. . .

pretty things.

[khlorophyll]

[yarakgibiadam]

[existential-acid-crisis]

Things I lost:

The fear of coming home 

The anxiety over how you'd react

The worry of trying to figure out what set you off

The doubt that I wasn't doing enough

The frustration of feeling like I wasn't good enough 

The anger from defending myself against accusations that only made sense in your twisted mind 

The guilt about not being able to do more to help you

The disappointment of realizing that our relationship wasn't about me at all

The loneliness I felt when we were together 

The helplessness of knowing you were spiraling and there was nothing I could do 

The obligation of being the only person you could trust

The partnership that only existed in theory 

The belief that you could be better

[vanityunfair]

[saying]

[plant-scans]

[grandrieux]

[forrestmankins]

[ruta-mia-blog]

[love]

[perrfectly]

[neckkiss]

[cactuslands]

[saturdaygrace]

[92x]

[everybodysquares]

[expressions-of-nature]