Eh

32. 5'1" hw: 194.8 cw: 184.2 gw: 120

[expressing-this-is-difficult]

You're so stupid and I wish I never met you. I want to dig out all my thoughts and feelings and burn them til there's nothing left. All reminisce gone and scrub myself clean.

[expressing-this-is-difficult]

I'm so fucking stupid.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

One thing that life has taught me is that attraction is easy, but intention is rare. Anyone can text you all day, call you pretty, or make you feel special for a week. But not everyone can give you peace, consistency, emotional maturity, and loyalty when life isn't exciting anymore. I've realized that the greenest flag isn't someone who's obsessed with you, it's someone who's intentional with you. Someone who never leaves you wondering.

May we all out grow mixed signals, temporary people and halfhearted love.

[quoteastic]

Just because I carry it well, doesn't mean it's not heavy. It's heavy.

[expressing-this-is-difficult]

Fucking dumb ass.

[expressing-this-is-difficult]

Fucking ow. Ow, ow, ow.

[konoko]

[konoko]

[expressing-this-is-difficult]

How long do I need to wait?

[icespicebooty]

lack of communication will eventually kill any type of attachment

[expressing-this-is-difficult]

Why am I like this?

[axetofall]

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

[mxxnlightsblog]

It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.

[catchymemes]

[badtundra]

as my final act of love, i’ll stop bothering you.

[magical-girl-menhera]

It's crazy how terrible i am at being depressed too: i can't even "distract" myself from my pain by being busy, all i do is rot in my room and hope i don't wake up tomorrow.

[barcode-king]

I'm so tired of being alone and feeling cold and unwanted but I know I'm not ready for a relationship and I know I couldn't handle it right now (maybe not ever) but fine. Ill wait. Because I don't want to die. I just want to suffer on my own and then pretend to be ok so nobody thinks of me as the stupid mentally fucked tranny loser. But I want to be loved. And if all I can do is wait and get better at pretending to be normal and ok then I'll do that. Anything but telling anyone what's wrong with me. But can't I be loved?