Hi there. So, with your lifelong love of clowns, do you have any suggestions for good visual novels involving them? I've heard of kingdom of marionettes, freak circus, and sunny day jack (though I think that last one was either cancelled or put on hiatus, if I remember correctly) and I'm curious if you know of any good and more obscure ones.
honestly I've had very little luck finding ones I enjoy, im a very picky person. The only ones I can think of off the top of my head are "trapped with jester" and "pizzaro project deep dish" there is also a jester in "dont eat the cashier" who I'm quite a fan of. But otherwise I don't like alot of novels for nit-picky reasons :P
Ok so this was a req, basically headcanons for Khol x darling who has tried to escape multiple times
NOT PROOD READ
Oh he tries so hard to be forgiving, he really does. The first time? hes upset, we see how he reacts intially, he just knocks you out and pretends nothing happened.
He knows you dont remember on the day to day, so his patience should reset each day, but lets say you try to escape multiple times in one day,
Hes so heartbroken that even when youve interacted with him, eaten his food, hes supposed to be the man you love! sure you dont remember him but he loves you so much!
He spends a majority of his day waiting for you, he doesnt sleep so he waits for you, he spends so much time waiting on you, the idea that after all this effort he puts in, you still want to leave. you chose him when he was human, but not now?
After the 3rd attempt in one day, he is so distraught, he knocks you out again and just sits beside your body until you wake up, maybe stroking your hair solemnly. Its almost guaranteed he will guilt trip you, maybe cry a little. Not like hes known for his lack of manipulative tendencies.
If his guilt tripping works? and you stay with him? oh hes so happy, little hearts in his hair and everything.
After the 4th attempt? hes jamming the doors and windows while you sleep. You cant leave, sorry!
He keeps you under his full supervision all the time after a certain number of escape attempts, he keeps an eye on you all the time. Youll only get privacy when you use the bathroom or change, and even then, hes outside waiting. He cant risk you leaving!
He gets so clingy whenever you are nearby, he would love to hold you close, to have you love him like you used to.. too bad that probably wont happen.
If you want to escape so badly, its likely youre scared of him, atleast to an extent, or you have someone outside you remember and want to be with more than him, and in which case, that shatters his heart.
He will more likely than not mess with your brain again, maybe try and make you forget whoever youre sooo attached to.
Hes so deeply obsessed with you, he will do everything and anything to make you happy and stay with him. he will attempt to manipulate you, physically and mentally. you cant leave him, he wont let you.
This is js some headcannons about dating redacted, not ren, redacted.
Let's say you successfully uncovered redacted, after months of gentle coercion, he finally dropped the ren persona. Mostly.
Even if you convinced redacted to be himself, he will switch between personalities if he doesn't get the reaction he wants. Its a real problem, he just wants you happy. Even at the expense of himself
Since redacted is so prone to switching back to one of his personas, it will take constant affirmations and affection for him to even start accepting that you want the real him
Redacted isn't sweet like ren, hes more reserved, less emotions are shown. But that doesn't mean he doesn't have them, you're just the only one with the privilege of seeing them. Its similar to how he isn't sweet and kind to anyone except you in his ren persona. But instead, he's extra rude to others and still sweet to you.
Hes not used to showing his actual feelings, so hopefully you can pick up when he's bullshitting his emotions to please you. Putting a stop to that is key to him being himself.
Redacted spends so much time staring at you. He's just happy to have his angel. Its a simple way to quell his possessive streak. Just let him cling to you and stare at you.
Despite dropping the ren persona, redacted is still affectionate. The affection just isn't as soft. Where ren would gently grab your hand and stutter, acting shy, redacted would grab you hand awkwardly looking away, trying to act tough. But still so very gentle.
One of his main forms of affection is back hugs. He hugs you from behind, wrapping his arms around you gently. He wants you close. To have you safe in his arms.
the reader isn't of a specific gender identity. Just women anatomy, so it could be read as ftm or gender neutral if you would like.
Teag romancables x reader on their period + a note on whether they'd do period sex
Per usual its not proofread
Nulla
When nulla found you curled up on the bed laying like you were in pain, he freaked out; immediately worried something had happened. It wasn't like humans were exactly common in the garden
Once you explained to nulla that you were technically fine, he calmed down. Still freaking out slightly at the concept of your period. He only had a vague idea from neos memory's of his sister. Not much to work from.
One thing nulla did remember was that you needed supplies and chocolate had some form of soothing effect. So he immediately went out of his way to fetch you what you needed, or could have wanted, before you even needed to ask. Saved you one hell of an awkward conversation.
Nulla returned quickly, with many different pads and tampons, plus chocolate, a heating pad, and some baking supplies so he could make you something. It was sweet how much he cared, even if he kept his usual smug and playful demeanor the entire time.
As soon as you were as comfortable as you could be, nulla opened his arms for you to lay in, wanting nothing more than to comfort you.
Despite his worry, he hid it well, the only visible sign was his smile being weaker than usual. Though he kept cracking jokes.
Would do period sex, nothing wrong with a little blood. Nothing more than some extra lubrication
Septem
Septem was not amused when he came into your room for breakfast and found you sprawled out on the floor groaning. Despite his growing affection for you, he was still often annoyed by your antics, and he had assumed this was nothing more than another random quirk of yours. But when you didn't stand up, or acknowledge him aside from pained noises, he did become a small bit more worried.
Septem sighed reluctantly, sitting beside you on the floor and rubbing your back, waiting for you to speak. Once you explained it was just your period, he nodded in acknowledgement. Nothing more. Nothing less. There was already a surplus of menstrual supplies in your bathroom, so he wasn't worried.
Septem isn't exactly affectionate, unfortunately. So you would have to initiate and ask him for cuddles or any form of comfort. If you asked he would agree, after all he did like you quite a bit.
Septem would just lay down and allow you to lay on top of him, stroking your back or massaging your stomach. Albeit a little stiffly.
Septem would not do period sex unless you begged him to. He's not a fan of getting dirty in that specific manner.
Unum
Something about this one screams "can smell your period" and if he did happen to smell the blood, he would notice it smelled different and he would freak out, more necessary, automatically assuming the worst, that something happened, that you were injured and didn't tell him. It takes a lot of convincing and explaining for him to understand. Eventually Unum calms down.
Once he's chilled out, he vaguely remembers reading something about human women getting their period and how it can be extremely painful. Queue the panic returning, but now its about trying to comfort you.
Unum is clueless. Utterly clueless. So he asks his wives, who also have no idea what's happening since they're not human and don't have periods. But they'd likely go to sextam while Unum comforted you to the best of his abilities.
It does take awhile before you're brought supplies, but once you have it, everything calms down, all thats left is hoping Shams doesn't have periods as well
100% would do period sex. Bro is the type to go down on you happily. Hell it's just like eating a human. But its the one he loves most.
Yall I've loved clowns since I was a child. Every kind of clown (excluding rodeo clowns) so I'm very happy to have more clown vns
This is a short set of headcanons for jestyn from kingdom of marionettes
The first night Jestyn met you, and you played a monarch so well, he knew he was obsessed. That obsession was unhealthy and Jestyn knew it, but he didn't care.
As soon as you got to work every night, you would find jestyn standing in the corner of your office. If you didn't notice him, he would just stare. He was so obsessed, it kept him content for awhile to just see you. To watch you.
After awhile of watching, jestyn would swoop you up and whisk you away to the stage. Oh how he loved being your jester, seeing you as his ruler filled a hole in his being. Every time you talked to another puppet he would watch you until your attention was back on him, but if you were too affectuobate with any one marionette, he would step in, making comments about how it was "inappropriate for a monarch to be so close to their citizens"
if commenting on your affectionate nature didn't stop it, he would get far more obvious in his jealousy. Maybe even forcefully removing the lucky puppet who had your attention. (Not killing them, but certainly taking them away*
on the rare chance you have to miss work, whether you're sick or something happened, jestyn would wait, and wait. and wait... once you came back the next night, he was visibly more clingy, spending more time touching you, more time laying on your lap.
If you weren't interested in jestyn at all, and chose to leave the kingdom, he would hunt you down. You can't leave him. He doesn't want you to, you have to stay for the kingdom, you have to be his royal.
I loved your khol head canons! They were super fun to read and super on point! Can you write more? Maybe a short fic if your felling it 🥺👀
I gotchu twin. I will not be proofreading this tho, i dont believe in proofreading (i'm lazy)
Khol x reader (YMTHAH)
this is a short story where you, the reader, wake up and think that forgetting & stabbing khol was all a nightmare
You woke up in a cold sweat, heart pounding out of your chest as you looked around, you recognized your surroundings, it was your bedroom, the one in the house you shared with your boyfriend, Khol. As you sat up and grounded yourself enough to know you were awake, and in your bedroom, you realized just how terrifying your dream was; you had completely forgotten your darling boyfriend, the one who trusted you enough to reveal his monstrous figure and tell you about how he keeps his human appearance, as a result of forgetting him, you stabbed him! with a fork! there was blood everywhere and he just... slinked off to the bathroom with a quiet "...accidents happen..." Nothing more! The blood was enough to make you queasy...
Quickly, you got out of bed, hurrying down the hall to Khols room, eyes still blurry from sleep your movements sluggish & jagged. You faintly heard Kohl talking to someone, didn't matter, just means you wont be waking him up. As you approach his door, the floor creaks and he suddenly goes quiet, as though frozen; and just before you reach the door to knock, it flies open and you make eye contact with a terrified Khol.
Khol stared down at you in disbelief and horror, but after a few seconds his eyes focus on yours, glassy and fuzzy, he pauses, "Honey...? are you ok...?" Khol frowned, panicking at your distressed state, but before he could do anything, You stepped forwards, falling into his arms and sobbing, "Khol! it was horrible, i had a nightmare, where i forgot you!" Khol held you gently, frozen in panic, you shouldn't remember him, you shouldn't even be awake right now. Is this because he didn't make you eat your dinner? was missing one dose enough to bring back your memories?! Despite his panic, Khol gently wrapped his arms around you, attempting to soothe you, "....It's ok, even if you did forget me, i would love you. You're perfect, memories or no.." He muttered, trying to sound confident as you cried. Khol took a deep breath, slowly guiding you back towards your bedroom, "...How about you lay down? You can tell me all about your nightmare once your bundled up in bed." Khol smiled, as you sniffled, nodding in agreement.
Once the two of you reached your bedroom, you climbed into bed, with Khol reaching over and tucking you in, as you calmed down. Khol waited patiently for your breathing to level, just happy to stroke your back and comfort you, he was so happy you remembered him, even if it wouldn't last long. As soon as you started talking, Khol immediately perked up, happy to listen to you, "...in my nightmare, i stabbed you... with a fork... because i didn't remember you..." Your words were quiet, still upset, but Khol heard each one. The mix of emotions Khol felt was intense, on one hand, he was so happy you remembered him, and still loved him, on the other, you thought stabbing him was a nightmare, and you were distressed because of it... maybe he shouldn't tell you that it actually happened.... Khol snapped out of his thoughts pretty quickly, trying to comfort you, "it's ok, i'm ok. You didn't forget me, and im ok." he smiled, reaching up to stroke your hair, before pausing right above your head, so used to his affections being denied; but to Kohl's surprise, you leaned into his touch, smiling softly, "....Will you stay and cuddle...? just until i fall back asleep at least...?" you mumbled, calming down slowly. While you were calm, Khol was practically bubbling with joy, wordlessly crawling into bed beside you and wrapping his arms around your waist, holding you close to him. "I love you, my darling. Sleep well.." Khol whispered, happy to be holding you in his arms again, for the first time in months, he felt seen, the same way he used to be.
And as you drifted off to sleep, you could faintly see the hearts forming in Kohl's hair, and feel his rapid heartbeat, but despite him being a monster, he was the man you loved, and you felt safe with him.
This is written with the idea that nulla found a way to pull you into the game without your consent.
NOT PROOF-READ
Nulla never thought he would have a solution to his problems, he never thought that you would be able to be together. Nulla always assumed that he was doomed, the only way out was to kill everyone. Until, he was rummaging through the coding, and noticed something bizarre, a he could pull small things from your world, into his. It started small, a pencil here, a t-shirt there. Once he got confident enough, nulla dragged you into the game whilst you slept.
As soon as you were inside the game nullas realized that you were, as he suspected, counted as real, that the game was now always running. He was oh so happy.
Nulla carried you to his bed, tucking you in so you could rest, hoping that a good-nights sleep would subdue your panic when you awoke.
And as soon as you woke up, nulla appeared at your bedside, staring at you with his signature grin, giving a quick "good morning" and offering some coffee/tea. Obviously yoy refused and panicked, sitting up and asking how you got there, and why nulla was so calm.
Nulla was so happy when he finally saw your face infront of his instead of through the eyes of your puppet. He had to hold himself back from smothering you, he knew that you were probably scared and it wouldn't be a smart course of action to do something like that. Instead, Nulla introduced himself, as calmly as he could manage, and sat down beside you. If you weren't so panicked on how you got into the game, you might have noticed how nulla was practically glowing with joy.
You settle into the game, making it more of a permanent reality, something that never freezes since you're now a constant, unable to leave, whether you wanted to or not.
Nulla begins to become more affectionate, never mentioning that it was his fault toy were now in the game, instead he focused on keeping you happy, whether that be cooking with you or comforting you as you cried. He was always there. And at some point, the constant eyes on you may have become comforting, knowing you're quite literally, never alone.
As shown in the game, khol is very obsessive, according to the creator of YMTHAH, Kohl's species mates for life.
Khol used to work as a line cook, so it makes sense that he cooks every meal for you. The time and love he puts into the food he makes cant be measured by any human standards. FDA or otherwise.
Khol has absolutely snuck into your room after hes had a bad day, and just stared at you. Nothing sexual, nothing horrible. He just finds comfort in watching you, knowing you're safe, knowing you're all his
He has so many nicknames for you, he's tried to tone it down since you started to forget him, he doesn't want to scare you. But he still calls you things like; sweetheart, my love, dear, etc.
Since Khol stopped eating human flesh, hes been slowly deteriorating, turning back into his monster form. Sometimes he looks in the mirror and cries, worried that when you wake up that morning, you'll be terrified of him, even more so than usual.
If you accept and love him, he turns into the most clingy and sweet darling. He spends all his time following you around like a lost puppy, just happy to be around you, to bask in your glowing presence.
When you were dating, back when first stopped eating human flesh, he was so scared you'd stop loving him as he transformed back into his monstrous form that he would sometimes hide in his room instead of facing you. He would rather pretend everything is ok, than open that door and see horror on your face.
His kisses are sweet, and gentle, you can almost feel the fear ebbing off him in waves; he's terrified that you'll decide to back away, that you'll leave him.
Typing this on my burner instead of my laptop so sorry for any errors :P
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Claire LOVES hugs. No particular reason she just loves being held and it makss her feel safe
I could see her love languagss being physical affection and gift giving
On the gift giving thing she just makes you a whole bunch of crafts, paper or not. You'll just go to talk to her and she'd hand you a lil paper doll of yourself
She adorss painting your nails! Like imagine js hanging out with her and she starts to pain yours or Engel's nails with all sorts of different color
She hates the texturs of scrambled eggs
Her favorite type of food is nything sweet! Doesn't mean just candy tho. She likes orange chicken and all sorts of other food too!
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