BROKEN / DREAMS

independent & selective multimuse rp blog. kayfabe & mutuals only. oc & au friendly. loved by sami. ❝ I will not be used to be BATTERED and a b u s e d . It’s the reason why I choose to cut my losses. Your lies fool no one. ( Your magic white rabbit. Your white room straight jacket. ) Your magic white rabbit has left it’s WRITING on the w a l l . We follow like a l i c e and just keep diving DOWN THE HOLE. We're falling and we’re losing CONTROL.

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i did a move over hereeee

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i did a move over hereeee

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                       ❝   BABY’S   GOT   A   BLACK   SOUL   !

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Who’s Gonna Top? Dramatic General Election 2015 Golden Storm Rider Daisuke Sasaki ft. Golden Storm Riders Suguru Miyatake and Kota Ibushi

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PSA

I am… not a chronologically locked rp blog.

That means that if you talk to me to establish that we want to ship our muses, or have a particular relationship or type of report between them, I am 1: totally okay with multiple threads of varying length and styles with you and 2: will probably jump around in the supposed ‘timeline’ of our muses relationships in order to keep things interesting/ make ask prompts work.

For example, we may be writing an intro thread with our muses, but if you wanna send me a thing for like… a first kiss that may happen months down the line (and shipping is what ur up for) go ahead and do it! The way I see it, separate points on a timeline are FUN to RP because then you can look back later and figure out how they connected/ try to work in little details that make them flow together. 

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okay so i cleared out my inbox and answered everything i want to continue to the new blog. all drafts will you know, still be drafts until i stop being a lazy and actually do them. as far as those starters go, if it hasn't been done by now it's probably not going to be and i'm terribly sorry, but they've started giving me headaches and there's no point in stressing myself out over it. :/

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✿ Send this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile! ✿

can you believe i've kept this to myself all this time and smiled like a dope every time i saw it? because that's defo what happened, and it's not at all in part that i forgot this was there and was too lazy to make an ooc pic for it. not at all.

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meows @ hiromu

                                            “   ——   meow?   but you are not a cat…   right? ”

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“i didn’t — intend to say that” / for kota

♡        ❰❰     SOME ANGST MEME   :   NOT ACCEPTING.

it’s his own fault for eavesdropping.  it was unintentional, but he could have put his headphones in and ignored it, or simply ducked his head and hurried past.  but he didn’t.  he lingered and he listened.  maybe it was his subconscious knowing who brandi was talking about and needing answers to questions kenny refused to give him.  answers he didn’t really want the answers to but needed all the same.  then brandi’s confirming all his suspicions and every words sends a crack through his heart.  he plans to scurry past her, because he can’t listen to this anymore, but then he hears it.  “ on telling kenny i'm in lov — ”  it feels like his SOUL WAS RIPPED OUT, air knocked from his chest violently.  limbs constricting, keeping him frozen in spot.

he’s silent for a long moment.  simply staring in shock, trying to find something to say.  debating whether he should say ANYTHING.  he should just walk away, should have from the getgo, but he’s in too deep now.  her voice cuts into his fog of  itcan'tbetrueitcan'tbetrueitcan'tbetrue  and his gaze whips to meet hers, looking as stiff and closed off as he feels.    “ that does not erase the fact that you said it.  nor does it lessen its impact. ”    and boy, did it have an IMPACT.  she’s in love with kenny.  HIS KENNY.  and he can’t really blame her.  kenny is charming, sweet, beautiful.  but kenny is  his, and she already has a husband, as shitty as cody may be.

“ you love him?  really? ”    there’s no interest in his tone, and he really doesn’t care.  shouldn’t care.  but he needs to hear it.    “ i hope you feel some form of remorse or disgust for not only desiring someone who could  n e v e r  be yours, but for wrecking your own sham of a marriage as well.  after all, it’s better to just be trash than a HEARTLESS monster. ”

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“was it – something i did…?” ( okada & will )

♡        ❰❰     SOME ANGST MEME   :   NOT ACCEPTING.

he's TIRED.  so incredibly tired of this fight, of them, of will's tendency to harbor all the blame.  this was a path they never should have went of.  a fact will wouldn't admit, but one kazuchika accepted awhile ago.  they're  soulmates  , it's easy to see, but sometime that wasn't enough.  this time, it wouldn't be.

he sighs, hands running through his hair.    " it's not something  you  did.  it is a collective effort. "    brown eyes cast down to the space between them.  the space that wouldn't had been there months ago.  back when everything was good, PERFECT.  before he'd asked will to marry him, before will turned around & said no, before his void between them formed & grew beyond repair.    " we love each other, but we both know that we're not  in love  anymore.  it would be foolish to continue this...  this SHAM.  this shell of what we once were.  you deserve better. "

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▼ Sasha and Shinsuke

♡        ❰❰     IS THIS SEAT TAKEN?   :   NOT ACCEPTING.   //   @sheslegit

his surroundings were less than a blur, an inconvenience to the brooding he’d planned on doing tonight, but his hotel room didn’t have any liquor worth consuming.   failures were taunting his mind, anger still burning beneath his skin at the mere thought of it.   that he had everything betwist his fingers; gold, glory, his name in the history books.   INFAMY.   but he failed,  &  he ensured aj knew just how much it   stung   but it wasn’t enough.   it was never enough.   he’s preoccupied replaying the moment he LOST once again when there’s a weight on his chest, his lap.   he wants to ignore it.   he wants to curse them out in his foreign tongue.   he wants his title around his waist.   but the familiar scent of sasha’s perfume is enough to stop him, eyes focusing a moment later.   a tired smile twitches its way into his lips, both hands resting on her thin waist.     “ what do you want? ”     his tone is low  & on the right side of being too cold, edges of bitterness that reflects in his gaze.

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▼ + reverse // kazu + william

♡        ❰❰     IS THIS SEAT TAKEN?   :   NOT ACCEPTING.

he's had more to drink that he should have.   much more, probably.   something gedo will yell at him for tomorrow, if the hangover doesn't do the job first, but he isn't worried about that.   gedo's not going to do anything anyways.   he's   excited   , bringing chaos out to celebrate his milestone.   NINE HUNDRED DAYS.   he'd been faced with some of the toughest challenges of his career, of his life, but he'd done it.   it felt too surreal, but it's just the   beginning   of the history he plans on making.   cheeks flushed with alcohol  &  eyes beginning to glaze over.   when he spots will, his feet move him over to him, one leg thrown around his lap as he lowers himself down.   he doesn't put down all of his weight, but just enough that will can   feel   him.   both hands rest on the younger's shoulders, leaning in close so their noses are blushing.   " why aren' you daaaancing with me? "      bottom lip is pulled between his teeth as he stares the other done, earnestly awaiting an explanation.