mental illness incarnate

my name is fishbonez and i am going insane he/they audhd || too many interests help

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dear everyone never kill yourself i love you

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they need to give hong lu a lobotomy corp walp id i need to see that man dressed up and fancy and stylish and beautiful and pretty and

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i am losing my mind i think i am going to die i am deteriorating and the world is crumbling and collapsing on top of me

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can they invent a mental illness that doesn't ruin my life constantly thanks

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update this is more relevant than ever and i have lost my whimsy and my will to live

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someone please fucking kill me i try yet i can't fix anything about myself im a terrible person i ruin everything i need to get out of here everyone is against me everyone hates me i need to disappear and stop being so fucking worthless and pathetic i need to

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good morning world i love you all nobody die ever i love you

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i yearn for the day that posts that contain spoilers for fandoms are actually fucking tagged with the fact they contain spoilers

like not all of us have finished that chapter that was released a month ago

some of us haven't seen the new season yet

can you be patient and wait for us to catch up

not to mention people new to the fandom casually being blasted with spoilers the moment they go looking for fanart or smth

i want to experience things on my own why must spoilers keep making their way onto my dash regardless of how many tags i need to block

im sick of this at this rate im gonna end up just dropping it entirely ill have the whole damn thing blocked against my will and it's killing me i really don't want to do that

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car horn that sounds like a goose

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"waow all of my lovely friends are on tumblr" i say as if it wasn't tumblr that was the reason why we're friends in the first place

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i love writing posts ill never send because my stupid ass is too scared of the potential fallout for no good reason

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it would be really funny if i

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breakdown so bad i started functioning normally after an hour instead of a month

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i am so sleep deprived i went from suicidal to joyous and whimsical and now i must spread my joy and whimsy to everyone because i love everyone except for politicians billionares and this one girl from year 8 who called me emo once

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can they invent a mental illness that doesn't ruin my life constantly thanks

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i love hong lu i love hong lu i love hong lu i am very normal about this man i love hong lu hong lu my beloved i love you please get in my basement hfihxefmmhkaihef398fmaoxfe aihfxmekiamefhialmxfskj barkbarkbarkbarkbarkbakrbkbrkabrbkarbkrbejghrhfoxefshogsmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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