what she wanted.

          ❛ lilina . ❜     name rolls of tongue ever so sweetly . it’s perfect . it’s what she wants . knows the name is right .     ❛ i want her to be lilina . ❜

like the flower .                         our little lily . .

[exaltborne]

places you can honestly find me if i am not posting here:

bxstiae ( Twilight Princess Link ) [ most ACTIVE blog ] exaltborne / exaltears ( chrom && emmeryn ) [ sporadic activity ] working on the pages for my multimuse/hub blog. [ no activity yet ]

emmeryn is a sideblog, so naturally i cannot follow you, but she is the better Awakening muse i have ( despite not having many interactions ). i follow you on chrom for her since she is the sideblog for chrom. you will find me lurking the most on link. he is currently the main muse i have. most stuff for chrom is drafted & when i find the muse for him i will take to the threads & asks. my apologies for being rather slow with him…

[exaltears]

okay okay. but hear me out... emmeryn is such a gentle & tender soul. like nobody expects her to ever pick up a blade and fight. but just....... imagine her.... picking up sword. and defending the one she loves. lets be real here, she’d probably be a lance user though. 

But she’d probably be able to wield a sword just as well!! since.. you know... falchion and all. ( she’s the one who actually taught chrom how to use it!! ) she probably holds it differently than her brother or niece but you know what. she’s a wonderful swordsman just the same.

also, lets... not forget... axes. Hammers? never. but axes? god. jsut me seeing her in front of her beloved, using that axe as more like a shield than anything else?? but using both hands cause she’s unused to them. like one hand on handle & other on the flat part of the head & just.... her struggling but capable of stopping a fatal blow to somebody.

I’m just.... this woman has so much power. & i feel she gets underestimated because she refuses to take up arms. like... guys... no. please don’t do that. she could probably pick up any weapon, have no clue about how you are supposed to use it. & then annihilate you with said weapon.

she really isn’t weak. she has a lot of excess power that has gone unused. Just consider this. all of those years of never yelling, acting out, getting upset, etc etc etc. not to mention she only uses a super small fraction of her true powers. would bearing arms quicken her death? oh yea absolutely. Not to mention that she’s a bit of a glass canon too. so if you manage to get the upper hand and DO in fact hit her -- she probably won’t be able to get up so quickly. 

but she has speed, finesse, & uncanny strength at her side as well as magic. she’s no pushover.

y’all are lucky she’s so passive and pacifistic. but that all changes when she falls in love. so....

know that you are in for some deep shit if she falls in love with somebody.

[exaltears]

.ASKED ♞ — @obsidiantias​​ │ misc. starters — ♞ SEL. ACCEPTING.

“hope is dangerous.”

♕ —– ᴅ ɪ ᴠ ɪ ɴ ᴇ  —– ;     BELOVED QUEEN WAS as still as the sea in many circumstances. Gentle && nurturing. Not to often had she been stirred by what had been said by others. NEVER really! Many allies knew not to do so -- DARED not to. For an Angel’s wrath was almost absolute. Could only relate to the Gods. Had been respected / valued just as one. ANYBODY who braved enough to speak out normally was FOOLISH; in the Knight’s case, it seemed like he simply LACKED the FEAR. && just like the sea, the Lady was quick to stir, to change!

—– ;     SUDDEN cry from child denoted a slight change in healing. Though a mere split second, was still enough to for a young hero to pull away. Gentle gasp escaped before Exalt leaned in to heal once more -- this time healing the ever so quickly. RUSHED in her method’s though it was only to fix what had been done so suddenly. The tender hush of     ‘ i am sorry ’     escapes Grace’s lips as the Sovereign pulls the other in for a loving && warm hug. ( much like a mother to a child ) Hues only then glance at the one who had the AUDACITY to say such a bold statement. Gentle FLAME was there -- a passion in gaze -- yet it seemed only as strong as an ember.

          ❛ general zelgius . . ❜     voice is stern in speech . so quick to speak up && quietly snap . isn’t quite to happy about what had been said .     ❛ is there a reason you wish to give such opinions ?   here ,   right now ,   of all places ,    b o y  ? ❜

—– ;     NEVER had been so haughty before ( it did not dress her well ), though couldn’t help but to be slightly defensive. Warrior should have deserved more than such response. Though, the Mortal Seraph had not expected the man to HIT where it would HURT. Was a woman who lived on the very thing that a careful man had commented on. 

no zelgius ,   do not take that away from me .   it is all that i have left . . .

—– ;     EMERALD hues flickered ever so lightly. What had once been filled with soft anger now hid a PAIN. Annoyed, maybe even exasperated, but was rather QUICK to forgive ( you always were so forgiving , young one ). The sadness in the words that follow suit should have been more than enough that he was far more CARELESS than intended.

         ❛ dearest . . .   friend .   please ,   you must be careful when you approach such a matter with me . . ❜    a pause before a soft sigh       ❛ is there something on your mind ?   i can step out for a moment if need be . . ❜

[extramadness]

[exaltears]

God, i am going through my reference videos for other stuff as well as rereading some things from discord last night and i’m really REALLY digging 2 ideas. i’m gonna @obsidiantias honestly cause they brought the suggestion up too last night for something else completely different but..... I’m just thinking....

 I ran into THIS VIDEO this morning that really cemented the idea too.

nway a read more cause it got long.

So two things: First -- i really do like the idea of emmeryn with wings and just being a royal heron? like in an AU yea? thank you nox for the suggestion cause now i’m..... really considering it. but it doesn’t seem far-fetched since theres a few parallels anyway that I considered. They sing, sure, but since i already considered that emmeryn would most likely be a dancer in the fe3h verse already i’m just considering how exactly ‘singing’ would come into play. I suppose the answer is that it wouldn’t. at least not really in that aspect? For an AU oh yes, of course - absolutely. She already has a soothing voice as it is. she can calm anybody down already without the use of singing. I’m just imagining that if she DID sing, i’m sure she would be capable of awakening the gods & putting grima to sleep. but really. just consider the video i attached. look at those wings??? 

Granted they are accessories but.... given a few tweaks? and considering manakete wings in???? Awakening??? They are absolutely ore like feathery/flowery scales than anything. which leads into my second thing.

I’ve already discussed manakete!emmeryn in the past. but just imagining her keeping part of her draconic body even in her human form. ( i.e. claws/fangs, wings, tail.... ) on top of the fact that she already dances anyway??? ( not to mention that her dancing is already hypnotic in general?) I’m sure she would be a wonderful && unique unit to have as she would be as a manakete dancer? I’m just!!!! 

And now.... as i am writing this... I’m also considering the idea that.... how in awakening you time travel ( and in some cases you even jump completely different timelines/worlds -- as you can see with possibly morgan && some of the units in Fates ). I’m just imagining the idea of Emmeryn in the world of Tellius... &  just like how some of the units of awakening went over to fates changed their classes/names/etc. -- just imagine Emm in a similar style. granted THERE ARE SUPER HEAVY parallels between the games. The themes and motifs are blatantly obvious, but honestly.... I am sitting here cause of nox.... & nOX.... i’m talking to YOU... i want to reach through my screen and..... give you a high five ( while also probably shaking you and asking why have you done this ) cause now i want to do even more things....

i cri.

[exaltears]

[ Old Gods of Asgard │ The Poet and the Muse ]

[ackersnow-deactivated20170117]

BITTER SOULMATE PROMPTS

( because the world needs more salt && complications. feel free to change up the context or pronouns! )

❛❛ No. No, no, no — you really don’t want me as a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ So, you’re the unfortunate soul stuck with me. ❜❜ ❛❛ Can we just - forget about this? ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re not meant for each other. Trust me. ❜❜ ❛❛ You’re my soulmate? Wow - talk about a let-down. ❜❜ ❛❛ We were only supposed to be friends. ❜❜ ❛❛ Something’s wrong with this shit system. We are not soulmates! ❜❜ ❛❛ How is that I love them more, when you’re my soulmate? ❜❜ ❛❛ I know how you look at him - even though you’re not his. ❜❜ ❛❛ Please, believe me. You are not my soulmate. You can’t be. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t want a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ Find someone else - I don’t need this in my life. ❜❜ ❛❛ No way - I can’t have TWO soulmates. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not very good with commitment, or soulmates, or love. ❜❜ ❛❛ Oh - this. This is a joke. Very funny. You can call April Fools now. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not good enough for you. This is wrong. ❜❜ ❛❛ Life is cruel, huh? Pairing us together like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ To think we were fated to grow old together makes my stomach turn. ❜❜ ❛❛ Why is fate such a bitch? Why are you a bitch? ❜❜ ❛❛ This wasn’t supposed to be real. It was a joke. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t know what’s worse. The fact you love them, or the fact I love you. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not suddenly trusting you with my heart! Or anything! ❜❜ ❛❛ I wish I could clean this mark off with some fate-Windex or something. ❜❜ ❛❛ Scary, right? Tied to a person you might not even know. ❜❜ ❛❛ I can’t trust you to love me. Not fully. ❜❜ ❛❛ We weren’t supposed to fall in love like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m going to be frank, && say I have zero attraction to you. So this is a mistake. ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re rivals. Not soulmates. We’re supposed to be at each other’s throats. ❜❜ ❛❛ Things were better before this stupid mark, & stupid fate. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’ve tried. You can’t cut the string. I’ve tried, trust me, I’ve tried. ❜❜ ❛❛ This mark. It appeared this morning. I don’t want it - I. Don’t. Want. It. ❜❜     

[normlos]

[exaltears]

GREEK GOD AESTH.

Tagged by: nobody but i took from @obsidiantias​​ Tagging: honestly, you do you man. 

APHRODITE.   laughter-loving. sweet smiles. dressed in silk and satin. flower in their hair. sees the world as a runway. unapologetically sexual. the sea washing their ankles. in love with love. stirrer of passion. cunning concealed by painted lips. secret daggers. doves. revolution in their kiss. delighting in the waves. flirtatious winks. strolling along the beach. staring wistfully from a balcony. this is how to be a heartbreaker. wants to be adored. gets turned on by danger.

APOLLO.   glitz and glamour. art galleries. turning the volume up. being made of gold. neatly organized music sheets. notebooks filled with poetry. bathing in the sunlight. the powerful urge to create. collecting vinyl records. beautiful cover of wonderwall. playing multiple instruments. tasting like sunshine. healing touch. speaking in prophecies. smile mingled with wrath. shunning lies. sporting shades. hanging out at music festivals with their friends. sleeps naked. arrow to the heart. paintbrushes. probably has a tinder account.

ARES.    armed for battle. wants to raise a dog with their significant other. soft spot for children. gives piggyback rides. scarred body. blood on their hands and face. willing to fight the world for the ones they love. fights against injustice. warm hugs. well worn combat boots. boxing gloves. bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles. fist raised in protest. ignites revolutions. fear is a prison. more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think. exhausted. damaged goods. force to be reckoned with. red roses. curses under their breath.

ATHENA.    discerning gaze. unreadable face. quiet museums. owl perched on their finger. armor that intimidates. eye for architecture. plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses. studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid. big fan of logic. loves brain teasers. ancient buildings. sweaters in neutrals and cool colours. hair done up. can kill you with their brain. heads to the library often to research. sharpened pencils. abs that can cut steel. stoic statues. pottery classes.

DEMETER.   soil-covered hands. smile that can bloom flowers. skin loved by the sun. being the mom friend. can lift you and your friends. flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. takes pride in their beautiful garden. speaks to their plants. leaves rustling in the wind. stalks of wheat. picking fruit. greenhouses. heart as strong as a mountain. values simplicity. daisies dotted across a collarbone. curls crowned with flowers. folded pile of sweaters in warm hues. pulling out fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

ARTEMIS.   keen sense of a hunter. freckles like constellations on their skin. piercing eyes. disheveled braid. moonlight peeking through the shadows. the calm of the forest at night. lying on the grass and staring at the stars. mother doe and her fawn. protecting their kin. the moon shimmering on a still lake. quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. running with wolves. bonding while circled around a campfire. not being much of a people person. arrow hitting a target. popping egos. patience on 3%. touches heaven and returns howling.

HEPHAESTUS.   the calloused hands of someone who knows labour. sweaty brow. flame burning in their eyes. inventive mind. broad shoulders. steampunk goggles. nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes. ashes. striking a match. blueprints for future projects. fixing up a busted-up car and giving it cool upgrades. wrestles with bitterness. work boots have seen better years. wrinkled plaid shirts. iron melted in blazing fire. huge jackets. crafting masterpieces. greased stained overalls. fascination with robotics. pain is fuel. stack of weaponry. even their muscles have muscles.

HERA.   resting bitch face. dressed to the nines. cows grazing on a pasture. cool rain. loving and hating fiercely. hand clutching a string of pearls. large chandelier with glittering crystals. plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims. romance to realism. pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. files that under fuck it. downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix. like their selfie or you’re grounded. knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. dark eyes that penetrate your soul. marble and gold.

DIONYSUS.   drunk shitposter. on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. seductive smirks. untamed curls. rich fabrics on dark skin. sleek furred panthers. theatre masks. stage productions. receiving a standing ovation. rose caught between their teeth. being the baby of the bunch. wild parties that last from sundown to sunup. creeping vines. inspiring loyalty. grand opera houses. masquerade balls. rolls of film. shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine spilled floor. pouring champagne into flutes. lives for the applause.

HERMES.   devil-may-care smile. always up-to-date on the latest technology. will steal your french fries. does it for the vine. shitposter. puts googly eyes on everything. meme hoarder. long drives on the highway. ma and pop diners. spontaneous road trips. folded maps. fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop. shooting hoops on the basketball court. chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. goes jogging in the morning. mixes redbull with coffee. menace on april fool’s. hoodies and sneakers.

HADES.   walking home alone in the early morning. back alleys. drinking alone in a graveyard. crippling loneliness hidden by sarcasm and cynicism. crows picking a carcass. untended dead flowers. the black sheep of the family. black coffee. money can’t buy you happiness. murder mystery dinner parties. blood on your shirt collar. dust illuminated by sunlight. classical music. dogs are better than people. a quiet wrath. shady business deals. taking what you are owed. paint it black. seasonal affective disorder. popping the suit collar. grey rain on a cityscape.

POSEIDON.   storm with skin. colourful coral reefs. waves crashing against the shore. stroking the soft fur of a cat. their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. tousled locks. clothes smeared with paint. owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. leather jackets. fondness for diy projects. handwriting that flows across the page. nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin. velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. mood as ever-changing as the sea. the roar of a motorcycle. compass with a spinning arrow.

ZEUS.   thunder in their heart. running on coffee. flash of lightning. unnatural charisma. eloquence. badass in a nice suit. aficionado of history. force of nature. lennyface. nightmare-filled nights. proud arm around their lover’s waist. high - rise buildings. planes soaring through a cloudless sky. technician on the piano. maintains order. strong handshake. juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease. expensive watch.