this is not your destruction @exitiumparit - Tumblr Blog

holy shit it’s been so fucking long since i got on here that my browser fucking logged me out---

anyways, hi, kids. uh.

tl;dr, I’m going to come back, I promise, but sometime in the middle of July, I hit a mental health wall that’s I’ve been unable to cross on my own. I’m looking to get back into therapy, but my anxiety and ADHD are in a bad place and I’m spending most of my energy focusing on me right now and some important life shit.

I love y’all very much and I hope y’all are doing well. <3 Do what you need for your health.

#( ooc )#( psa )#kinda that feels like the wrong tag #but anyway #blows y'all kisses #anxiety and adhd are just unchecked right now without a routine so i have to make one to find the energy to write #catch 22: gotta find the energy and mental capacity to put a routine together #finger guns #anyways #i adore each and every one of you #going to be okay just #2020 y'know?

@popstr is a self enabler :/

#( ooc )#fake callout cw #allison ur cancelled :/#get some help for your excuses : (#(i'm kidding i love you i was just crying at that message and i had to share it)

also divorcing is needlessly expensive and ridiculous, why does it cost this much money, how in the fuck do people have a hope of getting out of marriages, send tweet

#( ooc )#if you're not american and it's not this ridiculous in your country #i love you so much but please don't interact with wow sorry your life sucks american #please interact with 'jesus i'm so sorry you're going through that with your mom!'

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#( ooc )#tw negativity #if i was subscribing to 2015 rpc mentality i 'don't have a right' to rant here since i haven't been writing BUT WHO CARES it's 2020 #the world's on fire i need a place to type and press enter #warning for messy divorces #my mom is divorcing my father #this is a GOOD thing #this is a WANTED thing #my mom is a teacher so her salary is like---at this point in her life she's not a #starving teacher #but the way her district does contracts #she goes the entire summer without a check #good times #anyways #ergo: due to my age and both of my mom and i's adhd all of our savings and checking accounts are still linked #and my mom would NEVER steal from me #but dear fucking LORD #she's going to give me a heart attack with not clearly communicating !!!!#when she needs to transfer money from my account to hers to clear credit checks and shit !!!#aah !!!!!

mjalti

#words ( jack )#this is ABSOLUTELY a him thing to say #emoji trash king #( queue )

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I’m stupid and bi and it’s all u need to know about me

#( haley )#shrugs #( queue )

ANYWAYS, MUTUALS, come be friends, no prior interaction required, i also do disc rp, i also may be MIA for the rest of the day (on the dash) b/c i’m getting an allergy test done today and WOOHOO for HOURS of needles in my arms

la daae#5372

#( ooc )#tw needles

>notes that my queue is showing posts are in it but no posts are appearing

alright i’m going back to coloring until this shit figures itself out

#( ooc )#i may actually still write but i'll save it in a google doc until proven that a queue won't eat it

....oh ew

#( ooc )#( salt shit )#come on tumblr i logged on for a bit to TRY and write before an appt and you bring a font change at me #does customary tumblr user bitching before waiting for xkit #edit: oh do we also not allow small text anymore?#oh that's fine #second edit: hey my recommended bar is FINALLY gone so maybe you did an update that allows xkit to do its job

genterie

#images ( lily )#yeah big lily mood lmfao #( queue )

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A few hours after final lair is finished with, somewhere safe, somewhere quiet

#blood tw #FUCK ME UP #images ( christine )#say you'll guard me and you'll guide me ( christine / raoul )#( queue )

if anyone wants to know what kind of life i live, i got coaxed into logging onto my laptop right after waking up to fight people on facebook lmfao

#( ooc )#my friend: i wanted to see you eviscerate her publicly but i'm snapping for your tactful response #me: do you think i cited my sources out of being RESPECTFUL bitch that was petty academia at its CORE

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cummbunny:

brat in the streets, still a brat in the sheets

#words ( isabella )#i hate her #( queue )

I was an Icon ™ last week

#( ooc )#( haley )#if ur wondering if I'm wearing foundation on only half my face in the second photo #you're right #i was going outside and therefore masking so i don't wear makeup underneath my mask

baeslibrary

The category is: black women in ethereal moments.

#images ( christine )#these look like opera populaire costumes #i love it #( queue )

i don’t really want to write poe or finn (like i’m president of both fan clubs, but i found friends that write them better than i could) but y’all are out here doing the MOST and gonna make me pick them up, aren’t you

#( ooc )#( salt shit )#y'all are gonna make aunt haley come out and write my boys aren't you #stop contorting yourself and just say you're racist and go home

if i supplied the video can someone make me icons 👀👀👀

#( ooc )#am willing to pay !#literally just want basic icons

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