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[cw-imagines]

Hi! So I saw your recent Jake Riley smut and I’m obsessed!! I was wondering if you could write one about Kai, maybe the reader is a witch as well and him and the reader are kind of friends but have a lot of sexual tension and one day it’s boiling over and he decides to tease the reader with his magic and they end up giving in to each other?? Your writing is amazing by the way :)

hey, thank you !! this request has been written and is on my page, hope you enjoy it

[cw-imagines]

Hi. I don't know if you will see this, but I used to read your series of books Always, Moments, and Forever over and over. I loved them so much. I just went on your wattled profile to reread them, but they weren't there. Have you published them somewhere else so I can read them again? Thanks.

hi, sorry for the late reply. I’ve rewritten those stories, they are on my profile, as the originals were too toxic and beyond repair.

[cw-imagines]

42 - Kai Parker

[Reader is a Mikaelson, but despite that, she's a little Angel. She met Kai in high school, and they were dating, but no one knew she was an Original hybrid (Klaus' twin), she never killed anyone, she tried to save him, and got stuck in the prison world with him. When Damon comes in, he sees one of his exes with the porkrind munching freak. After they get out of PW, Reader goes back to her siblings, annoyed with Kai for leaving Bonnie there. What our little hybrid doesn't know is that She was pregnant with Kai, when her werewolf side was unleashed by Niklaus through the ritual... (She left with Damon, not with Kai, sorry) And when he gets out, Kai wants to find her, but he doesn't know where... By the time he does, she is already a few months along, and she's angry with him. Kol and Klaus try to kill him, because he fell in rage when he found out she was carrying twins and then you pick what happens next.]

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"For the last time Klaus, I'm fine." I huff, looking at my very over-protective twin. Even though I'm ten minutes older, he treats me like I'm a baby.

Klaus stares at me for a few more moments but shrugs in defeat. "Very well Y/N, just I'll be listening to see if anything-"

"Klaus." I take ahold of his shoulders and chuckle. "I'm a big girl and it's high school, I think I'll be okay."

His lips form a line. "I'll be waiting in the car after school." I nod and he nods, kissing my forehead before he walks away.

I shake my head at him and finish putting my books into my locker, hearing the bell ring to indicate that class is soon to start. I tut and close my locker, jumping when I spot a figure leaning on the lockers besides mine.

I clutch my books close my chest and raise a brow. It's a guy, he doesn't speak but instead just rests on the lockers; his arms folded and a grin on his lips.

"Can I help you?" I ask, breaking the silence between us. Everybody else has gone to their class so we're the only two left the hallway.

His eyes lifts up to meet mine, his eyes are an amazing colour. Come to think of it, he is rather attractive. "You probably could in a few ways." He winks and I look down at my feet to hide my blush that threatens to show. The guy stretches over, carefully taking ahold of my chin to make me look back at him.

I know my face is bright red and I bite my lip with nerves. "I'm Kai, Kai Parker."

I sheepishly smile. "I'm Y/N." I squeak out, clearing my throat and Kai chuckles. "Y/N Mikaelson."

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"Kai." I hiss, raising my eyebrows when I see him climb into my bedroom. I put down my textbook and sigh. He stumbles into my bedroom and I laugh, walking over to him. "What are you doing here? Klaus is going to kill you if he finds you here."

Even though most of my siblings like my boyfriend, Kai, and get on really well with him. Not to mention we've been together for almost a year. Klaus always appears to be out for his blood and doesn't approve of our relationship.

I crouch down and kiss his forehead. He smiles and wraps his arms around me. "I missed you, Y/N."

My heart swells and I wrap my arms around him. "I missed you too." Kai holds me a little tighter and I wonder if something is wrong. "Is everything okay Kai?"

He huffs. "Family." Is all he mumbles, burying his face into my neck. I run my hand through his hair and kiss his shoulder. Kai doesn't speak a lot about his family but I know they have some issues.

He holds me for a few moments until letting me go and looks at me. He runs his hand down my cheek and I smile. "I guess you're staying over again."

Kai looks at me as if I'm insane. "Of course i am, so move over." He throws him onto my bed and i sigh when my textbook goes flying onto the floor.

"Watch my stuff, Parker." I warn him. He blows me a kiss and i roll my eyes. "Can you at least help me study for this test tomorrow?"

"Aren't you like a thousands year old?" He asks me, raising an eyebrow. "Why do you both to study?"

"It's nice to refresh my memory." I shrug. "It's interesting to learn new things and see how things have changed. You wouldn't believe the kind of science they were teaching a hundred years ago."

"You're such a nerd." Kai teases, poking my cheek. I swat his hand away and he just laughs, pulling me on top of him. "But you could teach some things, you know with being so old."

I laugh. "You make sound like a cougar."

Kai smiles. "Well i mean, i am only-"

"Do not remind me of your age." I cover his mouth with my hand and he laughs. I smile and move my hand to kiss him.

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"Y/N!" I spin around and see Kai, i hurry over to him but stop myself when i see what is on his clothes. "This isn't what it looks like?"

"Kai." I point down at his hands. "Is that." I pause and look at his face. "Is that blood?"

"Y/N, it's not what you think-"

"Who's blood is it Kai?" I question. "What have you done?" I push his chest. "What have you done?"

"Stay quiet!" He hisses and grabs me by my shoulders. My eyes widen in horror at the look in his eyes.

"Kai." I say in a quiet voice, he no longer looked like the man i had fallen for.

"I'll explain everything, just get out of here before-" He trails off when a number of flashing lights appear to circle us. "Shit, we've got to get out of here Y/N."

"What is happening Kai?" I ask when he grabs my hand and pulls me with him, only for more flashing lights to appear around us.

"Listen." He looks me in the eye. "Everything is going to be okay, we are going to be fine."

"That's enough Kai." A man's voice says. Kai stands up straight and covers his eyes slightly as he looks to see where the voice came from.

"She isn't apart of this, let her go."

"You know what has to be done Kai." Another voice says, this time a woman. I span around and my eyebrows rose when i hear chanting emerge from all around us.

"Kai." I say in a worrying tone.

Kai put his arms around me. "Don't let go, Y/N." He says before a blinding light appears in front of us and then darkness.

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"I understand why you insist of cooking so many pancakes." I say to Kai, when he throws more pancakes into the kart. He shrugs. "You do realise I don't need food."

"But i do and these are my favourite meal, beside you." He winks and i blush, turning away. He laughs and we continue to walk down the empty store.

After a while of walking down the store, Kai grabs a bag of pork rinds, i cringe. "Kai you know i hate those things." I say, covering my nose. "They smell so bad."

"Y/N, they're so good though." He shoves the bag in my face and i gag, shoving his arm. He laughs and throws more in his mouth, while pushing the kart.

"Why couldn't we have been a prisonworld without them." I huff.

"Maybe my coven loves me a little." Kai jokes and i smile but it fades when i hear a bang from the other end of the store. Kai stops chewing and the two of us exchange a look.

"What was that?"

"Y/N how would i know?" I frown and he grins, setting aside his food. "Let's check it out."

I take ahold of his hand. "What if it's someone dangerous?"

"Y/N, you're a Michaelson and I'm me." Kai beams. "I know you don't kill people, but maybe today you pop your cherry."

I roll my eyes at his unfunny joke and we walk over to the source of the noise. Kai stays ahead and keeps his hand in mine, as we peer around the corner. "I'm a vegan Damon, i can't eat this and i said kale not lettuce." A familiar voice says.

My eyebrows raise and i move closer to get a better look. "Bonnie, you've been a vegan for two days, before that it was vegetarian than-"

"Damon?" I say without thinking, moving into view. Kai looks confused and the two in front of us turn around at my voice. It's Damon and Bonnie. I smile, seeing familiar faces. "Damon." I say with a smile. "Bonnie."

"Y/N." Damon says with a growing smile. I smile even wider. "Oh my god, Y/N." He rushes over to me and hugs me, i hug him back and take in his warm embrace. Bonnie appears beside him and pulls me in for a tight squeeze.

"Y/N, i can't believe it's really you." She says. "What happened to you? Everyone thought you died."

"Klaus?"

"He's doing a lot better, he has Camille." She assures me and my smiles fall as i miss my brother dearly.

Kai clears his throat and we all look at him. "Damon and Bonnie, this is Kai. Kai this is Damon and Bonnie, old friends."

"We use to date." Damon says with smirk. I send him a look and Kai raises a brow.

"Decades ago." I add quickly. "Kai is my boyfriend and aren't you dating Elena?" Damon nods.

"Kai Parker nice to meet you." Kai says with a smile.

Bonnie fuses her eyebrows together. "Kai Parker, why does that name sound familiar?" She looks at Damon, who shrugs.

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"How could he do that?" I say between sobs, nearly falling down onto my knees. Damon catches before i hit the ground and i cry into his chest.

"Y/N, we have to go and don't worry Bonnie is strong." He moves my hair to look me in the eyes. I'm not sure whether he is telling this to himself or me. "She is going to be fine."

I nod and he forces a smile. "Let's get you home, I'm sure your siblings will lose their shit when they see you." I dryly chuckle and nod, standing up straight. Damon wraps his arms around me and we begin to walk.

At last, we reach my house and Damon stops the car. We found one on our way here. I look at the house with pure joy. Damon and i get out of the car and i nearly fall over from rushing to the door. I knock it as hard and loud as i can and Damon stands beside me with a smile.

"Klaus get the door!" I hear Kol shout from inside.

"That lazy son of a bi-" Klaus stops speaking once he opens the door and sees me. I feel my eyes water again and Klaus' jaw drops in awe. He stumbles back a little. "It can't be."

"Who is-" Kol trails off when he comes to the door and looks at me as well. "Y/N."

"Hi." I say, a tear falling down my cheek. Klaus reaches over carefully to put his hand on my cheek, he taps it gently and i laugh. "It's me Klaus."

"Y/N." In seconds, I'm in a bone crushing from Klaus and it grows even tighter when Kol joins the hug. "After all these years." Klaus says when the hug ends. "You're here, tell us everything."

"I will, but first let me say hi to the others." My brothers nod and welcome me inside. I look back at Damon, he is smiling. "Damon, do you want to come in?"

"I'd love to, but I've got to go and see someone." He smiles even wider at his own words and i nod, it is obvious that he is in love with Elena.

"Don't be a stranger." I tell him.

He winks. "Never, Y/N." And with that, he walks back to the car and Kol closes the door while Klaus ushers me to the sofa, his hands in mine.

"My sister." He says with a smile, kissing my forehead. He pulls back and raises an eyebrow. I look at him and open my mouth to speak when he shh's me and puts his hand to my stomach. "And another heartbeat." He pauses once more and his eyes double. "Two heartbeats."

"Two heartbeats" Kol repeats, looking from Klaus to me. My jaw drops and i put my hand to my stomach, listening myself and hear the faint heartbeats.

"Heartbeats." I say, looking at my brothers. "It's twins."

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"Any names yet?" Rebekah asks me, while she brushes her hair. I look at her in the mirror while sitting on her bed. "And are you going to find out the genders?"

"I still have no idea and no i want it to be a surprise, although having a girl would be amazing." I rest my hand on my stomach, where my bump has grown drastically over these last few months.

Rebekah hums. "If its a girl, can you name her Becky or maybe Becca?" She turns around to face me and shrugs. "You know after her favourite aunt."

I stare at her and she laughs. "Of course not, I'm not desperate for names. I've already had Kol, Klaus, Nic, Elijah and Freya or Faye be a suggestions."

"Can't blame for trying and besides those names are awful, at least mine suggestions were good." She replies. "Isn't it still shocking that the dear of angel one is the one to get pregnant and with twins." Rebekah laughs. "I'm so lucky I'm not a hybrid like you and Klaus, no birth control needed."

"Thank you." I say sarcastically. Rebekah smiles and sits besides me on the bed.

"Can i?" She holds her hand over my stomach and i nod. Her hand runs over my stomach, feeling for any kicks. One of the babies kicks slightly and Rebekah laughs with a smile. "Hello little ones, this is your favourite aunty Rebekah speaking who is going to spoil you both rotten."

I smile and my mind wonders to Kai, it's been a few months since Damon and I escaped the prisonworld and I've asked Freya to try and contact Kai but her magic hasn't work each time. I'd give anything for him to be here and be apart of our babies lives, part of me is trying to hold onto hope that he will magically reappear but the another part is facing reality that i may never see him again.

"Thinking about Kai again?" Rebekah zaps me out of my thoughts. I look at her and nod, she sends me a warm smile and puts her arm around me. "I didn't know the fellow well but i knew that he was crazy about you, and that he used to sneak into your bedroom most nights."

"You heard him?"

"I used to see him climb into your window, i even once gain him a boost." We both laugh and i rest my head on her shoulder. "It is nice to hold onto hope that he will come back and maybe he will, you did after years of being gone, but there has to be a point where you move on Y/N. I'm not saying this to be horrible, I'm saying this because it is the healthy thing to do."

I nod slowly. "You're right, maybe in time i can find the strength to move on from him."

"Of course you can, you're stronger than you think Y/N." She tells me. "But i can still win in a fight, don't forget that."

"I can beat you right now, pregnant with twins." Rebekah laughs.

"Believe me i would hold you to that, but i wont for the sake of the little ones." I just hum and she scoffs. "Don't act all-" Rebekah stops speaking when we hear a noise from outside. She stands up and moves in front of me. "Stay behind me."

"Rebekah i can handle myself."

"You're pregnant Y/N, just stay out of this and keep safe." She hisses at me. I sigh but nod, keeping close behind her. there are more noises and suddenly her bedroom window is smashed open. Rebekah covers me with her body, so no glass touches me. "What the f-'

"The front door was locked." A voice says and my eyes widened in surprise. Kai scrambles into the bedroom and stands up, adjusting his clothes.

"You could've knocked!" Rebekah yells and footsteps emerge up the stairs. Klaus and Kol appear in the bedroom, clearly hearing the noise.

"You." Klaus and Kol say.

"Kai." I say, appearing from behind Rebekah. Kai smiles at me but it fades when he looks down at my stomach.

"Pregnant." Is all he says and his eyes double. "Two heartbeats."

I nod and smile, fighting my tears. I step closer to him, none of my siblings stop me. Kai appears frozen and puts his hands on my shoulder. "What's wrong?" I ask him, clearly confused.

"You're pregnant." He repeats. "With twins." He inhales sharply. "It can't be twins Y/N?"

I look at him, even more confused. "Why not?"

Kai shakes his head. "There can't be two Y/N, twins will mean that one of them can take over my coven and I'm not risking that again." I take a step back from him and Kai pulls out a knife.

"Kai!" I yell, Klaus and Kol dive at him and hold him back before he can even blink at me. "What is wrong with you?"

"I've worked too hard to get the power i deserve Y/N, I'm not letting it go and this is the only way." He says, struggling in Klaus and Kol's restraints.

Tears fall from my cheeks as i look at him. "Kai."

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[end of the imagine, hope you all enjoyed]

[chriswoodnetwork]

[cw-imagines]

41 - Kai Parker [smut]

[Hi! So I saw your recent Jake Riley smut and I'm obsessed!! I was wondering if you could write one about Kai, maybe the reader is a witch as well and him and the reader are kind of friends but have a lot of sexual tension and one day it's boiling over and he decides to tease the reader with his magic and they end up giving in to each other?? Your writing is amazing by the way :)]

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"I can't believe you dragged me out here." Kai complains for the tenth time in the last ten minutes.

I just sigh and look at him. "You offered to join me, I was happy to go and buy this by myself."

"And miss seeing your little body in some lingerie, in your dreams." Kai smacks my ass and I blush, hitting his arm. He laughs and throws his arm over my shoulder.

I shake my head. Though Kai and I are friends, there have been some very sexual incidents between us. It has never come to anything but that hasn't stopped my dreams from filling in the gaps and my eyes lingering longer than needed on Kai, especially when he has no shirt on. At times I do catch Kai staring at me sometimes.

"Y/N, I'm not seeing much lingerie here." Kai says as we enter the bed store. "But I guess this will do."

"Haha." I say, acting unbothered though I bite my lip as my mind races with thoughts. "Anyways, I need a new bed ever since someone thought it was a good idea to backflip on mine."

Kai grins playfully. "Damon dared me to and it was an amazing backflip."

I just shove his arm and Kai laughs. We walk around the store, Kai occasionally sitting down or pulling me down to lay on the bed with me so we can test it out.

This earns us a few stares but we don't care, instead we just laugh at one another and keep searching for my dream bed.

"Now this one seems nice." Kai says as we come across another mattress.  I hum in agreement and Kai reaches down to press on the bed. "Feel it Y/N."

I gasp when Kai pushes me onto the bed, my face hits the bed but it is comfortable. "I could've sat down on it Kai."

Kai laughs. "But this way I can see that pink thong of yours." My face flushes red as I realise my skirt has risen. Goosebumps form on my skin and I feel my breath hitch as Kai's hand runs up the back of my thigh.

"K-Kai." I manage to breath out, then realise we are in a store. "Public." I pause and try to make sense of my words. "Kai, we are in a shop."

He hums. "That's what cloaking spells are for, Y/N." I raise my eyebrows and start to sit up when Kai pushes me back down. "Wait, I like this view but it could be better."

"Kai, what are you-" I cut myself off with a gasp as he lifted my legs onto the mattress so I was bent over completely. My face bright red, I gulp. "Kai."

"Don't worry, Y/N." He laughs but I look at him and his eyes are darker. He holds up his arms, showing me his hands but I gasp when I feel  sudden pressure over my cl*t.

My eyes widen and I bite back my moans. "Kai, what are you-" I can't help but slightly moan when more pressure is applied and rotated in a motion that feels like a 'K' then an 'A' before an 'I'. "How?" Is all I can say, moving my body up but a force keeps it down, my cheek pressed into the mattress and my ass in the air.

I close my eyes in bliss, when I feel, what seems like a finger, slip inside me. I moan, scrunching the mattress in my hands. It’s pace is fast and rough, exactly how I like it.

“Hmmm, fuck Kai.” I can’t help but whimper, moaning even louder when another ‘finger’ slips inside.

“God I love magic.” He says, his hands rubbing my ass cheeks. He smacks one and I yelp. “A simple spell can have you a little puddle in my hands.”

“Kai.” I say between moans, feeling him toy with my thong, slowly pulling it down.

A cool air hits my now soaked self and I shiver. Kai chuckled, now using his fingers to replace the magic. I moan loudly, squeezing the mattress tighter in my hands, I move my hips back to his fingers and he picks up the pace.

“Do you want this as much as I do, Y/N?” His voice now right by ear. I nod and moan, feeling his tongue run down my neck. “I can’t hear you.”

“Yes.” I murmur between moans.

“Hmm...” Kai yanks my hair up and I gasp but also love it. “What was that?” He slips in another finger and I moan louder.

“Yes!” I cry out, my eyes shutting in utter bliss. I moan. “Oh, Kai.”

He chuckled and kissed my cheek. “You haven’t seen anything yet, Y/N.” He says, throwing me back onto the bed.

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[end of imagine, apologises that I’ve been so distant]

[macherierps]

Chris Wood as Kai Parker on Legacies → 2.13 “You Can’t Save Them All”

[hxneymoonn]

I am You and You are Me ✨🌙

‘Keep your head up, trust me it’ll get better

Wipe that tear away, he wasn’t the guy for you and you’ll find someone greater

Don’t wear that for them, they don’t deserve to see you at your greatest

Continue with your studying, cause we both know it’ll be worth it

All the pains and heartache will fade away, not tomorrow and especially not today

But in time it’ll become less and less, until you forget that any of it even happened

And you ask me how I know and it is because I have experienced them myself

I have felt those sleepless nights and crowded thoughts of torments, those insecurities suffocating my mind

I have sat in the shower until the water turned cold, unable to process the pain that coursed in me

My appetite has been unavailable until the feeling of hunger was almost theraptic, instead of alarming

But it will be okay, everyday will hurt a little less and you will just need to trust me on this

For I am You and You are Me’

✨Gia

[original poem]

[sarah-cam]

melissabenoist I’m always going to remember looking at you every five minutes on this day knowing both of us were thinking ‘how in the world did we get so lucky?’ I still don’t understand how, but you prove to me every day that I’m one of the damn luckiest out there.

christophrwood ♥️🎂♥️

melissabenoist Quite literally, 🥰

christophrwood 🎂♥️🎂

[cw-imagines]

I’m screaming

[malachaiwinchester]

This scene and episode broke me the most of all. 

[christopherwooddaily]

Kai Parker in every episode appearance on The Vampire Diaries Season Six. — 6x03, “Welcome to Paradise”

“If you really want to know the reason i’m following you, it’s because I want to kill you.”

[hxneymoonn]

[short AU fanfic about Anne & Phillip, enjoy]

“Anne.” His voice echoed throughout the deserted building, bouncing off of every locker along the corridor. “Anne!”

She let her back face him, keeping her gaze only on the double door in front of her. Each step was painful, it crushed her soul but it was needed. She had to leave. Her palms enclosed around the cool, metal handle pushing it down to escape to the outside. 

It was dark outside and the high school was supposed to be closed, no students were meant to be on site. Not like that stopped Anne, when she needed her time to feel at peace there was only one place she could go; Charity’s office.

His pace quickened as he hurried to catch up with her, before she was gone forever. It didn’t make sense, how could see just leave? After everything that happened between them, everything she said to him, every way she acted: it showed love.

“What is it Anne?” His words rang loud in her head. Anne only shook them away with a slight sigh, moving her feet along the path. It was raining, the weather had been acting unusual lately and it was predicted that a storm was coming to consume the town. “Huh, talk to me. Don’t keep doing this.”

“Doing what?” Her voice was as cold as ice. Anne gazed back, letting her eyes lock with his. The plain expression on her face, hiding a channel of secrets. She shrugged, rolling her eyes with irritation. “I’m walking away from you Phillip, because your voice is-”

“Bullshit!” Phillip never swore, until now. “I refuse to fall for your act again.”

Anne raised an eyebrow with confusion. “What act?”

“You act like nothing bothers you, like you don’t care about anything.” His voice grew loud not wanting to get washed away in the screams of rain that fell on the two of them. “And when something or someone catches you out on your act, you disappear Anne.”

“I never disappear; you just don’t know me to know where I would be.” She spat, hoping her harsh tone would create a bigger wall between them.

“Then let me know you,” Phillip replied. The desperation was as clear as day in his voice, he was in love with her. Despite, her continuous insults that she threw at him every day or the countless of times he almost died, Phillip knew that this girl, Anne, was his destiny. He felt drawn to her, the mystery and the never knowing of her next move, he was completely under her spell and yet he didn’t even know her last name.

No one knew her last name. No one knew Anne.

She just turned back around, walking to her car. He followed her and she knew of it. “Quit with the stalking Phillip.”

“Anne, stop this.” Phillip practically begged, his hand taking a hold of hers. He knew that she didn’t like to be touched, but that was the last thing on his mind at that moment. All he needed was her.

Anne flinched her hand away but his grip was stronger than hers, not strong enough to leave a mark or bruise but enough to keep her in place. His skin was soft, moistened from the rain. Her eyes fell down to her hand in his, then back at his face. “Give me my hand back, Phillip.”

“Anne.” A loud sigh fell from Phillip’s lips. “You know I want you and I know you want me.”

Her heart swelled but her face remained still. Yet, when she spoke again it was much quieter. “I need to go.”

“Anne-ˮ

“I need to go.” Anne tore her hand away from his, the cold air suffocating her skin that was previously heated by him. She stared at him a little longer, before walking away again.

And of course he followed. Phillip was not ready to let her go just yet. He needed to remind her of what had happened between them, when she had lowered those barriers that surrounded her.

“Did it all mean nothing?” His question made her feet abrupt to a holt. “Was I just a distraction in your act? A vessel to remind you of humanity.”

Phillip wasn’t that. He was different, he didn’t just remind of humanity, he made her feel human.

“Did you ever care about me, Anne?” His voice was close, he had caught up with her and his body was pressed against hers. His heartbeat thumping against her back and throughout her body.

“I did care.” Her words were barely a whisper, but he heard it as if it was a scream. Phillip spun her around, locking his gaze with hers.

“Say it again.”

Anne opened her mouth slightly, she was unsure whether it was the rain or not that made the lump in her throat. “I did care.”

“Then why do you act like this?” His arms engulfed her frame, shielding as much of her as he could from the rain. The rain still coated them, Phillip was no match with nature but Anne felt at whole in his arms.

Yet she knew it couldn’t be like this forever. Anne broke herself away from the safety of his arms, with a shake of her head. “You think it’s easy?” Her voice fell back to the previous artic tone. “You don’t know me, Phillip. Stay out of my life.”

“Then let me in Anne.” His frustration was becoming impossible to control but he knew that it had to stay concealed. “Let me get to know you, let me into your life.”

“You don’t want to be in a life like mine.” The artic tone had melted slightly.

He took a step closer to her. “It’s too late to say that now, Anne.”

Anne shook her head, the lump doubling in her throat and becoming difficult to swallow away. “It’s not too late.” She whispered. “You can go; you can’t be with someone like me.”

“Why not?” She didn’t answer him, which only elevating his interest. “Why not Anne? What are you so afraid of? It is okay to let yourself feel and to accept people into your life.”

“I can’t do that!” Her voice was as loud as the rain, grabbing Phillip’s complete attention. A sob escaped her lips as the lump continued to grow. She glanced up to him. “You think I don’t want to run to you. To feel safe in your arms, to let your stroke my hair until I fall sleep and feel your lips against my skin while your kiss me goodnight.”

Phillip feel speechless. Standing in front of him was not the Anne he knew, it was the Anne that she was hiding from the world. There she stood exposed for him to see. The broken, emotionally drained and afraid Anne. And it was this Anne that he wanted, he wanted to help her and most importantly to love her.

“Then come to me, Anne.” His arms extended for her.

A shakey breath came from her mouth and she took a step further away from him. “You can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed.”

“Anne-”

“No Phillip!” Her shouts now held sobs that made him step closer to her. “It’s not easy okay.” Anne felt her voice shake and the tears leave her eyes, she desperately wiped them away. “It’s not easy and I can’t be with you.”

“Anne, that’s not true.” Phillip took another step closer.

“I can’t be the girl you want me to be.”

“You already are that girl.” He told her, shifting closer until his hand fell onto her wet shoulder. “Anne-”

“Don’t come any closer.” Anne shook him away, her sight being blurred with tears and raindrops. Her voice still wobbling from the lump in her throat. “Just let me get out of this rain and go home.”

“I’m in love with you, Anne.” That was it. It was everything that he had left. Anne froze in her movements, shutting her eyes as her mind replayed his words on a constant loop. A familiar embrace surrounded her body and she didn’t shudder away from it. “I love you, Anne and I know you feel it too.”

“Phillip-”

“Just let me in, Anne."  Phillip begged. He could feel it in his bones that what they had between them was real, she just needed to realise. Phillip faintly drew her into him even more, her heartbeat now hitting his chest. Anne welcomed his actions and the coldness of the rain did not compare to the utter bliss and warmth she felt in his arms. “Just let me in.”

Anne lifted her head, he was already staring at her and she met his stare. "You don’t want me Phillip.” She said. “No one does. I can’t be loved; I don’t want to be loved.”

“Why?” His voice broke ever so vaguely as he felt his heart crush. “Why can’t you let me love you?”

Another sob left her lips. “I can’t do it,” Her body shook, not from the harsh weather tearing at them, but from the battle to reframe from letting out more weeps. “If I love you, then I have to feel and if I feel…” Anne took a pause and inhaled slowly. “If I feel then it means I’ll have to remember.”

“Remember?” Phillip’s mind ran with thoughts, many of distress for Anne and what may have happened in her past to cause this. “Remember what Anne?”

“I don’t want to remember.” Her body was losing against the weeps and she separated herself from him, using her arms around to protect herself. Much like she had always done. “I can’t let myself remember.”

“Anne, what happened to you? What do you not want to remember?”

“I’m so sorry mum and dad, it was my fault you got into your car.” Her words left without any rational thinking and Phillip already knew a possible assumption. Anne kept letting her body lose, her arms hugging her body as she bawled for her loss.

It had been the first time in five years she had recalled of the accident, it had taken many years to perfect but she had completely blocked it out. Anne allowed herself to not care, not feel or show any emotion in case it led back to that memory.

A memory she always wanted to forget, but knew she never could.

Her therapists thought she had moved on, her progress within her sessions was improved and her meditation was kept up to date along with her dream journal. But it was all lies, Anne never took the pills, she lied to her therapists’ faces with a fake smile placed upon her lips. It was all a part of her act, much like Phillip said, show no emotion, feel no emotion and it worked for her. It helped distract her from the black hole that grew every day inside of her stomach.

“I’m not the one you were meant to find, Phillip.” She spoke after a few moments. “I can’t bring you into my messed up life.”

“Anne.” He didn’t know where to even begin. “I am so sorry, I had no idea,” Phillip hesitated but walked back over to her. “And I love you, which is why I am going to stay and I know that they did too, very much.”

Even though he knew it was a risk, he did it anyway. Bringing, his lips down to meet hers as his arms wrapped back around her. It threw her off guard, but Anne very much welcomed the soft texture that had once previous experienced; his lips against hers.

“Marianne.” Her words were almost silent, but the distance had vanished between them so she knew that he heard her.

“Marianne.” Phillip repeated, he could see it in her eyes. This was her, this was Marianne not Anne. He brought his lips down to her forehead, planting a small and soft kiss. “It’s beautiful.“

"After the accident,” She paused, inhaling a shaky breath. "That’s my name but I wanted to change after the accident. So I shorten my name and dropped my other names.”

“What is your full name?”

“Marianne Wheeler.” Marianne spoke. She stretched up onto her tiptoes, kissing his cheek with a delicate, tender kiss. “You know I want you, Phillip.“ His lips lifted up into a smile. "And I love you too.”

The smile extended on his face, coating most of it. “You-”

“But I can’t have you.” Her voice broke again and she shook her head. Phillip’s smiled dropped. “You don’t want someone like me.”

Marianne took a step away from him, dodging his arms that craved to hold her once more. She knew it was for the best, not matter how much it broke her heart. Her mind reminded her that they were bound to break and she didn’t need any more loss in her life, too much had already been lost. Marianne needed to forget about Phillip and Phillip needed to forget about her.

Phillip felt as if his heart had been torn out of his chest and dragged along the ground. He kept his lips shut, knowing that calling her would be no use. No matter what he shouted, no matter how must he plead, she was gone. He had meet Marianne for that blissful moment, he had kissed and loved Marianne.

But in front of him, he knew that he was watching Anne walk away from him and there was nothing he could do about it.

[geminioriginalsimagines]

Sex With Kai Would Include

Requested, but request got deleted by Tumblr (I liked doing this, so feel free to request more!):

Sex with Kai would include:

Kai pulling on your hair

Never letting you top

When he lets you top, he still takes control

Animalistic sex, very rough

Flipping you over when you least expect it, taking you from behind

Jealous sex

Aggressive/stressed sex

‘Passionate, afraid of losing the other’ sex

Any piece of furniture sex

“Right there, Sweetheart?” 

Ending the session with high-fiving each other

[agentoutofdiaz]

“I wish you no ill will, but you should leave this planet and never return“

endless mon el gifs (59 / ∞ )

[cw-imagines]

40 - Kai Parker

[Hii Can I get a Kai x Reader, where Reader is Damon and Stefan's little sister, and the whole gang dislikes Kai. They are sneaking around, and Damon catches them. You can choose what happens next.]

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"For the last time, guys he's not going to be there." I reassure my two overly protective brothers.

Stefan glances at Damon before looking at me. "Y/N, we just want-"

"I know Stefan, I really do." I reply. "But I'm not a baby, you don't need to be smothering me all the time."

Damon scoffs. "It's because you're an idiot, Y/N." He says. "Sleeping around with that psycho."

"Kai isn't a psycho."

"Don't defend that psycho." Damon hisses at me and I shoot him a deadly glare.

"Beside it was a one time thing because we we're drunk, let it go." I tell him.

Stefan cringes. "Just be careful Y/N."

I nod. "I will Stefan don't worry."

I say my final goodbye to my brothers before I leave the house and walk to my car. I climb in the driver's seat and put my keys in the ignition.

"Took you long enough." I jump at Kai's voice, seeing his head appear from the backseat.

"They wouldn't stop talking." I tell Kai, pressing on the gas. Kai laughs and worms his way to the passengers' seat which makes me laugh.

He lets out a sigh of relief and looks at me with a smirk forming on his lips. "Come here."

"I'm driving." I tease, keeping my eyes on the road. Kai huffs and utters something his breath that makes the car drive without my assistance.

"Now come here." He repeats and I smile, leaning over and bring my lips to his.

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"Don't go Y/N." Kai mumbles, wrapping his arms back around me so I can't leave the bed.

I giggle. "Kai, I have to go."

"No, stay with me forever." He whines, burying his face in my neck. Kai leaves small butterfly kisses along my neck and I smile, snuggling into his embrace.

Kai and I have been sneaking around for nearly three months now. I take ahold of his hand and he intertwines his fingers with mine.

Smiling, I love all of his cute and sweet gestures. The rest of my friends, especially my brothers and Bonnie, hate Kai. It really annoys me because I really like him and want them all to accept us a couple.

"What are you thinking about?" He asks me, running his hand down my back.

I look at him, gazing into his beautiful eyes. "About how my brothers are going to murder us if they ever out about."

Kai snorts a laugh. "I can easily avoid your brother's murdering me."

"Well I can't." I say. "They've always beaten me, even when we were kids and used to fight."

Kai pouts and kisses me softly. "Don't worry, I'll protect you Y/N."

"I feel safer already." I tease. Kai scoffs and tickles me. "Kai."

"Oh so the youngest Salvatore is ticklish?" His voice laced with amusement and my eyes widen.

"Kai, don't."

His brow arches. "Or what?"

"I'll unfollow you on Twitter."

Kai rolls his eyes. "One less follower isn't going to affect me."

"Then..." I pause and let my mind ponder for thoughts. "I'll hurt you."

"Y/N." Kai chuckles and his fingers tickle my sides, his rolls onto my body trapping my under him. I screech out a laugh and squirm underneath his hold.

"Kai Stop." I manage to breath out. Kai shakes his head and I break down into a fit of laughter. "Kai."

"Tell me how much you love me then I'll stop."

"Okay." I say. "I will, I will." Kai stops and sits back, looking at me with his eyes wide. I smile. "I love you with all of my heart."

A smile creeps on his face and he leans down to kiss me. "I love you with all of my heart."

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"Y/N." I hum and lift my head up from my phone to look at Damon. He shakes his head. "Are you even listening to me?"

I slide my phone back into my pocket and nod. "Yes, Damon."

He raises a brow. "Then what did I just say?"

"Something about you going out with Elena tonight." I shrug with a smug smile. He scoffs.

"I also said that you need to make sure that the doors are locked and Bonnie-"

"Damon I know." I say with a huff. "I'm not twelve."

"Yet you act it." I scowl and he hums. "My point proven."

I roll my eyes and take a seat on my bed. I grab out my phone and glance back at Damon. "Damon can you please leave."

"Somebody's moody." He mumbles and I scoff.

"I'm not moody!" I yell since he's walked down the hallway. I hear him laugh and few minutes hear the front door shut.

Almost seconds later, my bedroom window opens and Kai lays down beside me. "Whatcha doing?" He beams, kissing my cheek.

I send him a smile. "Just watching random videos."

"Ooo." Kai wraps his arm around me, bringing me closer to him. He rests his head in my neck. "I love that."

I chuckle and shift in his arms, adjusting my phone so we can both see. Kai runs his hand along my arm, occasionally my cheek while we both watch the videos.

It's peaceful and I enjoy every second of it, my favourite place has to be in Kai's arms.

"Hey Y/N-"

I tense and my eyes widen. Damon drops his phones and his jaw clenches as does his fists. "Damon-"

"What is that weasel doing here? Most importantly in your bed?" He spits, shooting a deadly glare at Kai.

"Damon-"

"Explain!" He snaps. "Before he won't be able to breathe."

"Damon don't you dare hurt him." I move out of Kai's grasp and sit up on my bed. Kai sits up as well. "He's my boyfriend and I love him."

Damon actually laughs at me, shaking his head. "Y/N, you can't be serious." I frown. "He's crazy, not to mention dangerous."

"Ouch." I hear Kai mumble to himself.

"Damon, I know what he's done but I don't care." I tell him, with a huff.

"How long has this been going on for?"

"A while." I shrug.

"While!"

"Damon!"

"Y/N!"

"I'm older enough to make my own decisions!" I snap. "So I will need you to respect my decision and leave my bedroom." 

Damon narrows his eyes. "This conversation isn't over." He says to me before leaving my bedroom.

I sigh in relief and Kai dangles his arm over my shoulders. "Well that was unexpected."

"It was, but I don't care. I don't want to hide anymore."

"Me neither." He says. I hum and kiss him.

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[apologises this took so long]

[chriswoodnetwork]

[cw-imagines]

do you still accept kai requests

I do but I’ve just been busy lately and haven’t found any time to write

[secksyboijon-blog]

ooo know how you feel except I’m not busy, I’m just not motivated. I do wanna write a Kai….. something idk tho

[cw-imagines]

just write whatever comes to mind, I did that

[cw-imagines]

do you still accept kai requests

I do but I’ve just been busy lately and haven’t found any time to write