imagine how pathetic itâll be one day, when you pause and realize you havenât done anything. nothing at all in your journeyâand not for no reason either, no, no.
that would be less painful.
but because you were scared of trying.
because you PROCRASTINATED.
you had all the information infront of you;
the scripts, the help, the methods, the posts you skimmed over for a quick dose of dopamine that never lasted long but enough to keep you in the same state.
when all you had to do was one action, and action is a generous term for this! one thought. one fucking assumption. one second or minute of deciding to persist regardless of circumstance or feelings.
so what if you failed once? twice?
so what if something went wrong?
are you gonna choose, once again, to rot in the same spot of familiarity til you die? til it becomes too late? til you break down and spiral deeper down the rabbit hole?
only to soothe yourself with a success story, promise youâll start again. soon. when âsoonâ comes, the loop repeats.
youâll plan for it, tell people youâll do it, fantasize about all the things youâll experience WHEN you do it, read about how others did it, youâll do ANYTHING but actually try.
this is not that hard. iâve said it once,
one minute alone with your thoughts
one decision to get out of your comfort zone
thatâs all it takes. not JUST that, ANYTHING.
JUST DO SOMETHING FOR ONCE. APPLY WHAT YOU KNOW, KEEP GOING, LOCK. THE. FUCK. IN.
you are constantly one breath away from your desires, your DR, whatever youâre trying to do. stop bitching. stop whining. stop crying. stop being pathetic. stop begging.