memento mori. memora vivere.

Jenny | 24 | Denver, CO | Music | Science | Mental Health | Buddhism

[love-personal]

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[hirxeth]

[mysaudades]

[recked]

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[aestheticacadema]

[criwes]

[love-personal]

[hellanne]

[mauriice]

[existentialbillboard]

I wish I could tell you 

How the soft spot on my heart with your name

On it

Caved into a sinkhole

When you told me about 

The boy who made you think 

Everything is your fault

I wish I could tell you it keeps

Sinking

Your trauma is my preoccupation

The whole first half of my life

Was a wreckage 

That I've been rebuilding ever since

I know

How it feels to be shredded to pieces in 20 minutes 

And what it's like

To still 

Go back for more

I have felt the pain of being torn

Limb from limb

The aches that continued

As I rested in a pool of my own blood

For years 

Until realizing that no one 

Would rise

To the occasion of piecing me back together 

But me

And I've known the hopelessness

Of failing at that task more times

Than i succeeded

What I want for you is to be

Okay

I want to stitch you back together

Like I did for myself

With all the confidence 

And assurance this world has to offer 

But you are the only

One with the exactly correct 

Amount of knowledge

Power 

And proximity 

To rebuild 

The most perfect version of you

Sewn together with strands of DNA

The strength of age old diamonds

I will be here

Hoping

Praying

Sinking

Until the day you have built yourself

Up eye to eye with me

[existentialbillboard]

I am straight up not having a good time.

[softwaring]

[hunnybunnyxo-deactivated2020012]

[niadil]

[sickpage]

Neville Mars