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Uta Tsugikuni

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Uta ... you have returned ... hello ...

"Hello Kokushibo-san" She bowed in a greeting. "Yes, but not fully. My mod still seems a bit tired, but she allows me to lurk from time to time" She gave him a smile.

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She looked at him worried at first and then she smiled sadly. How lonely he must have been without other humans. How did the wild boars manage to care for him and keep him alive for so long? It was remarkable.

"It's not bad at all to be human, but it's okay Inosuke, if you don't want to be one then you don't have to be." She wouldn't force him into anything. She was thankful that she could wash the boy and cut his hair. Only the nails were missing. She gave him a gentle nudge on the nose with the tip of her finger. "Come on now we're going to trim your nails."

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Uta giggled. It seemed like Yoriichi didn't know a lot about other people. She would love to teach him everything because they both had to cope in this world together.

"No, no I am fine. I was just blushing about your words. That happens when someone is happy and or feel shy." She took his hand that he offered her, let him pull her up and didn't let go.

"Yes only what we need since our bellies can't eat more. That would be a waste of the fish." She looked into the same direction as he did. It's probably where the river was. "Come Yoriichi, let's go."

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She was so tired and if he didn't hold her, she would have slipped off his back. "He died not long ago..." Her voice still weak. "And then our child died... because I was not able to..." Her voice broke and she realized that her cheeks and his back were wet with her tears. She didn't even notice that she started to cry softly against him. She felt so incredibly alone.

"I just want to be with them..."

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Disappointment set in and her shoulders sagged. She had hoped so much for a positive answer.

"Oh.. I was just-" Yes, she was only hoping and of course it went absolutely nowhere. She looked down sadly, letting go of her hands.

But her last words made her suspicious.

"Remained for so long? I am only 19 years old" She thought about what she meant by that and realized that a lot was really different and then it hit her like lightning. "We... We are here in the Sengoku Era, aren't we….?"

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Uta giggled and blushed at the beautiful flower she received and handed her a sunflower.

🌻

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Am I in pain? Hell yes I am, because do you actually know what this means? Despite of the horrible feeling that you are never wanted, that you bring misfortune? How traumatic must that have been for a small child, that he doesn't want to talk at all.

But the father is also to be pitied because he himself was stuck in his superstitions, which at the moment were more important than the love to his wife. Only Akeno-san's death opened his eyes, because he also loved his son in a way, but he was broken (as many characters).

In a way Yoriichi is in one point very much like his fathers son, if it is about the love of their life. They can't fall in love again and can't remarry. Choosing solitude over everything. How pure must his love for Uta have been? How hurt must he have been if he was not able to move for 10 days away from her corpse. Not drinking or eating anything. What strain must that be on his body and soul. (I am still crying everytime when I read chapter 186)

But he was also healing in a way. Especially after 2 years when he went to Sumiyoshi and opened up, talking about everything that had happened to him. And still, nobody was able to fill the emptiness in his heart that Uta's death left behind.

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She lifted her head slightly and noticed how dizzy she became. The wound and blood loss took its toll. Was this probably her end? Would she see her beloved Yoriichi again so soon? She hoped so, but on the other hand something in her wanted to live and clung to it.

Some sort of flame... Yes, even as a child she had been fascinated by his mark, as he had told her that he was born with it and one of the reasons why his father believed that he brought bad luck. It broke her heart then, and still does. She always thought he was beautiful with the mark and had often brushed over it. Knew every line inside and out. So she knew immediately what he meant.

"Yes..." Her voice trailed off and she struggled to keep her eyes open as her mind kept swifting into unconsciousness. "Yes, he had flames on his forehead. He... was my sun..."

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It felt good to just let out the grief that had been chasing her for so long and to hold on to someone. Especialls since had not anyone to hold on to after his death, let alone talk to anyone. That's why this family gesture did her so incredibly well, even if they were strangers.

She sniffled and looked up at him, trying to wipe away the tears that wouldn't stop flowing now that she had let them on the loose.

"What... What do you mean with that?" She furrowed her brows and sniffled again. "He.. He died of an illness.."And that all of a sudden... Now it clicked in her head. She had suspected that his death wasn't natural but always pushed it out of her mind.

"What do you know? Why did he have to die?"

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Uta was silent for the moment and let him carry her. She understood what he meant. She had always had a bad premonition that there were more powerful beings up to no good. Today she had met one in the form of a demon and if he hadn't been there she would have been dead by now. She was grateful and knowing that there is even a group called Demon Slayer filled her heart with relief, but still...

"This far I understood that, but..." She hesitated. He seemed extremely annoyed with her, but she just had to know. "But the way you fought... It was like how my deceased husband used to dance and practice..."

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Uta was still shaken and finally looked at the lady. She said centuries. Centuries! What just had happened to her? She tried to remember but everything was blank and if she tried harder a painful headache came.

"I-I don't feel that old to be honest. I am actually 19 years old" She smiled nervously. "And I really don't want you to make any trouble for me. You've been already so kind to me." She looked out into the garden and saw the wild boar. Oh, that's why she suggested pork...

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Pokemon Team Planner!

Uta's Pokemon Team

Tagged: No one! I saw @sunforms doing it and I thought I should turn it into a dash game! ❤️

Tagging: @whirling-fangs @uppermoonkoku @sunsblaze @koku-shibou @swordsxandxsakuras @fallesto (for Yoriichi and Shinjuro) @ask-senjuro-anything @shinjuro-rengoku-ask @nakimex @askaizetsu @sncwhashira @paintoreos @akaza-dono-the-basketball @yoriichitsugikuni-hinokamikagura @the-muzansama @theothervonkarmagirl @ask-icedouma @ask-spider-mother-kny @ofmistnmoons @multifacetmuses @tsukkiakarii @hizzashii @ask-mitsuri-kanroji @ask-nezuko-kamado-kny @rengoku-theflamehashira @himawari-halo @eyes-like-ruby

Please do not reblog and make a new post!❤️

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How adorable are you?

Uta blushes but smiles.

Tagged by the lovely @uppermoonkoku

Tagging: the whole dash <3

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No, no, no, no... That was not true... He had ran away from his home and on his way he had met her when they were 7. His name was Tsugikuni and not Takeuchi. He was no priest, but her sweet loving husband!

Everything in Uta was literally screaming and yet she remained silent and stared at him with her big eyes. "I-I see... I'm sorry, I must have mistaken you for someone else..." She could hardly believe those words came out of her own mouth. It hurt her more than she thought and she felt the iron grip of loneliness ensnaring her.She tried to get up, but couldn't immediately, the exhaustion kicked in and her thin legs were too shaky.

"I..." She hesitated with her answer, especially after that awkward first meeting. "I wanted to ask if I could take refuge with you. I've been on the journey for a very long time."

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Reblog if your askbox is always open !

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Everything in Uta came to a halt. She must misheard him, since he said that they have not met. But how was this possible? He was her husband! The had grown up together! He was the one who filled the emptiness inside her when she was just 7 years old. He was the one who was so kind to her, offering to live with her so she wouldn't be alone anymore. All the wonderful years they had spent together. Is that all supposed to be gone?

She couldn't believe that and searched in his eyes for anything that maybe told her that he waws lying. His beautiful maroon eyes... Even those were the same, but those didn't look at her with that warm inner smile she is usually used to. No he looked at her as she was a simple stranger.

Embarrassed, she moved away from him and wrapped her arms around herself.

"B-But your name is Yoriichi Tsugikuni, right?"