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minkyuvld:
It didn’t bother Kyuu that his lie wasn’t believed by the other. He wasn’t sure why he’d asked the question, if it was one he already knew the answer to. The older of the two simply shrugged, repeating one of the moves from the choreography in the mirror, watching his reflection as he did so. Over the hears, he’d become an expert in hiding how tired he really was. Really it had just turned into his permanent state, if he ever got a good night sleep he was sure that is something the others would notice.
“Think whatever you like,” he hummed out to the other, turning to look at him when he suggested that he might be here to practice after all. “It’s the Nation’s Boyfriend, if you’re going to be bitter about my title at least get it right.” To him, the title did feel a little silly, but more than anything it had only come with positives. P.S were happy for him, and made them feel better connected with him. Really, at the end of the day, that’s what he wanted. “Why do you feel so hostile towards me today?”
He thought over the question, was he acting hostile? It wasn’t just some other member asking this either, Kyuu was well established as one of the hardest members in the group to communicate. Lane didn’t know where he’d fall on a scale about communication, yet he wasn’t actually curious. Having a group of thirteen meant that there was literally close to nothing to hide and no moment of silence to be had. The weird thing was Lane did not want silence anyway. The silence filling up his ears when he went to bed was filled with dread, the silence on his way to the company was with desparation. On shows, sometimes, they’d be asked about how bad is it with so many people living in the same place. The other twelve were way less scary than the skeletons hiding in Lane’s closet. “I’m not hostile, I just don’t want to spend any energy on being sarcastic.”
He stepped up to the mirror, wanting very desparately to look away from his own image. He didn’t have any problems with his body, but maybe his own insecurities had gotten to him. He let out a deep breath, his shoulders falling as he closed his eyes. “How do you feel about the new song?” He asked out of the blue. He had said he wouldn’t bother the other but his worries about showing a good image in the choreography were bigger than his nerves about talking to Kyuu. Lane had heard things about how he could fit the vibe of the song better because he was younger, but he just felt out of place instead.
mood: [ ʏᴇᴀʀɴɪɴɢ ]: ᴀ sᴛʀᴏɴɢ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴇsᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏʀ ɢᴇᴛ ᴇᴀsɪʟʏ.
minkyuvld:
The longer the two of them continued to speak, the more it felt like their conversation was becoming a game. At least to Minkyu, anyway. A back and forth where both of their tones became increasingly more, yet subtly harsh towards each other, backs metaphorically becoming arched. As long as they both had smiles across their faces while they spoke, it was all in good fun, right? Playful banter between team mates. Maybe it was simply because they were communicating first thing in the morning, most people Kyuu knew were very defensive in a morning.
“Who knows, they might be. I don’t usually see many others here at this time,” the idol commented in return, bringing his next arm up to stretch that one too before he swung them both around his waist. He was a stickler for stretching, having not done it properly once and suffering for it for days. That was the only time he’d let the team down, and himself town, and to him it was almost akin to torture. Knowing that he was dragging others down aside himself and it was his own fault? He would never allow it to happen again. “Usually. Sometimes I allow myself to sleep in, if we don’t have much of a schedule.” That was a lie, Kyuu rarely slept in. If he did, it was an accident. “Why are you here if it’s not to practice? Did you sleep well?”
Lane’s attention drifted from the other to his own reflection on the mirror. He bit at his bottom lip without realizing, a habit he picked up from a friend or another. He had thought he had been alright at hiding his stress, but his reflection spoke to him in volumes. His shoulders looked less wider than normal, his wrists thinner and the hollows of his cheeks deeper. His visuals were not his weak point and having lost some more weight would not be so bad, since he had sharp contrasts on his face as is. With some makeup, he’d look even better. Yet, something tugged at his heart. He felt even worse than how he had felt in his bed, his hands clenching into a fist. He’d have to work out even harder, just to get over that mental wall he had put up himself.
“If we weren’t living in the same place, I might have believed that,” he remarked sharply at the other. His insomnia wasn’t known by all members with such a big group that they were, but he had seen other slip out of the dorm while Lane was on his computer. Lane spent the least time in his bed, a fact his roommate knew but mostly others had caught on by finding him in front of his computer in the living room as well. “Did I say I wouldn’t practice?” He questions with a small shrug. “I just wouldn’t want to take up the time of the Nation’s Prince.” He replied with a flippant gesture, muttering the nickname in English.
where: a smoothie shop in gangdong district, seoul, sk. when: 04 / 19 / 2020 … early morning. who: @f-vevld … oh lane.
”it’s been a slow month for twentytwenty, hasn’t it?” sebin asks, offering a small smile to lane from across the table. although they’re sat right beside a large window, there isn’t much warmth emanating through the glass; the sun is still low in the sky, hasn’t yet grown as powerful as it will come noon. despite the fact that this is typically a crowded shop during the day, there’s hardly anyone here now; the city is still moving slowly. this is sebin’s favorite part of the day. usually, he wouldn’t share it with anyone; but even sebin gets a little lonely sometimes, and besides, he enjoys having lane around. “you guys deserve it…” he trails off, thinking about the other members he knows. decides to correct himself. “you deserve it.”
as for danger, their month has been filled with activities to prepare for their upcoming debut. he doesn’t bring that up, though, because he really doesn’t wanna talk about it or think about it. he’d much rather talk about something lighter, or even better, just listen to lane talk. he leans back in his chair and takes a long sip of his smoothie, basking in the momentary silence; it is silence, but it still feels better when it’s not a lonely silence. “so,” he finally speaks, “have you been playing any new games lately?”
it almost always comes back to games, and it’s almost always because of sebin. he’s not sure why he always bothers, because the truth is that he doesn’t know anything about videogames except for the fact that lane likes them. but maybe that’s enough? if he doesn’t understand, then he’ll just pretend that he does—that’s always been his go-to plan.
Lane yawns into the sleeve of his hoodie with a small nod at the other’s words. The lack of sleep has been getting to him and recently, his body has been craving more and more rest than ever. The bags under his eyes aren’t as severe as they used to be before debut, yet he feels the heaviness of sleep over his eyes. The stress-induced insomnia is at all-time high, as Lane feels the burden of upcoming music video shoot. “Slow month?” He asks slowly, pulling at the cap over his hair. “In a week, I’ll be drowning in live shows, so just enjoy my face while you can.” He gestures at his face as he speaks, then smiling lightly at the other. It’s not that he dislikes comebacks, but his mental state gets to its worst in the first week of promotions, and it’s mostly then that he avoids everyone he can. It’s nothing he speaks about with anyone, however, he guesses they all understand in one way or another.
“I got gifted a beta key by a streamer friend, I’ve been dealing with that.” He taps his fingers on the table beneath his hand, his gaze following the sun rays that fall on his skin. He suddenly misses the warmth of summer, of running around, swimming, being free. His face scrunches up before he schools his expression. He himself signed up for this, after all, he tells himself. “Also there’s a new mobile game that seems interesting...” He trails off, nodding to himself.
when: 2020.04.07 @ 12:15 pm where: small restaurant near summit media hq what: lunch with: @f-vevld
It should have been of little surprise that finding another who had lived on the same side of the world as he had for many years was… Perhaps “difficult” wasn’t quite the word, but it was the one that danced on the tip of his tongue, a teasing jig as his tongue swirled across the front of his upper teeth, pushing remnants of food downwards. A nod rocked his head as he allowed the music that spilled from the restauarnt’s old speakers to fill his head.
There was something exciting about eating where one didn’t normally, despite how he would often worry he wouldn’t find something he would particularly like to eat. Although he always wanted to enjoy the healthiest option, he’d never considered himself a picky eater, which was why today’s choice of japchae was an easy pick from the otherwise small menu. Leaning back against his chair, Kiwon let out a soft sigh, a smirk pulling at the corners of his lips as he chewed.
“I can’t remember the last time we were here,” the leader commented, hand in front of his mouth as he spoke. “If I didn’t know any better I’d say we’ve been avoiding some of the best cheap meals in the city.”
Lane’s first introduction to Korea had been rocky at best. It wasn’t just stepping into a new culture, a new country; it was being in a word of a language he couldn’t read and people he couldn’t understand. He didn’t have many friends but people who knew English at the start. His world was limited to people who could stand being around him with all the questions he had about the world he had found himself in. The nauseating feeling of nostalgia climbed his throat as he glanced at the other. It wasn’t that he was upset to remember old times, yet he was feeling a bit overwhelmed with how much he wanted to forget.
His fingers played with the chopsticks absentmindedly as he looked over the food in front of him. His ears did not pick up the music flowing from the speakers as he tried to remember the last time he had been in that restaurant. He had sat on the very end of the table and wondered if he was in the right place. His gaze moved up at the man in front of him and Lane surpassed the urge to shake his head to clean his brain of the memories of old times. His corners of his lips curled upwards as he let out a sound of agreement. “If only someone spared me some of his time, we could have come a bit earlier,” he remarked back with a playful grin. He took a bite from his food, chewing slowly before humming, “Practices have been running me dry, honestly. I never imagined I’d miss sleep.”
sᴇᴇ, I'ᴍ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ɴᴇᴡ ʙᴜᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ɪɴsᴘɪʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ sᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴏᴜᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴘs, sᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴏᴛ <3 ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ғɪɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ :)
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[01.26.20], 09:58am
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minkyuvld:
It was uncommon for others to be in the practice room this early, so Lane showing up had been a surprise in it’s self. The slightly bitter, yet sleepy tone to his rebuttal brought a smile to Kyuu’s lips along with a chuckle, because in a way he was playing along. Although by the sound of his voice alone, Kyuu knew it would be a little while before he was awake and alert enough to really practice and go over the choreography, and have it not be a waste of time. That was one of the idol’s pet peeves, wasting time when there was work to be done. Regardless of whether or not Lane thought he was here to go over a routine, Kyuu wasn’t going to allow the other to waste his own time. So, as he spoke, he didn’t once still his movements, still unpacking things from his bag like a towel and his bottle of water. There was even a snack in there for later.
“I suppose they need it,” the twentytwenty member commented, finally turning around to face the other in his oversized hoodie. It wasn’t a surprise that Minkyu never slept as long as he probably should for the amount of work he puts in daily, sleeping late and rising early was common for him. Stretching an arm over the top of his head, he releases the tension from his muscles as he watches Lane’s own tired form. It was amusing how their outfits were so similar, yet so different. Kyuu himself was wearing his own hoodie, however his was more fitted and slightly cropped. Easy to move around him, and would keep him warm. “Why aren’t you asleep? Is it not too early for you to be here?”
Lane held back a snicker at the other’s flippant tone, instead pulling out his phone and glancing at time. For all others knew, Lane slept a lot, couldn’t wake up easily and he would mumble in his sleep. In reality, each stressful event brought back insomnia and unnecessary burden on his shoulders. He’d roll around in his bed for hours before managing to sleep for two, then would have a hard time getting up because of how tired he was. That day was one that he decided not to deal with his insomnia, his body didn’t feel as tired as his brain. His thoughts were a soup of uncertainty and some comments he had heard from other people. He moved his eyes to glance at the other, “Are early hours just reserved for you?” His voice a little lighter this time, Lane shrugged lightly. “My brain was stuck here.”
He turned away to pull off his hoodie, he would probably have to throw it on after getting sweaty. He had an old shirt he had bought when he had first come to Korea on, he looked messy but he just wanted to get over the mental block he had. He stretched his arms over his head with a small sigh, his joints clicking in place as he closed his eyes and enjoyed the pull of his muscles. He had recently found the problem with his own dancing: his balance was a mess. He would stumble upon his own feet, even if it didn’t look bad on stage, it would mess with his dance. He would have to look deeper into it later on. He peeked at the other for a moment, but then stopped himself. He wouldn’t get help from him, he didn’t want to deal with all talking that came with it. “You come here at this hour all the time?”
minkyuvld:
When Kyuu had first started training with TwentyTwenty, before they were known as such, he had almost pitied Lane. The skills he possessed were practically nonexistent, aside from the deepness of his voice, and the cuteness of his features. Early on he’d known that the other would have to work hard to gain his respect, having already joined the company with vocal and dance background. Surely enough, months passed and he watched his team mates skills improve gradually over time. Kyuu wouldn’t go as far to say he was impressed, but he was definitely pleased. As long as you were willing to work hard to prove yourself, he can overlook those few steps you took incorrectly. Provided you don’t do it again.
It was an early morning when he found himself in the practice room. Some joked he should have a bed in there seeing as he was usually the first to show up, and the last to leave. It was for good reason, wanting every movement he took on stage to be perfect. The particular concept that was going to be shown later in the month was something a little different to what they’d done before, utilising props in their outfits on stage. Because of this, he wanted to get it right. If you asked him why he practised so diligently, he would say it’s so he can watch and observe to find other member’s flaws. Deep down, that’s really his way of helping.
“You’re late,” Kyuu voice to the slightly older male as he entered the practice room, still in the middle of putting down his own things. He wasn’t late, at all, they’d never really set a time for this practice session. Kyuu simply liked to pull other’s strings.
Lane’s feet dragged on the floor, almost walking to the end of the corridor when he heard a familiar voice. His eyes dragged up from the ground to see someone walk into one of the practice rooms. Lane’s eyelids dropped over his eyes, was there a practice that day? Had he forgotten? No, that couldn’t have happened. He had basically snuck out of the dorm to come back to the practice room; he didn’t even have an extra shirt for the end of the practice. A small sigh escaped his lips as he found himself walking to the door of the practice room. His eyes watched the figure of his bandmate for a second before nodding at the other. “You’re early, more like.” Lane scrunched up his nose at how deep his voice sounded, it was as if his vocal cords complained at getting no rest at all.
He stepped inside the practice room, pointedly not looking at his own reflection as he pulled off his headphones from his ears. Not many people knew that the headphones that were almost always around Lane’s ears or on his neck were just a defense mechanism. In a world filled with music, he found that he needed silence. If someone asked him if he regretted being a musician, he couldn’t say yes or no with a straight face; and that’s why he hated music sometimes. Millions of faces watched him every second of his life, people expected him to thrive, to shine. He had grown as a singer, a dancer, yes; but at what cost? His eyes met his own through the mirror and he noticed how hard he was frowning. He shook his head lightly and placed his headphones on one of the tables. “The others are still sleeping.” He said to no one in particular, but even to himself, it sounded as if he was making an excuse for ‘being late’ even though he wasn’t.
It was more about the weight over his ears than the music playing through the headphones that Lane left the dormitory without nothing other than his phone. He knew he was better off sleeping his anxiety away, yet the moment he had put down his head on his pillow, millions of voices had started talking to him. It was those moments when no one was looking at him that felt like everyone’s eyes were on him. His fingers continued fidgeting along the hem of his oversized hoodie, his gaze jumping from the concrete beneath his feet to the quickly brightening sky. His body carried him to the building he knew like the back of his hand. He greeted security guards with a slight tilt of his head, slipping past the entrance floor quickly to throw himself to the practice room.
His steps almost dragged on the steps climbing upstairs. He remembered the flinch on the dance teacher’s face, the disappointment in his own expression and another thirty minutes spent just to fix his part. He stopped short on one of the steps, feeling a headache creeping in. He had to remind himself that he wasn’t the same Lane that walked into that building years ago. That guy was unsure of his movements, foreign to the culture and language of the country and all in all, undeserving of the acceptance he got. Standing there on the stairs, he was no longer Lane, but F.ve instead; and that disappointed him even further. There was no place for failure in F.ve’s book. He was known to pick things up fast, practice like crazy and succeed. Succeed he did... He mumbled absentmindedly under his breath, climbing the stairs with even more vigor. He made his way to practice rooms slowly. His brain moving him forward but his feet just carrying him through the corridor instead of going inside, his figure floating around in the hallway.
hey there, I’m Lee (she/her) here with my first muse on tumblr in 2 years, please take care of me well and excuse my weird writing until I get used to it again! f.ve is 1/13 of twentytwenty, and below the cut you can find some more information about him so maybe we can find something in common! please hit me up here - or we can chat on discord (dm me pls)