no mourners.

》𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒑 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒓. ™

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» INDEPENDENT ROLEPLAY BLOG FOR 𝐉𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐇𝐄𝐘 OF THE GRISHAVERSE. written & loved dearly by alex. 28. gmt based. he/they pronouns. mutuals only. also found @ batwirls and so many more. 

                                            𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒. // affiliates.                                       inej. nina. kaz. wylan. matthias. 

important note: most details relate to the soc/ck books, but i do have a main verse set in the tv show timeline. since season 2 diverged so much and created something new and interesting, i will write in that timeline too. details outlined in the google doc just may be different within this verse. 

do not follow me if you write genderbends. do not follow me if you’re under 18. do not follow me if you white wash characters. i am mutuals only and my discord is available upon request to mutuals! 

as stated in my main doc, do not follow me if you’re friends with lilith. she’s gone by so many names before including lily, ana & nev. last found at loyaels & voynasoldat as well as blogs like lilithmemes and nevcommissions. i don’t mind if you’re mutuals etc, i can easily block her tags. but if you’re genuine friends with her? best not to interact. i don’t want to hear about her. i have a wealth of receipts on the matter but long story short: abusive, manipulative, disgusting and lowkey predatory controlling behaviour. i dealt with her bullshit for almost a year and she made a lot of dear friends in my server feel horrific for the time she was there. i don’t fuck with her and anyone that stands by her and her bullshit actions. 

google docs link here. 

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𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

found that there was a lack of text memes i personally liked, so i figured i’d just make one myself!! feel free to alter whatever you need to make it fit your muses better <3

[ sms ]: i know you don’t know me that well, but i wanted to check in after last night.

[ sms ]: oh, i’ve heard of you! [name] has told me so much about you!

[ sms ]: hi there! we’re number neighbors, what’s your name?

[ sms ]: i swear i’m not ignoring you, i just forget people exist sometimes

[ sms ]: i’m not really a big phone call kind of person,

[ sms ]: this is [receiver’s name], right? it’s [sender’s name] from yesterday!!

[ sms ]: sorry i left in a hurry, something came up…

[ sms ]: good morning! i’ve had three hours of sleep and i’m about to make it everyone else’s problem.

[ sms ]: what do you mean you “fell asleep”, i sent that days ago??

[ sms ]: if you’re not busy, could we hang out today?

[ sms ]: i miss talking to you

[ sms ]: be ready to call 911, i have a stupid idea

[ sms ]: speaking of pretty people, let’s talk about me!!

[ sms ]: today doesn’t feel right without you

[ sms ]: if you don’t reply asap, i’m sending you the bee movie script. all of it.

[ sms ]: it’s 3 am, why are you awake?

[ sms ]: is that a threat or are you flirting with me?

[ sms ]: i want to have breakfast with you for the rest of my life.

[ sms ]: good morning, my [ridiculous and/or sappy pet name]!!

[ sms ]: this date is going horribly, can you call me so i can leave?

[ sms ]: do you want to go with me to the movies tonight?

[ sms ]: my friends don’t like you, but i do.

[ sms ]: you’re lucky you’re cute >:(

[ sms ]: i want you to meet my family, is that alright?

[ sms ]: my parents are already asking when we’re getting married…

[ sms ]: i’m starting to think you’re only dating me for my [pet] :/

[ sms ]: so, how are things with that person you were crushing on?

[ sms ]: you don’t look so good. do you want to get out of here?

[ sms ]: do you need me to come pick you up?

[ sms ]: call me if anything goes wrong, okay?

[ sms ]: [receiver’s name]? i heard what happened, are you alright?

[ sms ]: please call me as soon as possible.

[ sms ]: are you sure that’s for the best?

[ sms ]: putting “lmao” behind a message like that doesn’t make it any less serious,

[ sms ]: i think you need to talk to a therapist.

[ sms ]: will you please tell me what i did wrong?

[ sms ]: can you just pick up the phone?

[ sms ]: stop calling me.

[ sms ]: block my number.

[ sms ]: so are you leaving me on read to be petty, or…

[ sms ]: this isn’t really a conversation to have over text.

[ sms ]: can’t you take a hint? i’m not interested.

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as always, love and i only have the most correct opinions

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his karaoke song is don’t trust me by 3oh!3

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KAZ BREKKER & JESPER FAHEY Shadow and Bone, ‘Every Monstrous Thing’

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INEJ GHAFA & JESPER FAHEY Shadow and Bone, ‘No Mourners’

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pain makes people change.  //  @unheald​​ ( inej )

          it only took one look around at the gang to know that inej spoke the truth. he saw it in all of them-- try as they might to bury it, to keep it down, he saw it in the different ways they held themselves. 

          he saw it in the mirror too. 

          but that didn’t mean he enjoyed the outright comment about it. far from it. if anything, he liked living in his little world of delusion. one where he could pretend the horrors hadn’t happened-- that they hadn’t shaped, changed him so deeply. and he wonders-- does she feel the same? would she rather bury it too, than deal with it? 

          “not gonna give me some run about how it’s all for the better, right?” brow raises a little, “we’re above that kinda lying bullshit, aren’t we?” 

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misc lyrics rp meme

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

i'm back from the dead.

you're always on my mind.

death has come to me.

immortal by design.

i won't say goodbye.

my mind wants to control me.

i cannot bear my sorrow.

i hate who i was before.

i fear i won't live to see the day tomorrow.

there's rotten things left in me.

alchemise the dark within me.

there is nowhere to run.

your beauty never ever scared me.

can you see me longing for you forever?

would you let me touch your soul?

if i could turn back the time, i'd make all right.

how can it end like this?

there's a sting in the way you kiss me.

just wanna bewitch you in the moonlight.

you've been playing around with magic that is black.

i never let you go.

let him never die.

i don't even know what trick i ought to try.

no good deed goes unpunished.

was i really seeking good, or just seeking attention?

i'm wicked through and through.

wait for me.

death doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints, it takes and it takes.

if there's a reason i'm still alive when everyone who loves me had died, i'm willing to wait for it.

i am the one thing in life i can control.

the fact that you're alive is a miracle.

if i could trade his life for mine, he'd be standing here right now.

i relish being your wife.

just stay alive, that would be enough.

i'm not afraid, i know who i married.

we don't need a legacy.

we could be enough.

history has its eyes on you.

will they tell our story?

i thought you were mine.

you forfeit all right to my heart.

i hope that you burn.

it doesn't hurt me.

do you wanna feel how it feels?

do you wanna hear about the deal that i'm making?

if i only could, i'd make a deal with god, and i'd get him to swap our places.

you don't wanna hurt me.

there is thunder in our hearts.

i'm still fixing all the cracks.

i'm afraid of all i am.

my mind feels like a foreign land.

please carry me home.

we were always a losing game.

i got addicted to a losing game.

giving us up didn't take a lot.

loving you is a losing game.

i don't need your games.

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i only bring up serious points and aus

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“ no one is you, and that is your power. “  // @democrow​​ 

          there were days like this. days where jesper didn’t feel all that blessed. where he still felt like more of a curse than anything else. and on days like those, it was easy to sink off somewhere, find a bottle and a bet to make and distract himself with the noise and business of barrel life. it’s what he was good at-- what he’d always been so good at. distractions, rather than any kind of focus on himself, on exploring the depth of his emotions and feelings. 

          jesper fahey had always been incredibly talent at being the life of the party, so much so that even he bought into it. 

          but what could he do now? those things weren’t an option. he was trying. had promised he would try. but that left him open-- vulnerable. 

          “there’s power in that, is there?” he laughs a little, a weak kind of sound, ingenuine. and even that is something that most don’t get to see-- the cracks in the façade. “y’know, i’m usually so good at the fake it till you make it stuff. but i uh-- i dunno. maybe today it’s harder than usual.” 

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my friend just asked me if jesper is the type of person to ask his friends if they would still love him if he were a worm

and

yes. the answers is yes. he asks is often