starcrossed

a genshin impact multimuse rp blog written by veno 

[excellentblood]

boundlesswanderers​:

@excellentblood​ // cont. from here

he didn’t want to be alone tonight. this was a welcome change , even if it came quick and abrupt. it made kaeya struggle with a response, he didn’t know why albedo all of a sudden felt the need to stay with him when he usually pulled all-nighters in his lab instead. kaeya bit on his tongue to not say something stupid or offending for once. he still had to let the chief alchemist inside his home though, he noticed, and stepped aside. “did jean send you? she noticed the bags under my eye and didn’t stop bothering me about it.”

he let out a sigh and walked inside his home, abode, cave.. kaeya didn’t quite know how to name it ever since he lost grasp of tidying it up. it looked like a mess. just like he did probably.

“anyway, if you find a place to sit be my guest. i’ll cook something up for dinner.”

Calm, almost calculating eyes rest on the other captain, even though those who really knew him might be able to see the worry that lay hidden beneath. Albedo never had claimed to be good with human emotions. And even worse with showing them. But still… even he had realized that something seemed to be wrong with the other one. 

“It wasn’t Jean, no.” he replied in the end, raising an eyebrow slightly. If even the Acting Grand Master had realized so much over all the work she was doing…  “Klee mentioned you seem sad lately.” he added after a while. His little sister probably was the one who spend the most time with Kaeya currently after all. Even more time than she was spending with him right now, but that was more his own fault with staying most of the time up on Dragonspine. 

Catching a first look at the inside of the other’s home, the feeling that something wasn’t okay got only stronger, but it seemed like Kaeya tried to distract him from that topic all too soon. 

“Dinner sounds great.” he decided eventually. After all that would mean that Kaeya too would eat something and the archons knew, the other one needed it more than Albedo himself did. 

And maybe… maybe he could clean at least a bit in the mean time, if only to find a place to sit, as Kaeya said himself. 

“Ah, so the little firecracker. How is she? I haven’t seen her the past two days because, I mean” Kaeya turns around, opening his arms widely as if showing the state of his home, “You get it.”

It wasn’t hard to see anyway. And the clothes he wore had seen better days too. There were bandages around his fingers, bags under his eyes you could even see on his dark skin. Kaeya was exhausted and he looked the part. He hasn’t brushed his hair in days. 

Turning around he simply whipped up a batter for pancakes with the last ingredients he had at home. Not completely unaware of what Albedo was doing to his humble abode. He wasn’t sure if he should be offended or glad though.  Kaeya wasn’t sure how to feel about lots of tings lately. Or how he was supposed to feel about his lack of feelings or emotions regarding pretty much anything.  “Say, ‘Bedo.” he started but stopped again. He had to steel himself for this it seemed. Taking a deep breath he put plates on the table that miraculously had been cleaned of the stuff he put on it. 

“Do you ever feel not.. welcome here?”

[leneemusing]

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

[excellentblood]

“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?” - Lumine to Aether

Aether sat on a stone, beside him stood an Abyss Lector Lumine must be painfully familiar of by now. Yet Aether didn't pay him any mind and hopped down the stone, creeping closer to the girl who was calling out to him.

His twin sister. Oh how he missed her.. but.. It wasn't time yet.

"You don't understand yet. You will soon though. And I will not explain myself to you now."

Aether mustered up a genuine smile though as he reached out and patted Lumine's head affectionally. He gave a quick command to his subordinate to leave them alone then.

"Lumi, don't look at me like that. You've always been the stronger one, haven't you?"

[harbingertm]

PROFICIENCY IN BOTH RANGED AND DERANGED COMBAT.

[excellentblood]

❝  i’m staying,  okay?  you don’t have to be alone tonight. ❞ - Albedo to Kaeya

He didn't want to be alone tonight. This was a welcome change , even if it came quick and abrupt. It made Kaeya struggle with a response, he didn't know why Albedo all of a sudden felt the need to stay with him when he usually pulled all-nighters in his lab instead. Kaeya bit on his tongue to not say something stupid or offending for once. He still had to let the Chief Alchemist inside his home though, he noticed, and stepped aside. "Did Jean send you? She noticed the bags under my eye and didn't stop bothering me about it."

He let out a sigh and walked inside his home, abode, cave.. Kaeya didn't quite know how to name it ever since he lost grasp of tidying it up. It looked like a mess. Just like he did probably.

"Anyway, if you find a place to sit be my guest. I'll cook something up for dinner."

[piuriem]

[toadmemes]

more random dialogue prompts ,

“why do you have that look on your face?”

“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”

“what have you done to yourself?”

“did you do something different with your hair?”

“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”

“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”

“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”

“there’s something wrong with me.”

“no, i don’t hate you.”

“hey stupid.”

“we’re aren’t them.”

“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”

“you know you’re wrong.”

“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”

“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”

“what makes me so special?”

“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”

“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”

“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”

"how about we don’t do that.”

“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”

“you’re the worst.”

“i don’t need you right now.”

“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”

“i thought you were supposed to call me.”

“take my hand.”

“i need you.”

“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”

“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”

“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”

“why won’t you tell me what happened?”

“you don’t know what this means to me.

“i know it doesn’t make sense.”

“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”

“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”

“your voice is putting me to sleep.”

“did you find what you were looking for?”

"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”

“well, i guess that’s broken.”

“i thought it was part of the act.”

“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”

“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”

“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”

“how could you do this to me?”

“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”

“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”

“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”

“people think i’m weird.”

“i think i’m losing myself again.”

“you can’t be here.”

“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”

“do you know what today is?”

“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”

“i need to get out.”

“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”

“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”

“you gonna eat that?”

“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”

“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”

“we’ll never make it in time.”

“you’d be late for your own funeral.”

“you should have seen it coming.”

“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”

“why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”

“is this how you flirt with everyone?”

“how much longer till we’re there?”

“what have you done?”

“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”

“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”

“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”

“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”

“i never want to hear you say that again.”

“you’re all i have.”

“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”

“i was doing so well until you showed up.”

“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”

“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”

“how can you stand this place?”

“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”

“you need to stop.”

“i don’t like that look, what happened?”

“is that seriously your password?”

“what’s your problem?”

“you had no right to use it without asking.”

“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”

“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”

“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”

“why do you want to help me?”

“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”

“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”

“hey, look what came in the mail!”

“do you want to get a drink or something?”

“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”

“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”

“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”

“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”

“you need to leave.”

“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”

“i do blame you.”

“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”

“you’re no longer useful to me.”

“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”

[planetbefall]

[moonbelow-deactivated20230917]

Aether aka Gorgeous Hair Guy aka My Main Since Day One

[leneemusing]

STAYING THE NIGHT PROMPTS

❝  don’t be ridiculous,  there’s enough room on this bed for both of us. ❞ 

❝  please stay.  i don’t think i can be alone tonight.  ❞

❝  i’m staying,  okay?  you don’t have to be alone tonight. ❞

❝  you shouldn’t be alone right now.  i’ll take the couch,  it’ll be fine.  ❞

❝  will you sleep with me?  i know how that sounds i just mean—  i feel safe when you’re there.  ❞

❝  i’ll be here the whole night okay?  nothing will get to you while i’m here.  ❞

❝  wait— have you been here all night?  ❞

❝  i thought you went home after i went to bed.  you didn’t have to do that— you could’ve at least joined me in bed that couch is shit for sleeping on.  ❞

❝  can i stay with you tonight?  i don’t wanna go home yet.  ❞

❝  it’s late,  you might as well just stay here.  ❞

❝  can you just…stay here?  and hold me.  ❞

❝  i know this might sound weird but,  do you wanna stay over?  i guess ‘sleepover’ sounds kind of childish but.  i think it’d be nice.  ❞

❝  i’m not expecting anything,  i just,  thought it’d be nice to keep you company tonight. ❞

❝  i don’t have nightmares when you’re there.  ❞

❝  i get you’re doing the whole protective thing— and i appreciate it.  i do,  but there’s no reason for you to stay awake all night.  might as well come to bed.  ❞

❝  thank you for staying.  it just gets so lonely at night sometimes.  ❞

❝  i don’t want you to be alone tonight and honestly,  i don’t really wanna be alone either.  ❞

❝  do you wanna stay with me tonight?  ❞

❝  stay,  please.  ❞

❝  i’ll stay.  ❞

❝  i’m staying.  ❞

❝  i’m staying.  end of discussion.  you gotta learn to let people take care of you.  ❞

❝  i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❞

❝  i don’t wanna have to say goodnight.  ❞

❝  honestly i can’t sleep,  so if you wanna stay up with me?  ❞

❝  i don’t sleep a lot either these days.  we can be insomniacs together.  ❞

❝  well,  i can think of some ways to wear you out.  ❞

❝  if you can’t sleep,  there are other things we could do.  ❞

❝  i’d rather fuck than stare at the ceiling counting sheep to be honest.  ❞

❝  it doesn’t have to mean anything,  i just don’t wanna feel lonely tonight.  and i want to feel good for once.  ❞

❝  please don’t go—  i need.  i need someone—  i need you.  ❞

❝  the night doesn’t have to end here,  you know.  ❞

❝  i like it when you’re here.  so stay.  please?  ❞

❝  you’re just as lonely as i am.  might as well be lonely together.  ❞

❝  you can stay but i’m not letting you sleep on that couch.  ❞

❝  chivalry is overrated,  get in my bed.  ❞

❝  you’re clearly exhausted.  you can go in the morning.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to pretend to be fine,  if you need me to stay i will.  ❞

❝  when i said i wanted everyone to leave me alone i didn’t mean you.  i can’t handle everyone else right now but you…you’re different.  ❞

❝  you need someone right now.  and i’m the one that’s here.  let me be what you need.  ❞

SCENARIOS

[ GUARDED ]  sender insists on staying the night to keep watch over receiver who has been in some kind of danger. 

[ GUARDING ]  receiver insists on staying the night to keep watch over sender who has been in some kind of danger. 

[ UNEXPECTED ]  one muse stays the night to keep an eye on the other after something traumatic and they end up having comfort sex.

[ CONSOLE ]  sender asks receiver to stay the night because they don’t want to be alone and they end up cuddling.  

[ CONSOLED ]  receiver asks sender to stay the night because they don’t want to be alone and they end up cuddling. 

[ ACCIDENT ]  sender winds up staying at receiver’s house all night because receiver fell asleep against them/in their lap and they didn’t have the heart to wake them. 

[ UNPLANNED ]  receiver winds up staying at sender’s house all night because sender fell asleep against them/in their lap and they didn’t have the heart to wake them. 

[ STAY ]  sender is carrying receiver to bed because they fell asleep somewhere else but when they start to walk away,  receiver grabs their hand so sender joins them in bed. 

[ STAYING ]  receiver is carrying sender to bed because they fell asleep somewhere else but when they start to walk away,  sender grabs their hand so receiver joins them in bed. 

[ APPROACHED ]  sender is staying with receiver for safety and asks if they can sleep in their bed with them. 

[ APPROACH ]  receiver is staying with sender for safety and asks if they can sleep in their bed with them. 

[ SHARE ]  sender is unexpectedly staying with receiver overnight,  receiver insisted sender sleep on the bed while they take the floor but sender winds up insisting they join them in bed. 

[ SHARED ]  receiver is unexpectedly staying with sender overnight,  sender insisted receiver sleep on the bed while they take the floor but receiver winds up insisting they join them in bed. 

[ FOUND ]  sender is staying with receiver who had them take the bed while receiver takes the couch.  in the middle of the night,  sender goes out to join receiver on the couch because they don’t want to sleep alone. 

[ FIND ]  receiver is staying with sender who had them take the bed while sender takes the couch.  in the middle of the night,  receiver goes out to join sender on the couch because they don’t want to sleep alone. 

[ DISCOVERED ]  receiver wakes up in the morning to find sender asleep on their couch because sender was watching over them. 

[ HAVEN ]  receiver wakes up in the morning to find sender asleep on their couch because sender felt safer with them. 

[ WEARY ]  sender cries themselves to sleep in receiver’s arms. 

[ TIRED ]  receiver cries themselves to sleep in sender’s arms. 

[ PROPOSITION ]  one or both muse(s) are having trouble sleeping so they have sex to pass the time. 

[ PURPOSE ]  one muse can’t sleep so the other initiates sex to wear them out. 

[ TRAPPED ]  one muse ends up staying the night with the other due to a storm. 

[ KEEP ]  sender fell asleep on receiver and when receiver tries to get up,  sender whines so they stay put.  

[taemychan]

Aether barista ✨

[gabarcode]

❄️​ frozen kiss ❄️​

[kuroscara-deactivated20250420]

[rpsourcedmemes]

It’s Sinday! Send 💋 to straight up kiss my muse!

[excellentblood]

boundlesswanderers​:

It had felt like half an eternity had passed before his older self finally, finally gave a sign that he was still alive. It was a quiet groan, but soon enough the other one started to move and Kae couldn’t help but let out a loud sob, torn between still being terrified of the whole situation and relief that the other one was still with him.  “Kaeya…” he whispered quietly eventually, once he could spot the smile on the other’s face. It didn’t felt as it usually did. And it didn’t help to calm the boy at all. 

“I … I don’t know…”  I don’t know what happened.  There had been so many mages and his older self had gotten hurt and Kae just hadn’t known what to do at all and then? What exactly had happened then? Everything was so blurry and it had happened so fast. Loosing the fight against another sob that wanted to escape, Kae eventually let go of his other’s self vision that he had found himself clinging onto for a while now, before he all but threw himself at the other one, clinging to him with all the strength he still had left. 

“I wanna go home.” he decided eventually, all but clinging onto his older self, trying to avoid looking at the mages, trying to avoid thinking about why they had attacked them. 

“Now, now. There’s no need to cry.” 

Kaeya raised a hand and wiped the tears out of his younger self’s face gently. He then embraced the boy and held him close, hugging him tightly. He shouldn’t have passed out. He should have been stronger. Should’ve protected them. Instead his vision.. wait his vision!

There was a noise earlier.. was that..?  “Did you save us, Little Star? Did you use.. our vision?” he asked softly as he reached for the object that was still glowing faintly. After grabbing it he entrusted it to little Kaeya for safekeeping.  “Hold onto it. I will try to stand up now.” he warned, but indeed he got up, albeit staggering a bit. When he stood he opened his eye again. There wasn’t any fresh blood flowing anymore. With the child in his arms, he made for the exit of the cave they found themselves in.

“Let’s go home. I’ll treat you to dinner. You did well.”

[excellentblood]

🛏️

[ big bro cares :c ]

Kaeya is barely holding himself upright as he enters the tavern. Yet, as always, he is quite stubborn and wants a Death After Noon. That Diluc was tending the bar was an unfortunate (?) circumstance that day, that much he will admit.

Honestly, he feels like shit. But he powered through countless reports and, hell, he's not sick, he can't be, he has a cryo vision! He doesn't catch colds, he just.. he can't. It's just not possible! So he drags himself towards the bar, nose stuffy, bags under his eyes from the lack of sleep. His throat hurts, and so he rasps: "One Death After Noon." He tries his best to not flinch at the sound his own voice makes. " Why are you looking at me like that, Luc? Not happy to see me?"

[excellentblood]

casually adds a couple characters to this blog because i dont have any regards for my wellbeing- -