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{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

" Of course, my child. "

*Suddenly, there was an apple in your hands. It was a bright red.

One of the functionally-invisible hands gently cupped your cheek. You were rapidly starting to get numb now. And a little wobbly-*

" And I'll be right here. Alright? "

{ she leans into the hand, not just to stabilize herself but because ,,comfy,,,,,,,,, }

..alright..

{ she's evidently still.. quite nervous. }

{ but having sin with her is comforting.. }

{ so she brings the apple to her mouth and, after a moment of hesitation, takes a bite. }

{ yumby appl,,;🤤🤤 }

*It is INCREDIBLY SWEET. your mouth is gonna taste like that for the next everOh shit ow-

Everything kinda hurts. Its numbed severely- still feels bad but like its bearable. Its like a sore, sitting in the car for too long kind of pain.

Feeling all of your skin and muscle and bone and organs rearrange themselves does still feel awful but not in a painful way its just weird

Sin hums calmly. Their voice seems to soothe you.*

{ ..eughh she forgot about the whole being able to feel the whole thing happening .. thing }

{ at least last time(s) she had the pain to drown out the feeling of her cells rearranging.. }

{ ..wait no she doesn't want to be in pain?? what??? }

{ her head hurts. }

{ but in like- a normal headache way and not an 'about to literally for actual explode' way }

{ she's fine.. }

{ she wants to move a bit closer to sin (they're still there right?? she can't really tell) but she gets the feeling it'll hurt. }

{ mm. now that she thinks about it, she kinda wonders what this all looks like from an outsider's perspective.. }

{ ..probably pretty bad }

*oh mama holding you now

You sit in their palm. You can feel that your body has... mostly shaped to how its supposed to. You're still a little melty but you're atleast shaped vaguely right.

hey wait why do you have six limbs arent you supposed to have four*

{ she looks down at her arms-- regrettably because euh eaugh ew euggghajjdsuzkdixjshxksj }

{ but.. lo and behold. four arms. not two like normal }

{ ..what the fuuuuuuuuck }

i- wh-

mama???? this isn't the amount of arms i have?????????

{ she. Oouh she is gonna start hyperventilating did they mess up can they even do that or was she tricked and she's being turned into some kind of other thing?????? she still has all her memories right they wouldn't do that to her again right???? }

{ NOPE she's fine because uhh. she wouldn't be panicking so bad if she were tampered with probably }

{ she just has more arms now }

*They chuckled.*

" I told you that you would look a bit different, did I not? "

*Your teeth were also noticeably sharper. Ooh and you have a little tail

...sin has four arms. disgrace also has four arms. so does shame, and as far as you were aware, so does pihsrow. all of whom are Sin's second-in-commands. hey wait a second*

{ oh. oh they did say that didn't they }

{ huh.. }

{ about damn TIME she got a tail she's been staring longingly at vee and snap and everyone else's tails for FOREVER }

{ wait a damn minute }

did i just get promoted

Is that how being promoted works..? You just get turned into a bug??

..that's kinda awesome actually THANK YOU MAMA!!!!!

{ seconds into existence and her tail is already wagging }

{ do deer even do that }

{ probably not but seesays do ☝️ }

*Everything is fully formed now. you are no longer liquid!!! everything was very sore though

They seemed to smile.*

" I suppose... yes.

I'm glad you're happy, dear.

It may take you some time to adjust, so be patient.

Is there anything else you want?

You may stay here for a minute, while you adjust, if you'd like. "

*. where were you actually*

{ she really. didn't even think to ask actually wait }

{ holy shit she's starting to trust mama sin.. }

Where is even here?? but also yes i'd like to stay everything hurts and i kind of wanna take a nap ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

{ all the new additions to her to-do list be damned she just got melted she is Going to sleep }

" Hm... how to explain... its quite complicated.

The simplest explanation is that this is my true form. A pocket dimension, of sorts. "

*The "ground" is pretty soft... you could totally fall asleep here yeah*

my mama the pocket dimension...

{ she didn't even know they had a true form honestly.. she just sorta assumed that they had two forms used for different things }

{ or. or something like that }

{ yeaah it's. it's bed time she's going to bed ok? she is actively curling up to go to sleep ok? ok }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

" Of course, my child. "

*Suddenly, there was an apple in your hands. It was a bright red.

One of the functionally-invisible hands gently cupped your cheek. You were rapidly starting to get numb now. And a little wobbly-*

" And I'll be right here. Alright? "

{ she leans into the hand, not just to stabilize herself but because ,,comfy,,,,,,,,, }

..alright..

{ she's evidently still.. quite nervous. }

{ but having sin with her is comforting.. }

{ so she brings the apple to her mouth and, after a moment of hesitation, takes a bite. }

{ yumby appl,,;🤤🤤 }

*It is INCREDIBLY SWEET. your mouth is gonna taste like that for the next everOh shit ow-

Everything kinda hurts. Its numbed severely- still feels bad but like its bearable. Its like a sore, sitting in the car for too long kind of pain.

Feeling all of your skin and muscle and bone and organs rearrange themselves does still feel awful but not in a painful way its just weird

Sin hums calmly. Their voice seems to soothe you.*

{ ..eughh she forgot about the whole being able to feel the whole thing happening .. thing }

{ at least last time(s) she had the pain to drown out the feeling of her cells rearranging.. }

{ ..wait no she doesn't want to be in pain?? what??? }

{ her head hurts. }

{ but in like- a normal headache way and not an 'about to literally for actual explode' way }

{ she's fine.. }

{ she wants to move a bit closer to sin (they're still there right?? she can't really tell) but she gets the feeling it'll hurt. }

{ mm. now that she thinks about it, she kinda wonders what this all looks like from an outsider's perspective.. }

{ ..probably pretty bad }

*oh mama holding you now

You sit in their palm. You can feel that your body has... mostly shaped to how its supposed to. You're still a little melty but you're atleast shaped vaguely right.

hey wait why do you have six limbs arent you supposed to have four*

{ she looks down at her arms-- regrettably because euh eaugh ew euggghajjdsuzkdixjshxksj }

{ but.. lo and behold. four arms. not two like normal }

{ ..what the fuuuuuuuuck }

i- wh-

mama???? this isn't the amount of arms i have?????????

{ she. Oouh she is gonna start hyperventilating did they mess up can they even do that or was she tricked and she's being turned into some kind of other thing?????? she still has all her memories right they wouldn't do that to her again right???? }

{ NOPE she's fine because uhh. she wouldn't be panicking so bad if she were tampered with probably }

{ she just has more arms now }

*They chuckled.*

" I told you that you would look a bit different, did I not? "

*Your teeth were also noticeably sharper. Ooh and you have a little tail

...sin has four arms. disgrace also has four arms. so does shame, and as far as you were aware, so does pihsrow. all of whom are Sin's second-in-commands. hey wait a second*

{ oh. oh they did say that didn't they }

{ huh.. }

{ about damn TIME she got a tail she's been staring longingly at vee and snap and everyone else's tails for FOREVER }

{ wait a damn minute }

did i just get promoted

Is that how being promoted works..? You just get turned into a bug??

..that's kinda awesome actually THANK YOU MAMA!!!!!

{ seconds into existence and her tail is already wagging }

{ do deer even do that }

{ probably not but seesays do ☝️ }

*Everything is fully formed now. you are no longer liquid!!! everything was very sore though

They seemed to smile.*

" I suppose... yes.

I'm glad you're happy, dear.

It may take you some time to adjust, so be patient.

Is there anything else you want?

You may stay here for a minute, while you adjust, if you'd like. "

*. where were you actually*

{ she really. didn't even think to ask actually wait }

{ holy shit she's starting to trust mama sin.. }

Where is even here?? but also yes i'd like to stay everything hurts and i kind of wanna take a nap ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

{ all the new additions to her to-do list be damned she just got melted she is Going to sleep }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

" Of course, my child. "

*Suddenly, there was an apple in your hands. It was a bright red.

One of the functionally-invisible hands gently cupped your cheek. You were rapidly starting to get numb now. And a little wobbly-*

" And I'll be right here. Alright? "

{ she leans into the hand, not just to stabilize herself but because ,,comfy,,,,,,,,, }

..alright..

{ she's evidently still.. quite nervous. }

{ but having sin with her is comforting.. }

{ so she brings the apple to her mouth and, after a moment of hesitation, takes a bite. }

{ yumby appl,,;🤤🤤 }

*It is INCREDIBLY SWEET. your mouth is gonna taste like that for the next everOh shit ow-

Everything kinda hurts. Its numbed severely- still feels bad but like its bearable. Its like a sore, sitting in the car for too long kind of pain.

Feeling all of your skin and muscle and bone and organs rearrange themselves does still feel awful but not in a painful way its just weird

Sin hums calmly. Their voice seems to soothe you.*

{ ..eughh she forgot about the whole being able to feel the whole thing happening .. thing }

{ at least last time(s) she had the pain to drown out the feeling of her cells rearranging.. }

{ ..wait no she doesn't want to be in pain?? what??? }

{ her head hurts. }

{ but in like- a normal headache way and not an 'about to literally for actual explode' way }

{ she's fine.. }

{ she wants to move a bit closer to sin (they're still there right?? she can't really tell) but she gets the feeling it'll hurt. }

{ mm. now that she thinks about it, she kinda wonders what this all looks like from an outsider's perspective.. }

{ ..probably pretty bad }

*oh mama holding you now

You sit in their palm. You can feel that your body has... mostly shaped to how its supposed to. You're still a little melty but you're atleast shaped vaguely right.

hey wait why do you have six limbs arent you supposed to have four*

{ she looks down at her arms-- regrettably because euh eaugh ew euggghajjdsuzkdixjshxksj }

{ but.. lo and behold. four arms. not two like normal }

{ ..what the fuuuuuuuuck }

i- wh-

mama???? this isn't the amount of arms i have?????????

{ she. Oouh she is gonna start hyperventilating did they mess up can they even do that or was she tricked and she's being turned into some kind of other thing?????? she still has all her memories right they wouldn't do that to her again right???? }

{ NOPE she's fine because uhh. she wouldn't be panicking so bad if she were tampered with probably }

{ she just has more arms now }

*They chuckled.*

" I told you that you would look a bit different, did I not? "

*Your teeth were also noticeably sharper. Ooh and you have a little tail

...sin has four arms. disgrace also has four arms. so does shame, and as far as you were aware, so does pihsrow. all of whom are Sin's second-in-commands. hey wait a second*

{ oh. oh they did say that didn't they }

{ huh.. }

{ about damn TIME she got a tail she's been staring longingly at vee and snap and everyone else's tails for FOREVER }

{ wait a damn minute }

did i just get promoted

Is that how being promoted works..? You just get turned into a bug??

..that's kinda awesome actually THANK YOU MAMA!!!!!

{ seconds into existence and her tail is already wagging }

{ do deer even do that }

{ probably not but seesays do ☝️ }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

" Of course, my child. "

*Suddenly, there was an apple in your hands. It was a bright red.

One of the functionally-invisible hands gently cupped your cheek. You were rapidly starting to get numb now. And a little wobbly-*

" And I'll be right here. Alright? "

{ she leans into the hand, not just to stabilize herself but because ,,comfy,,,,,,,,, }

..alright..

{ she's evidently still.. quite nervous. }

{ but having sin with her is comforting.. }

{ so she brings the apple to her mouth and, after a moment of hesitation, takes a bite. }

{ yumby appl,,;🤤🤤 }

*It is INCREDIBLY SWEET. your mouth is gonna taste like that for the next everOh shit ow-

Everything kinda hurts. Its numbed severely- still feels bad but like its bearable. Its like a sore, sitting in the car for too long kind of pain.

Feeling all of your skin and muscle and bone and organs rearrange themselves does still feel awful but not in a painful way its just weird

Sin hums calmly. Their voice seems to soothe you.*

{ ..eughh she forgot about the whole being able to feel the whole thing happening .. thing }

{ at least last time(s) she had the pain to drown out the feeling of her cells rearranging.. }

{ ..wait no she doesn't want to be in pain?? what??? }

{ her head hurts. }

{ but in like- a normal headache way and not an 'about to literally for actual explode' way }

{ she's fine.. }

{ she wants to move a bit closer to sin (they're still there right?? she can't really tell) but she gets the feeling it'll hurt. }

{ mm. now that she thinks about it, she kinda wonders what this all looks like from an outsider's perspective.. }

{ ..probably pretty bad }

*oh mama holding you now

You sit in their palm. You can feel that your body has... mostly shaped to how its supposed to. You're still a little melty but you're atleast shaped vaguely right.

hey wait why do you have six limbs arent you supposed to have four*

{ she looks down at her arms-- regrettably because euh eaugh ew euggghajjdsuzkdixjshxksj }

{ but.. lo and behold. four arms. not two like normal }

{ ..what the fuuuuuuuuck }

i- wh-

mama???? this isn't the amount of arms i have?????????

{ she. Oouh she is gonna start hyperventilating did they mess up can they even do that or was she tricked and she's being turned into some kind of other thing?????? she still has all her memories right they wouldn't do that to her again right???? }

{ NOPE she's fine because uhh. she wouldn't be panicking so bad if she were tampered with probably }

{ she just has more arms now }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

" Of course, my child. "

*Suddenly, there was an apple in your hands. It was a bright red.

One of the functionally-invisible hands gently cupped your cheek. You were rapidly starting to get numb now. And a little wobbly-*

" And I'll be right here. Alright? "

{ she leans into the hand, not just to stabilize herself but because ,,comfy,,,,,,,,, }

..alright..

{ she's evidently still.. quite nervous. }

{ but having sin with her is comforting.. }

{ so she brings the apple to her mouth and, after a moment of hesitation, takes a bite. }

{ yumby appl,,;🤤🤤 }

*It is INCREDIBLY SWEET. your mouth is gonna taste like that for the next everOh shit ow-

Everything kinda hurts. Its numbed severely- still feels bad but like its bearable. Its like a sore, sitting in the car for too long kind of pain.

Feeling all of your skin and muscle and bone and organs rearrange themselves does still feel awful but not in a painful way its just weird

Sin hums calmly. Their voice seems to soothe you.*

{ ..eughh she forgot about the whole being able to feel the whole thing happening .. thing }

{ at least last time(s) she had the pain to drown out the feeling of her cells rearranging.. }

{ ..wait no she doesn't want to be in pain?? what??? }

{ her head hurts. }

{ but in like- a normal headache way and not an 'about to literally for actual explode' way }

{ she's fine.. }

{ she wants to move a bit closer to sin (they're still there right?? she can't really tell) but she gets the feeling it'll hurt. }

{ mm. now that she thinks about it, she kinda wonders what this all looks like from an outsider's perspective.. }

{ ..probably pretty bad }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

" Of course, my child. "

*Suddenly, there was an apple in your hands. It was a bright red.

One of the functionally-invisible hands gently cupped your cheek. You were rapidly starting to get numb now. And a little wobbly-*

" And I'll be right here. Alright? "

{ she leans into the hand, not just to stabilize herself but because ,,comfy,,,,,,,,, }

..alright..

{ she's evidently still.. quite nervous. }

{ but having sin with her is comforting.. }

{ so she brings the apple to her mouth and, after a moment of hesitation, takes a bite. }

{ yumby appl,,;🤤🤤 }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

*They seemed deep in thought, glancing to the side for a moment, before-*

" Ah!

Inhaling the smoke will numb your nerves- if you were completely knocked out, you might jolt awake in the middle of the process, but...

It will still hurt, but not nearly as much as it would otherwise. "

*You had been slowly loosing feeling in your hands and feet....*

{ ..ohhhh }

{ she forgot about that actually }

Well, in that case..! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

..uh. do you promise it's only gonna take a couple minutes though i'm.

i'm scared

{ literally no reason to be though. she has NOT always been such a coward-- what the fuck happened?? }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

*They chuckle, and a hand thats just as pitch black as everything else around you (rendering it invisible) reaches out to pet your head.*

" Hello, Seesay. "

*Their expression shifts, seemingly in thought.*

" Hmm....

There are ... two ways I could do that. Both will hurt a lot. But...

One, I turn you back normally. It hurts, but its over in a minute.

Two... I turn you back, and give you the ability to disguise as a sinner at will, painlessly. You would look slightly different, and be noticeably more powerful, but... it hurts more, and for longer- about five-ish minutes, given your size. "

{ ..she figured it would still hurt, but to hear hear fears confirmed is. a bit disheartening. }

{ also she fucking lied to stem she's going to actual for real hell in real life }

..okay. Uh..

..I do wanna be able to go back to being a sinner and stuff.. not in like an i don't want to be a sin actually way it's just

i wanna learn how to do my hair but also i'm still not used to being a sinner and it's bugging me and also everything hurts??

Whatever.

Is there- like- any way you could make it less.. painful?? Like, could you knock me out during the process...?

It's- it's okay if you can't, it's just..

{ what's a third time? it shouldn't matter to her. it'll be five minutes, she'll live. she's overreacting. }

{ hey sin. your daughter is calling }

oh my goodness this isn't gonna work at all and i know it

uhhh. sin?? if you can hear me-- probably can't but whatever-- there's something i wanna discuss with you kind of???

{ and by calling, let's just say. talking at air in a secluded corner of the lobby trying to get your attention. she's the smartest cookie }

- @factswithseesay

*Your head starts to spin. Suddenly, youre not in the lobby anymore- instead, youre in a pitch black space.

No wait- not quite pitch black. Filled with smoke, swirling and shimmering.

Sins eye opens infront of you.*

" Hm? "

#> tip of the tongue #// YAYAYAYAYAYAY

{ she is oh so very disoriented and a little bit nervous about the Area she's been placed in }

{ ..but also sin hii sin :3 }

wuh wha huh- Hi mama!! (๑>◡<๑)

{ she waves excitedly, already a lot less scared because yayayayayy mama in!! }

Alright..! Okay, sooo..

goodness, i did NOT think of how i'd phrase this, uhh..

IIIII kind of want to be a sin again??

i promise you are NOT bothering yhem

but i'm really just NOT a good use of their time though they could be doing anything else plus i'm like- i'm fine like this y'know?? i've managed for the past however many weeks i can handle the rest of forever

go ask mama .... im sure they know SOMETHING

..i don't wanna bother them though (◞‸◟)

I'll.. try something, actually.

so you guys don't bully me into getting help again (-᷅_-᷄๑)

i'm still thinking about that conversation I had with stem because jesus fucking christ what right do i have to get upset over my mom caring about their girlfriend why did i genuinely almost start crying right then right there can i lock the fuck in

#> cant wait

I'm tired of being made of person but also I'm scared

#> cant wait

Thantk you seeswa

not what i'm called but Any time! ( ^ω^ )

Hey can I. Can I have that crying emoticon you use please,,

｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ (；ω；)

Take your pick! ^_^

I'm so good at crying