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I haven’t been on here in a while because I’ve been so happy recently! Life has its ups and downs and this past school year was one of the downs. It’s summer now and I’m very happy. I’m good with my body now and I have amazing friends even though I’m really fucking werid. (Not a bad thing to be werid tho everyone should embrace the werid) I’ve had some amazing opportunities this summer and I’m just so good right now.

GUYS I’m so lame I always want to do stuff with my friends but I have to be the one to plan it AND IT ANNOYS THE FUCKING HELL OUT OF ME. IVE BEEN SO BORED I have nothing fun rn Hahdhdjdjdhdhdbdjdj

I'm so fat. I hate my body so muchhhh

Also please don't follow this account if you're not like mentally stable because I may be depressing from time to time lmao.

I hate myself.

I'm too fat.

I'm so out of shape.

I complain too much.

I annoy my friends all the time.

I'm ugly as fuck.

I'm not smart.

I have no talents.

I'm a waste of space tbh. (Don't worry I'm not about to kill myself lmao I could never)

I feel like I'm a burden to my friends.

I'm constantly pretending like I'm a different person because I hate myself so much.

I'm such a werid fucking person.

I wish I could rant to someone, but I don't want to bother any of my friends.

My one "friend" hasn't put in any effort of actually being my friend. She's one of those people who make new friends all the time. We were actually expecting drifting apart this year and it's happening. I thought I was ready for it but I'm not. It's sucks because I feel like she just doesn't want to be friends with me. I get it tho I wouldn't want to be friends with me either. I can't be mad at her because I'm honestly such a burden to be friends with. Honestly I'm a fucking joke.

#fuck that was depressing #trigger warning #rant

I've almost had a crush on my friend for two years. FUCK

#fuck this shit i'm out

I have a snow day today and one of my stupid teachers assigned homework. Does she not understand that no one is going to do it. Like no one is even going to look on the website she assigned it on. The only reason I knew about it is because my friend told me about it. Like what the hell.

#i hate school

This week has been so shitty but I've actually been so happy today!!! I haven't been is happy in quite a while it's nice. I don't want it to go away.

I have a story. (paraphrasing on some of the quotes)

So yesterday my friend and I were talking and I said something about myself being gay.

He then said, "I thought you were bi."

And I was like, "I am, but I can still call myself gay because it's like an umbrella term."

And he said, "but it's not technically right"

But I sent (at the same time) to be funny and also because it's true, "also people don't like bi people because we're too awesome and they're all stupid"

At this point I was sort of getting mad but I was about to educate a bitch so I was trying to keep my cool.

He then asked what I meant about other people not liking bi people and I told him that lots of people are biphobic. (even people in the lgbtq+ community) and I just told him about that sort of stuff.

He said, "that's stupid."

And I was like, "yep."

He then asked my preferences on girls and boys.

I told him that while I am bi I tend to prefer girls more. (Sorry guys whoops)

He then said, "so gay is more accurate."

And I said, "no I am bi."

And he continued to push that gay is more accurate.

I said, "I have the right to label myself I don't care what you think is technically right."

He apologized but asked if I saw where he is coming from.

I said, "I do, but it not right."

He continued to disagree with me on it.

I then asked, "do you get where I'm coming from?"

And he said he did.

But he still continued to push that gay is more accurate.

I think he was trying to say (but failing) that while I am bi I tend to lean towards more of the gay side.

Which is true, but that's not how I label myself. I label myself as bi but I prefer more girls. I still like guys, but not as many.

I eventually gave up and said I had to leave.

I think he still thinks gay is more accurate. Oh well I tried.

#lgbtq+#lgbtq #lgbt #bi #biphobia #biphobic #gayyyyyyyyyyy

I want to talk to someone about my problems but I don't want to annoy anyone ya know

I have to present tomorrow ughhhh

But I'm also doing the walkout which is pretty dang cool.

I hate myself sooo much gah

I'm stressed about getting a summer job sm like idk what to do. Especially since I'm a socially anxious person..

I hate my body sm. I'm motivated to work out, but I really don't want to in front of other people. I hate itttttt

School and the cold weather make my mental health go downnnnnnn

Random thought: how did women in ancient times survive their period without ibprofien, Tylenol, or Advil.

also this account isn't going to be all about gay I just what's on my mind rn lmao

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