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there’s something real cleansing about a brisk autumn wind

I want to fucking die

Why will you only say I love you if I say it first :/

Every time my messages go off I keep hoping it's you . No matter what it would say every time it beeps I still have hope I tested me and every time it's not so that's a thing that's really upsetting

Its like we don't even know each other any more. It's been over two years since I've been with you and you can't have a conversation with me ... What is so wrong with me like

You haven't texted me all day again . secound day in the row .. what does this mean

First Thursday in a while you didn't visit me ..

11.12.16

So depressed lately .. I can’t get a grasp on my life. Days are floating away with out me growing and living. I feel still. I am not progressing. Things are getting worse each day. Why can't I wake up from this . What the fuck is wrong with me

You have only proved to me that I am not enough

11-4-16

Literally always has to have a problem with me we can't do anything with out you getting mad at me .. nice . Great day always gets runinwd and I'm tired of it . Realll tired

#im over this

10-25-16

I think maybe if I was better these things wouldn't happen to me . Maybe if I had a beautiful body and personality my bf would like me more . Maybe if I wasn't annoying or too much or too clingy and too " fucking ignorant " I would receive tons of love . Maybe if I were better inside and out my days would be easier I wouldn't have to stress maybe if I was beautiful my bf wouldn't like other girls picutes Maybe if I were enough things would be different . Maybe things would be easier . Maybe I'm hard to love that's why everyone leaves me . If I were easier to love maybe my bf would want to be around me. Maybe if I were a better person I would have friends . I think about leaving every day . Just leaving everyone so they could be free . I'm dragging everyone down around me . I feel so low . I know I am not worth a lot . I know I am not incredible. Maybe if I were different things would be easier on everyone . I think about dissapering but where would I stay .. Maybe just maybe if I were enough I could receive the love and care I earn for . If I were more beautiful and caring and special I know things could be easier for my loved ones . Just maybe ..

What am I going to do ugh

When ur bf doesn't even know what to say to u ... I am so fucking alone it's pathetic

I just want to rest but my mind doesn't stop

As soon as I close my eyes to rest my mind is like okay it's time to over think and analyze every single thing I do wrong

Over thinking will kill me

I'm so worried that I'm going to be sad forever

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