THOUGHTS

sometimes shit in here gets too personal

[biscuitsarenice]

“Here in the Pacific, 200 metres down, we enter an alien world… This is barreleye a fish with a transparent head filled with jelly so that it can look up through its skull.” - Sir David Attenborough

Blue Planet II

[rustingbridges]

I like to fuck around and waste time for at least ~6-10 hours per day, and let me tell you, that really puts some pressure on your schedule. you have no idea how busy I am

[devils-queen]

✞ 666 ✞

[adrianivashkov]

[wrotten]

do u know what pisses me off? a lot of things where do i start

[love]

Breaking Bad (2008-2013)

[susfu-deactivated20151005]

[glitternose]

[amargedom]

“Every day I discover more and more beautiful things. It’s enough to drive one mad. I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it.”

—

[centralperksource]

the cast of Friends during the filming of the pilot episode (1994)

[expecto-patronummm]

01/29/22

I had all these plans before on what to do with my spare time once I move into my own apartment. I imagined having all this newfound freedom, and I was thinking of all sorts of stuff that I could explore. I wanted to learn a new language, Spanish in particular, since there are online programs and paid apps for that now. I also planned on reviewing for the exam to become a certified Operating Room Nurse (CNOR) by the start of 2022. I really wanted to travel more often too. However I didn't take into account the number of hours I'd spend working and the fact that sometimes I just like to rest and not do anything on my days off.

In an ideal world, I would be living alone in my own place and not have to worry about a roommate. I would be able to decorate the apartment and buy bits and baubles without having to consult another person. But then reality hit and I had to look at things in a practical manner. Having someone to cut costs with actually allows me to save up and be more financially free. It makes me sad that I dislike my current aloof roommate, but I do appreciate that we don't intrude on each other's space. We don't force conversations and respect each other's boundaries, which kind of worked out in the end.

It's just another day of recognizing the contrast between my expectations and reality, which I think is really important. I am just starting to live independently and I know things are always difficult in the beginning. I don't want to be too hard on myself. I know I'll eventually reach my goals and this is a huge step that I'm already taking. I will try to enjoy life as much as I could but at the same time I should remind myself not to be sidetracked too much.

[expecto-patronummm]

Scary

I was never one for making plans for the future, let alone making plans involving my significant other. I was used to thinking negatively, and I was terrified of the thought of making actual plans because I didn’t want to get disappointed considering that life always has a way of throwing shit at you at the worst moments. However everything changed the past 2 years that we were together. I started picturing out our life together and possibly getting married and all these big details that I would never have imagined myself wanting. I sometimes catch myself daydreaming scenarios of when we’re finally together. I want to spend every waking moment with you and listen to you ramble on about all your interests and frustrations. I love you to the moon and back and I can’t wait until we see each other again!

[foxleap-gone]

[babyanimalgifs]

Flowery Pitbull 

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[aepex]

[wildexpeditions]

[firsttimeuser]