Shikyou ,, it / they ,, agender but uses feminine aligned xenogenders sometimes ,, despite this : perceive me as genderless no matter what . Interact with extreme caution, I am a Shikyou from the Onibi series fictive and a persecutor .
I make Npts ,, Id lists ,, I coin system terms and xenogenders ,, my bah blog is @needy-streamer-overdose-bah , my main blog is @nameless---anamolyy . Do not bring up past drama i was in as I had apologized
*looks at that one fucking brat i apologized to and yet she keeps dragging that drama.*
I am rad-Endo which means radically pro-Endo , anti Endos please DNI unless were already moots , I am also a fleurason which means I have the same beliefs as radqueers but do not wish to be associated with the community due to pro-contacts and xenosatanists .
DNI ; transnazis and cisnazis ,, Mafuyu fictionkins and vanila yumeshippers ,, AI supporters ,, anti-Endos ,, Anyone I dislike .
there is nothing else to be said here, hope you enjoy my stay in the Npt community !!
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I am not doing better at all, I am now having a depressive episode, my previous depressive episode was like my first one and two years long and my current one seems to be even worse rn…. But I am glad that you hope I am doing better !! I never thought that anybody would miss me tbh.
so like, I am here. Nobody will probably see this. But I just wanted to say that my new account is @nameless---anamolyy ,, if you wanted to know I guess . Also , I am rebranding to be an NPT blog and coining blog over here, and nameless anamoly is just for shit posts. Okay, bye.
No , being in the radqueer community dont mean that you will support every people on the community just because they also radqueer , and no , thats dont make you less radqueer .
tf happening /genq (I literally couldn't care less abt 'drama' but when it involves some1 ik I get nosy)
(I am still moving blogs, I am just answering all of my asks.)
Cw: long post
Before we start, the part of this post is a theory i came up with and believe to be what led up to this drama . Based off of something I saw when spamming A: Okay, so it all started with some dude that had me blocked, whom SOMEHOW found one of my vague posts (I suspect somebody sent it to them, because idk how they found that post when they had me blocked.), and suspected it was about A (even though at the time, it was painfully obvious I found A to be cool as heck.) so then they ended up telling A about the vague post in a ask, and then they sent the vague post to A, then A looked through my fucking blog, found the many many sequels from that vague post.
now, I tend to hold grudges over very small things and I tend to have grudges that are so big and uncontrollable to the point i tend to do things I should not be doing, and everybody in the system has this issue I think, so in one of my vague posts i ended up saying the username of the popular jirai blogger, A saw that, and instead of yk, telling me in a ask or dms that I was risking getting the popular jirai blogger harassed by saying the username of the jirai blogger in my vague posts and telling me to deleted said vague posts, he decided to share the vague posts with the popular jirai blogger, then the popular jirai blogger made a call out post. And everybody kept me in the dark about this, until I gotten an ask about somebody whom saw the fallout post, my dividers and username was censored in the fallout post. But they found my account by searching up a line from the censored screenshots of the vague posts. And told me about the callout post, and recommended me to delete the vague posts so that way I won’t get harassed, so I ended up doing that. Andd, after that, I apologized and proceeded to SH due to a emotion i was having (I have no idea what this emotion was, idk if it’s guilt but probably not since I am incapable of feeling guilt, but I was SH’ing as punishment for myself i guess, but idk what emotion i was feeling that led to that since my emotions are kinda numbed out rn due to the depressive episode we’re having rn.)
anyways, I am now moving accounts due to the npd crash i had that led to that thought in the first place, (the things that caused the npd crash was: that entire drama, somebody telling me somebody vague posted about me and that person whom vague posted about me called me a ‘pick-me’, which I consider people telling somebody else or sharing vague posts with somebody else to be VERY rude imo, and somebody send a ask that seemed to be crictizing me but they ended up later apologizing about how the ask they sent seemed rude, and I gotten a hate anon that said they were reporting me.), I am still moots with A, I am not going to unmoot him even though I now hate A guts, because 1. I think I would seem rude if I blocked him randomly, and 2. Everybody would probably dislike me if I did block him, because, he is literally a jiraiblr celebrity that probably has no haters and everybody adores him.
also, about the whole moving accounts thing; if you find my new account, do not tell anybody whom I am. Yes, I am still on jiraiblr. I am just moving accounts since I wish to start fresh. As I am stressed out rn.
please don't bully fascinator. they made a mistake thats not punishable by death.
they're a person, and i'm sure if any of you were vocal about the people who make you uncomfortable you'd be flamed too.
petty drama does not mean you need to make it worse, its between the two people having issues themselves.
Leave fascinator alone, you're not any better than them. Being a Jirai means we're all not free from filth, so get off your high horse.
hugs to you. you're allowed to learn from your mistakes.
you're not a horrible person.
you just made a mistake, and thats okay. its not your fault Jirai's are not going to take anything well if it means theres someone they can bully, judge, or criticize without taking a look in the mirror.
it was just one hate anon, but thanks you. I really do appreciate you making this ask. May you have a good morning/day/night.
man who the hell would do this. that’s fucked up, i hope you’re okay (｡•́︿•̀｡)
(I know I did say I was moving accounts, but I am back here only to answer my asks)
Cw: vague post
After doing some digging, I found out it was one of my moots, whom I will call him A, and right after that he made a post about the whole drama that happened after he sent the famous jirai blogger my posts, and he had to go ahead and do allll of that, when he could’ve just dm’ed me about it and said: ,,hey! You said this popular jirai blogger name you hated in one of your vague posts, you are risking them getting hate anons, can you please delete those posts.” But noooo.
but, I am okay! I am just moving accounts now due to multiple factors, but the biggest factor was me having a npd crash recently.
(to anyone reading this, do not send hate anons to A, I haven’t blocked A yet even though I hate his guts now, since I thought it would be rude if I randomly unmooted him.)
"If you think hateful thoughts about yourself, and you're queer, that's queerphobic, and it's illegal to be queerphobic during pride month!"
How about we not make straight queers* feel guilty and paranoid about being "not queer enough" during pride month? (*Aspec straights, trans & gender diverse straights, intersex straights, lesbihets, turihets, m-specs straights, polyamorous hets, nonrose hets, etc, etc, etc?)
How about we not make people with internalized queerphobia feel guilty for intrusive thoughts?
How about we stop making a billion posts encouraging moral OCD during pride month?
[PT: How about we stop making a billion posts encouraging moral OCD during pride month? /End PT]
i am moving blogs, no, i won't tell you the name of the new blog, if you find it. Do NOT tell anybody whom i am.
I will from now on rarely be posting on this blog, so I won’t be gone completely, but I am handing this blog over to cinnamon. I will show up often to interact with moots tho.
