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the things about zelo that are off-putting to me are the way you write him. the baby-talk, the childishness. those are things i don't like in my sex-related role playing. from the sounds of things, MANY people feel the same way. it's fine if that's what you like, but you can't get UPSET at people for not wanting to engage a character like that. if something grosses someone out or makes them uncomfortable, you just have to deal with that as a consequence of how you've written your character.

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straight up, you need to take a step back from roleplaying. it really isn't serious enough to kill yourself over. if people don't like your muse, that's just something you can't change. people don't pay attention to me, either. know what i do? knock down their doors. if nothing happens? i delete and start a new character and hope for a better response with a new personality. i find zelo off-putting in a lot of different ways and i'd never send you anon hate, but your persecution complex is ridic

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-he hugs you tightly and holds up a lollipop- I'm sorry. But, I'm here for you if you want to talk, yea? -smiles- Let's be friends.

{'sniffling as he's hugged, the kitten only nods and takes the lollipop between his fingers}  T-Thank yous..  {'looking up at you, he gives a small smile and nods once again as his ears flick in his hair}

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I may get one message a day if I'm lucky.  Even when I was more active on here, I got only one or two, and that's only if I asked for them.

I know that Zelo's a neko and a submissive, but I see others getting so many messages that are the same as Zelo.  I see so many getting nice messages from anons and from people they don't even know, yet I can't seem to do anything right to get Zelo messages.

I reblog games, I approach people, I even try to be nice OOC if they want.  I do everything possible only for people to ignore and push Zelo around.

It just fucking annoys me that this is my main muse--the one I have dedicated my free time to for over 9 months, only for people to send hate constantly, to ignore him, to dislike him because of one or two of his characteristics without even getting to know him.

And yet I can go over to my second muse, and he has unlimited amounts of people wanting to talk to him, craving his attention and I don't even have anything half way done for him, yet I have Zelo's past wrote here, I have every detail you could need for him on here and I still get ignored and hate.

People hate Zelo to the point that they actually come over to my personal blog and send me hate.  I had to get Kris's typist to come over and delete it for me because I couldn't take reading through them.  I finally snapped at one and nearly broke down because I'm just so fed up with everything.

I'm fed up with trying so hard on this one to get nothing and to get ignored that I've thought about leaving.  Just deleting everything, ceasing contact with everyone.  That would mean leaving not only Kris's typist (whom I've known for nearly a year now and am close to), but King (DSMP's old Ravi whom I'm an anon for), and Angel (Jongdae's typist).  Those are the only people I have now that I can go to about anything because I have no one.  I recently tried to overdose on pain medicine because I got so fed up with everything, and the only reason I'm here?  It's because Rihyo and Angel had to yell at me about it, make me realize that I shouldn't do that, yet here I am.  Nearly at that point again.  I'm just tired of trying and getting nothing in return..

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I’m never someone’s first choice.

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trulyyejin replied to your post “6 ➝ 5 I feel like I’ve been torn apart..”

What's wrong baby? Wanna go to my inbox?

{'sniffling as he nods, he curls in on himself} N-Ne..

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sinful-minki replied to your post “This day just keeps getting worse.. I’m just going to leave for now....”

*Hugs* I'm sorry your day is so bad. I wish I could make you feel better.

{'chews his lower lip as he hides against your neck with a whimper}  N-No one cans...  B-But thank y-yous..

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6 ➝ 5

I feel like I've been torn apart..

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This day just keeps getting worse..

I'm just going to leave for now. Maybe a couple days..

[my-teen-quote]

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{‘sniffling quietly, he curls up in his fort} M-Miss my Daddys and Master…

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Ravi

Mun: Oh fish... No.Muse: He has a funny voice. But he raps goods~Mun: His voice and body--he's so tall! And so much prettier in person! -dies-Muse: Are you just going to keeps dying?

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Kris

Mun: -dies-Muse: {'revives her} He's really talented and--Mun: He hurts me.. He's so tall and pretty and just-no.Muse: {'looks over at her} I like his raps.Mun: HIS VOICE! -DIES-

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3 IC & 3 OOC:IC:-Even though I carry my teddy everywhere with me, my favorite is my bunny named Kris.-I act as a sexual anon to people randomly just to frustrate them further.-My speech is more of an impediment than something I do prop purposefully.OOC:-I'm like 5'1"-I have kitty ears on a headband.-I love torturing Hangil's and Kris's typists with pouty pictures.

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