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disturbedsovl:

shaking his head, evan allowed tear-drenched hues to gaze towards his doppelganger, he really didn’t want him to leave but he also knew deep down that perhaps this was over for them, that there was never a chance for dimitri to fall in love the way he had – maybe he had to let go, but that didn’t mean h was about to let the other man walk away without TRYING to make him stay.

❛—— don’t l-leave…please?❜

☭ ⟶       no words formed asides for commands towards kosmos to rest                  upon his shoulder, dimitri not even allowing himself to look upon                  the man that he had to constantly deny had stole his HEART, not                  when it was nothing but incredibly wrong. there was no other op-                  tion but to run away & never look back, even if it completely ached                  inside, the russian finally collecting his small amount of belong-                  ings into a duffel bag before throwing it over his free shoulder. he                  didn’t say anything, he didn’t do anything except walk boots right                  out of his brother’s abode, optics burning in the need to shed                  unfathomable tears upon doing so, luca now whining in some                  sixth-sense knowledge that dimitri was GONE & wasn’t coming                  back.

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disturbedsovl:

❛why are you still bein’ like this with me, dimi? you might not feel the same way that i do, i’ve…accepted that, there’s no need for you to call me a liar, ‘cause i fuckin’ ain’t, yeah?❜

☭ ⟶       shrug lifted up against slender shoulders & this time? dimitri                  was going to follow through with his actions, standing up from                  where he had been sitting in order to collect his belongings &                  leave. he needed to - it was the only way that BOTH of them                  were going to move on, or at least, that’s was his stupid mind-                  set anyway.

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disturbedsovl:

❛you’re gonna tell me i’m lyin’ now? really, dimtri? is there even any point in arguin’ this with you? ‘cause it’s bullshit, you know it’s bullshit…you know how i feel.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛---- i really need to vacant your home, evan. NOW. then                   you can move o-on, yes? and i do not have to be here to                   witness ---- never mind, you do not wish to argue with                   me and -- and i do not wish to talk to you, so i am going                   now.❜

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disturbedsovl:

❛y-you know that’s not the case, dimi. if it was easy then i’d be over you by now and i…i’m not. you were never just a notch on the bedpost, you’ve always been m-more – that’s why this is so difficult.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛liar, that is what you are and you know it. i do not wish                   to talk about that anyway. i do not wish to talk at all.❜

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disturbedsovl:

❛n-no, you’re right…you’re totally right. i need to try and move on, it’s just – it’s harder than i-i thought it would be.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛-------- good. i am glad you a-agree, but it should be                   easy for you, evan. another tally upon your bedpost                   to FORGET about, yes?❜

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disturbedsovl:

❛—— fine, i-i’ll take that…‘cause yeah, i’m weak. i’m weak 'cause ALL i can think about is y-you!❜

☭ ⟶       ❛that is your problem, not mine, yes? i have suggested                   finding another residence to live & you have stopped me                   every time. perhaps you need to find a way to -- t-to move                   on.❜

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☭ ⟶       ❛because evan murray is -- is WEAK man.❜

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svngre:

❛it was a joke, man, you really shouldn’t take everything i say so literal, might catch yourself getting easily offended if you do. but hey c'mon, how am i rude? i think i’m being pretty damn N I C E.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛i am ALREADY offended by your presence! i t-think it is best                   if you walked away, yes? before you make any more jokes                   that are completely inappropriate.❜

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svngre:

❛disgusting? ouch, what’d i do to deserve that? but aw c'mon, not even worth like…a little bit of time? i’m not  T H A T bad.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛you stated that i would be into...biting, i -- was that an expression                   i do not understand? otherwise, you are disgusting, yes? you would                   deserve e-everything for feeling that way. and you are rude, we can-                   not forget that!❜

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svngre:

❛if you’re not afraid of me, then…why are you DESPERATE to get me away from you? i don’t bite – unless you’re into that sorta stuff.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛--- why is everyone i meet in this pitiful country DISGUSTING? i                   do not understand, but no, i am not into that and i am definitely                   not afraid. you are simply not worth my time.❜

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svngre:

❛what? are you afraid of me or something? no, no, i only kill BAD guys – or if i’m getting paid to do it. you’re fine, man, i’m not here to do my thing, don’t be scared!❜

☭ ⟶       ❛i -- i know i am fine, yes? because you are going to stay over                   there, i will stand here and we d-do not have to converse in                   conversation, understand? ---- a-and i am NOT afraid of you,                   do not flatter yourself.❜

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svngre:

❛i didn’t mean that you were literally on my —- never mind. but uh, that look you were giving me…seemed pretty judgy.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛what about how you are looking at ME, no? perhaps you                  should, uh...keep distance, understand? there will be no-                  body upon backs or anything of the sort, just -- stay over                  there.❜

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☭ ⟶       ❛---- excuse me? i did not even SPEAK with you, let alone                   be on your...back? i am very confused.❜

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flventinsarcasm:

nope, it’s not fact – i’ll tell you what’s fact, your papa is an

asshole who is incredibly inconsiderate and he deserves more than a damn slap for what he done to you. realize he’s a horrible person, you didn’t deserve that treatment.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛j-just stop i-it, yes?! i d-do not wish to hear any more lies                  from y-you, not w-when i know it is wrong, i -- please, if you                  wish to speak to m-me, change the s-subject. save your                  b-breath, understand?❜

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flventinsarcasm:

❛nah, nah, nah – it’s not wrong, he’s the one who’s wrong for doing the bullshit that he did. i won’t shut up and the only reason you want me to shut up is ‘cause you know i’m right…right?❜

☭ ⟶       ❛n-no! my p-papa is good man, best m-man, i -- i do not h-have                   to justify m-myself to you! i tell you to shut up b-because you are                   speaking nothing but untruth. y-you know this to be fact!❜

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flventinsarcasm:

❛really? you would have banished your son too? bullshit, man, i can see that’s a lie, it’s written all over your face. what he done hurt you, right? it was completely uncalled for, fucking throwing your kid out of the country for that? messed up.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛it -- it is not written, i -- s-stop this! of course it hurt m-me! i                   adore my p-papa, he is my entire world, he -- he had to get                   rid of m-me, understand? he thought i w-was that way, the                   way that is w-wrong, and i -- just shut u-up!❜

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flventinsarcasm:

❛no, i definitely don’t fucking agree, everyone else is right and i suppose i can see why you’d agree with it…to an extent. but you gotta realize that what happened was so fucked up.❜

☭ ⟶       ❛no! it -- it definitely was not! do not speak about what my papa                   did in that way! he did what was, uh...best, right! if i was him, i                   would have banished my son too...so, please, stop.❜