May 3, 2021
I want to write a book.
a book that contains a monster, of nightmares and darkness, so dreadful you do not even wish to whisper it’s name because it brings out such fear in you.
I want to fall in love with my creation, to have readers look it in the eye and never wish to look away ever again.
Then, when you truly believe this is a story of light and love, I want to kill the monster.
To bring out such pain and loathing in readers that they honestly feel like someone has reached inside their chest and ripped their heart out with no remorse.
Honestly, it would be so beautiful, so horrible.
like life.