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Random Notes:

32 years stuck in an underground vault

Not sure about anything anymore

May suck at everything. It sure feels like it

Daydream a lot

Meows and may bite

May steal your fish (just kidding : 3 maybe)

What you will find here:

Random fake quotes related to my thought process.

Art made by me. It is usually lazy pixel or digital art.

Writings and polls of my thoughts and ideas. Maybe even my stories.

Reblogs of other artists' art.

Reblogs of ocs, furries, or felines from said artists.

Sometimes reblogs of helpful or interesting things.

Content is not aimed at minors and reblogs may lead to various creators. The content reblogged will be fairly tamed. The worst may be blood, drugs, swearing, or suggestive themes.

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I do not know. I may pin this here as well. My main blog mostly for nonsense and relogging My Posts here. I just use this main account to track art better and a place to post my thoughts without being too annoying. The side blog is aim to be more useful for people who want to follow a blog they can use to find more people or stuff from me without nonsense spam. Also that post may change and I may be too lazy to reblog it, So I will list this that change below until I feel like reblogging the new version:

added a link to an information post: {On the use of my art}

added a filter to my links tag [My Links]. I'll try to post the sites I use in there.

Other stuff:

I tend to ignore messages that seems fishy so I may not respond to simple hi or hello from some accounts. A question or something is more likely to get a response as long as it do not sound like a scammer or salesman. meow I also scare easily and I am shy.

Mew I been lazy, but also my energy level been low and real life been distracting. *Rolls around* then again I do not really post here since I mostly been doing programming instead of art.

Meow made a silly banner, though I am not too big on website button thing. *rolls around* Though the code did not work in the post probably because of the nested elements.

Random Nonsense

Meow one issue about using engines without really programing anything complex is being miss lead into using odd or hard to managed designs. Like heavy usage of event buses and autoloads with Godot. I did went from manager base autoloads to a single game (not exposed to global) autoload to hold persistent game nodes and resources and resource as sharable states. The game autoload was going to be added to the root via code, but it was a node and I notice the autoload had a way to not add it to the global scope so I feel that approach is fine. The resource one is bittersweet. It works well for certain cases where one wants to edit the state or swap it out without making more than one script but require a path to be reserved and known by all that uses it (magic string issue). I still like it because it does not require dependencies unless proving a static map to solve the magic string issue. There is one other option that not really talk about or people may just call it a singleton. A shared object instance exposed as a static instance of the related class. It requires dependencies of the class or base class, yet if it being accesses then it probably already being dependent on. By default it lacks the features of a resource, but if the game/app/plugin autoload loads it, then it can gain the benefits of a resource as well. It also does not populate the global scope as itself, only as part of the class that hold it. One could add it as a static field of the game class, but out of habit I rather keep it hidden since its role is to regulate the game (my so called paranoid anti accidental circle dependencies pattern). Truth is I really do not care what people use if I am not part of the project, but I do not like the policing attitude I see around since they always seem to bash shared resources without caring about why it being shared. I still find it useful for controllers since one can assign it in the editor and have as many instances from 1-2 classes (player controller and ai controller (If i recall correctly, I kind of treat them like the ue4 controllers, but provably far simpler).

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Meow I wonder if one day I will get use to splitting dynamically lengthy functions/system into synchronous parts while being safe on the state it shares. Eh probably just need to get used to chunking the state into fix size arrays and stuff related to write order if that not already handled for me. *rolls around*

Random Nonsense, probably best to ignore.

Meow there is an old idea I keep thinking about every once in a while. It is kind of dumb (about an immortal living in modern times with a bloody history of fighting the colonizer before the truce). This time I was think about what if the setting is an underground town under a city that live the natives and outcast of that area living with their own rules. The town was a prime spot that the city built around and eventually built above due to the truce preventing them from moving the town civs. The leaders and even the immortal of that town tried too peaceful reject to abuse, but time made most forgot about the old war and the immortal does not feel like killing more so if the leaders want to be peaceful (nowadays).

A few decades ago, the immortal sent a threating letter which led to police to treat them as a terrorist. In short this led to bloody may where the people are told some manic butcher the police until they manage to gun them down (a lie. the feds refuse to send the army due to the treaty. They attempted to be passive to the immortal for a bit and was lucky they rather not kill without being provoked).

Now most of the town is at treat of being bought out by businessmen too greedy to care about local customs. The town (who are aware) is keeping an eye on the immortal for they were more likely to start a fight in response to the bold claims and this time some of the other folks may join in which will end the long bittersweet peace.

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Meow do not like painting with a mouse *rolls around*

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Meow made a neocities site a few days ago just to have one not really tied to my projects. Yesterday I decided to be silly and make a dumb down fishing game for it. I also have it hosted on github pages just in case it becomes unreliable on noncities. Yeah I use the lazy painting as a background

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Meow do not like painting with a mouse *rolls around*

Random poll.

Rate my site: Ezma Meow Home Page

-1

It is bad

It works

It is okay

It is nice

Voting ended onApr 23

The site/page is not really done except the landing page. I decided to make a poll just to have something interactive on my personal tumblr for a bit. the site in question if it not working above: Ezma Meow Home Page

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Random Nonsense

Mew my curiosity led to having asks open for a while, but I get not activity here or on my more public blog. I do admit I been a very lazy cat *rolls around*.

#random #asks #ask me anything #curiosity

Random Dev Nonsense

Meow I been flooding my Bluesky with too much nonsense text that I probably have hundreds of posts now (mostly because of the text limit). Most of it has been about a side project I been working in which is a web base maze game made without a dedicated engine. I might try to redirect such nonsense here (at least most) and try to add to this post(maybe). If I was not a lazy cat, I would cleanup and compress it into a proper post, but that takes too much time and work I rather used for resting or developing. Mew well today I feel like being lazy or well unless I manage to eat enough to regain focus. I kind of want to get back into my main project (which I do not really post about), but also would like to get the maze to a more playable state. The maze just need to be clean up and need things like navigation and spawning of enemies and maybe light. Also most of this stuff should be declared in a level json file. I also need to make (or find) assets for creatures. I have little focus for pixel art these days and lack the tools to reduce stress for drawing detail stuff digitally so I may have to mess with low poly 3d object with blender and even that I have trouble staying focus with.

#random #nonsense #dev log

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Meow one day I will delve deep into Godot source code. I have not bother to since once I do, I probably won't be coming back and every system I build or rebuild would take way longer to make and require to be rebuilt every update (I think). Mew it would make Godot work far better for me, yet I would develop slower. I mean I would have to understand it from how it is built, how it is converted to js, and the rendering and physics pipelines to make features that work well with it. Mew though I am still focus on the js project. I should work on it more today, but real life been demanding meow.

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Meow I got too involved with js again when I should be focusing on my main project. I do admit that I learn some things I did not have to worry about with Godot and may be able to learn stuff that might help with web export limits (That I put on myself because I want all low end platforms supported). Also this time I am using libraries instead of creating my own because it is a 3d game and well 3d rending and physics is a lot of work to design and code. I do admit I do need to design a vector helper library so I can do math between two different vectors with similar access points to reduce needing to create vectors of the correct type to access such math. This would be helpful for my vector object too if I ever use it again. Meow I am just lazy and may not do that any times soon. The newest js project I do need to clean up first and well I should prepare data for the main project eventually.

Random Dream Nonsense

Meow I have odd and somewhat epic feeling dreams sometimes. Last night felt like some space epic from surviving a bleak battle in our home in the void against invading pests to flying solo to find a new home for us only to shut down the ship after being attack (and hopelessly floating alone in space). It was luck to awoke to a populated system with a planet nearby. Radio silence and stealth landing was needed due to not wanting to be shot down from appearing out of nowhere (I did manage to find time to compile the data into a map and transmit it into the void sometime after landing).

Mew then it was vaguer, but felt like an epic adventure exploring the world, finding a mate (and too many hints of naughtiness with them), and just normal living afterwards. Too bad it was a bittersweet feeling when family/crewmates arrived. Too many worries since I was still illegally on the planet and they were entering diplomatically. It did not end well or I woke up after learning we were not wanted on the planet for being 'lethal weapons'... the only reason why we were able to survive against those gluttonous pests.

#dream #nonsense #random

Completely Random Nonsense

I think, lore wise for me, my magic type is both or a hybrid of earth and water like Mud or maybe even blood/body. Traits are movement debuff, slow healing, and damage softening (mutations/adaptation if blood/body). Casting style is body/touch for earth and blood and more movement/flow for water and mud.

#random #nonsense #magic #earth #water #mud #blood

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I always seem to be hungry and it messes with my focus. I am probably extra bite-y too meow.

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Random Nonsense

Meow I may be focus on some other project, but I still come up with silly ideas for project I may never work on meow. The latest is character that appears as a fluffy black ball most of the time and live in a dark and sinister place. They are scary powerful up close usually consuming most enemies or greatly damaging their defense. These enemies usually have ruthless range or team up forcing the character to use the dark spots to get an edge against them. The character once was a human, yet gave up her humanity and took form of a somewhat humanoid black feline. They have the ability to mutate which grants them abilities to help survive and navigate. Her noticeable ability beside mutation is her healing. Consuming her foes grants her health and overflow health adds to her ability to regenerate at safe spot (aka checkpoints). Meow was thinking about little things like her eye's iris grow big in the dark and thin in the light. The idea also was that only her eyes appear in the dark spot and she can disappear when she blinks. Also enemies would have some kind of outline so she could hunt them in the dark (making it look like the void consume them). Only reason I am not thinking about working on it is the art workload. I probably could design the character easily if I am lazy with showing her true from in attacks, but the enemies and environment would be too big of a scope and I been having a big art block. The main project is more code base using simple free assets and focus on building modular systems as well as the game and eventually it will reach a point I could use it to make other games as long as I have the will to do art.

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